Electric Smells: My phero Experience.

Field Reports & Anecdotal Experience Women's Journals
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Hrmm, So today four little vials came in the mail i’m only going to try one today.:)I’ve decided to make a run with instant shine. I have the 2x version.Goint to try a mono shot on my wrists and then rub them together.

That way if I don’t like the effect or smell I can keep it away from my own sniffer to monitor the general effect on others.

Although after noting commentary about instant shine reverse and withdrawl type reactions :confused: I’m looking at this cheerful little bottle with a bit of trepidation.:roll_eyes:

I tend to have unusual neuro-chemistry but I already know that I’m fairly pheromonally sensitive and generally along the more normal lines. So hopefully all will go well today.:stuck_out_tongue:

I’m menopausal already. Early onset. Not that I’m really objecting to it I kind of wonder what thats done to my own natural pheromone levels.

Its a rather sunny/warm day out today.So I’ll likely put off going out until it gets dusky.I’m generally nocturnal but the excitement of goodies in the mail had me up EARLY! lol :open_mouth:

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Today I’m in a fairly good mood little sleepy migraine i’ve had for awhile is gone.I was vastly amused by the packages trek through the fedex system it started out in la went to oakland came back to la and then for some reason went to memphis and back to la again..I’m wondering what on earth prompted such a trip.A leak perhaps?

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Mono shot applied at 11:51 am. Smells kind of like boys cologne not sure what i think reminiscent of an axe scent I forget which one it was.I’m letting it air diffuse and avoiding stuffing my nose in my wrist.

11:58 am seven minutes later and I’ve decided it definitely smells like flirting to me. Heads a little spacy/floaty but nothing really bad. i’m not fond of being floaty generally. One other person in house. So far i’m staying in my area.Little bit of irritation on the spray/rub site but nothing bad.I have very dry and sensitive skin in general.

12:03 Noticing a case of the giggles trying to come on.Other person in house who is usually grumpy on waking seems to be in a fairly calm content mood right now.

12:09 I’m definitely spacing out a bit.Other person is now completely awake jovial and chatty.My mother suggested I nap i’m talking to her online I told her I wanted to go play outside.. I’m not a day person. :stuck_out_tongue:

12:29 everyone around seems fairly calm,content more people showed up..My nose itches.. nothing to do with anything lol.

6:47 pm instant shine seems to have worn off worked more as instant nap/backrub lol. But everyone did ok.

Running instant honesty test now.

Boyfriend just got home.

11:26 pm home after a long night session rollerblading. Boyfriend has been jovial social and chatty. Really sweet. We’ve been rather chummy tonight and I’m enjoying it. So far I’m liking the instant honesty a lot more than instant shine. I think it will be one of my daily wear items.I’d say its definately a hit with the boyfriend. The instant shine has a calming effect/tranq effect on everyone in this house so may be good on days when people are being moody sobs. :slight_smile: However, with my personal chemistry it just seemed to make me sleepy like warm bowl of milk or milk and cookies tired.Little too far back on the youth train for me :slight_smile:

The vibe with instant honesty is akin to everyone being buzzed. So its like everyone around me myself included is just mellow and talkative.I dig.

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Instant Honesty.

Following morning I’m still happy with this one.
Very cuddly mix w/ my own natural pheros.

Instant shine seems more like instant tension relief for me.I didn’t personally have any of the UP effects a lot of users report. I may try using the 1x version or diluting the 2x maybe a behind the knee application would work better for me.

Todays agenda.. What to try.

I’m seriously considering trying the ammo on myself just out of curiosity. Going to paw around the forums first though.

So after pawing around on the forums i found tisha23’s post about mono use for a week. I may be more random about things this week as curiosity is one of my higher drives.

Early morning clean slate much scrubby wubbies lol.

7:57 am second shine x2 test.
Environ:home.
Boyfriend sleeping less than a foot from me. Other roomate in back room.
Ambient temperature feels to be about 60 or 70 degrees.
Mood: Tense and bored mildly annoyed.
Same run as yesterday Except this time i have a full nights sleep to my credit.. Well full night for me.I generally only need 3 hours anything more leaves me feeling tired. i’m WIDE awake today though and a bit hyper.

I will be applying a single spray of instant shine 2x to my left wrist and rubbing my wrists together same as yesterday.
I’m pretty sure me falling asleep yesterday was the shine but if the same thing happens today I’ll know almost for certain thats whats doing it.

Fortunately today no one is awake and I wouldn’t mind a nap :stuck_out_tongue: Yesterdays nap was good but woke with a slight headache.
Too much shine maybe?

:8:05 am shine sprayed aprox five inches from left wrists wrists promptly rubbed together.
8:24 am same feeling of restlessness as yesterday.
8:41 Less tense. Smell has died down from a sharp axe/bodysprayish smell to something akin to warm kitty fur or hair.
I’ve considered going out a few times again but I’m not a day person. No sunburn please!
I’ve started yawning now. 8:45 am
9:37 I’m visibly hostile irate and restless. Very annoyed.Feel like slapping someone. Went through the tired content phase and stayed up. Think grumpy toddler needs a nap. Like I want to run around and I’m all hyper and curious but I’m also bitchy and sleepy at the same time.Yeah just VERY GRR. Lol. Short but sweet version its like someone pissed in my cherios.

10:04 am went outside for a smoke figured I’d give myself some sun. also very restless ala grr.
Neighbor never said so much as hi to me before carried on a small convo today. Good body open language w smiles. Male about mid 30’s generally hostile was very warm today.I’d say thats a hit.
Worked on someone right anyway lol.So its not the shine it seems to be my personal neuro-chemistry.The sunlight helped.
Shine+ boredom= bad. Sunlight is kind of bad for me so I may switch to nocturnal shine tests.I’m already kind of singed.

10:18… Ceasing shine mono test. Very restless very grumpy.Intolerably grumpy.
Going to use the instant honesty again. It seemed to help yesterday.

10:26
Single spray back of left wrist rubbed wrists together and applied to pulse points on neck.I think starting tomorrow I may simply alpha the honesty Shine is good for other people here but Mi no likey being sleepy or cranky.

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3:37 pm testing instant openess simular effects to instant shine. IO seems to make me sleepy and content. I think I may be exhibiting a sensitivity to something in both IO and IS. IO is regular strength. My IS is 2x.

Testing at home MONO test wrist application one spray. Feeling pretty floppy other people in the house are sleeping its porlly about 60-70 degrees here.Feel like sneezing. I think I’m going to nap as the test with IS made me bitchy when I didn’t nap. So I’m going to listen to my body this time.:roll_eyes:

Mild arousal level. nothing serious just sort of a sleepy kind of cuddly aroused feeling. interesting.I like the smell of this one. Yeah a nap sounds good or at least stretching out and relaxing. Unlike the IS not feeling any aggression on my end.Making lots of typos rofl.

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A girl on Ammo 8:22 pm test
Two sprays amo 1x on forearm and back of wrist.
Outdoor application.
Mood prior neutral.
Sleepy.

Smells light almost floral on me kinda like soap or a toned down version of some linen scent.

(Boyfriend tried it today at work and said he saw no results. Minor headache and floaty feeling for him and no anything from girl at work. Having him try two sprays tomorrow.Trying it on myself to see how it works with me chemistry ectra.)

My test. 2 sprays ammo reg strength out doors 4-6 inches from skin.Clean application.

I like the smell on me I think just smells kind of soapy.
Having more of the effect I was expecting with instant shine or would expect from instant sexiness.
I feel perky.Definitely a upbeat cute and sexy kind of feeling.i want to smile for no reason in particular. I’m going to go out to get a soda or something from 7-11 in a bit.

9:48 pm i can’t stop smiling. I’m more chatty and jovial I’m in a very playful mood. Pillow fight anyone? I haven’t gone out yet.Definite respect vibe among the guys I live with here.I seem to have induced stuttering a few times… Interesting.

Around Tennish i went out to the 7-11 ice cream run more of an excuse for a social test.
Got stopped along the way by a guy friend lounging outside his house almost a 30 minute conversation there before his girlfriend also a friend had to step in and drag him off.She gave me one of those territoral sort of get the fuck away from my man looks. Lol I took the hint and politely banterd something about ice cream again and scrambled. The two were no where to be seen on the way back.

I got to the 7-11 and walked in by that time i felt like a million bucks all smiles singing to myself really chipper. I should mention before i went out I hit 4 sprays of ammo for some reason i was feeling cocky and decided to up the ratio.

Anyhow i digress. I walked in and it was like instant whiplash.i go alot so almost everyone that works there knows me and tonight it was primarily workers although there were some beefy guys doing some sort of construction.

Didn’t matter though I was suddenly the center of attention. Lol me in no makeup with my hair in a ponytail and not really put together looking at all.Ie i tossed clothes on and scampered for ice cream.

I went to the back to pick up some milk and a propel to go with my ice cream and sort of dawdled about to see if anyone approached me or how people were reacting.

Girls it seemed were put off one lady came in and kinda hurried in and out past me like shed seen a mouse or something.kind of sad for me lol I was wondering what the effect would be on other women if i wore it.

I went to check out and made the 7-11 guy stutter and blush he also carried on a longer than usual conversation with me which got him fussed at a bit by his boss. OOPS!

construction guys were doing their job almost haphazardly and started arguing with eachother and one of the bigger guys kept eyeing me. I scrambled home. Cheerful and singing along the way.

Boyfriend hostile on return home and during the process of making dinner.I toned the ammo down with instant honesty when I got back which helped but eventually got tired of the grrrs and bickering and showered.Things are back to normal.

A slightly unrelated side note my previous shine tests have gotten me banned from spraying it in the house.

He really doesn’t like it.He said whatever the F**K i was spraying before was making him tired and he was tired of the biological warfare. I told him I’d spray outside except for honesty which seems to be OK.He seems to be all over me with cuddlies with IH and we bicker less.Frankly I’d happily soak my bed in the stuff.

Whatever is in instant shine and instant openess seems to be a big meh in this house although i had a good nap earlier with IO.I refered the boyfriend to the shop to peek around and see if he saw anything he wanted. hes interested in TUTH..Not sure why lol he has a low libido in general. Frankly if it makes him more rawrish i’m down.

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Posted this in journals to begin with.

But then I realized it likely belonged in the main forum.

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Great reporting, Electra!!

You could put most of this in a “journal”, if you want to keep a continuous thread about your experiences.

I have personally preferred to just post individual reports about a single phero or combo experience, in the main part of the women’s section. That way its easier for others to read, or locate information, if they are just looking for info on a particular thing.

Its really up to you, I don’t think there is any right or wrong place to put things (that I know of, anyway)

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Yeah I had it up as a journal before :slight_smile: I would have done an individual post but I didnt want to post flood.:roll_eyes::o

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Boyfriend to join the pheroside.

After many days of running amok with my vials and 3 or 4 days of getting him to try ammo and or instant openness.

I’ve finally convinced my boyfriend to join us in pheroland.

Hopefully, if all goes well he’ll be placing his first order sometime today or tomorrow.Hes going to get some products for himself and a thing of CTTM2 for us to share. :cool:

I’m happy about this because I found androtics because I was looking for a phero product for him to use on request.
So it makes sense for him to be here.

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interesting experience with instant openness.

This morning around 6 am I got up with a horrible migraine.I threw up. My wisdom teeth have been killing me lately and I need to get them removed.Today though My head just felt clogged.

I got some water and sat down and fiddled with my vials and for some reason decided it would be funny if instant openness. “opened my head” So i was fiddling around with it debating whether or not to spray some on my wrists when my boyfriend rolled over and I hosed my whole bloody hand.

Within a few seconds I actually DID feel better.Yeah no miracle cure for the migraine its still there but it hasnt flared up as bad as it was before.

I had this huge snafu with my bank and my account ended up over drawn. Which means I cant go see my son this coming week. So I’ve been wanting to cry all weekend long and this headache just started creeping up on me.It’s the banks screw up I had 103 dollars in the account and got 70$ worth of groceries.However, they overdraft fee’d me because something screwed up in the system so now it looks like the money wasn’t there. So instead of having 55 dollars to go see my kid i have 20 in my savings and 83 cents in my primary.

I’m just gona give up on this bank at this point. I’ve been with them six years and once i’m a customer somewhere I’m stubborn but sheesh. No one costs me a visit to my lil boy and stays on my good side.

So LA cred here I come haha.

Anyway. I’m in a super good chatty mood now Primarily because the IO helped with a serious migraine. I’m beyond impressed with Androtics products I have literally had migraines even morphine didn’t help.

Thanks guys.Thats totally one less thing wearing on me today.

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Instant openess vs migraine round two/ I’m so pretty Pa pa pa POW!

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Well, I don’t stay mad for long so mostly I’m came about the bank thing now. The Credit union is a better option anyway and this makes me move my little butt and get that set up next month anyway.

Migraine tried to make a comeback yesterday.
But I was ready for it. MUHAHA. cough

Lol.

Instant openness 5 sprays reg strength
1 spray each front and back of wrists using spray and rub method.
1 spray hair,1 neck and 1 chest.

Location at time of spray parking lot of mall. what was it yesterday 60ish 70 ish?
Evening around 7pm occasional breeze.

Test area. Mall!

Same thing as earlier in the day when I sprayed my hand. Migraine faded back a bit almost immediately.

I’m not sure if this has happened to anyone else before but it was like I vanished. Well on adult radar anyhow…

Children 6 and under noticed me just fine although mostly little girls?

I felt pretty rofl despite having 0 makeup on and having that whole drained I feel like crap look going on. You know the kind of look that has people come home and say omg man you look like crap are you ok? yeah that one…

We went for gyros. Bf was chatty and fairly upbeat DESPITE himself a few times.
I’m known for being completely random and off the wall when I’m cheery and man.. Yeah I was cheery.

I was also bawdy loud perverse and about half loopy. Instant Vodka anyone?

Despite being insanely loud it was like I wasn’t even there.I simply seemed to exist in a parallel dimension..Pocket dimension anyone?Tardis?Not one head turned.

I’m still feeling fairly chatty.Btw.

So lil ole me walks up to order our lunch bfs paying this time.The guy at the register looks like he wants to start chatter boxing away but looks sideways at his boss and Simply says whats your order. Blah blah blah and a five minute hmm what soda this soda that soda eh soda? lol

While the guy whos brain has gone KEEEERSPLAT is like er I think we only have coke.. Bfs like but but it says mr pibb over there.. Oh yeah guy looks yeah so er we have rapsbery tea coke sprite mr pib ectra so on so forth.

I’m smiling like an idiot chuckling periodically and this poor guy can’t help but smile at me.I got the boyfriend to let me tip. He doesn’t usually like tipping at walk in places but eh.. I felt kinda bad.

Sit down/ Massive chatter boxing and laughing. I’m seriously raucous boyfriend is JUST keeping up with me.
I’m fidgety and my attention span is all over because I’m scanning and paying attention to people walking by.
He’d something and I’d quip something back super fast.
You know those days where you’re like man I wish I had said this that would have been so cool..Yeah not one of those days it got said lol whatever it was god help whomever was sitting nearby.

Fortunately yay pocket dimension.:slight_smile:

I finish my sandwich hes still eating I’m getting bored and sephora is just… just over there.. Normally I wouldn’t leave. 1. I’m shy and don’t like mucking about in crowded places alone.(severe social anxiety disorder actually been borderline shut in a few times :/) 2. He gets sensitive and irritated if i run off on him.

Yet some how I semi-gracefully detach and scamper over to sephora to try to find this pink sugar you ladies keep musing about. I have no clue what I’m looking for. Its packed there are people but its like one of those movies where everyone is paused or slowed down and one person is zippy.

episode of heroes anyone?

I can’t find whatever it is I’m looking for and almost get distracted by little sparkly things..Samples vials little minis of urban decay.

Hmm hair stuff not it! I flit about and almost run into a lady who didn’t even seem to see me even after I almost ran into her!

Hmm dry oils I forget which lady was asking about oil based perfumes to use with our pheros but check sephora they have some summer stuff thats in thats very fruity there’s a jasmine scent too.Price? 8 bux.

Mens perfume.. And i’m wondering aloud to myself why I’m always in the mens Aisle when I’m looking for the womens.. Go figure. Cute guy and a little kid standing there I could have been vapor.

Escada Ocean Lounge.
Has to be my favorite smell atm. Smells like a daquiri or strawberry sugar on me. Dunno I like it it has a nice die down.Actually its still on my wrist from yesterday despite washing.

Anyway I’m in run amok grab a spritz of escada and out.
Generally some sales person bugs me or someone tries to talk to me but today I was even invisible to their makeup people.

Bfss gone! omg! Generally i’d be panicked but I just took it as some sort of fun game so I call him and i’m like wheeeer areee youuuuuuuu?

I’m done and I’m out cmere..

Hes elusive lol.I think he was enjoying his mental break.
Also something that would normally freak me out.

Regrouped and cutting through macys.Perfume section. Zoooom zoom. Omg people see us! lol Well actually they saw him no one noticed me until I was like snuff whats that. Escada Ocean lounge you want to try some? :slight_smile: heh no I’m already wearing some thanks! Cheeky grin.

As we’re walking off I’m like oh she gave me a piece of paper with my favorite scent I should go back and hug her or something and say thanks.

My boyfriend is like that’s it I’m taking you home! lol
I never knew we lived at borders…
^.x

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Going out with the gf in a bit I’m kinda pissy right now because she is seriously taking FOREVER and I’m hungry and bored rofl.That and she blew me off last time no fun. -.-

I just applied one shot ammo back of arms
Instant shine to the crown of my head.
Instant openess to the back of my neck..

I’m kinda hesitant to use too much of it after yesterday.I don’t want to vanish while I’m with her lol.

Want to be noticed not vanished.

I want to use more ammo than what i have on but it makes my boyfriend hostile towards me and hes already in a pissyfit shitty mood -.-

I think hes hungry too lol.

Maybe I’ll make a daquiri.Virgin. I don’t drink actually.At all..Badddd liver.My stiffled libido has settled down into impaitent female hostility..

I seriously could use some IFM or some of that instant sex on a table that has yet to be created >.>

I wish i wasnt out of instant honesty..( yes i loved it that much.)
And I’m wondering why ammo smells so loverly floral on me.Reminds me of Fetish actually.If anyone remembers fetish or that old hot topic perfume flame?

I want to use my bottle of immortal but since there no telling what the pheros are in it EVEN tho they work for me anyhow. Lol its like a bottle of instant dirty talk. I’m gona leave that for another time.

This is the same mix I wore last time I was out with my gf except IH is replaced with IO.
Our relationship is more along the lines of a sometimes flirty friendship.First girl I’ve ever kissed.
Not the first I’ve though about kissing.The first time I tried to kiss a girl I was 5 and she well she ran away freaked out and I think told me I was weird. :confused:

Its also my first relationship with a girl that well I’ve felt a bit less like an awkward geek and the first where I’d feel ok if stuff happened.I’m to freaking sensitive with women to pursue anything when I don’t have an insane level of trust with a girl.

99% of my factual friends are male. I work on cars , Like video games, smut, boobs, computers and tech..

Yeah I’m curvy.Yeah I’m smack into things gorgeous when I bother. I can tell you anything about makeup or hair dye.

However, i have trouble relating to other girls and viewing them from the friend angle.Trust issues from bad female relationships growing up from friends to mummy dearest having her grrs.Women to me are some sort of exotic species.

Ladies you make me sooo nervous rofl.

Make that 2 shots of ammo one to busom one to wrists 3 shots IS one IO (which is making em a lil sleepy but oh well.I should get dress. Its hot though and I don’t want to be TOO GRR.

Removed IS was getting weepy and hostile.

Applied IO in its place.Note to self IS away from face or no IS.

So far I don’t like IS. Ammo alone makes me happy Io alone makes me happy is alone makes me tired and irritable.Deinfate wonky neurotransmitter on that one.

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i want someone else to wear Is around me i think its my chemistry or something but i simply hate it on me.:confused:

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IS: Data Inconlusive w Norms.

So yesterday I made the mistake of wearing IS too close to my face.

Dear lord I was WAY off from the IS reaction some one is supposed to have.

I was teary, grouchy as all get out and couldn’t smile to save my life.My brain just does not like IS for some reason.

So far these are the reactions I’ve noticed with IS in this house.

If people are being loud and raucous a spray into the air about center of the room shuts everyone up and leads to napping.
When i wear it myself I have one of two reactions I get sleepy or irritable.

SO I’m wondering what is in IS that I’m reacting to poorly.

Mind you it doesn’t seem to bother ME if the bf wears it or its in the ambient air. Just when I wear it.
Is there a pheromone that can steer IS towards an hyper/ aggressive state?

Or is part of my neuro chemistry having a wonky ass reaction to IS? Are there products that have components in IS I may also have a wonky reaction to?
Things to find out along the way.

I was thinking perhaps I myself am emitting a phero that mixes with something in IS and creates steerage in the wrooong direction.

I’ve had very happy up reactions with the rest of the products I’ve tried so far though.Which may also be abby normal but Heck if I know. I noticed it says IS has a what 70-80% index? So maybe i’m somehow outside that index.

Maybe its being hyper-pubescent and hyper-menopausal.moi? Tooo hyper for IS? Perhaps.

Either through some sort of neuro-chemical weirdness, hypersensitivity, or some sort of Pavlovian conditioning to a specific neurotransmitter.Perhaps because I was already somewhat grumpy to start with that day something reinforced the feeling of irritation.

However, I was way off my personal norm period.:confused:

I actually would have expected this reaction more with ammo but even on a few too many sprays of ammo I’m chipper fairly content albeit cocky.

I’ll reorder Is in regular strength soon and give that a try although the reorder is more because of the “vacation” effect it has on the other people here.

Although my own personal reaction is negative if I wear IS it does seem to relax the rest of the house.
Albeit more in a tranq sort of way.:roll_eyes:

Whatever zee case may be I don’t mind doing trials until I figure out where the reaction is coming from.Because well its all pretty nifty to me.

I have a curious mind.

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A side note.

On the plus side. Since I got my first order of pheros and I’ve been testing my social anxiety has improved.

Relationship with the bf is doing well despite the lack of a sex life currently.

I am also a bit happier in general despite having had a fairly bad week or two.

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Boyfriend got his first order today and apparently got me some IS/b tor try and got some CTTM2 for us to share/try.

He said the order was really hot when it came in been in the truck all day. So the vials and CTTM were hot I hope they’re still ok. The vial of Is/b he gave me was still warm and the CTTM2 as also still warm.
3:13pm
I put the is/b on outside one spray to each wrist rubbed wrists together and then rubbed my wrists behind my ears.

Fragrance: Light pleasantly scented.Got an instant smile out of me.

Its HOT today. 92/ uv lvl 9.
Clean bare skin application.
Out doors in shade.
Cover: Escada: Ocean Lounge.

Bf went to laundromat I walked and met him there.
Not much of a smiler. Lots of cheeky smiles and eye contact.
Good conversation and occasional bouts of grumpy boy.
It’s hot today and he recovered a bit quicker than normal so I’m guessing the GRRS were heat related.

one of the dryers didn’t work.Lady that works there came over to help and offered a refund. He said 50 cents was what he put in she looked like she was gona be like er no and then I was like yeah I think you got here at noon right sweetie? he left sometime just after noon to washand he just kinda nodded and was like eh its been in there awhile and she looked at me and I was like 50 cents and she was like eh, thats like an hour you know? and I was like yeah I know.
So we got a refund from otherwise generally unhelpful staff.
One time he washed his clothes and they came out of the wash dirty and they wouldn’t refund for that even.

Boyfriend was flirty bit more sexually suggestive than he has been in awhile.
His need for personal space seemed lessened even when he got agitated with me..

I was pretty up and smiling a lot.
I’m not much of a smiler either but when I do the general reaction is just one of those OMG you’re gorgeous kind of things.

Boyfriend not keen on pda allowed mild pda with no complaints.

I am a very kittenish silly kind of girl on my own in person but I often go alpha on my guys.Phero seemed to bring out a softer more bubbly side of my personality.Little sleepy with this one like IS but 0 crankies. Definitely some spaciness and a little bit of arousal on my part.

Reminded me a bit of when i met my guy the first tiem and how we were then.
Very nice.

Final:
Bf seemed friendlier than usual,mild displays of nurturing,display of machismo VERY uncharacteristic for him but adorable and an increased desire to help.

Self: General up sort of happy feeling that I can’t help but smile kind.Mild arousal higher urge towards displays of affection.Lowered general annoyance level very high annoyance level when too hot Little bit of floaty I took too much cough syrup kind of feeling but nothing too bad.

Others: Seemed like general desire to help was increased or malleability was increased. Uncertain results. No negatives.

So far I’m liking this one.

Exposure range seemed to be about two to three feet which was fine because my own personal boundaries seemed less as well as the boundaries of others.
Phero was worn solo after my two day neuro break.

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Glad you had a good experience with the IS/b. I love it too. It’s like being at the center of one big “Fun Bubble”…

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Is/b overload

Last night I decided to push the limit w my is/b to see what a higher dosage would do.

Sprays were applied from aprox 3-6 inches from skin 3 being wrists and the in betweens other areas.
Scent clean crisp almost honey suckle ish.

2 Sprays wrist rub method
1 Spray hair
1 spray bosom
1 spray midriff

5 total sprays of IS/b alone.

Time aprox 10:30 pm. Temp aprox 60’s

Going to go hangout with the boyfriend and his friend.
Boyfriend was chatty and jovial took me to get a donut upon request without batting an eye.

10:40 at hangout spot.

Bf meets up with friend.
His friend is in a snarky/irritated mood i haven’t even gotten out of the car and he leads off with flipping me off.
Yayness.
I get out and go sit with the boys. My boyfriend took some pictures of his friend and was showing him to the guy.

I sit down next to him and the friend is like Wow, someone smells good. Honestly I cant remember this guy ever complimenting me. o.O So i think that was likely a hit.

They started skating so I went and sat in the car. Nothing distracts these guys when they’re skating.

Later when they finished skating we went to go to vons to get some lemonade for me. Another o.O from the boyfriend. He’s been oddly helpful the last few days..0 complaints here.

Ech, Get in the store trying to shop I kinda want to look for a snack.Huge chocy craving which is odd because I don’t like chocolate these days because it has a tendency to make me weepy. Bad serotonin or dopamine stimuli I think.Got my stuff got up to where the guys were and they both pretty much started razzing on me.

Normally when I’m like cut it out they stop this time it was just pick on lil bit. Normally, I’d just yawn and shrug it off but this time I started getting furious.

I wanted to get a candy bar *which i don’t do a lot i think its been almost a year since I had a milky way.
Bf friend has been staring at super skinny girls all week the no curves I can count the bones in your chest Holocaust skinny type not just regular skinny.Everyone agrees boy is nuts.Example: We saw this girl who was perfectly fine she MIGHT have be a size 6? IF that and was about 5’6" and he was like look at that fat girl and he wasn’t joking at all.

Anyway, I’m a curvy girl Most recent measurements are 41 over bust(it was 38 last month o.O) 34 under bust 29 waist 42 1/2 hips( god finding proper fitting pants is a PAIN >.<) So I’m standing there looking at this guy who happens to be stuffing his face with a snickers bar at the moment and quietly restraining the urge to box his ears.

Both of them keep razzing me and I’m obviously getting agitated but they keep on. So finally I said whatever I’m going outside you two have fun. I left went and sat at the bus stop figuring if it came by first I’d go home via bus and compose myself on the way.

I’m generally very tomboyish mentally and i was way out of my comfort zone.Ie: I was being a total girly girl hissy fits and all and I didn’t like it oneee bit.

BF came buy w car walked around to get me and was like mew, come on you’re being silly lets go home.

Argued with him outside very loudly in front of his friend and about his friend.Very big no no with me. Public arguing is a major faux pas in my family so I grew up “knowing better” and I’m VERY sensitive about other peoples feelings so I go out of my way to avoid judging/hurting them.
Given the guy was being a jerk that night prolly deserved it but not normal for me.

Got in car grumblies. Bf was making a big deal about the guy having to work early.* same guy makes us wait hours on him when we’re supposed to go somewhere to the point I’ve missed seeing movies or getting to the grocery store or god knows what else after 2 years of this guy.* I was just Like I don’t even fucking care.(also out of characteristic)

Whole car went quiet.

I dug out my milky way and ate it. 0 weepies 0 problems actually felt relieved/relaxed.

Chocolate gives me mood swings normally this time it stabilized my mood.

I still like IS/b but it seems to be something I should balance out with something else beyond the 3 spray limit.

Or like my sweet spot with it alone is 3 sprays.Dying to try the CTTM2 but doing IS/b this week.

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CTTM 2: First test.

Single spray CTTM2 to left wrist rubbed wrists together.
mood before application moderately perky.

Time of application 11:45 am.
Product was applied outdoors not much smell to it light whiff of a mens cologne kind of scent.
Ambient temperature is about 60 degrees currently it is a cloudy day with mild infrequent wind.

Boyfriend is tired and in a mildly hostile mood this morning we’ll see how this affects him. So far no changes on my end.
I woke up in an unusually funny glib sort of mood this morning and my head is rather together today.I started out awake and chatty/playful.PRIOR to application.

I will post any findings later.
There is some concern about the product working because it was very hot when my boyfriend received it and the bottle was hot enough to the touch to be an owie kind of thing.:open_mouth::angry::confused: