I’d like to introduce myself. Sooo good morning and hello! My name is Amber I am a single black female of Nevada but my home town is far from here I am a native of Michigan originally. I have 10 brothers and sisters all scattered around the world and a dog named spot.
I am taking care of my Godchildren since their Mother passed away. They have no one left in the world but me. I really love the kids (6 and 8) and have sacrificed much for the little angels. But I do tend to get a bit lonely and depressed.
Its like I’m living my life, working and sleeping, just to wake up and do it the next day. ..On the other hand when I see Jennys kids smile and call me Auntie A. I know its all worth it, and I know Jenny is smiling down from above.
Jenny was an endocrinologist the best doctor in the world. She was always talking about stuff that effects glands and how to treat conditions with diseased bodies. She was also very experimental with gels and creams and would put things that I cant even try to begin to pronounce. The effect of some of those homemade concoctions were just crazy! We had a lot of fun.
Unfortunately that fun came to an end when her ex husband stabbed her to death in front of the kids . He went for the kids next and would have succeeded if it wasn’t for Joe ( Jennys dad) He died within an hour but was able to knock Ricky out(Jenny’s ex) and call 911 before he collapsed.
He also got the kids to run to the neighbors. The last thing Joe said (according to Jr. 5 at the time) was “Run don’t look back remember that your Granpappie loves you! .”
The reason I am telling you this horrific story is to give you some background and paint a stage in your mind of my life, and where I stand in this moment of time, which I think is a true introduction.
I joined this forum essentially for Jenny I know she would have loved it here and It makes me feel like she is still around and we still are having a laugh, even though I know she is gone.
Times are tough and money is strapped but I am happy with my little family. I should say we are happy, but most importantly they are safe.
I d like to add that I don’t know much about pheromones (I work at McDonalds and Smiths food king for cryin out loud!) But I think this forum could be fun and therapeutic for me.
Thanks for letting me blabber
Btw can anyone recommend some pheromones for depression?
Thanks in advance
Auntie A (aka Amber)