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frustrations

I have quite a few reports to type out, I’ve just been too busy lately. Right now what is on my mind is extreme frustration with TG.

All in all, he responds pretty well to most everything I’ve used, but his responses don’t go far enough to make me happy. It could be the environment we’re operating in (work) or other personal issues of his, but he has this habit of making flirting glances (so to speak) with obvious moves, and then he just backs off. It’s really starting to… well… frustrate the hell out of me.

I just can’t figure out why he’s doing this and if he’s ever going to just grow a pair and make a move. Or, if he’s just playing games. I don’t think he’s a player, but I know some men flirt to stroke their egos and have no other intentions.

Sorry to be a downer, I’m just hyped up on -none (after complaining in several posts about how it negatively affects me, LOL) and want to throw him down on his desk and go to town.

:angry: :open_mouth:

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Well, maybe not on the desk (unless you’re SURE nobody else is around & there aren’t any cameras in the ceiling), but why not??? Have some P83? IS/A? Maybe it’s what he’s waiting/hoping for. Don’t be afraid of your own sexuality and wants/needs. :slight_smile: :stuck_out_tongue_winking_eye:

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Hehehe! I’m not afraid of it, there are just larger issues that make things more complex.

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Oh, those little things?!? :roll_eyes: J/K!! You’re right… DANG!!!:frowning:

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So I’m over my -none-fueled frustrations. I really really just need to leave all forms of -none alone. It seems to make me neurotic as hell at any dosage! :o

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My new “everyday” mix:

Pink Sugar oil roll-on on wrists
1 drop Lust After Me 20X cops, coconut scent split between wrists and neck
Instant Shine 2X unscented, 3 sprays (1 to chest, 1 to back of neck, 1 to top of the head)
MX135, 4 sprays (1 to chest, 2 to the back of the neck, 1 to the top of the head)

Later in the day if I feel it necessary, I add a spritz of Pink Sugar to the back of my neck as well.

Occasionally I substitute LP’s Sugared Honeycomb in place of the Pink Sugar oil roll-on. This is spiked with the Cuddle Bunny pheros.

I’d really like to add EST to my every day mix, but I’m hoarding that stuff like gold for the time being. :wink:

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I just posted this in the men’s section (Naturally increasing your testosterone production - #11 by ariadne), and I wanted to repost it here for posterity. Also in case any women read this section more than the men’s and have anything to add. :slight_smile:

This is my assumption, too, based on my experiences over the past couple of months with my TG. He is very reactive to me when I am wearing copulins, and I have noticed that after being in close company together for at least several minutes, I start smelling him strongly. At first I didn’t know if this was just my reaction to his natural scent (that I was noticing it more since being around him is very arousing to me :wink:) or if it was his reaction to my copulins. I’ve experimented with wearing cops-free pheros and no pheros at all around him, and I do not notice a stronger smell in those times.

To illustrate how strong this smell is to me, I can pick it up about 5 or 6 feet outside of his office.

An aside to this is, this natural scent he puts off is extremely, extremely arousing (even when he’s not pumping out more due to my cops :wink:). If I had a shirt of his that he’d worn all day, I’d probably carry it around with me all the time just so I could huff his smell. He doesn’t wear colognes or any other scented products, it’s just him. I wish more men would do this.

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Observation after 4 months of (near) constant phero-usage:

My god, cops (I’m assuming, it could well be something else!) have sent my sex drive into… overdrive. I mean, it has always been pretty alarming compared to what other females report (my testosterone levels are higher than normal for a woman, but not into the range that causes problems), but the last month or so has been insane. Not only a marked increase in drive, but in sensitivity, which I have read on here from other folks since I started investigating…

TG Numero Uno better start stepping up to the plate, is all I can say. I’m going to start giving myself carpal tunnel. :open_mouth:

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I just got oil-based EoW (am I allowed to mention this? If not, just let me know :slight_smile:) in the mail today and slathered myself with it. Seriously, I think I reached OD territory in that, when my roommate came home from work over an hour after application, she came just inside the front door and said “What stinks like cheese??”

I may have overdone it a tad. I was hoping this version would be easier to use “out” and last minute (if you know what I mean), but it may not be.

Or I may have used an extremely heavy hand. :roll_eyes:

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I was wondering about that, as you know I too have high testosterone levels. The only cop product I’ve used thus far is PCC which I’ve read isn’t really much to work with…I’ve been kinda hesitant about ordering EoW though I am extremely curious…I’m just worried about how/if it will affect my testosterone levels because my sex drive doesnt need any amplification lol and I’m also worried about it keeping my already high levels elevated…Guess there’s only one way to find out

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@mstearious_won and ariandeI am with you ladies there as well. I have found that I get horny everytime I use the pheros mostly with IS. It will be interesting to see what happens when EOW is In our possession and the compare notes.

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I have a hot date this evening with a smokin’ Latino I just met last weekend. We’ve been talking/texting every day since then! :stuck_out_tongue:

Trying to decide what mix to wear, I think it will be some kind of variation on:

LAM in the body oil
MX135
IS/B
IS
possibly P83
maybe a smidgen of Turn Up the Heat :wink:

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Ooooo gurrrrl! The mix sounds good especially for the macho alpha-type, which he’s gotta be, if you’re after him! :smiley: Go git 'em. Then come back here and tell us aaaall about it! :wink:

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I will! :wink:

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Well, hot date was anything but. I prefer to not go into details in case said dud ever ends up on this board, but it will suffice to say, erm… Some men just have way too much baggage to even attempt dating. :frowning:

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In my order that arrived yesterday, I found a whole 30ml bottle of IS/B for free! I had already purchased a customized 30ml IS/B, but I guess April felt I needed another! How awesome! I’m set for a while now. :wink:

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OK, here I am posting yet another short note here in my journal. I never save it up all up for one grand post, I’m like a little bug that keeps nibbling at your legs…

Another day of hits! Of course I have some from TG #1 to report on, but others as well.

Basically I get pretty much the same reactions from TG #1 on a consistent basis. He gets lots of little duh moments, brain farts, whatever when he is around me and being affected by my phero cloud. Today it was:

5 drops of EoW
1 spray IS 2X to the chest
2 sprays Instant Honesty 4X to the back of the head
4 sprays IS/B to the back of the neck/hair
Pink Sugar to cover

He came over to my desk to discuss our work for the day, and after just a minute or so of standing there he began drifting off in the middle of sentences and saying “uhh…” At one point I was staring at a printout he had given me while he talked, and during one of his brain farts I looked up at him. For several seconds he was staring at my mouth, not saying a word. He then shifted his gaze up to my eyes and continued talking, only a bit slower.

I think he’s just about ready for a lunch date. :wink:

Other hits:
I went to a burrito place today for lunch, and was standing in line behind this hot African American feller with shoulder length dreadlocks. He was on his cell phone talking the whole time, and I was gazing at the back of his lovely locks when all of a sudden… he turned around out of nowhere and just stared me straight in the eyes. He smiled and turned back around. Then a minute or so later, he did it again! Turned around, smiled, turned back around. When he got up to the counter where you order, the person in front of him had to leave the line suddenly, so there was enough room for the two of us to move up. He was gazing at me while he talked and just smiled the entire time. I smiled back at him, but I think I was blushing too! :o

Same place, same time frame: A luscious Latino behind the counter working the grill (but not taking the orders) kept giving me intense eye contact. No smiles, but a level gaze that he didn’t break unless he had to, and then his eyes just came straight back to mine. As I was paying he gave me a slight smile, still never breaking eye contact, even when I was looking away. How do I know he wasn’t breaking it if I wasn’t looking at him? I have tremendous peripheral vision! :wink: Well that, and when I would look away and then look back, he was still gazing at me. HOT.

I think I’ll be returning there for lunch in the future. :stuck_out_tongue:

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LOL. That poor man :stuck_out_tongue: You’ve turned him into putty.
I love reading your reports. He must be a fun test subject :smiley:

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hi ariadne!

ive been stalking ur journal for awhile and i felt compelled to say something :wink: i love love loove ur reports! its fun being hott and being equipped with pheros :wink:

<3

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Hey remmy, thanks for replying! Feel free anytime!

Pheros do indeed make the world like a playground. :wink: