Journey to become an Alpha

So the reason I decided to make this journal is the realization that I was suddenly thrown into an Alpha status by everyone around me and am not yet able to live up to it. Little back story is 3 years ago in highschool I was a 5’11 120lb computer geek not an outcast but by no means even close to an alpha either. I could go to a mall get a few looks from girls as I passed maybe 1 or 2 the whole time I was there, girls I knew liked me but as a friend only nothing more.

Now after 3 years of hitting the gym hard I am 210lbs 5’11 still a slight computer geek but also a fitness model. See my personality really hasn’t been affected by this, I still am shy around girls and cannot cold approach. So I was thrown into alpha status due to my physical appearance by both people I don’t know and people that I do as well. I noticed when me and a group of friends are in the mall walking around we will end up somewhere and all realize that they were unconsciously following me. I seem to take the lead in the activities we are doing and 9 times out of 10 we will make a plan but rely on me to confirm the plans not really just asking me if it’s okay but a little different if you know what I mean.

So long story short this will be my journey into transforming my actions/social skills to complete the alpha transformation so to speak, I will of course be adding in what pheros I wear when i go out but also just over all social interactions not just with girls but guys as well.

Other Journal
You can check out my very first journal here: First Journal

This one is right when I got Erox, didn’t keep up with either of these too well sadly as I didn’t have nearly as much experience or knowledge as I do now. Erox, Chikara, and others

Journey to become an Alpha (Day 1)

Date: Monday, October 15th, 2012

Pheros: Ammo 1x, Mx297, and Instant shine 2x

Dosage: Ammo 1 spray, Mx297 1 spray, IS 2 sprays.

Application Points: Ammo=Adams Apple, Mx297=Left side of neck, Instant Shine=Right side of neck and back of neck.

Environment: The Mall

Overview
So being a weekday the mall wasn’t nearly as busy as it normally is so a lot less girls to test the mix on and it being a mall not the best testing grounds anyway. I was with my roommate who is about 5’6 super skinny guy so that combined with this mix gave me an amazing alpha vibe from what I saw. We saw about 12 attractive girls and I got a reaction from all 12 of them, now this was with out any social interaction all reactions I got were just from coming into range as we were walking past. I will give some examples to what I mean.

Girl A: Me and my friend were walking one way and girl a and her boyfriend were walking towards us ,now as we were with in about 4-5 feet away (maybe less) I got kind of a DIHL reaction from her, now it wasn’t just her glancing over at me, she actually looked around her boyfriend to get a look at me. So over all good reaction

Girl B: This girl about 20 feet behind Girl A and pretty much the same thing happened DIHL as we passed but to the point that after i had walked by her my friend happened to turn around and said she was stopped dead head turned staring at me and quickly looked away and resumed walking as he made eye contact.

Girls C&D: These girls were both working at a kiosk in the middle of the mall chatting and we happened to walk within about 3 feet or less of it and again got that DIHL reaction they both stopped talking land were staring as we walked by.

Girl E: This one is by far my favorite of the night. This girl was with her mom and little sister. They were stopped in front of one of the stores talking to eachother and as I came within about 4 feet of them (we were walking slowly) she stopped talking and was again DIHL but to a greater degree. Her mom continued talking and I noticed that she turned her head not breaking the stare and said what with a stutter to the point she actually had to stop looking at me to get it out. It was a total brain reset effect.

Overall seeing how I didn’t really get to talk to any of them I did get seem to get DIHL from every single girl attractive girl in the mall, about 4 of them were with guys but would still take the time to look over and either just have a blank stare or smile even if they were in mid conversation they would stop to look. I wouldn’t really consider these IOI’s but great hits. I attribute this to the mix and the alpha vibe that I was giving off which due to the reactions was overpowering their boyfriends vibe :slight_smile: Good night excited to try this mix again when the mall is a little more busy.

Good start, ballzan! I’m subscribing :slight_smile:

Date: Tuesday, October 16th, 2012

Pheros: Erox

Dosage: 2 sprays

Application Points: Erox=Adams Apple

Environment: The Mall (small mall beside my house not the same one from the last entry)

Overview:

Well it wasn’t really a good test as I just wanted to see how people reacted to it. I went around 3:00PM so there wasn’t many girls or actually hardly anyone in there for that matter but I had to turn in my application at GNC so I figured I would see how the manager reacted to Erox. Reaction wasn’t really to much, she was about 65 atleast so I wasn’t expecting any hits and Erox is more of a social mone from my experience. She kind of did a slight interview on the spot and we setup and interview for Thursday. Not much to write but here since not a good testing application but better than nothing.

Date: Wednesday, October 17th, 2012

Pheros: Chikara

Dosage: Half a spray

Application Points: Chikara=Adams Apple

Environment: The Gym

Overview:

Woke up around 4AM today and decided to go workout around 530AM before I showered so I still had the Erox on from the day before so I sprayed half a spray of Chikara on from lovescent which is a very sexual phero, similar to AMMO. There were around 3 people there and all of them were women around 26 to 36. Didn’t get a whole lot of a reaction since we were all working out but I did get a few glances and asked one of them if she was done with the bench, she seemed a little bit shy and couldn’t get the words out fast enough but not really in a bad way. She randomly threw in a thanks at the end. After they left a couple of guys showed up one around 60-65 and the other probably 30’s or 40’s, it seemed as if I was intimidating them a little bit but also seemed to get a fair amount of respect from both of them. Such as asking me before they used the machines to make sure I wasn’t using them, even on machines I hadn’t touched the whole time they had been there they still asked so that was kind of cool. Just wore it to see the reactions but ended up sweating most of it off about an hour in. Not if I will get a chance to do some more testing today but hopefully I do.

Well I figured I would give the description that love scent gives for chikara just so readers have an idea of what it is when I am talking about.

Desription:

Chikara Pheromone Cologne contains an all-new proprietary formula of the three sex pheromones found in most of the top-selling human pheromone products, PLUS four new sex pheromones never before used in perfumery. That is a total of seven sex pheromones in Chikara Pheromone Cologne for Men, including the standard androsteNONE, androsteNOL and androsteRONE.

Date: Thursday, October 18th, 2012

Pheros: Chikara

Dosage: 1 spray

Application Points: Chikara=Adams Apple

Environment: The Mall (small one by my house)

Overview:

Well I actually had an interview at GNC around 1:30 today, although I knew Chikara was a sexual pheromone I decided to go ahead and throw on a spray just to see the effect. So I got in GNC and the manager was in the back room doing something so I looked around for a bit, a guy comes in and the other older lady working was helping him out and I was fairly close then she turns to me and starts getting my input, so before my interview I was helping another working do the job I was applying for, lol. The other worker was super happy and up beat, finally the manager comes out and we sit down for my interview. It seemed to go well she was in her mid 60s and couldn’t take her eyes off of me. Not really flirty but super friendly. I didn’t get hired on the spot like I figured but she said she had a couple of interviews to do and would let me know

As far as other hits not really a whole lot since I was sitting down with her. I did have a lot of girls make eye contact and smile or double take when they would walk with in range of me. Putting in an order for P75 and maybe even some summer ammo in a to-go so excited to test out that combo.

Mmmm… Chikara, eh?

So, will you be going out there again tomorrow with SE Ammo to ‘see’ if you got the job or if they’re still interviewing? :wink:

Well I have to get the SE Ammo ordered along with the P75 but if I don’t hear back in a few days I will go in with regular ammo along with some IS and mx297 and talk to them. I really want to go back to the mall from my first post which on weekends is packed full of girls, that’s where I want to test out my IS, SE Ammo, and P75 mix.

Pheros: Ammo, IS 2x, and MX 297

Dosage: 1 spray Ammo, 2 sprays IS and 1 Spray MX297

Application Points: Ammo=Adams Apple, IS right side of neck and hair and MX297= Left side of neck.

Environment: The Mall, Party City, and 2 Halloween Express Stores.

Overview: At the mall it was the typical hits I would expect from this mix since it wasn’t packed, a lot of head turns from girls and DIHL looks.

Party city was about the same except one of the workers who was a girl (unfortunatly unattractive) made a point to come over and ask us what we were going to be my friend answered and I was looking at costumes kind of ignoring until I looked and she was attentively looking at me waiting for my answer, I said don’t know she smiled and kind of hovered around then left.

At both halloween expresse stores I would get head turns and my favorite would be 18-20 year old girls seeing me and going to their friends giggling like little kids and pointing me out then them both starting to giggle wanting to say something but to scared. I did have a blonde girl kind of glancing over at me once and a while and seemed to run into her or notice she was in close proximity about 10 times in one big store, now when I say close I mean with in 5-6 feet but other than that she would kind of keep her distance, seeming like she was wanting to get closer but at the same time didn’t, she would step closer then back, then we moved and she came closer to close the distance we had just created. Not really an smiles from her or anything just a few occasional glances, seemed like she was trying her best to seem uninterested.

So over all was a decent night liked seeing the reactions. Did have a short fat asian kid (kid was actually really cool and had style) stop dead about 5 feet from me when he walked in just staring, happened every time we passed, it was 2 guys and 2 girls so I assume he was straight but still made the night a little bit better.

Pheros: SE Ammo, P75@2.5mcg and P102@5mcg

Dosage: SE Ammo 1.5 spray, P75 1.5 spray, P102 2.5 spray (new bottles so would get that half spray then full sprays.)

Application Points: SE Ammo=Adams Apple, P75=left of neck, P102= Right of neck and wrist rubbing onto other wrist.

Environment: Outside!!!

Overview: Well we were suppose to be hitting some frats up but it never happened so we were outside about 97% of the night. I waited until the last minute so didn’t have a costume so my friend who is an art student spent 3 hours painting my whole upper body like spiderman!! Got a lot of hand shakes walking past guys and a lot of oh he is cute or awesome! from girls. I’m not going to give a lot of credit to the mones because I was shirtless with body paint and it was about 40 degrees out so they were diffusing very slowly.

At the end of the night we went to my friend’s friend’s cousin’s dorm and hung out. So it was me, my 2 friends and her and her cousin along with a couple other girls who came in. The other 2 left with a guy who was a mutual friend but one of them did make an effort to start a conversation so we talked a bit. Cool thing was that I was kind of being an ass to both girls in there, jokingly of course and they would say i was an asshole but with big smiles on their faces the whole time. The hotter one of the two gave us a ride to our cars, when we got in I mentioned being cold and she instantly looked at me and said you could have sat in the front they have seat warmers, with a huge smile but my friend called shotgun. So we ended up parting ways but she did insist on giving me a hug even though it was the first time we had ever met, all smiles the whole time and kind of that smiling fake i’m mad look as I gave them shit all night. So was a good night for what we had but tonight is an inside party and that will be the real test.

Not sure on what mix to run tough so if anyone wants to chime in on a great pickup/playboy(tony start) mix let me know and it works since we are bodypainting me as ironman this time!

My arsenal is P102@5mcg(togo), P75@2.5mcg(30ml), MX297(togo and almost gone), IS2x(togo), IH 2x( togo), and SE Ammo(togo)

Non AD products: Chikara and Erox.

Lots of togo bottles but only apply mones when in a good social environment so those can last me a few months if not longer.

Date: Sunday, October 28th, 2012

Pheros: P75@75mcg

Dosage: 1 Spray of P75

Application Points: P75=Adams Apple

Environment: House party

Overview: So I wasn’t planning on soloing P75 but it just kind of happened. Slept late from being out late the night before and by the time I woke up my Roomates 2 friends (both girls 17 years old) were already here since they were going to ride with us so I sprayed one spray of P75 around 5PM. Didn’t really notice much of an effect just from being in my apt but by around 930PM when we got to the party I did notice both of the girls were kind of hovering around me for the first 30min.

Now it had been 3 hours since my first spray at this point and I didn’t refresh before we left but our apt is about 68 degrees most of the time so it probably diffused much slower. Now by about 2am the hotter of the 2 girls (friends gf came up and he was suppose to paint me again but he couldn’t so I had no costume) which is the one that talked me into going was completely different about 2 hours after we got to the party. At first she kind hovered around me with her friend like I said and I was standing beside the beer pong table to her right while she played giving her shit about missing so she got really good exposure to the P75. After this point she was outside for awhile and came back to look for her friend but when she asked me where she was and I told her she sat down beside me and decided to start asking me personal questions for a good 10min instead of finding her friend.

After our little heart to heart she makes me come with her to find the friend and from that point on was pretty much attached to me. We stayed another 30min or so and then me and her rode in the back, she kept distance for about 5min and then quickly closed it and was laying in my arms the whole car ride home after that.

We get back to my apt and all of us decided to watch The Lion King (been listing to disney music thanks to her friend who decided to play Kiss de girl from the little mermaid looking back at us the whole time, was actually really funny.) so during lion king was kind of the same thing, she sat in a chair and I was on the floor beside me and she kept distance for 10min but after that ended up on the floor in my arms again. Movie froze so her friend decided she wanted to eat, about 4am by this point so she decided to drive her friend and wanted me to sit in the front, again kept distance for the first 5 min this time and I had my left arm on the arm rest and she lays her’s on top of mine and grabs my hand.

Long story short I could have gotten some that night but we didn’t get back until 8am and she was exhasted by that point so she went to bed while I went and worked out. This was the second time I had met her the first time being for about an hour at our place pre-gaming for a party i didn’t go to. So I assume that’s why it took awhile for P75 is because she already knew my natural signature some what. But by the car ride i would say it was almost if not completely diffused and it had effected her enough at that point to get me as far as it did.

So overall loving P75 so far and this is just solo! If I would have thrown on my MX297 and SE Ammo along with it I’m sure much more would have happened.

Well finally got pictures of the paint job he done! Ended up taking him 3 hours to paint my whole upper body freehand, we geared it more towards the comic book spiderman but with a little bit darker blue paint than in the comics and it actually turned out looking really cool, although I don’t look too happy in the picture but he didn’t warn me he was getting my face in it! lol

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Those Pics are NICE! Great job freehand!!!

BUT, MUST say, the CANVAS he had to work with MADE the Spidey paint job!

Looking good, bud.

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Nice sweats, I love that the BodyBuilding forums, great place. Lookin’ big too!

Do you have p83 and p74 by any chance?

Edit: Ah nevermind, you didn’t list it in your arsenal. Regardless, I hope you test them sometime!

Haha yea I have been dieing to try out P83! Not quite sure what P74 does though but will do some research on it. Did get P102 and wore it in the gym but never got around to posting the effects, will have to do that in a bit.

Date: Wednesday, October 31th, 2012

Pheros: Instant Shine 2x

Dosage: 3 Sprays (one was a refresher after a couple hours)

Application Points: IS=Adams apple and both sides of neck

Environment: Friends house and subway

Overview: So really the only reason I wore IS today is because I wasn’t doing much and just really like the smell of neroli! My friend is the manager at subway and my other friend’s girlfriend works there so we stopped in to say hi, everyone did seem a lot happier when I was around them, cracking jokes more than normal etc. Same goes when I went over to his house, lotta jokes being thrown around everyone just seemed super cheery. Never had ran IS alone so kind of interesting to see even though I already knew what would happen just didn’t expect such pronounced effects I guess.

Replying to my own post here but just obtained some new information about that night! So while she went to bed and I went to worked out (right after I left i guess) her friend and my friend both said “Hey go sleep in his bed!” her response was “No he just left and I don’t want to sleep alone!” so pretty much I could have gotten laid that night but blew it by leaving to workout. O’well atleast I will know next time and hopefully have some P83, P74, and TUTH.

Date: Monday, November 05, 2012

Pheros: Chikara, Instant Shine 2x, and P75@2.5mcg

Dosage: 1 Spray Chikara, 2 Sprays Instant Shine, 1 Spray P75

Application Points: Chikara=Adams Apple (rubbed behind ears), IS=both sides of neck rubbed on wrists, and P75=Adams Apple after chikara dry down and rubbed behind ears

Environment: Anytime Fitness!!

Overview: So i’m not normally one to wear mones to the gym but didn’t see my self going out or doing anything today so I decided my best bet to see girls today would be there. Now I wore Chikara in place of Ammo because my regular ammo is running low and I want to save my SE Ammo for a better environment. Now Chikara is much like Ammo but after this experience and a number of others I would say it is in between Ammo and TUTH, not as social as AMMO but not as hard hitting or straight up sexual as TUTH is.

Not many hits at all, when I first came in (I walked since it’s only about a 5-10 min walk from my apt. it was wet from the rain in the night and a little chilly out) an old guy that I have seen there many times shoots me a big smile as I walk by. I set my water bottle down by a machine and went to weigh my self in the bathroom, come back and it turns out it was a machine he was using. Never talked to the guy but all smiles said he only had one more set and I could have it, I smiled back and sat okay cool. I waited for him to finish using it and he actually seemed super happy he was giving me the machine, like he couldn’t be done with it fast enough. I seemed to get a lot of respect from him which I won’t attribute to one mone as I believe it was the entire mix because it wasn’t really the typical Instant Shine happiness, but more of that combined with the cool guy effect from P75 and respect i get from the chikara.

There was an Asain kid around my age much smaller than me, not much from him but he did seem to be a little intimidated by me which I assume was from the Chikara but the P75 and IS made it a different type of intimidation than you would normally get from the Chikara alone, kind of like if you were to see you Robert Downey Jr in a restaurant, you really want to talk to him but at the same time are intimidated by his social status.

Now this one confused me a bit, one girl in there that was even close to my age maybe 20’s or 30’s great body, not bad looking but not a head turner either. No smiles or anything from her but I feel I did get an IOI, the one where she was forcing her self to not look at me (not a none OD because I wasn’t getting ignored or like I was invisible) like a conscious effort her face buried in the TV on the elliptical she was on, I did catch her looking out of the corner of her eye more than once and looking in my direction (saw in the mirror) when my back was turned working out but ever time I would even glance she would look away very quickly. I would break this down as such, the Chikara was giving off that sexual vibe which wasn’t normal for that situation(working out) so she was getting that your sexy but not the right time to act on it or even worry about it but yet the P75 and IS mix was giving that higher cool guy/celeb social status making me harder to ignore to the point where it became a conscious task, I could tell from the look on her face forcing her self to stay focused but yet not really hitting the elliptical hard at all just a slow even pace so with her face close than normal to the screen. Really kind of weird experience with her but I was also wearing more of a party/club mix at they gym so I can see why.

Overall not bad but wished there were more young girls around my age that were in there, kinda getting impatient wanting to try out my SE Ammo P75 mix maybe with some IH2x thrown in but don’t yet have a reason to wear it.

Date: Monday, November 05, 2012

Pheros: SE Ammo, P102, and P75 @2.5mcg

Dosage: 2 Spray SE Ammo, 1 Spray P75, 1 Spray P102

Application Points: SE Ammo=Adams Apple (rubbed behind ears), P75= Left side of neck and rub behind ears, P102=Right side of neck and some rub off behind ears.

Environment: Mall

Overview: So I had heard that SE Ammo didn’t hit quite as hard as regular ammo so I decided to use 2 sprays of it since I figured the P75 and P102 would buffer it down anyway. Not sure this was a good idea, I went in to turn do some stuff with the manager before I got hired like get my account on the register set up etc. She is an older lady probably 60+, she seemed a little more friendly talkative, stood close to me within a few inches while I put all my info in the computer and found her reaching across me to do things rather than giving me time to move away.

A couple younger girls had come in both probably low 20’s and they seemed to ghost me a little bit. First girl glanced at me and said you can help him first while I look around but other than that she didn’t even look at me. Same with the other girl who came in with what seemed to be her boyfriend she stood with her back to me most of the time and I don’t know that I even got a single look from her. Neither of these girls were attractive so I really didn’t care but I have a feeling I OD on the none. So maybe try a similar mix with only one shot of SE Ammo, I am again going for a Tony stark effect. I have a feeling this mix with less Ammo would be a big hit at parties, clubs, bars and maybe even a more crowded mall this one is small and not many people.

Sound like a NONE OD to you guys? The plan in the gym tomorrow morning is to run P75 solo and same for the next view days, I really want to give it a good test run and let it really shine