Recent Journal, since receiving A314 Classic Spray:
10/11/26
12:45 after lunch application after showing.
Vey “Alpha” feeling immediately
15 minutes- Sit down next to Wife, she leans all the way in towards me, turns her head and kisses me, holds my hand.
Very rainy day all day. Humid.
Hour car ride to parents house- touch feels good. Feel energized. wife and daughter fall asleep - relaxed. At parents lots of constant conversation- very engaging and open talk. Every time I look up, eyes are in me! There was a spicy joke: Dad dripped some salsa on her toes at the table (she’s wearing sandals), and she makes a joke he will have to lick it off her toes because he likes hot salsa - very unusual for her, she very reserved. In way home wife and daughter fall asleep again. Wife holds my hand in the car.
We watched a movie in the couch (she asked me to sit down with her) - wife leans completely over laying on me. Intertwined. She rubs my leg, and her own legs. Bed at midnight. Tried for sex middle of night she wasn’t interested. Tapped her shoulder sometime in the morning and she was ready without further prompting.
10/12/26
Applied 1x @ 11:30AM after showering. Steady confidence feeling. It’s sunny 75, breezy. Drive to social justice (anti-racism) festival at the Wharf (classy venue), it’s windy outside on the docks. On the way over wife is giving me a little shit, and I called her out on it, she apologized and said she would moderate her behavior. I got frontal hugs from a few women as greeting at different tables we checked in at (with my wife), though this is typical for them. Windy conditions by the water not optimal for 1 spray, and music is too loud/obnoxious for me, I go to cafe nearby. SE Asian woman sits next to me in window seat for extended period of time - starts rubbing her legs, crossed he legs with her hand up between them. Wife texts and says she will meet me at cafe. She meets me and seems to be “down-cycling” since I left for the cafe- ie. she’s feeling low but not sure why. She’s feeling emotional about the kids. We have late lunch together. She wants us to work together on house projects. As we leave walking to car she holds my hand, I put my arm around her - she leans in close and sniffs my chest as we wait at the crosswalk. We drive to one grocery - calmly she helps. Leave for another on way home - about 30 minutes, she is calm, holding my hand rubbing my fingertips with hers, caressing my thigh. Almost to the grocery store she says she’s sleepy, decided to take a nap in the car while I shopped. Mentioned she felt a bit nauseous.
Reapply 1x at 6PM. Making Asian stir-fry. At dinner, wife’s face looks red. Again she says she feels nauseous. Not hungry. After dinner she talks about organizing things around the house, clean(nesting). Has me hang up a picture on the wall. We sit together in the couch watching a documentary on her phone- she holds it up for me. Keeps caressing my fingertips and thighs. At 8P she smokes some pot outside while I’m off walking the dog. She wants to sit outside a while just talking. The dog just wants to be petted nonstop. I eventually get both of them inside. I put on a Robin Williams comedy show on vinyl in the front room. Lights low. Add tiny dab of ENONE to neckline. Relaxing on couch- she leans in very close holding me. She’s a bit erratic after smoking- keeps getting up to sort through thinks randomly. I go to bed early due to early work schedule. Slept well enough.
10/13/26
Shower early AM. Apply 1x 8AM. Conversations very engaging this morning- people talk a lot, and I can keep there attention to the conversation for a long while! This mix is working great for getting people talking and keeping them engaged. Positive and respectful. Networking guy stuck close for a while when examining new installations, said he would help.
Reapply 1x around 5 hr mark. Talking to boss, who is usually difficult and easily angered, was in a relaxed and helpful mood. He even helped me figure out the networking switch in the larger room I am focusing on. Several women I talked to- they talked to me for an extended period of time. One older African woman started talking to me at the lunch self-checkout cafe area - she wasn’t talking about anything in particular, just kept talking to me which seemed unusual, I didn’t know her at all.
At home children stayed close to me on couch again. Wife was busy on a call, then went to exercise class, then hung out with daughter in another room on the phone, then sat opposite side of couch. Never talked to me all day! Went to bed at 10.
10/14/26
Apply 1x 8AM. Boss was engaged, talkative, helpful. He was not happy I pointed to the daily IT call a new issue with the projector screen in the board room which was malfunctioning today, but he didn’t blow up like he usually does. Basically nothing is broken unless he says it’s broken. He did help troubleshoot it, which was very active and engaged. Talked to our project manager in the hallway, and she did seem to enjoy talking longer than usual, she was engaged - eventually had to get to a meeting but said she wished she could keep talking.
Unannounced going away party for executive assistant to our department head at 1PM. I found it very easy to talk to people and work the room without much effort. Women maintained interest and kept the conversation going. I also noticed it was effortless to joke a bit and get a lot of laughs. If I held my position where I was standing, women did not move away.
Boss keeps checking in with me now on projects. His supervisor keeps praising me - I have been doing excellent work, but I know the praise doesn’t always come with that.
Reapply 1x at 3:30PM. I go to bar happy hour- get a beer, light meal. It’s all guys, Latino establishment. Everyone respectful.
6:20 I start to fall asleep on the couch, nap a while.
8:30 wife starts giving me back rub, massages my head/hair.
9:00 complaints about the smell of my cologne “- it doesn’t go with you “. Says she doesn’t like the smell. I think second spray the same day does smell a bit strongly. Previously I had purchased IG in Blue Summer and she liked that one a lot. She keeps holding me, holding my hand, occasionally leaning in more. I go to bed at 11. Sometime early that night prompted her for sex, and she delayed “later”, then she woke me later that night- feeling was intense.
10/15/26
Apply 8AM 1x.
Helped woman (Chinese ethnic) with AV system troubleshooting in the morning and she was very cooperative. Front office EA asked me to come up and help her troubleshooting her AV cart, seemed to enjoy talking extensively. Talked to our asset manager - attractive African descent (wears designer clothes/cologne) - she is usually aloof, but this time I was easily able to get her engaged in a hallway conversation about nothing in particular, and she was laughing. The day’s interactions left me feeling a bit randy - biked home, needed relief so let off some steam, release feels very intense. Then exhausted- 5:00 fell asleep on couch. Felt strong need to sleep on other couch when kids and mom took over the one I was sleeping on. One spray XSP-112 @ 5 mcg - feeling more energized again. Got up for dinner, enjoyed food & some red wine, music and visuals moderately enhanced.
Relaxed watching TV, 1x spray of EPI-RONE, Relaxed with wife and cuddles holding hands, went to bed at 10. Velcro effects. Did not sleep as well as needed to, feeling too mentally stimulated (maybe XSP-112). Interesting visualizations in my mind. Imagination activated.
10/16/26
1x 8:00. Visit from electrical contractor , site tour with boss. Excellent respect from visitor, and boss more so than usual. Boss gives me code to a storage area he had previously neglected to mention existed, though I have need to know. He again expressed confidence in my abilities and performance. Espresso about 3PM, and late lunch at vegan Asian cafe. Attractive women sitting next to me have this long conversation about how it’s difficult to find an entrance into a conversation with two other people talking that you don’t know. Lots of hair flipping everywhere.
After heading home around 5PM, I noticed wife went up for a nap, so I say I will join her. Genuinely I just wanted to sleep. For comfort, added one spray of A1 (Androstadienone) - from P.T. - diluted at 10mg / spray in perfumers alcohol. I head up thinking we can just snuggle up and relax but she had other plans. She decided to get very hands-on and clothes off. Decidedly she is in need of relief and her mind is set on the goal, so it’s an explosive resolution for both of us - followed by about 30 min rest.
We make pizza from scratch, enjoy, then walk the dog. She decides to smoke some of her Rx pot on the walk. I abstain as usual due to my work policy. Returning I add 1x of my old 9:3:1 mix (Androtics erra - 6.92 mcg TAC, 2.3 mcg P75, 0.77 ENONE in high-proof Everclear, about 1 ml hedione), I am still testing this one - She starts going through all the closets/drawers to clean and organize everything. She organize the catch-all utility drawer in the kitchen, sorting everything in cabinets - nesting behavior. She asks what we should do tonight, I suggest going out dancing. We select Suns Cinema, a tiny movie theatre in a row house on Mt Pleasant neighborhood - they have a DJ playing at downstairs bar with New Wave / Goth theme. I dress in black matching her. I add 1x of my own base mix (ANOL 12 mcg, EPI-RONE 7.5 mcg, A-RONE 2.5 mcg, ENONE 2.5 mcg from PT in perfumers alcohol and light Cool Water scent) + add 1/2 spray of A314 classic spray. We walk over holding hands, there is a huge crowd. I push through, guide her up to the door. Bouncer softens upon close encounter - lets us jump the line, guiding us inside. There’s a lot of young attractive females blonde/brunette 20’s and early 30’s. I spray 1x XSP-83 @ 12.5 mcg from 10ml upper chest. Need to grab some P83 for comparison, though I find these work best when going out The girls keep dancing closer and closer, increasingly attention-getting enthusiastic behavior. Silly/disinhibition and obvious playful arousal. Lots track how many women accidentally pressing up against me while dancing energetically. They’re orbiting me around the room. Wife very engaged and enthusiastic all over me. Fun times. Second bar Raven Grill, beer at the bar, wife sticks to me like glue. Feeling very alpha/confident. Men give space. Head home crash about 2AM.
