Learnings of a Twisted Ostrich - Phase 2

Sucks that cops seem to be able to get away with anything they want. Then they wonder why people shoot at them

I haven’t been out much lately… So I got out the IG text pack, think I’ll take them around for a spin this week.

Looking forward to it.

My MX400 from the IG test pack is virtually done, other two are half way.

I found the best place for me to test this and alot of other things lately is at the new gym I have been going to. When I go there isn’t many people and a balance mix of young and older men and women. It also stays consistent where as parties are always different. A big testing factor is whether or not the people at the front desk offers me a towel without me asking. When I’m there without any pheromones on they don’t. When I do wear something I get a reaction sometimes.

Also when I enter the gym I can tell how potent something that I’m wearing by who looks at me from what distances. I find that when I wear nothing people are too conservative or internally focused to look at me. This especially holds true for the women in this area. Bonus points for when female personal trainers give me attention or gravitate/follow me. Day in and day out they have male clients so if I am to capture attention from them its like being the cream of the crop. Much like being in a strip club and avoiding strippers and yet they keep trying to have personal conversations as opposed to business which I will have nothing to do with.

I’ve been contemplating that more recently my looks have matured and become quite attractive and very alpha, could skew results. This is based on feedback from others, I wasn’t like this a few years ago…

ON TO MX400

Looking through my notes I don’t get offered a towel with MX400 on. Maybe they sense an element of unapproachability with this on, as if I don’t have enough time to interact with them. I get a vibe of, “here sir I’ll get the gate open quickly for you so you can be on your way”. So any respect this is giving off, it is not an outward pulling respect. IG would have them bending over backwards to help me.

Walking through the gym I noticed that I had quick glances from women about 5-8feet away, men who were in very good shape would gravitate towards me as if to get in my way. Perhaps acting beta? I was on the bench press and someone once asked me how many sets I have left even though the bench press beside me was empty. Said he liked mine more. Waited for mine to be done. I must admit that one is in a better position but it wouldn’t hold me back from using the other one. This happened once before with I belive the residuals of MX391, but wasn’t as weird this time.

No attention from any personal trainers, no offerings of gym equipment (happens when IG is on), nobody following me around (can happen with mx391 on), no long glances.

I did look at myself in the mirror as its a good test of self effects and feelings of confidence. I noticed that my perception of myself can change depending on what I’m wearing. I felt good, confident. But not a ‘take on the world’ type feeling that IG can subtly give and more so A314. While walking around I didn’t have that same confident high, I bet my mannerisms spoke to be the same even though I try to stay conscious of that.

In conclusion I didn’t feel the full essence that IG can give.

I tried this at first in 2x sprays and then 3x. At 1x I felt like I didn’t have anything on.

Effects wouldn’t be more then 3 hours.

No humidity, very fresh environment. This gym chain doesn’t feel like a sausage fest, very clean feeling.

No changes in behavior from immediate exposure to over an hour later.

Just for the hell of it I put on MX403 today. I haven’t read anything on it and I’ve never used it. I’ve just been sitting here today.. and I’m not the best gage for determining if none is in something. I can’t smell so I don’t think I pick up the full spectrum of pheromones… But when I do its amazing that I can!

My initial thoughts with 2x sprays is that I’m in a positive mood, quite candid and outspoken, slight bit of confidence but the positive mood could do that. Clarity of thought and introspection.

Best guess is IS and IH, but maybe I’ll finish the bottle and come back to that…

Be funny if its a placebo and I can’t smell so I’m just describing how I’m feeling lol.:roll_eyes:

An interesting thing happened the other day… A girl was in my car and the topic of smell came up. She insisted that I smell her since she was in disbelief that I was born without the ability to smell.

Just so happens I smell a strong sweet smell, almost euphoric. I was like wtf you smell sweet?? :confused::confused:

I think its a coincidence that she has a sweet smelling perfume on, I think it may have been pheromone related. Maybe I’ll run into her again and see if its still there.

I may have run into a minty smell before by a very curious perfume I thought may have pheromones in it, and of course I get reactions from some of the products sold here.. but other then that I really don’t get any sensation up there. I’ve been through the most putrid of smells I’ve been told by others expressions but I get not even a flinch.

So you were actually able to smell something? Hmm. How did it make you feel?

I may have some recollection of the same sensation when some very well used panties were stuffed in my face a few years ago. The sensation was ever so slight back then but was one of the pieces to the puzzle to build my curiosity to find this place. I was pritty ecstatic, almost lost my cool.

I think I’m going to try one more test today for the IG test pack but I think I have them figured out. I had a chance to bring MX401 and MX402 to poker games and compare them to P95 as well. Very interesting. Have been sick for the past little while…

WOW! What was that all about?

OK so heres a double shot.. MX401 and 402 - I want to be more to the point this time.

With MX401 the biggest notable social interaction pattern that happened a number of times is that military people would come out and ask me if I served. There was strong respect given from these people even though my answer was no, but they were drawn to me for some reason. I saw this after 2min of exposure and within 7feet of range. If I had to say what this reminded me of the most including my own internal feeling is close to P80.

Doing the mirror test and feeling my own self confidence I didn’t feel any significant change. I felt very objective and almost without emotion. I caught myself thinking why bother with my own confidence, does that matter right now? But it did matter…

At the gym, staff would always offer me a towel. Conversation was brief and usually insistent. As if they were offended that I declined needing one.

I got average responses from women, nothing out of the ordinary at the gym or social gatherings.

When playing poker with this on first with two sprays then an hour later 4 sprays in both instances I seemed to be ignored a lot by my good friends. Usually I am the center of attention or hold some level of respect to not be cut off in mid sentence ect. Definitely out of the ordinary, as if my vibe was polarized from the group.

Now MX402 was more interesting for me. People seemed to be more compelled to have conversation with me. It was more of a social respect vibe. At the gym, social gatherings, poker.. conversations happened. There was an instance where a shy friend at poker who rarely says a word got into a long conversation with me, it was good to see. If I had to name what was in this it reminds me of P74 and P95. Best results were at 3 sprays.

At the gym not only did the desk person insist I have a towel and given no option sometimes but there was some instances I’d be offered a tour of the gym! As if they were looking for a reason to talk with me.

There may have been some women orbiting me out of curiosity, I noticed this at about 15 feet away at the gym. But not enough to note anything substantial in this area.

When looking in the mirror I felt like porn star sexy, I was thinking to myself damn your doing good! This even earlier in the day when I’d feel a little down. I felt more urges to take pictures of myself when I wore this, its as if I had to catch the moment.

Finally in poker I was the center of attention, I had a much more welcomed vibe. When I first started using MX402 I did get that feeling P95 would give me, as I described being like Grand Marnier.. But it was more slight, so I think it could be in this but at lower dosages or something else is buffering it.

So out of the three I would say MX402 is my winner! Is it better then IG? Well lets just say the respect aspect is one notch lower then IG and the social aspect is one notch higher. Self effects are on par or lets say slightly less focused, but it makes it fun all the same :slight_smile:

Using TAF 1x 10mcg, P90 2x 10mcg, TAA 1x 10mcg

I had some really weird self effects. I woke up in the morning with some ideas for business and I wanted to focus on them that day.

I applied these at 8am

Lost focus for the first 5min, I was thinking to slack off and play a game but I just couldn’t come to allow myself. I decided to pull out a document I needed to work on, just to have it open.

10min later I was going in every direction to get things done 1) looking at the document 2) reading a book on human behaviour 3) replying to people on the forum 4) making breakfast

I was driven to get things done but not on one specific task.

By 9am I thought I really need a shower, once I was in the shower I realized I had one already at 7:30!! I kept the water from my application points on the front of my neck.

9:30 I was back to reading the book and really fast typing on my document and on on-line replies.

10:30 I took a nap until 11:00 at which point I was a bit more focused on just doing one thing

Rest of the day I seem focused but looking back my efforts were everywhere. Great for when multitasking is needed…

So I decided to put my picture up, not sure for how long or maybe I’ll change it up… I think I was inspired by A314 the day I took that one lol :slight_smile:

I figure its been a year since the assaults ended from gf, feeling a bit better with myself. If shes still lurking or anyone else I know stop by and say hi :roll_eyes:

Looking forward to the next order, I’ve been taking a brake for a long time and would like to step out of this new comfort zone I evolved into the past few months… I may put up an inventory count of what I have at some point, its getting immense hahaha.

I still think IG is totally my thing, along with P95. Great stuff, I could even predict what it is at this point but I won’t spoil the fun :smiley:

Hope my order with UF2.5 ships soon, I believe I may have been one of the first to order. Made it while John was still posting its release on the 3rd of Jan :slight_smile:

Hopefully soon my friend. I know they have been swamped with orders and customs. Not to mention the holidays and Ben out of office too. It’s been tough, but they have been working non-stop.

I like the new picture too :slight_smile:

Thanks Steve, package is on the way :slight_smile: I want to make the best out of this year seeing how low I was last..

Package arrived, dhl is ridiculously fast…

Received @10mcg
P74
P93
P102
P114
TAH 2.5mcg
TAK 2.5mcg
TAC
TAA
MX457/458 (297 remix)
MX460/461/462 (292 remix uf2.5)

Interesting the stealth diffusion stuff looks murky.. Its exciting, I order once or twice a year! Appreciate that you could send P93 at 10mcg, allows testing over the long run. It will also be exciting once restrictions are lifted from P97 :slight_smile: I see P83 can be ordered normally again.. the drought is over yey

Didn’t see any P130 freebe in from of MX458 and MX459 or any other interesting things thrown in like MX455.. but all is well, what I have should be fun :slight_smile:

I just tried 1x P123 @ 10mcg… I’d have to say it gives a very organic motivation and well being. For me it lasted about 3 hours.

I was in a lazy mood before putting it on, within 10min or so there was an itch in the back of my head to pick up on and start working on a project that has been stagnent for a few weeks.

Within an hour there was a pleasantness that in the right context could even be described as erotic. Closest thing for me to recall is like the grand Marnier smoothness feeling that P95 can give me me. But this was a more smoother type exotic like a rum and banana drink :slight_smile: That lasted about 30min until I decided to get the mail, then got side tracked onto other things that I decided to do.

In contrast if I was to use TAF its a more rigid and aggressive focus.

I can see why 1Alpha likes this one alot. I’ll have to try 20mcg or in a motivation mix.

I tried P123 yesterday at 20mcg. I was about to think the extra amount didn’t change its effects but I found it increased my creativity by a lot. I had plenty of ideas and creative use of language. Also like how I become a creative sarcastic with IJ, only a much more friendly creative vibe.

While there are some pheromones that help with approach anxiety, they may fill in the back end component of giving you fun and interesting things to say. This may warrant some use in social situations.

On a side note I also found myself being a bit impatient, and not wanting to read the details in different articles I ended to read. More of a skim over things sort of mood. Perhaps it wasn’t stimulating enough for the moments level of mental acuity.

So you’re saying that P123 gives a fun happy vibe that is a creative guy, but not into the details?

Sounds like this one might be called the Abbie Hoffman of phero’s:)