LESbehon-est Journal

(I stayed up all night trying to think of a great lesbian pun to name this journal I tried my best.)
I hope I don’t BUTCH-er this journal too much lmao but there isn’t much that I’ve found for lesbians and their experiences as a 100% lesbian. I’m in a relationship and new to pheromones but I’m getting better at testing them. It’s really hard to see what’s the mones and what’s just me. I’ve never had a problem talking to women or flirting with them. Flirting isn’t just second nature it’s my first lmao. I flirt with everyone, men, women, young, old. So I know that’s me and people are receptive to it. But it’s usually me initiating it so when I’m not the first to flirt I know it’s probably the mones comin in strong boyhh.
SO I’m making this journal to record my hits and experiences as you know a lesbian.
Right now I have Ammo
p74 (12.5 mcg nude)
p83 (2.5 mcg nude)
&
p127 (5mcg neroil)

I was inspired to start this journal yesterday when I had my first major hit with someone who wasn’t my girlfriend or family.
I’ve been using one spray of Ammo to the back of my neck and have been seeing some great results. That’s definitely my sweet spot as it gives me the aggressive “You better get out of my way” vibe without the self aggression of acting on it. Spraying it anywhere else gets me pretty agitated.
I was out and about with my girlfriend doing some last minute shopping, we ran to about three stores, the roads are slick so we tried to make it fast, first store was a sporting goods-esk store, I just needed to pick up a gift card, this big huge bearded guy at check out went immediately quiet when I came to purchase I think that’s just him though, he was hard to hear because he spoke so softly. Next store my girlfriend and I checked out separately, she let me go first because she’s shy. It had been maybe 3 hours since I sprayed ammo to the back of my neck but after making polite chitchat this girl face lit up, she refused to make eye contact with me and kept smiling, trying to get me to join their rewards club, it turned a little flirty so immediately feeling in my element I eased into the conversation. Even when I was done and standing to the side waiting for my girlfriend to checkout she kept talking to me and completely ignored my girlfriend, not even a hey how are you. It was classic, my girlfriend thought it was funny, just because she knows that’s not far off from how people usually act with me. This was definitely a hit though, that girl did not want to stop talking to me, and encouraged me to come back.
(Side note she wasn’t just trying to sell me on something as the whole getting me to join their rewards club was brought up because I was buying a cheap dog treat and if I was a member I could have got it for $2 instead of $4, and from there it was ‘without that $2 off I hope this doesn’t break my bank.. haha..’ so it was more our mutual ground and that’s why she kept bringing it up)

TOday in the mail I got P83, P74, and P127
Smelling the p83 first I was disgusted, just taking the cap off it smelt strongly of vodka, I popped off the cap of the P74 and it was even worst it smells like rotting fish and sewage. Both of them are nude unscented, I also got a free P127 which is scented with neroli, the neroli smells perfume-E like something my grandmother would have worn but I definitely smelt some fish rot under that flower scent. To their credit I hated Ammo when I first got it but the smell got better with age. I’m testing the p74 first and actually spraying it I can’t smell anything so I don’t know, all three leaked a bit and probably sitting in the cap didn’t help it smell wise.
OK
Self effects, Just chilling at home, showered, got this, sprayed it to the left of my neck.
It’s 12.5 mcg and actually spraying it was good because no smell, I actually got really focused for about a span of about 10 minutes. At 26 minutes I sprayed another to my right side noticing it was fading. I was again focused but for an even more pathetic 4 minutes before what I can only describe as smoking pot without the effects, I can’t focus on anything, I’m really hungry writing this I have a weird head high. Just kinda chilling. I spent so much time just sitting at my desk thinking about writing this then I’d go to write it and I’d get lost in thought. So like, high without the paranoia and red eyes/ coughing.

Cool name of a journal, motorcyclelesbian. I read it “Lesbianest/Let’s be honest journal = A Lesbian’s Honest Journal”

Subscribing! :slight_smile:

I am tuned in also to see what happens. This journal is perfect and what we need as I have not seen any reports from a lesbian point of view.

I recently tested the A oil in Nude and the very first thought when I smelled the bottle was it reminded me of grain alcohol, so you are not the only one getting this smell. When applied on my skin or throw in my essential oil diffuser I did not get that smell at all!

If you ever need anything or I can help you in anyway just let me know and good luck!!!

WOW-E
I like P127
I got it as a gift but it’s the real mvp, this mone has the best self effect ever, it’s not what it gives but what it takes away! I have a problem with over-thinking bad, I’m very self aware in like grocery stores or out in public, I hate bumping into people, I don’t point in public, I’ll usually try to stay out of peoples way and it’s kind of exhausting, but this beautiful mone take away all those insecurities.
My brother and I dropped some friends off at the Airport this morning and I decided on a whim to test my P127.

One spray to each wrist, and one spray shared between the front and back of my neck.

In the car despite everyone being tired it didn’t take long for them to be in a better mood and really chatty, especially my friend who sat next to me, they didn’t want to let the conversation die and were in an especially up beat mood! Not weird for them to be happy but weird for them to be really springy about it.
I was enjoying the effects of my mones seeing them work clear as day in front of me, I was like ‘cool it makes people want to chat’ BUT WAIT, THERES MORE
On the way back was when I really noticed it, I was subconsciously taking up as much space as possible. I rode shot-gun while my brother drove, arm on the door arm rest, other arm on the shared arm rest between the driver and shotgun seat, legs spread apart like I had junk, I was just really comfortable. That’s not me at all!

Home we got to talking about movies because that’s all we talk about lol and despite how nice my brother is and laid back, he’s weirdly dominate about certain things.
We were talking about how one of our favorite movie reviewers made their own movie and it was just so embarrassingly bad. Or so we heard because neither of us have see it, and he tried to defend that it was a good movie because they were doing it for their fans and that they knew it was bad and I was like what makes a bad movie good is that the director doesn’t know it’s bad.

Had I been wearing Ammo my brother would have defended his stance to the death and I would have gotten so angry that I wouldn’t be able to rebuttal but with this I kept my cool, I didn’t see it as a personal attack and I just told him “noooo you’re wrong lol” and he stopped and thought about it, doing that little dog head tilt thing when they’re trying to figure something out and finally agreed with me! It was like 4AM so I went to bed.

At about 5PM I resprayed wrists, back and front of neck, and headed to the grocery store. I watched people scurry to get out of my way, big dudes. I’m not tiny or anything, (I’m 5’7 and in my work boots I’m 5’8, broad lesbian shoulders, big frame. Stud. In no way dainty or girly. Full butch booyhh but I still feel short and weak despite working out ) I didn’t even think about it till I was leaving. I didn’t have one worry that I was looking at people wrong or that I was in anyone’s way. I knew what I needed, I got it and left. Not to mention I was 100% comfortable driving in the snow. Which is not me.
This thing gives me confidence, but like a natural confidence. It makes me blissfully unaware and gives people a sense of authority about me.

Will definitely do more tests with it. So far I’m loooving this.

(I had a fun two days of going crazy with all the new mones I got, I should have reported the day they happened because A LOT happened and now the mark spots are a little hard to remember, SIX NEW MONES, all being mixed and matched more than once in two days is a lot for my stuppy brain to handle lmao but I tried to remember it all to the best of my ability.)

Fun Fact. Two spritzes of MX135 between my girlfriends breasts and one hit of ammo behind my back followed by a spray of IS on each of my wrists calls for a really fun loooong night. But a spray of MX135 on each of my wrists and half a spray of ammo between her breasts makes for a mood killer and going to bed early while I type this alone and cold in my home office. lol..

Yesterday I received my MX135 in the mail that I forgot I ordered and my Instant Shine 1x Stealth
(my cat loves IS and it’s the only stealth so far that doesn’t smell bad through the cap)

My girl had a couple of days off of work and instead of going grocery shopping she came over to my house to eat my food lmao. I wasn’t keeping my mones a secret from her, she knows I’m starting to get into them but she thinks it’s “hocus pocus”, I had told her how the P127 was so dope and she was feeling stoked on them and immediately wanted to try them out. I couldn’t remember what I had read about MX135 and quickly searching it on here which didn’t work but it was either a sex thing or a confidence thing for women. We popped the cap off and she immediately loved it, she said it smelt like cherries and I got that too, kind of an artificial cherry smell. Neither of us were wearing any mones. I spritzed two hits of the MX on her chest and immediately the smeellllll was so goooood. I had a big dumb grin and dropped to my knees, it changed from cherries to cinnamon and kept going back and forth before staying a cinnamon smell. I had sprayed IS to my hair and right wrist. I should have tested it separately but we were excited.
I couldn’t go a few seconds without looking at her, I got way more grabby and we probably would have gotten hot and heavy right there if my brother hadn’t woke up and came into my room. (This all happened about 4PM)

Cooking and doing house work all but washed them off/sweated them out. After showering I showed her the P74 and P83 I sprayed them on her.
74 to her neck and 83 to her left wrist((I think that’s where I sprayed them on her, it’s all kind of a blur at now (I read FuzziKittys journal religiously and she had cool hits with those two so naturally, I immediately got them))
They make me feel high even when I’m not wearing them! (I don’t smoke anymore but I used to boyh howdy, so I know the feel)
I’m not chatty and I just kind of drift in my own head, I want to talk but everytime I think of something to say I get distracted by another thought. Content with doing nothing, she had nearly the same effect but like, too focused to talk. I don’t even remember what she was doing I was staring at my ceiling. This effects lasts about 30 minutes.

Another fun fact, layering P127 (my natural man confidence in a bottle as I’m calling it) and Ammo does not go over well for me! It makes me shut off like a light switch! I got to wondering what would happen when I mixed them. I was clean of mones at the time and was in a great mood so it was all them. I don’t know, I sprayed them on, then immediately I was in like a self trance of negativity, I went cold on my girlfriend. She spent like 15 minutes trying to cheer me up and get me to talk, I wanted to talk but I just couldn’t find the motivation? It was very weird! I eventually had to go to the bathroom and when I came back it was better, we went out for pizza and talked about what the heck happened. I definitely want to try that again and see if I get the same results! Very interesting.

Tonight after being very sweet and sensual all night we wanted to recreate our first night with the MX and the I/S + Ammo except she wore the ammo and I wore the MX, they definitely smell different on us. She got a really Hollister [TM] smell on herself (she doesn’t get that when I wear it) and I got a gross cherry cough syrup smell from the MX on myself (it smells like cinnamon when she wears it).
(Fun fact pt.3 My girlfriend recognized the smell and says when I wear Ammo she feels really safe! I didn’t know that before!)

To wrap this long testing experience up, our mood was killed, she went to bed early and I’m writing this!
10/10 experience I think I love pheromones!

Thank you for this great story! I have times when I wore something and it killed my mood to and this will happen at some point in testing sooner or later with certain pheromones, and you found it sooner.

I may just have to test this MX135 for the hell of it. I have so much on the to due list LOL. I am glad you are liking the mones and I think it is a huge plus that your GF likes them and is very responsive to them to.

Took a break, cold turkey from my mones for a couple of day (since it’s the holidays and I’m not going out much) and I got cranky by the second day, I woke up completely done. I’m building my own computer as my fateful laptop that is 1000 years old is showing her age and the building is frustrating. I am ready for the mones.
Picking my friends up from the airport I was excited for an excuse to wear them out (I really need a life lol) THREE sprays of P127 (my fav) to my neck (left, center, and right) Followed by a spray of instant shine to my right hand and P74 to my left.
When I stop thinking about wearing P127 is when it really work. I just become comfortable.
Now I didn’t notice any effect around others at first but this combination really speaks to older women. I had their complete attention when I was near them, the closer I was to them the more interested in me they were. I got just about every older woman I walked past to give me a double take.. Sadly no one my age lmao..
The plane was delayed so I had to bide my time walking around the airport which is when I observed most of the double takes.
My favorite hit was when my bros showed up and we were going down the escalators to their luggage. There were two down escalators side by side only separated by a hip high glass wall. This older woman leaned in extremely close and smiled when I was excitedly talking to my friends. She was behind them on the 2nd escalator and had someone with her but she stopped talking to her friend and started listening to me. It was an experience! I wasn’t being loud by any means but she stared at me smiling, eagerly listing to me talk to my friends. I had her attention till couldn’t see her anymore.

This is a cool thing to find since I’m going to dinner with my girlfriend’s family for Christmas tomorrow. Big family, it’ll be fun to see how that goes. Her aunt and mom already flirt with me so. We’ll see.