Life and the Monkey Wrench called Pheromones

Field Reports & Anecdotal Experience Men's Journals
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The Man:
-Asian Male (Korean)
-5’8
-Average, working out is sporadic.
-24.

The Plan:
I guess the reason why I’m writing these entries is to look back now and then. Not really my goal to get some every night, but more of to develop friendly relationships. I’m also a current college student that is going to go overseas soon to test the goodies on authentic Asians in their natural habitat. Probably gonna write a filler episode on the days I don’t use pheromones (This is not the only time I tested)

The Gear: As of Sept. 11th, 2012
-P75 @ 2.5mcg
-P78 @ 5.0mcg
-P83 @ 2.5mcg
-Instant Shine
-Ammo Summer Edition
-A1
-P102 5ml, 5mcg
-Instant Gentleman

The Gear explained: (what seems to be happening for me, don’t take my word for it.)
-P78 socialbility? Adds somewhat of a IHesque type of conversation
-P75 interest, sexual aggression, aggression
-A314 1.23B seems to add respect and trust values. Maturity, dependability, possibly for high value women. Seems to do good in sales. I like it when worn to meet parents. Makes me a bit quiet when I do wear it.
-IG respect and trust values. I find this more appropriate for stranger encounters, friends, and little kids. Daily stuff. Same self effect as A314.
-IH bonding and revealing truths. Simple, simple questions turn into longer answers or statements. Good for 1v1 or just getting to know people when mixed with IO
-IO great for talking. Makes me want to talk,talk,and talk. Less lulls with IO vs IH
-IJ sexuality? I don’t really make a lot of moves so this can help. Seems to counter the quietness I get with IG or A314.
-IS mood enhancer. This really helps when a problem arises. Good for meeting strangers or in party environments.

Mixes:
-rone applications get me quiet. Paired with IO or IJ, it seems to counter it.
-rone with IH gets me REAL quiet. Makes me feel like a Psychologist for people tend to tell me a lot of stuff while a poke and prod

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It sounds exciting! How long will you be overseas? I’m thinking you might have to re-order some things if you’re going to be over there, for more than 90 days. By the way, welcome to the forum. I look foward to reading more about your journey.:slight_smile:

MVK

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Friday, October 8th 2010

Daily Summary: Self Effect Orientation and Possible Hits

Environment: Parking Lot
-Cold morning, with a little breeze. Sunny. People still in coats/hoodies/jackets
Time: 8:40am
Applications:
2 x IHx2 on the back of neck
1.5 IS To Go on the side of neck
1.5 IG To Go on the side of neck
Some liquid thing that smelled like peppermint. (Kinda leaves a warm/heated sensation on skin after application.)

Notes:
After my workout I decided to dress into good clothes for I felt if I was going to spray some IG, I might as well act the part. After I wore my clothes (good dress shirt and a nice coat) I personally thought I looked good. Then I applied the mones and after smelling the IG, I personally thought I looked GREAT in my clothes. I normally have one of those faces where I look serious or angry when in fact I am naturally relaxed so after applying the IS, I could tell my face softened up just a little with some lift in the corners of my mouth. I made sure to place IH on the back of the neck so I don’t spill out any secrets.

Possible Hit Summary: On my way to class, this Indian girl was walking behind me, but with a speed that will eventually make her ahead of me. After passing me she gives me a quick hair flick and then nothing else as she walks faster.

Environment: Classroom
-small classroom, room for 30ish. room temperature or maybe a little colder.
Time: 10:15am

Notes:
10:15am class is full of Koreans. Most seem to be Americanized. Class seemed to be more uhh talkative than usual. Also a lot more laughter. It can’t be possible from that much IS… or is it? Before class begins however I do notice that someone in the front of the class sprays some fruit perfume. I sniffed like 500 times to see who’d it came from but narrowed it down to two girls. My voice also seemed louder. Maybe because I was delighted to socialize.

Hip-Hop (a girl who sits on my left) is a usually quiet girl who doesn’t like to talk unless ordered to. She mostly listens to her ipod for she likes to dance. Anyways, we get our quiz grades back and I don’t even speak to her and slowly turned in her direction. I don’t even begin to open my mouth when Hip-Hop hits me and tells me her grade. I ask her what did she get wrong in and she answers back along with a quick explanation on why she got it wrong.

I see a girl sitting on my right who had a reputation for dating older guys do a lot of preening and foot movement. At one point moves her body from 12 o clock to a 9 o clock position when talking with a friend that sat behind her. Foot pointed directly at me.

Possible Hit Summary: Hip-Hop gives me a playful, but quick hit on the elbow and tells me her grade. This is the first time she touches me.

Girl on my right’s body orientation / body language

Environment: Mall
-Room Temperature now. Sunny.
Time: 4:00pm
Applications:
2 x IHx2 on back of hands
2 x IS To Go on wrists
That Peppermint thing again.

Notes:
Man, I hate wearing pheromones to the mall. The place I was hanging out has a Coldstone Creamery nearby so the place ended up smelling like POUND CAKE or ice cream. Anyways I had to meet my workout buddy (who was a girl, taken).

I suffered an injury recently and usually I would perform at 100%, but this injury was making perform less than that. I thought of this got me a little sad or angry, but I felt better or back to normal in less than 3 minutes. I feel like the IS did something here.

Anyways, workout buddy comes and dances a few games (You know the dancing machine in the arcades). Nothing out of the usual, I think. I attribute the normalness due to Coldstone’s own pheromones. I did offer a few games for her to play (I normally do this to a few people) and did not expect anything in return, however she felt inclined to pay me back by offer me a game. It took me probably like 5 minutes to convince her that she doesn’t need to pay me now, but the next time we meet.

Possible Hit Summary: While I was dancing, some random girl with her boyfriend was walking by. Girl like did a freakin 270 degree angle turn with only her head to look at my face.

Maybe odd behavior from workout buddy. Or maybe she is nice like that.

Environment: Cafe/Bakery
-A little cool, expect the coats to be back. Indoors with very little distractor smells.
Time: 7:45pm
Applications:
2 x IHx2 on each side of neck
3 x Shine To Go on front of neck
2 x IG To Go on front of neck
one quarter of a spray (is that even possible?!?!) of AMMO x1 on the back of neck since AMMO smells strange to me for the first hour.
Dial Magnetic

Notes:
Had an appointment to keep with a VERY CUTE Persian girl. She’s so damn nice and sweet. Anyways, showered with the Dial and plopped like a huge pile of body wash on my hands. There isn’t enough AMMO left so I did the best I could there. I took a good sniff and didn’t notice any negative effects. Started off the meetup with a hug (I’m not a touchy feely guy) so I’m probably sure she got a good whiff. Seemed happy and pleased to meet me.

Ate a lot of stuff at the bakery. This was our first real conversation together so I think it went pretty well. I always do good on the first date, but on the subsequent dates I seem to crash and burn for I can’t seem to keep a conversation afterwards… Anyways, conversation was easy to maintain. No awkward moments. Good eye contacts, lots of expression on the face. I did notice I learned a lot about her. I even got an invitation to a party from her, but we decided not to go because the party sounded shady. A lot of similarities between us. I’m pleased IS kept our moods and convos happy. IH probably revealed a lot of info (I think it got to me as I started talking about my personal life as did she) without doing the interview game.

I really like her as a friend. I don’t want to hurt her, but the IHx2 is saying “You’re confused buddy.” Did a lot of texting afterwards. Made future plans. I also wrote something I normally wouldn’t write to girl (IH still working)

Possible Hit Summary:
A lot of personal information revealed by both target and wearer.
Fun, Good conversation. If any part was deemed to be stupid, didn’t really matter. Just had a “Good Time”

Final thoughts for the day:
-Mones seem to last around 3-5 hours for me.
-God damn Coldstone and their own pheromones.
-I like to see targets at night or outside their usual territories. Gets better results.
-Make sure targets get a good whiff by a mode of hug or being in environment beforehand. (Hugs are a better way though.)
-I’m a skeptical guy, but the IHx2 is working great for me. Sticking to two sprays. Really tempted to try three.

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Gonna be there for a LOOONG time. Yes I will probably have to order like those people who think a nuclear winter is coming.

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ha-ha-ha-ha.:slight_smile: Nuclear Winter.

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**Quote:**Originally Posted by whs06c view post
Gonna be there for a LOOONG time. Yes I will probably have to order like those people who think a nuclear winter is coming.

ha-ha-ha-ha.:slight_smile: Nuclear Winter.

I’ve experiened a few times where Instant Honesty may have cause me to spill something out; this only leads me to ask myself, “why did I say that?” Sometimes it worth it. :slight_smile: Next time Bro, make it a point to touch Ms.Hip Hop in a friendly manner.

MVKBUGATTI

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MEMORY (On boring / off days I will probably post an old school event)

Summer, 2010 in South Korea

Hot summer day. I decided to go inside of a mall to cool off and play some arcade games since I had plenty of time to kill. I like to play that dance game and I’ve gotten pretty good so sometimes I would show-off. Well during one of those games, everytime I would do a spin or when I peek in the corner of my eye I see one of the theme park workers staring at my game play. I mean it’s common for people to stare at me playing for probably one song, but I saw this worker stand in the same spot for the whole entire game (5 minutes).

At first I thought, “Man she must be bored from working during the summer.” She worked in one of those carnival type games where you are suppose to shoot a target with a pellet gun and if you shot it then you would win a doll or something to toddler would be delighted with.

So I go upstairs to eat at the food court, but I notice all of the lights were off and the food court was roped off. I immediately went downstairs and asked her why. She said she didn’t know. She then followed up with a quick comment on me being a good dancer. I thanked her and I played the dancing game a little bit more to see if the food court would open, but it did not. Me being disappointed and she being bored, I decided to make some small talk with her (normally I would not do this). I asked her if business was slow in the afternoon and made a quick comment on how I never played a pellet game in my life. Her replies were quick, but she managed to give me some free pellets. After I shot them all, I asked her what time does she clock out and what does she do afterwards.

“Nothing much. I just go home and go to sleep,” she says. I follow up with a dinner invitation and she is shocked. “I never had a person ask me out so quick, especially from a foreign person.” She mentioned I was a foreign person because I was raised in the U.S., but I was born in Korea and I could speak decent Korean.

Dinner was good. Some sort of meat dish in a big soup. She was a drinker and a smoker so we were kinda buzzed from downing shots. I learned a lot about her and got her number during dinner. STILL NO PHEROMONES APPLIED. She went to the bathroom A LOT (maybe the alcohol) and even had a phone conversation, but that didn’t piss me off. We decided to get more drinks for the night was still young.

Environment: Bar/Lounge
-Room temperature or a little cooler. Only like 6 people inside.
Time: 10:00pmish, 11:00pmish.
Applications:
3 x TuTH To Go on neck area

I decided to get more drinks for I enjoyed her company and wanted to learn more. I thought of dinner as a time for the woman to decide if she wanted to continue or not, so I thought she didn’t reject me yet.

More drinks and very good conversation without the IH. Learned a lot about her history and learned that we have a lot of the same interests. There were some quiet/brief silent moments where I would just look down and saying nothing. I feel like if I had IH or IO I would be able to keep the words flowing. Anyways, I got too drunk and I seem to only remember fragments from this point:

-I do remember applying the TuTH.
-I do remember walking out the bar and going to a hotel room for she promised me she would hook me up with a good deal (since I bought dinner)
-I do remember my arm around her, using her as a crutch since I was so wasted
-I do remember puking in the toilet and telling her to go home since I thought I wasn’t gonna get any.
-I do remember lying on the bed. That was one comfortable bed.
-I do remember she initiated on me first by aggressively kissing me. She then told me to take off my clothes.
-I do remember getting some that night.

Turns out the next day, she was on her period. Menstrual cramps soooo bad that she was in pain and I was scared as hell. Had to google it to see how I can make things easier for her.

final thoughts for that day:
-menstrual cramps is indeed scary.
-alcohol helps lower inhibition. TuTH does well in the bedroom.

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Monday October 11th, 2010

Daily Summary: Instant Honestyx2 was doing some work today.

Environment: Outside Classroom / Hall
-Room temperature, a little cool due to the door letting in a small draft.
Time: 9:50am
Applications:
4 x IHx2 on the back of neck(2 sprays) and front of neck (2 sprays)

Notes:
I made sure to spray up in the men’s bathroom before hand since spraying in the hall would be a big no no. I had my paper to do so I really didn’t have time to scrub in Dial Magnetic. I also had a possible date today so I didn’t want to use more than the usual… …then again I had this strong urge to test 8 sprays of IH. Clothes was casual/workout clothes.

I came to the hallway outside the class I had to go to and I stood in a corner on the right side while the hallway’s only passage lead to the left side. Some Chinese class just gets finished and I see this Chinese?/ Asian girl do something funny. She walks near me for the hallways were kind of narrow and while she continues to walk, she turns her head around to the right and looks back towards me even thought there is nothing to the right of her (since it was a corner). I’m pretty sure she wasn’t waiting or looking for someone.

Possible Hit Summary:
Possible double take by the Asian girl.

Environment: Classroom
-Warmer than room temperature today.
Time: 10:00am

Notes:
It turned out the date was to be moved for Wednesday (Persian, tomboyish girl). Came into the classroom 10 minutes early and sat down.

2 minutes later, this guy I briefly talk to now and then sits at his desk at a 10 o clock position from me (I was sitting at a middle lane) and proceeds to sit down. Now I just sit there and wait, planning on how to talk to Hip-Hop when he turns around and gives me a smile.

“Man you know why the teacher gave us the if you are absent speech maybe you should do make-up homework talk? I think it was because of me man. I missed a lot of classes because I had a stomach virus,” he says.

Hip-Hop comes in and sits down to the left of me. Girl on the right (we have been briefly communicating, now and then) says it’s hot and I quickly agree. She then proceeds to fan herself with her hand so I decide to help out and fan her as well. “Maybe you might need a book,” says Hip-Hop.

I turn around and I see her with a new haircut. “Hey, new haircut,” I say pointing the obvious. I try to see if my already obvious and short statements leads to more conversation with IH and it appears to be working. Hip-Hop then goes into a short explanation why the hair was cut. I ask her a brief question about homework and she says we didn’t receive any homework. She then mentions something about PCATS, when suddenly the girl behind cries out, “Oh you take PCATS too?” Hip-Hop shoots back, “I’m taking my third PCAT this month.”

“Is the PCATS hard,” I ask. Hip-Hop then starts to talk about her friends taking the PCAT and she herself taking the PCAT and doing better on than her friends without studying. She also commented about her STUPID (heavy emphasis on this word) advisor who said she should take it many times.

Hip-Hop and the girl behind me starts to talk about it when the conversation steered towards age. They both say their ages and I join in saying I am 23. “Oh man, you are like a middle aged man,” she says. Hip-Hop then starts to brainstorm loudly why the girl behind me was 20, but a sophomore.

So the teacher walks in and briefly talks about something not important. He then asks the class if they understand the material or not and I simply nod my head with a bored out of my mind expression on my face. Girl on the right laughs and points to me copying my same expression (we usually communicate like this). I get a little embarrassed for I didn’t know she had an eye on me.

Broke into our groups for our class projects. Turns out the girl on my right and a girl from my group wore the same baseball jerseys. I called them twins.

So the girl in my group who wore the baseball jersey sat in front of me turned to talk to me a lot of times. I didn’t get any personal info from her, but a lot of talking was involved.

Classroom seemed to be in a good mood. People around me were more receptive to talk.

Possible Hit Summary:
Hip-Hop was unusually talkative today. Mentioning many facts from a simple question. I learned a lot about her today.

Facial expression mimic from the girl on the right.

Baseball jersey girl talked a lot with me. turn, talk, turn, pause. repeat.

The guy friend mentioned his absence even though I didn’t say anything.

Final thoughts for the day:
-A lot of personal information about people is learned once you spray on IH
-I learned a lot about personal info from wearing 4 sprays of double strength IH than when I was wearing 2 sprays.
-isn’t that a lot of IH I wore?

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Wednesday, October 13th 2010

Daily Summary: Low Dosage can be Effective as well.

Environment: Classroom
-Room Temperature
Time: 9:00am
Applications:
1 x IHx2 on the front of neck
1 IG To Go on the front of neck
Dial Magnetic

Notes:
In the morning I showered with Dial Magnetic. I always like the smell. Anyways today’s event in class was a quiz so I wanted to make sure I made an A in class so I glued myself to the books. Hip-Hop and the girl behind me start to talk about Chem stuff again. Girl in front of me however, notices me studying and decides to quiz me on the material. (I did great)

Later on in class, some of our classwork involved asking some questions to a person sitting near us for we would have to present. The teacher would then randomly select on some people to present their partner’s info.

Strange thing is, teacher decides to go off in a different tangent about his part time job (our discussion was about part time jobs). Talks about his part time job at a bar, cleaning up vomit n stuff.

End of class though, I was walking out when Hip-Hop playfully grabs my shoulders with her hands. “You going to drive home,” she asks.

“Nah, I got class,” I quickly reply. She nods her head and walks ahead of me.

Possible Hit Summary:
My teacher revealed a lot of info about himself.
Hip-Hop touches my shoulders.
Girl sitting ahead of me decides to quiz me.

Environment: Restaurant
-not a lot of people, no specific overpowering scent coming front the kitchen. room temperature.
Time: 5:25pm
Applications:
Dial Magnetic
2 x IS To Go to the front of neck
1 x IHx2 to the front of neck
2 x Ammo to the front of neck

Notes:
I decided to come back to my house and shower since I became a little sweaty from driving home. All of the mones were applied at my house. I read something somewhere about how IH with Ammo can muddy the effects (Quoted from Tisha?) so I was cautious to apply too much IH and I got really interested in making some homemade mx301 so I decided to see if I can simulate the test mix. Ammo covers the none part and adds renone so I didn’t think I would need IG. I also decided that since we were closer together physically, that a lower dosage would be good in order to conserve resources. IH would cover the beta nol, while Shine would take the TAA part. All I would need is some P93, P74, and TAC…

I also read that a higher body heat diffuses the mones faster so before I met the girl I did some jumping jacks/jogging. I was lucky enough not to produce any sweat while I did my mini-exercises. I met the girl at 6:00pm.

Same cute Persian girl. I can tell she really digs me from our bakery adventures last time so I thought Ammo could start to move things quicker. We meet, I give her a hug and I invite her to my car so we can go to a restaurant. During the hug, I guess I got a little less cautious when hugging the opposite sex (90% of the time, I don’t initiate touching) and got a little closer during the hug.

Car ride and the food eating was good. Shine did its job and IH made sure she revealed some of her past. While I was driving I asked her a simple question. “What was your worst injury?” She says she dislocated her hand and tells me how very specifically.

Talked about a lot of things in the restaurants. Most of the time I would ask her a simple yet open ended question and I would learn something more about her. The mood was very light and fun. She also tells me about the party she invited me to last time, for she went to the party because her friend told her to come on by. Well, Persian girl brings her little bro and little bro gets too tipsy and starts to vomit a lot during a 2 hour period. I didn’t even ask her about this!

After I drop her off, we hug again, but we hang around as she keeps talking about future date plans with me / random but interesting stuff. She initiates a hug for the third time and I comply.

Possible Hit Summary:
More hugging. Longer and closer hugs. (Ammo?)
Personal information revealed again.
Doesn’t want me to leave. (Ammo?)
Happy, good evening spent well. (Shine)

Final thoughts for the day:
-Less mones need in closer proximity?
-Sometimes, it is good to cut back on mones

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Tuesday, October 19th 2010

Daily Summary: More self effect analysis. Especially with Shine.

Environment: Classroom
-Outside, it was very cold so a lot of people wore long sleeves/hoodies/jackets.
Time: 7:50am
Applications:
1 x IHx2 on the back of neck
1 x IG To Go on the wrists
1 x Ammo on the back of hands

Notes:
I didn’t have time to shower with the Dial so I just used regular soap. Anyways, I applied in the bathroom with no IS since I felt like it had a small time frame. When I did apply Ammo however, I noticed that my hands were cold so I was worried if it would diffuse as much as the wrists or neck region.

You know that inner voice inside you? Yeah that voice. Like whenever you notice something that is so obvious you actually speak to yourself inside your head. For example, you might hear some LOUD rap music, but you are a country music fan. You might think, “Ah, that damned rap music again.”

I feel like two sprays of IH brings out the inner voice a little bit, it makes it louder in my head. Almost as if I was going to say it at a normal volume. What I forgot to do was I forgot to write down my self effects on an earlier day I wore IHx2 without talking. I didn’t get any hits that day, but my inner voice did a lot of talking.

Is it also possible that IG quiets down the inner voice, and gives me a little more confidence? Or maybe it was the clothes giving me a state of mind? I’m not sure whether it was because of two sprays of IHx2, the IH placement (I do recall I mostly put it on the back of my neck but on that earlier day I sprayed it on my hair), or if it was due to the IG. If it was due to the IG, then I think I may know what -rone does to me.

Anyways, back to the story. Today was test day so I didn’t expect any hits since I was studying. My ears however were focused on other things. A random guy walks through the door, greets a girl who was sitting on my left and sits right behind me. After 2 or three minutes of saying nothing, he asks her about her wrist. Girl gives a good response saying she had to get stitches. I take my test and I do fairly well on it.

Possible Hit Summary:
“Inner Voice” quiets down significantly for me.
Guy’s question

Environment: Computer Room
-Kind of cold. I needed to wear my coat.
Time: 9:20am, 10:30am
Applications:
2 x IS To Go to the front of neck.
1 x IS To Go to the wrists.

Notes:
Hands were still kinda of cold. I applied some Shine in the bathroom. When I looked in the mirror before I went out of the bathroom I could tell my serious/stone expression soften just a little. Facial muscles felt a little lighter and my smiles genuine or not, was easier to show.

I was writing a report in the computer room for a pass or fail class when I noticed that I put a lot of effort into such a small little task. Was it the Shine doing it’s magic? I felt compelled to complete stuff…

I do want to mention that whenever I wrote something about a bad moment in the paper, I didn’t feel that sad or depressed whenever I wrote about it. The mere thought of it made me QUICKLY erase the badness for some reason, keeping my mood neutral or still happy. For example, I suffered an injury lately, causing me to not exercise for two, three weeks. Already, I could see my hard work going away, but the mere thought this didn’t really effect me while I was on the shiney.

If this is the power of Instant Shine, I fear Instant Shine could become the next drug. Too bad I’ve already ordered IO and P75 :frowning:

Around thirty minutes after application or 9:50am, the smell of Shine is very faint, but still has an effect on me. I decided to give another to go blast making it up to 3.

Possible Hit Summary:
Positive thoughts. Negative thoughts are quickly negated or even softened.
I felt like completing stuff I would usually procrastinate with.

Environment: Language Lounge
-Cool. People still in coats.
Time: 10:40

Notes:
Well I sat down and I see a Caucasian girl about four feet in front reading a book. I had study again, but I could see her starting to fidget around in two minutes. She then placed her book down and started to twirl a couple of strands of her hair (or possibly cleaning them). Did this for about five minutes before she picked up the book. Around a minute after she picks up her book, she puts it down again and starts to twirl/examine her hair.

Possible Hit Summary:
Hair examination and or twirlage?

Environment: Classroom
-Warm. I took of my coat and even though I was wearing a long sleeved dress shirt, I made shirt my wrists were exposed.
Time: 11:00am

Notes:
Japanese class. Class seemed happier than usual on a Tuesday. Normally Tuesdays and Thursdays are loathe because the time slot was longer. Anyways the teacher seemed upbeat as well. He did however share a personal bit that was more than usual. Said he watched a movie a long time ago and it made him cry. Teacher was about 12 feet away and he had to read a dialog part, but he decided to read it with playful emotion. I could tell he was having a good day or something might have been causing his playful mood since he usually wouldn’t read a dialog with playful intentions.

Possible Hit Summary:
My teacher’s actions.
Classroom dynamics seemed better than usual. Normally not a lot of people would laugh.

Environment: Classroom
-Science class was cool, but a lot of people took of their jackets due to the afternoon weather.
Time: 2:00pm

Notes:
It’s almost the end of the day and I enter the room to go to my usually seat when I see the girl who sits in my row blocking the aisle with her feet. I could have gone around her, but I decided to sit behind her instead. In comes a thick African-American girl who catches my attention and says hi. I reply hi back to her and give her a smile. I estimate a minute or two after she sits down, she touches me on the left wrist instead of using her vocals to grab my attention. She asks if the class received another in-class assignment and I say no.

Some random Caucasian chick sits about three or four feet to the right of me. During the lecture I do see her cross her feet with one foot against the chair in front of her and her right foot crosses her knee and points it towards my direction. I see her biting her nails throughout class and once or twice tries to look in my direction. I think she may have thought I was staring at her or something when in fact I was looking at the professor.

Possible Hit Summary:
Girl says hi and touches me, even though I have never talked to her.

Final thoughts for the day:
-IG needs to be studied more. I think it may have something to do with the inner voice reduction
-I underestimated Shine. People want to feel good and surprisingly, humans do a lot of stuff to make themselves feel good as well. I think Shine is important in future mixes.

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That was definitely a heavy load, Oh my goodness, I couldn’t imagine trying to wear eight sprays of the regular strength at one time.:slight_smile:

You should consider post/paste this event on this thread listed:

Does anyone have any reports on the x2 and x4 mones? …by Masu

MVK

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Friday, October 22nd 2010

Daily Summary: A lot of Chatting with IO

Environment: Outside of Parking Lot
-Cold morning, 40,50 degrees.
Time: 7:20am
Applications:
3 x IO on the front of neck
2 x IO on the back of neck

Notes:
My package of P75 and IO came in the mail so I am looking forward to test them. I did get excited with the IO since I seem to have some sort of serious vibe with me. Cold again, so I decided to put the mones on the neck area for the wrists would be covered with a lot of clothes. 7:20 is the correct time when I applied.

Around two minutes later at a bus stop, this Caucasian lady (Late thirties, or fourties) came about 8 feet away from me. Within ten seconds, she started to move closer only to ask me a question, “Has the bus came?” I kind of wondered why she would ask that when we were the only ones at the bus stop.

“Yes, the bus left without me,” I said. She then replied with “Oh yeah, I saw you running towards it.” After she says that, she tells me where she was heading and why she needed to go there for. “Maybe you should power-walk,” I said. She then makes a comment about how she can do the walking, but not the power aspect. Bids me a good day as she departs.

Possible Hit Summary:
Old lady talked quite a bit. Especially the slow, but quick approach.

Environment: Classroom
-Korean class. Room temperature with slight circulation of the AC.
Time: 10:00am

Notes:
Korean class again. We had to do some presentations today so we sat with our groups. Girl who sat 3 feet behind me (I’ll call her R) comes in and taps my back. I turn around and she starts to talk about the project. I try to ask questions in a close-ended manner, but she somehow adds onto her replies. The first couple of minutes talking to me, I did notice her doing two or three hair flicks. Face also seemed a little bit more animated than usual (only by a slight bit) along with alterations in vocals (a little bit more speedier). I did ask her if she was nervous or not since she would have to present for our group and she did reply yes to my question.

After about 5 mins of talking, I turned back to face the front when I hear two guys talking about the second floor bathroom. They both thought there were no bathrooms, but I had to speak out loud and say there were. I found it a little odd for me to butt into their conversations since I would usually say nothing (and make some sort of comment in my head). People in the class seemed more talkative… I’m not sure if it was due to the project or the IO.

I didn’t pay attention to Hip-Hop since she was a little further away from me. The girl sitting in front of me however turned around to talk to a girl seated 4 feet to my left. Started to complain to her partner since their group presenter was absent. “Oh man, where is your group leader,” I ask her. She doesn’t know.

All of a sudden a girl who sat to the right of me (5 feet) started to talk to me saying, “Your group leader isn’t here?!? Want me to text her?” She says this in an “eager to help you, good McDonalds servant’s” voice. Very eager to help and butts into our conversation, pulled a ninja on us. Anyways I had to correct her and say it was not for my group, but for someone else’s.

Occasionally while this was going on, R would tap on my back forcing me to turn around and listen to what she had to say. Maybe after a couple of times touching me in the back, she would skip the tapping and would say something.

Another strange thing happened. The girl sitting on my left started to stare into space. Her eyes were kinda big and she was staring in my direction, but slightly away and a little towards the floor (so it felt like she was staring at my feet/legs). I did notice she didn’t move and just started for at least 10 seconds before snapping out of it. I’m pretty sure she wasn’t listening to someone.

All in all, this is the most talking I ever done in class. This was all pre-class as well! IO definitely brought out the conversational me for I was constantly talking. I tend to usually have a seriousness or short conversations, but DAMN.

Possible Hit Summary:
-R’s facial, vocals. A lot of touching from her and a couple of hair flicks. Could be from nervousness though.
-Girl on my left stares into space for quite a while.
-Girl on my right talked in an eager to help you voice. Her facial expressions seemed to match as well.
-People around me seemed more talkative. Could be due to projects, though.
-A lot of talk from me.

Environment: Classroom
-Japan class. Not many asians. The room turned slightly cold due to the constant AC running.
Time: 11:00am

Notes:
Usually in test time, everyone is busy cramming the last bits in that they aren’t in a talkative mood. Well today was a little odd too. A lot of people were talking. Some girl on the right played some music video that was a parody to California Girls (instead, the song was about Filipino food).

I didn’t talk however, since I was one of the people who NEEDED to study.

Possible Hit Summary:
-Strange class behavior. More talkative right before a test.

Final thoughts for the day:
-If I am able to recreate the same experience, or the same amount of talk, then I have a strong feeling I am going to prefer IO over IH.

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Saturday, October 23rd 2010

Daily Summary: P75 Orientation

Environment: Bathroom
-Room temperature.
Time: 10:25am
Applications:
1.5? x P75 to the back of neck

Notes:
Got a good night’s sleep even though I drank some soda the night before. Ate some breakfast and while I was eating, Mom said to get some supplies from Walmart. Quickly went up and showered. Damn those initial sprays. Smelled kind of like Ammo, but less hateful. For example, whenever I would spray Ammo I made sure to spray it away from my nose (back of neck, or wrists) for that smell was piss-like for me. It would take like 3,4 hours for it to smell good, but anytime before the 3 hours it smelled horrible. Anyways, P75 smelled like a toned down version of ammo. I could have sprayed it near my nose and not be so irritated by it. The piss-like smell was there, but it wasn’t really OBVIOUS piss-like at the same time…

5 minutes afterwards in the car, my right underside eyelid started to twitch now and then. I sang with the radio at some random parts. P75 seemed to have some hyperactivity components without necessarily making one happy. More under eyelid twitching.

Thought processes seemed a little bit clearer. Once again, it seemed to quiet down any noise I had in my brain. Like whenever I thought of a thought, like one of those teleprompter thingies but 1 sentence at a time, instead of being crammed and continous.

I did seem a little bit excited to go to Walmart. Zoning out is very hard to do as well. Maybe I was a little excited to test the P75. Not sure though.

Compared to IG, IG would slow some of my movements and thought processes, but P75 seems to do something of an IG effect for me. Except it doesn’t seem to slow down my movements. IG also has a habit of making me a little more quieter.

I don’t think I saw any hits today. Was too busy getting my groceries. Anyways, exercised two hours later and I noticed unlike Ammo (which I could smell while I worked out now and then), the P75 didn’t seem to be invasive to my nose.

7 hours later, I did notice that whenever I would wipe my fingers on the back of my neck, the scent was still there, but faint. I decided to take a shower to see if it would go away or not. Now usually in the shower, ammo’s smell would make itself present again, but with P75, the scent was gone. My eye twitches were mostly gone around the 5 hour mark after application.

Final thoughts of the day:
P75 needs more observations by me. I do like it in the smell department when compared to Ammo.

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Sunday, October 24th 2010

Daily Summary: P75 Orientation continued and mixed

Environment: Mall
-Room temperature. Conflicting smells due to ColdStone being nearby.
Time: 12:30pm
Applications:
1 x P75 @ 2.5mcg to the back of the neck

Notes:
Properly applied to the back of the neck, I was a bit nervous about the eye twitching, but it didn’t pop up. Later on however, I did get a slight twitch, but it was only once. Had to walk to the mall, noticed my steps were a little lighter than usual (wider strides, with arms swinging) and once again I started to sing out loud since I was going to karaoke with some friends I haven’t hanged out with in a month.

At the mall, the smell of ColdStone Creamery was just blocking my scent, so I just worked out normally. Some middle school looking asian girl decided to sit down at a seat that was about 3 or 5 feet away from the dance pads. Tried to elicit a response from her, but she seemed to be glued to the screen (perhaps a little shy). Other than that, a lot of people seemed to crowd around when I was dancing (then again people always do on a saturday).

Environment: Restaurant and Karaoke Room
Time: 7:15pm
Applications:
1 x P75 @ 2.5mcg to the front of neck
2 x IO to the front of neck
1 x IHx2 to the back of neck
1 x Ammo to the back of neck
2 x IS To Go to the front of neck
Reapplication 2 x IS To Go to the front of neck @ 8:30ish

Notes:
Yeah, I know I should be testing P75 on its own, but my friends that I haven’t met in a LONG time invited me for Korean BBQ. I forgot to apply IG as well since I didn’t bring the bottle with me. Anyways, sprayed the contents at the time you see above, with the people arriving around 10 mins later. The driver of the car almost ran me over (playfully) and I juked to avoid it. I was wearing glasses and a hoodie while 3 girls dressed up in guy clothes (suits and fake mustaches).

So we all sit down in a table with 3 seats on one side and 3 seats on the other. I sat down in the middle seat with target M (Caucasian, 20, with a tomboyish, geekish personality. Very into Asian culture) to the left of me. Me and M haven’t really got a chance to get close (but I did get tipsy with her and noticed how she acts). To sum it up, 4 girls and 2 guys with the other guy being able to speak/understand some Korean. Receives a menu and I ask him what are we going to eat and he starts to assume the leadership role, only to be overridden me. I started to take charge and ask the people what they want and I eventually ordered the food and drinks.

At first I noticed that my hands were a bit shaky. I thought of IO and how it could have contributed towards my shakiness and while I was serving alcohol in a shot glass, people could have seen the shakiness. I have a hunch it is either the IO that is contributing towards my nervousness or if it was due to M that was causing my shakiness. Either way, the problem was solved by alcohol and conversation.

I first thought about applying mone heavy for tonight, but I decided against it (Korean BBQ has a reputation of being smelly). Anyways, girl sitting across from M is quiet while the others are talkative. Everyone seemed to be having a good time. Even though I have met these people once, it felt like we’ve known each other for a long time. The food was cooked and I eventually take the role of the good host, making sure everyone gets a portioned amount of meat, topping off shot glasses and what not. I was wayyy talkative than usual (almost the same as 22nd entry) and everyone was having a great time. I was making sure I was focusing my attention towards serving the quiet girl and M. During the meal, I noticed the waitress when she was portioning foods to everyone, would obviously give the most to me.

After a lot of eating, I could tell some of the people were still hungry and that’s when I decided to order more food. The waitress also noted to me that she knocked off the price of lettuce since I ordered it as an accompaniment with the meal. I decided to push my luck and ask for a free “service” meal in a form of a stew and the waitress complied! It felt like an eternity there, but we eventually moved next door to the karaoke room. Before we did, I went to the bathroom and reapplied IS.

More alcohol. I decided to give M a shot since she didn’t drink during dinner (and we didn’t know she liked alcohol). She drank about 4 shots in total and I could tell she was lightly drunk. She tended to get REAL close when we was flipping through the song book and tended to touch my leg/arm with her leg/arm. Now I’ve seen her with more alcohol in her system and probably touched me once before, but today was different. A lot of initiation done by her along with close proximity near me. The mood was very pleasant with a lot of laughter and fun singing. Everyone just had a great time… until time was up!

I proceeded to drive two of the girls home, one being M and her close friend. They both sat in the back seat and M was being all touchy feely to her friend. Spoke a lot about sex (in a playful, transgender manner) with one point M switching gears and being slightly serious about the idea of having babies (she apparently hates it). All I’m doing is driving and just restating what they say and the two just talk and talk and talk and talk… Thank goodness I drop off M’s friend.

M sits up in the passenger seat. Starts to get a little… honest with me and says she is the person who likes to be hugged. She also mentions she likes to kiss her friends, girls or boys. Keeps trying to put her head near my arm/chest area. I’m trying to drive and concentrate since I was afraid of crashing the damn car! A lot more physical contact than in the karaoke room. I try to restate stuff that she had said to see if IO or IH can get more out of her, but somehow I started talking about my lack of friends due to my parents. Gives me a lot of those “dreamy” looks, you know when a girl thinks a guy is the one.

We end up at the driveway to her house. She gave me a little half assed hug with the seatbelts on so I decided to walk out and give her a proper hug. While I was near her (but no hug given yet), she decided to look into her purse for her house keys. She searched and searched and searched…

.. and searched. And searched. I literally stood there for like 5 minutes as she did the searching. She finally found her keys and I accompany her to her door where she gives me a huge grin on her face that was like 2 or 3 inches away from my face.

I think she wanted me to kiss her there, but I just gave her a hug and said good night. Overall, I was definitely the breath of life for today’s events.

Possible Hit Summary:
-People were having a great time. I didn’t know eating dinner can be so fun.
-Waitress’ actions
-M got huggy and touchy. A lot.
-The girls kept on talking in the back seat. My car was the only thing doing the braking.

Final thoughts of the day:
-I’m not sure where P75 did anything, IF it did anything.
-IO or me being near girls is making me get nervous. Shaky hands tell it all.
-Shine makes the party start popping. Never got so many damn laugh attacks.
-I need to grow a pair of balls. Or get more drunk.

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Monday, October 25th 2010

Daily Summary: Short Entry. P75 = eye twitcher?

Environment: Bus
-rainy weather outside. Around 70 degrees.
Time: 10:00am
Applications:
2 x P75 @ 2.5mcg to the back of the neck
2 x IO to the back of the neck

Notes:
Still being curious about last night, I was determined to find out what was causing my hands to shake. I woke up from a deep sleep and discover that I slept through my alarm. Bad start.

I sprayed in the stuff in the parking before I hopped on the bus. While I was riding though, I did notice that I started to sing my old ringtone quietly to myself along with other songs that I remember from last night. The weather was bad and a lot of people wore rainboots and brought umbrellas, but my mood didn’t seem to go down as usual. Instead of resentment or other negative thoughts that are accompanied with rain, I didn’t think any negative thoughts. Even if I did, they were quickly dissipated.

Korean Class had no hits since we were watching a movie and I was late. I did notice that my hands were not shaky so I am pretty sure that the situation or simply cute/hot girls may have cause me to get nervous and not due to the IO. The eyelid twitching however returned about 30 mins after application and continued on throughout the day.

Possible Hit Summary:
-Mood neutralization due to the P75?
-Those damned twitches.

Environment: Classroom
-A bit cold due to the AC. 70ish.
Time: 11:30am

Notes:
Now usually in Japanese class I would try to stay quiet and say nothing since nobody there really grabs my interest, but I could really feel something different today. Before class began, a couple of girls on my right (4 feet)would always talk and I actually interrupted them and joined their conversation now and then. I did this without thinking actually which was a bit odd since my inner voice would regulate things for me.

Our classwork for today, we had to write down sentences of like and dislike since we just learned it today. I decided to look in the glossary and use other vocab words like hangover, buttocks, and disco to make simple sentences like: I dislike hangovers. I love buttocks. I like the disco.

The female Japanese teacher (mid 30ish?, also Japanese) was reading through each of the students’ sentences when she started to read mine. She busts out laughing and playfully hits me on the arm which caused a couple of people to look towards my direction and to the laughing teacher. Maybe a hit, since I don’t think she touchy with the students.

The teacher would ask some questions and I raised my hand up, my brain telling me to put me hand down of course. I just followed through and read one of my sentences.

Possible Hit Summary:
-Japanese teacher laughs out loud and hits me.
-Inner voice still there, but something was making me talk

Final thoughts for the day:
-Compared to one spray of P75, two sprays of P75 makes the eyelid twitch increase in frequency.
-Going to test this week with nothing but P75 @ 5mcg

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One awesome report, I especially like your assessment regarding Instant Honesty. The Inner thoughts. You done well in describing how and what you felt.

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Tuesday, October 26th 2010

Daily Summary: P75 turning heads today.

Environment: Bus
-70ish. Cloudy, Silent Hill type morning without all of the fog.
Time: 7:20am
Applications:
2 x P75 @ 2.5mcg to the inner forearms

Notes:
Applied in the parking lot. No eye twitching what so ever. Either I must have gotten used to the effects or I couldn’t smell it. Anyways, bus comes around 7:23 and I hop in. Surprisingly, the bus was colder than outside for the AC was on. I had my sleeves rolled up and I had to take this punishment. More students get on and on until the first possible hit of the day decides to sit next to me.

Caucasian, college aged (19-21, give or take a year), brownish hair. She was wearing gym shorts and held her morning coffee with her right hand and she got on with 2 friends. She sits down next to me (inches separating us) and takes a LONG whiff that catches my attention. I was looking out the window for I had the window seat and decided to look towards the front of the bus. She then proceeds to turn to look towards the window, while trying to look at me. She would occasionally look out towards the window while she was talking to her friends.

I then noticed that she started to rub her left thigh slowly with her free hand. The kind of motion a guy would if he would have rubbed her. Does this for like about two minutes and proceeded to lift her left leg onto the seat so her knee was in the air and her foot was on the seat.

Possible Hit Summary:
-Girl’s actions a little odd

Environment: Classroom
-cold just like the bus, 70ish.
Time: 8:00am

Notes:
Nothing much to report except one incident. Some fat girl who was sitting about 4 feet to my right was sitting regularly in class until I came in. Gave it about a good 5 minutes before she decided to play with her hair for about 15 seconds and stops. Later towards the ends of class, she reaches down towards her backpack and gives me a look that I happen to catch. No eye twitches.

There was this girl sitting in front of me whose hair smelled like shampoo. Nausea came over me and went away quickly for that smell was damn strong.

Possible Hit Summary:
-Hair twirlage/ strange look?

Environment: Language Lounge
-warmer. Room temperature.
Time: 10:11am, 10:35am

Notes:
Some random girl sits down towards the northwest of me (4 feet). Uncomfortable changes her body positioning so her torso is facing me, with her feet crossed. Shakes her feet for a good minute then moves her body orientation to be aligned naturally with the sofa. Bunch of hair flips while she looks at her phone. Keeps doing hair maintenance and foot wagging for about 10 minutes and stops.

10:35am. Caucasian blond sits down about four feet to the northeast of me now, with a laptop on her lap. Uses the lappy with her right hand while her left hand was used as support for the head. A good minute later, gives a hair flick with the supporting hand without moving the whole arm (so she flicked her bangs). Two more hair flicks spaced out evenly within a minute or so.

I find this or maybe girls odd since why would they want to flick their hair when there is obviously no wind blowing? I can understand boredom maybe.

Possible Hit Summary:
-Getting a lot of hair flicks.
-Funky body orientation positioning for one girl.

Environment: Classroom
-room temperature.
Time: 10:55am

Notes:
Pre-class, not much talking going on. Usually there would be a lot and I do recall those days with either IO or IH on, but today was like dead. Class became a little quiet, or serious… for now. I was trying to study for a test I had next class when a mixed Filipino/Caucasian girl comes and sits down on her usually seat to the right of me. Says outloud “Oh, crap I didn’t do my homework.” At first I thought it was some sort of self-comment, but she says it again, this time more directed towards me. I look up to face her and say, “Page 46.”

She and two other girls would yak a lot during pre-class, but today was a little different. The main talker was quiet. Maybe TOO quiet. I scanned her face for any emotional changes, but nothing seemed wrong with her. Strange thing was, today a guy in front of me would talk to one of the girls and he would make some sexual innuendo jokes with one of the talking girls. Got a lot of solid reactions from the girls. Also I find it probably odd or I might be going crazy, the Filipino/Caucasian girl started to GO CRAZY with the hair. She would straighten it, mess with it only to wrap it in a bun… …the point was, too much damn hair touching throughout class.

Possible Hit Summary:
-Guy in front who would be a little reserved, makes some sexual comments.
-A lot of hair touching done by mixed girl.

Environment: Hallway
-A bit cool, 70ish.
Time: 1:05pm
Applications:
2 x P75 @ 2.5mcg to the inner forearms

Notes:
Applied two sprays of P75 to forearms again to really see if the twitching would come alive again, but no effects. I could almost feel one, but it quickly went away. Anywhoo, within a minute of application I sat down in on of the seats in the hallway next to another Caucasian female (brown hair) that was located about five feet to the right of me and on a laptop. About 3 minutes since I sat down, she started to look towards me and down the end of the hall way. I look the same way too, but I find nothing interesting down there.
Nobody is even walking towards her! She does this for 5 times. All within two minutes.

Possible Hit Summary:
-Some crazy down the hall staring. I’m pretty sure she was looking at me.

Environment: Classroom
-room temperature.
Time: 1:50pm

Notes:
This was the class I had to take a test for. The whole time I was reading my textbook studying for a test. I would keep an eye out for any movement that caught my attention however, but I did a good job studying. Once again in pre-class, another Caucasian girl sits in the row in front of me, about 3 feet northwest of me. 5 minutes pass until this one decides to turn her head towards her right and looks towards the back of the class (with me in the way as well).

She does this once… twice… no, five times. I knew she wasn’t looking for the time since she had a wristwatch on. What in the hell were people looking for today?

Possible Hit Summary:
-Caucasian girl had rubberband neck.

**Thoughts from a woman: My mom asked me about the blue bottles that I had in the bathroom. I told her it was cologne and offered my arm that still had P75. She said it smelled sweet, but had a masculine scent to it. (Korean, 45ish)

Final thoughts for the day:
-Today I saw a lot of hair interaction and people looking towards my direction. I also make sure to look for hair interaction with other mixes, but today was just too much. I never had so many rubberband heads until now.
-P75, something to do with attention? Is it sexual? This going by the basis due to the sex talking coming from the reserved guy in Japanese class.
-I have a hunch that P75 has a slight sexual, masculine tone involved. No not ammo where the smell of -none is present, but kind of like Ammo with MORE buffers.

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Thursday, October 28th 2010

Daily Summary: some initiation done by other party + cat piss

Environment: Classroom
-Room Temperature outside, and room temperature inside. AC was off, but I turned it on later…
Time: 10:25am
Applications:
4 x P75 @ 2.5mcg to the inner forearms
1 x Ammo spread between wrists
2 x IG To Go to the front of neck
1 x IO to the back of neck

Notes:
Even though the applications say I put on 4 sprays of P75, I feel like it is more like 3.5 since I seemed to miss a majority of a spray. Compared to 2 sprays of P75, I didn’t get a lot of the neck bending action or hair flickery as I did before. I probably gotten the hair flickery due to the Ammo.

11:00am
I enter Japanese class when I see the same dude who was talking sexually yesterday was sitting in my seat. “No problem,” I thought as I moved towards the back of the room. I never really sat towards the back of the room since I had bad vision, but today I happened to wear glasses.

I didn’t do a lot of talking pre-class since I wanted to observe things. Apparently Filipino/White girl seemed tired or not talkative today for she barely opened her mouth. In came the Japanese teachers. Same female target (Japanese, mid 30ish, average to a bit heavy) happened to sit right behind me (2 feet away). One Korean girl who I happened to speak only once with in the beginning of the semester sat about 4 feet to the northwest of me turned towards my direction about 3 minutes after she had sat down. She asked me about our homework assignment in Korean and I said we didn’t have to do the other pages. She thanked me and tried to make some more small talk, but class started.

I turned my head so it was still facing the front, but at a slight angle so I could see what the Japanese teacher was doing behind me. It turns out that she was twirling it with her fingers and I could barely see it. One of the girls who sat in front of me commented said it was hot and we both (Japanese teacher and I) stood up to turn on the AC. It was kind of odd for I thought she would have sat down, but she still reached out and went for the AC even though I was closer and was almost to turning it on.

Another odd point was usually when the Japanese teacher had to leave (we have 3 Japanese teachers, with the female always in the back), she would always ninja it and say excuse me quietly, but audibly while she would open the door. This time however, Japanese teacher walks slowly and decides to stand near a student/window about 8 feet to the northwest of me. I thought she was checking the student’s work, but she seemed to be positioning her body against the window/wall, as if to possibly show off some of her “mama’s goods that she had acquired.” She did this while the main teacher was teaching so I found it to be odd. About 2, 3 minutes holding this position, she proceeds to get her stuff to leave early and excuses herself as she opens the door.

Possible Hit Summary:
-Japanese Teacher’s behavior?

Environment: Outside
-Room temperature, but slight breeze made the weather perfect along with sunshine.
Time: 3:00pm

Notes:
I thought about applying some other mones for today, but I decided against it for I felt a little tired. Anyways, class had just ended early and I was patiently waiting for the bus to come at the bus stop when some African-American girl to the left of me (4-6 feet) decided to initiate on me. “Hey, you just got out of cognitive didn’t you,” she said while she pointed a finger at me (and as she walked towards me).

“Why yes I did,” I said. She then starts to tell me her opinion about how today’s lecture was a total waste of time. “I mean, did you see the class? There’s like nobody there,” she says. Keeps yakking on about how she thought today would be an extra credit day and stuff. Me being a bit tired, would agree with her or simply retell the same things only by switching some of the words around. I would say the amount of conversation done was split percentage of 70-30 with me being 30%. We both hop on the bus and I decided to sit across from her and continue the conversation since it perked me a up a bit. We make some more talk before I realize that I had to transfer. She bids me a “See ya next Tuesday,” and we part ways.

Possible Hit Summary:
Random girl in my class initiated convo on a very tired me

Environment: Mall
-Slight breeze. Still Room temperature.
Time: 5:00?

Notes:
Decided to go to the mall and workout there since I was developing unwanted weight gain. I hop in the car with my bro who doesn’t know anything about the pheromone stuff and he says, “Ah man. What smells like a mix of fried shrimp and cat-piss.” I quickly thought about Ammo when he mentioned cat-piss.

I failed to get an accurate time read for I thought I wouldn’t see anything out of the ordinary… but you know, life is full of mysteries. I went to the counter to redeem some tickets when a worker there (female, black, mid 30s or older) sees me. Seemed to get excited to see me for she seen me dance plenty of times. “How’s it going,” I ask while she does her thing. She replies back, but in an eager manner. I have a hunch it might have been due to the slow day they have during the weekdays, but I may be wrong.

My brother and I do our thing and dance, but the worker comes near us and starts to chat with us. Asks us about how much of a workout the machine gives and such curiosity. Then gets on her phone and does some stuff with it while we dance. Looks like she doesn’t want to work, but of all of the times that I’ve been there, this was a first.

Workout girl pulled a ninja and was right behind me when I was dancing the whole time. We briefly talk and she leaves with her boyfriend.

Some random asian guy who saw me dance a couple of weeks ago decided to talk to my brother since I was dancing. He liked my dance style for he was a bboy and probably observed us for 20 minutes before we had to go.

Possible Hit Summary:
-Worker was eager to talk to me. Initiated convo.

Final thoughts for the day:
-I’ve got a feeling that Ammo has a cat-piss like scent when dealing with Asians. Possible this might have to do with a low tolerance for -none. Kinda reminds me how some Asians would avoid athletic Black/Caucasians for they seemed to emit some sort of “funk” that was overly noticeable. I hear from some people that Asians smell like garlic?!? (needs to be verified)

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Ha! Love the way your post. Kind of appears that you really don’t care about the hits that you do get. I’m wondering if that doesn’t increase the attraction to you.

So what do you think of P75? I think it’s a beast. For some reason I get the feeling that P75 really increases the size of your space. It’s huge. When women are looking past you, it’s like they are looking for something a lot bigger. It also seems to create a speak only when spoken to vibe for some people. The attraction is crazy. Usually tops off for me at 5mcg. I haven’t been able to get much out of it at more than 5mcgs, but I’m tempted to try for for a heavier dose.

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Saturday, October 30th 2010

Daily Summary: P75 mix and Karaoke, again.

Environment: Karaoke Room
-Room temperature. Outside was cold however, small room.
Time: 8:40pm

Applications:
1 x P75 @ 2.5mcg to the front of neck
3 x IG To Go to the back of neck
2 x IO to the front of neck
1 x IH to the front of neck
1 x IS to the front of neck (with reapplications every 1.5 or 2 hours)

Notes:
I tried to go for the same mix as last time, but without Ammo because I didn’t want the smell to invade my car. I drank a little bit before arriving at the karaoke since the drinks were too pricey. Karaoke started at 9:00 with M and party arriving at 9:30ish.

Unlike last time’s karaoke, which made me act like a host, I also acted like a host today for I supplied the drinks and snacks for everyone. I didn’t feel like singing was my main objective tonight for my target was with M. I didn’t feel like I was the center of attention tonight, since I mostly catered towards M.

Anyways, I’m sitting on the right side of a U shaped sofa and M and her friend appears all costumed up and such. She sits on the opposite side of the sofa and I was stuck with the same girls who went to the haunted house with me. Moods were generally good and everyone seemed relaxed. As I passed out the drinks and such, I offered one to M.

As time passed however, I was drinking it up with married girl since she could take the alcohol down, somehow the sitting position changed. I just stayed at my spot while M switched seats with married girl so we were close to each other. Me and M made some small talk, her mood seemed generally happy when she is spending time with me. Later on during the night, I would occasionally put my arm around her and she would be very pleased. I found this a bit odd as well since I would not initiate touching, but it could have been due to last karaoke’s circumstance that made me feel comfortable.

After a few more drinks shared with M, I started to get very tipsy and I would sing occasionally with whoever was singing alone (if it was a guy, I would usually throw my arm around like we were old buddies). I don’t remember if I kissed M on the forehead, but it feels like I kissed her, but to be honest I had too much to drink at that point. I slowly went from having one arm around her to full out having both arms around her, “She is MINE,” territory. Much different from the last karaoke night since I was doing all the initiation touching and our bodies were closer than usual. In the beginning when I fed her some snacks, she would take it out of my hand and then eat the snacks, but I’m not sure if it was the alcohol, but as my touching increased, so did her comfortable behavior. Future snack offerings and she would just eat them from my fingers.

I do recall touching her thighs and maybe her ass and I didn’t get any negative reactions. VERY odd for me at this part since I would reserve touching those parts or very possessive hugging for my significant other. In one way alcohol was doing its magic, but usually when I drink my planned actions are slowed and it would take a while for me to actually carry out an action. However in this case, whenever I thought about doing something, I carried the idea out in a quick, fearless manner (this appears later on in the evening in the car).

3:00am. Very late.

I couldn’t drive back to my house since I was very intoxicated so I decided to sleep at married girl’s place. Since M carpooled with married girl, we rode in the same car until M had to go. When she got out of the car however, I decided to go out as well and tell her that I liked her in a vague way as well (you know, when you say I like you to someone, it could mean many things). I don’t remember what she said, but it was definitely a positive response since she gave me a smile back and hugged before she went inside. I found it a little odd for me to do this since I am a bit conservative. I blame the alcohol.

Had a great night’s sleep even though I was sleeping on a couch. Had very vivid dreams about a girl (can’t seem to remember her face). Married girl’s friend would constantly badger me about, “So when are you going to marry my M eh,” throughout the car ride and a lot at breakfast.

Possible Hit Summary:
-A good, light atmosphere. People comfortable with each other.
-Quick/Less fearful actions and ideas done by me.

Final thoughts for that day:
-P75, something to do with less fearful thinking? Or does it makes quicker judgement in people?
-the ball is now in play with M. Either way, after tonight, staying “friends” might become difficult.