Monday, December 6th 2010
Daily Summary: No pheromone day (except for Dial Magnetic)
Notes:
Today was an unusually cold morning (high 30s). I find it harder to wake up on cold mornings and end up oversleeping most of the time. I thought about doing an a314 spray application, but I realize that I forgot to bring the stuff since I had little sleep. I ran out of shampoo and I had the body wash left so I decided to use some of that as my shampoo.
I noticed I had to get some gas and I went outside with my hood up and started to fill up my car. I was the only one outside, bundled up heavily when I see a white pickup truck with an older Caucasian lady inside stare at me as she drives to the pump station next to me. My fingers slowly losing feeling, I was about to leave for I was done pumping when I see the lady walking towards me.
“Excuse me,” she says. “Do I know you? Do you work at Panera Bread?”
'Nope," I say as I shake my head. The lady nods and then goes back towards her truck.
Korean Class.
Today was presentation day and I had to present. I brought my portable gaming system with me to play in class since I was bored and Hip-Hop peeked over my shoulder to see what I was up to. “You wanna play,” I asked her while I offered her my gaming system. She nodded and proceeded to play, laughing occasionally when she saw the vivid letters of GAME OVER popping on the screen. Not sure if O-Chem was sitting behind me or not since I don’t remember looking back. If she was sitting behind me, then she was quiet (she was also done presenting on Friday too).
Japan Class.
I came into class and I found leader girl with an open container in her hand full of pound cake and offered me a piece. I took the delicious looking bread and I asked her what was it for and she said it was Amish Friendship Bread… kind of like a chain letter that uses baked good instead. I did notice that she offered the bread to whoever she was “close” with and I was surprised she offered it to me since I would just listen and provide some conversation to her once in a while.
While we were waiting for our oral exams, conversations seemed mainly focused on leader girl. I would provide my input now and then and I was surprised on how much progress I made throughout this semester. I started with virtual no pheromone usage and little to no interactions with people. Half way through the semester, I decided to use pheromones since I had a stash still available (and due to my breakup with my girlfriend) I decided to get into this with a scientific view. Funny how people can change so fast.
Tuesday, December 7th 2010
Daily Summary: 20 mcg of P78 and 5 mcg of P75
Environment: Bus
-mid to high 30s. The bus was warm with little no wind.
Time: 9:35am
Applications:
2 x P75 @ 2.5mcg to the front of neck
4 x P78 @ 5mcg to the front of neck
Notes:
I applied at the parking lot and the mix smells very sickly sweet. Possibly a fruit or a girly hand lotion scent, but it is very pleasing to my nose. Later on as the day would go on, it kind of smelled like bubblegum?
Anyways, I quickly sit down on the bus since it was cold out there. Three minutes pass and the bus stops at a bus stop when in comes a Caucasian girl with light brownish hair. She sits about 6 feet, northwest of me and within a minute she turns her head and does a quick stare at me. Does this over and over and over again withing a minute with a slight puzzled or curious expression on her face. I pretend I don’t notice and while I jot down my notes, she slyly starts to look at me now with using her eyes instead of her whole head. I’m pretty sure she was looking at me since there was nobody next to me and nobody behind me.
Possible Hit Summary:
-Rubberband neck.
Today was a special day for the school decided to make this Tuesday into a Mon-Wed-Fri schedule so I had to go to Korean class again.
Hip-Hop wanted to play my game again so I gave my game to her. O-Chem was sitting behind me and I was sure this time, but didn’t speak to any of us. Today was review day so we had to take a lot of notes so it could be due to the review that wasn’t letting in a talkative mood.
Japan Class.
Oral exams continued. I already went on Monday so I didn’t need to be in the classroom, but I wanted to anyways. Leader girl was missing since she went on Monday so that left Filipino/American girl and the other girl from the trio. Conversations were interesting for the two girls, perverted boy, some guy that I talked to now and then, and I were talking amongst each other about various things. I would just listen intently and nod now and then. I remember asking Filipino/American girl something and as she would talk to me, she made some steady eye contact that I happen to break by looking at my book. The conversation at first was centered on perverted boy’s wife then somehow got centered on me. People were asking some questions and I just answered them casually with some people either building upon that or further prolonging the conversation.
Final thoughts for that day:
-P78… maybe something to do with a social component? Possibly like nol, or something to do with a “friendly, get to know you” effect.
-P78 and P75 mixed together smells really good.
Wednesday, December 8th 2010
Daily Summary: A314 1.23B + IH + IS
Environment: Car
-high 30s. Car was well heated.
Time: 2:30pm
Applications:
2 x A314 1.23B To Go to the front of neck
2 x IHx2 to the front of neck
1 x IS To Go to the front of neck
Notes:
Some recent conversations on facebook revealed that M was a bit unsure of me since she didn’t “know” me. Then again, she had some issues with her last boyfriend cheating on her so I couldn’t blame her. What a better way to test beta nols since they seem to promote a bonding feeling. Ok, so for this date, she actually asked me out and we had a little bet. The bet was I was supposed to buy her some of those chocolaty snacks that Steve desires, if I couldn’t beat her high score in Robot Unicorn Attack. Applications were done at my house and I picked up M around 3:30 since I was late.
Conversation were mostly personal with a lot of “secret” sharing. There was this one conversation I vividly remember where M was talking about how her mom had a very special intuition… too special to the point where she could read the minds of other people (if the thought was very focused). M gave me an example of this where her friend wanted to smoke some weed and M was unsure if she wanted to do it or not so she went to the kitchen to eat some lunch. Out of nowhere, her mom says she knows what M is up to and was shocked and appalled that she was about to do something illegal.
M then gave me another example during a car ride when she thought about what music video to make with a song or two when she thought about Transformers. Out of nowhere, her mom says that is a great idea and agrees with the Transformers concept. Too bad M didn’t even mention a word to her mother. “I’ve never really told anyone this so you have to be careful with my mother,” M said. I couldn’t believe what my ears were hearing so I laughed like a hyena. She did mention a lot about her friend who recently moved away and didn’t wasn’t so affected about it. A lot of hair flicking along with a genuine smile or two. I thought I saw her staring at me, but wasn’t so sure about it since I was focused on my driving.
Anytime we were walking outside, I made sure to make some sort of physical contact with her. We mostly spent our time walking side by side with my arm around her hip since it was cold. Lunch was okay, but there were a lot of pauses between conversation. Perhaps I was running out of things to say. After we had lunch, we went to the supermarket so I could buy her some Pocky. Instead of going straight to the snack aisle we took our time around the supermarket, staring at various items that caught our fancy. Another car ride, but this time to the place of lights where she told me it would be spectacular to go to.
5:30 or 6:00pm.
We got out of the car and the first thing she mentions was Saturday, November 27th’s (IJ initial testing) event. “Remember that convention? Well at that convention we did the Pocky test… you remember right?”
My brain franticly scrambled to recall those events, but failed to due to my alcohol intoxication. “Oh yeah,” I said. “I do remember the Pocky test,” I say as I secretly say to myself, “What in the hell is the Pocky test?!?” Well it turns out that the Pocky test is basically when two people hold that chocolatly snack on their lips and proceed to eat it as they get closer and closer until they kiss. Kind of like the Lady and the Tramp image
“Well, I want a redo since I was chewing gum!” She opens the snack and proceeds to put one in her mouth. I then get on the other end and we start to eat together and we eventually share a short, but brief one second kiss. The lights were very entertaining and we spent about two hours walking around in the cold. More conversations, some funny and some personal. The interesting part was when it was all over and when we were in the parking lot. M gave me a hug and said that she enjoyed the lights and she was unusually very close to my face, sporting a great smile. Out of nowhere she gives a quick peck on the lips and I react accordingly.
“Hey now. That was a wimpy kiss,” I say. I give her a proper kiss that lasted for about twenty seconds and I stop since I didn’t want the cold to irritate her extremities. She invited me over for some Mochi ice-cream since I never had it. The car ride was a bit more quieter than usually and I swear I could have seen a big smile on her face… but then again I was grinning like a mofo as well. After about 5 minutes, we arrived at her house. She then introduced me to her dog (a Maltese) and the dog was all over me. “He really likes you,” she said as the dog nibbled and bit on my fingers and wrists. She then gave me a short tour of the house and we came to her room where she explained a lot of things while we waited for the ice-cream to warm up. Went back to the kitchen and I stuffed the mochi in my mouth for I thought it was warm enough, but I was treated to brain freeze instead. M laughed as I tried desperately to swallow the ice-creamy, cold dessert down quickly. “My mouth is soooo cold,” I scream as I enjoy the sweet tasting treat.
“Maybe I could warm it up,” she says as she gets close to me. She then gives me a kiss to which I end abruptly. “I would continue, but I don’t want powder to get all over your lips,” I say with a cheesy smile. The rest of the evening goes well when her little brother and sister comes into the house along with her mother. I greet everyone except for the little brother since he already knows me. We then proceed to go upstairs to play some Wii.
No negative interactions with the kids. The kids seem to like me and there was this one point where the kids and M would sometimes ask me for approval for certain things in the game such as, “Do you think I am able to make this shot?” or “Is this a good place?” I eventually had to go and I said goodbye to M’s little sister. The little sis however, was drinking a soda when her mother made a comment about it. “Drink some water or milk. It’s really good for you and you should drink only a little bit of soda,” I say knowing from personal experience. M’s mom looks at me and nods in agreement. We make some small talk and I bid her farewell. She extended her hand out for a farewell handshake and I gave her one.
M followed me out to my car and we hug one last time. Mentions something about getting together again before I leave out of town for the Christmas holidays and I agree to her intentions. Another hug and another kiss. “You know you give some better hugs when you’re drunk,” she says. I laugh and I bid her farewell.
Possible Hit Summary:
-A lot of personal information obtained.
-Mood didn’t seem to differ much when I mentioned something sad.
-A lot of preening
-Seemed comfortable in the realm of physical contact
-Kids seemed to like me. Like I was a good ol’ friend of theirs or a bigger brother / another father.
-Dog liked me as well.
Final thoughts for that day:
-Much different from the previous car rides. Lack of quantity of conversations without the IO, but more personal related conversations since there was more IH.
-With the A314 1.23B, there was a bit more decision making in my part along with maintaining conversations.
-A314 1.23B + IH + IS mix… I give it a 7/10. High marks go to the amazing bonding power and the desirability of the man the A314 1.23B presents, but it doesn’t surpass an 8 due to the lack of conversations. In some cases, I feel like it can be overbearing when with a shy girl…
