Diggin’ it. The most suspenseful day at the bookstore ever! Nice terse writing style, and the ending - with all the women sitting unnoticed behind you - had a certain Hitchcockian element to it.
LOL r/e Hitchcock… some have said his style was based on just arrogantly not wanting to be like anybody else. That’s me. Damn, I should run with that later, but right now I have a minute to write…
9:30 am EST Sunday 11/15. Woke up to the sound of a screaming bladder, laid there for a moment, could already hear the sound of water running in the bathroom I share with one of my room-mates - right now I’m thinking it’s one too many of my room-mates. Could hear the sound of plates clinking in the kitchen downstairs, at least two people down there, that’s 3 roommates accounted for. Two more probably still in bed. It occurred to me that if I wait a few minutes for this guy in the bathroom to finish, I can hit the bathroom real fast, get dressed, and slip out the front door in time for breakfast at a fast food joint, so I don’t have to endure the endless banter going on in the kitchen.
Pancakes would be nice.
Sex would be great, too, but I haven’t had that in so long I can’t remember if it’s better than pancakes.
So. Bought some new clothes yesterday. Haven’t done that in a long time. Nothing crazy. Jeans… needed new jeans since I’ve lost a lot of weight. Looked pretty ridiculous wearing pants that were too big when I bought them, and 20 pounds later?
Looked like I had blue hefty bags on my ass.
Vacuum is running in the hallway.
Think I’m running with the new Levi’s, a White T shirt, a black plaid dress shirt, black dress shoes, but what pheromones?
I’m scraping the botttle of the barrel right now as far as that goes.
I have some A314 left. God that stuff lasts forever. I use it all the time, and have used it all the time for god knows how long, but it rarely does anything for me. Very submissive people become practically obedient, but that’s about it. I do like the smell, though.
CTTM2 works ok, but not for long. I have maybe 1/3 bottle left.
IH is some serious sheet. I have 3/4 of a to-go left. Doesn’t work for very long.
TAA. I have 1/3 of a bottle of that, too. It’s another one that doesn’t stay active for very long.
TUTH. Yay TUTH. I have 1/4 of a to go left. The stuff can get me in a fight or get me teh raped. Or both at the same time if I’m not careful. Sometimes it really does make people treat you like they think you’re their bitch. That’s always interesting.
OK, yee old bladder is screaming for attention. I’ll decide on the mones shortly and need to rush out the door to make it to a fast food place in time to make the breakfast hour cutoff. It’s now 9:58am. I’m leaning towards B&N today.
And about TUTH. Sometime it’s hotness in a bottle. Getting the dose right is like rolling dice. Hitchcock with dice. That’s kind of scary…
Dammit I just checked the store for ammo - this place is out of stock of so many things - what gives?
Ammo is ole’ reliable. I want to order a full bottle.
This has been an awesome read. I just discovered that Ammo works very well for me in a scent other than Game. 
it also gives me a headache. I hate being a newbie.
Ammo gives you a headache? Maybe it is the androstenone. I get that from high ~none mixes fairly often.
OK, so alot has happened since my last post.
First I swung by a neighbors ranch on the way to B&N. I saw them riding next to the road so I stopped to say hello. Their horses seemed nervous, but I didn’t notice this at first. They told me a riding instructor that I have the hots for was working, (They breed horses and she works for them on their ranch) so I turned around and went to say hello. There were about 16 kids riding with her so she couldn’t really hang out, she had to watch them. I noticed her horse was very nervous and so did she. The closer she got to me the more nervous it acted, and I knew it was the pheromones so I said I had some things to do and just wanted to say hello. I didn’t want her to get thrown form her horse.
B&N’s wifi was a pain in the ass to use so I left after 15 minutes. I got some basic writing done but I really need access to pubmed and wikipedia.
That cafe is awesome, much bigger, better laid out, more women there, and it has Starbucks. Always a plus. Swung by Borders but the parking lot was packed, so I didn’t even go in.
I headed home, and while driving by the ranch I saw that my neighbor had a brand new Audi r8. I had to stop and check it out. He’s got a new Piper Cub sitting in his field, so he’s obviously doing something right. He took me for a quick ride in the R8, OMFG I WANT ONE. I wanted to take pics, but that would have been too fanboy-ish.
http://linuxmag.s3.amazonaws.com/i/articles/7302/r8.jpg
I’ll take pics next week when we go up in his Cub. I’ve flown a cherokee before, but never got my license. This will be cool. A little scary, but cool…
http://www.legend.aero/gallery/Legend%20Cub_files/LegendCub075.jpg
I told him that traffic into town and on the usual scenic roads sucked (bicyclists and motorcycles everywhere) so we took a quick spin to the next town over and down some backroads he wasn’t aware of. We talked for awhile and he basically told me that if I wanted to wake up next to a woman like that riding instructor, I was going to have to do something else with my life, and quick.
He’s right. I had been planning on asking her out, but I have trouble just making rent. Chiristmas gifts for my kid will be a challenge this year. Bottom line is that she’s way out of my league. So when we pulled up I basically waved hello to her and left. Now I’m back at home. I’m going to take a nap and then get back online to work on my ecommerce websites, but I’ve never been so depressed in my life, and that’s why this post is so short. I think he just bitch slapped me in the face with a midlife crisis.
I’m giving myself until the end of the year to start making money online, and then I’m giving up and getting back on the hamster wheel… need to finish school and go to dental school or law school. I think dental school would be better, I could buy a ranch and set up an office at home.
Anyhow.
Back to my midlife crisis…
Oh, I was wearing two A314 on my neck covered with 2 drops of Ambergris, 2 sprays of CTTM2 on my neck and 2 sprays of CTTM2 on each arm. Total of 2x A314 and 6 sprays of CTTM2. The aircraft is not a Piper Cub, it is a Legend Aero Cubby, which is an updated version of the Cub. They cost about $100k and are taildraggers - they can be flown out of a grass field like his. It’s a tandem, which means it’s narrow and one person sits behind the other. I’ll take a lot of pics but will only post ones without our faces or locations in them.
Almost forgot. When I stood up to leave B&N I packed up my laptop and the tables next to me went silent. I overheard them say “If he’s from ______, why’s he HERE?”
The B&N I went to is in the middle of a nearby college town, two towns over. (Borders is the next town over, much closer.) My laptop bag has the logo of the prestigious hospital/university where I work branded on it. The flap with the logo on it was folded over and hidden, so they couldn’t see it while I was sitting down. I guess I could have worked the prestige thing, but I was to ticked about the wifi at the time.
And my neighbor noted that the $20 Target/Merona branded shirt I was wearing looked something he would buy in Nordstroms, so he’ll be shopping at Target from now on. Very cool old guy, and his 60 year old wife is a white-haired Cougar. Yum.
It didn’t even occur to me until just now that the A414 + CTTM2 could have been having an effect on the rich rancher guy/my neighbor. I’ll be sure to wear it next weekend, maybe see if he’s interested in investing one of my possible business ventures. I was not looking for an investor, but any amount of working capital would be nice to have.