A Texan's Journal

About Me:

I’m a white male in his mid-20s looking to improve what I already have. I’m moderately successful with women, but it seems I’ve hit a dry spell I’m looking to overcome. I’m not alpha by nature at all, I’m the easy going nice guy not many people can say a bad thing about. I recently lost some weight (I’m 6’ and went from 230 to 190) so things are looking up. I know it can’t do the job for me, but it’s a competitive world out there so I’m looking for any extra boost. I live in a small town too, so the pool of available women that spark my interest isn’t exactly the deepest.

Day 0 Today (10/4/09):

I placed an order for:
MX203: I read a lot of success from these on the forums
P83: I know this is experimental but it seems to be doing something.
IS: I’m normally a very happy, upbeat person. It takes a lot to piss me off, make me sad, and I’m rarely in a bad mood. I hope this will spread my happiness to others

Cost: $105. Ouch. However I have a decent job and I’ve blown that much money one night on drinks so I figured “what the hell”. I believe this forum is populated by actual users posting actual success stories and I’ve blown my money on much stupider stuff.

Current Status: Skeptic

I’m skeptical because, well, I’m a skeptic by nature. My mother always said “If it’s too good to be true…”. I’m going to post my honest opinions and the reason I ordered from the store associated with this forum is I’m confident the mods will let me post honest opinions good or bad while some other sites might delete bad comments. Though I’m skeptical I know humans are a product of millions of years of evolution, and 90% of our actions, feelings, and emotions are subconscious. Smell is the sense most taken for granted, and I believe pheromones can play a part in that 90% of our consciousness we can’t control. While I’m a skeptic, I’m also keeping an open mind. If I weren’t open minded I wouldn’t of spent $100.

Day 1 Plans:

Basically I’m going to test to see if I notice any changes.

My first experiments are to get over the skeptic status and nothing more. I’m going to use these in environments I’m familiar with so I can gauge any differences. At work, there are a few females I’m “work friends” with. What I mean by “work friends” is we chat at work but we would never hang out outside of the office. Since I know them fairly well I figured it’d be easy to notice any change in reaction and I will act like myself to avoid any placebo effect. I don’t expect these female coworkers to be fawning over me to become less of a skeptic, but any behavior change will help change my mind.

I’m taking one night class with multiple females I’m interested in, lucky for me one sits right behind me. It’s a tougher class with not a lot of time for talking so my only conversations in the class have been very business like. The class does have a lab, I’ll be observant for any behavior changes.

So, while I wait I’m open and welcome to any suggestions that can be offered up. I will update my experiences on a regular basis.

Well, you asked for suggestions so I’ll throw in my 2 cents:

MX203 has not been consistant for me and I’ve pretty much given up on it, but I love P83 and Instant Shine.

You didn’t say what strength you got the P83 at, but I’d suggest initially starting with around 3 or 4 sprays of Instant Shine and around 20 to 25 mcg’s of P83.

Mind you this is just a starting point and you will have to adjust up or down to find your sweet spot, as everybody’s different.

On your next order I am going to suggest picking up some Ammo though. It made it to the consumer line, as did Instant Shine because they have proven to be consistant and predictable to a large majority of users.

The MX series on the other hand are experimentals, as stated in the store. Many of them have proven themselves over time as well, BUT, they are experimentals and what’s available today could disapear forever tomorrow! And, many have.

However, I do love MX292 and MX272.

The P series (Putatives) are molecules that are suspected to have pheromonal properties, but have not proven themselves.

If you are looking to get past your skepticism it’s best to stick with the consumer line.

Thanks Mark. Ammo is on my list because it seems to be popular among the users and consistent but it’s out of stock. As for the strength of IS just got 1x. For the P83 I got the 10mcg dose neroli scent.

First off regardless of what I end up thinking at the end of my testing, I give mad props to Androtics Direct for their quick shipping and customer service. Love the freebies they give, along with the personal note. Also the bottles are very professional and honestly I love the names on there. If I ever got busted by somebody finding my stash I could play it off as they’re fragrances with fun names and not items to influence behavior. I’d be more ashamed if my bottle said something like “Make Her Horny”. I can tell I’m dealing with a company that is proud of their product and really believes in it, and not a company looking to make a quick buck selling snake oil before they disappear into the sunset.

Day 0.5

While Fedex dropped my stuff off at 9:30 this morning I had to wait until 4:00pm to actually get the goods. Thanks for the free IO! I decided to give myself the baptism because what the hell, life’s for fun and not for being serious all the time. Started out with:

2x IS (1x)
1x MX203
3x P83
1x IO

I think the fragrance might be a little feminine, but I love the way it smells. Gee, what does that say about me?! Of course since I mixed everything up I’m not sure exactly what product I’m smelling, but the end result is something I like. I was scared it’d of smelled like cat piss or something. So far, so good.

I have class today that starts at 5:00 followed by a lab at 6:30, so I applied my above mixture an hour before class and when I got there I still smelled it. No immediate changes I noticed, though I wasn’t expecting any. I should add in the middle of my report no self effects either. Before class the girl that sits next to me was a bit chattier than usual, her myself and a girl across the classroom were holding a pretty uninteresting conversation. After the teacher started lecturing two of the best looking girls in class came and sat directly behind me which is their normal spot. One thing I noticed is one of the girls behind me was sneezing / sniffiling a bit. I don’t know if she was sick before she got there which is possible considering it’s been going around or if she was allergic to the scent. Either way, I don’t care because I like it and nobody else was having problems around me. Class was uneventful, but really it’s not a fun class anyway and it’d take snorting lines of coke not pheromones to liven that class up.

Lab was a bit better. One of my lab partners is an older black lady who is really nice to begin with. She suddenly remembered in the middle of lab what my profession was which I told her a month ago and I can’t even remember her name (I recently graduated with an AA in a medical career field but can’t find a job in that field so I’m still doing what I was doing before). She took out a piece of paper and wrote down the contact information of a guy she knows who is looking for people with my degree. I also did notice one of the two girls that sat behind me in class (they sit way on the other end of the lab) caught my eye twice. Nice. I’m naturally a bit on the shy side so of course I look away. I shouldn’t, I know. I’m the man and she’s in my world so eye contact with me is not coincidence, that’s the attitude I need to convey.

Current Status: Skeptic

To be honest if I got three phone numbers, had sex with two different smoking hot females, and ran into a random rich guy that gave me $10,000 from his wallet simply because I thought I was a cool guy I’d still be skeptical after just 0.5 days. I need consistent repeated results. Also my expectations to turn me from skeptic to believer aren’t that crazy, I understand this is icing on the social cake and perhaps a 10% boost, not a magic potion. I love the way I smell, so I don’t feel like I wasted money really though if I were shooting for simply a fragrance I’d get more bang for my buck buying an actual bottle of cologne.

Final Notes:

I’m going to try to be observant of reactions around me. One problem of mine is I’m not a very observant person at all. I couldn’t tell you what anyone at work wore today even though I spend all day socializing with these people. Even if they don’t win me over so to speak I’ll still be happy learning how to be more observant because I want to see things now.

I also got a surprise $200 check from my insurance company for following healthy habits. Might as well spend it on -mones. I’m guess A314 since it’s so highly regarded on the forum? TUTH and IJ also caught my attention, along with AMMO but it’s out of stock.

Edit: Feedback welcome as always. What do y’all (yea I’m Texan) think of my mix? Too much too soon? Not enough?

You’ve got a great reporting style. Enjoyable reading.
Welcome, by the way. I never noticed your intro thread.

Whatever makes you think those things won’t happen? :smiley:

For your next order I’d recommend some A314, maybe Instant Gentleman, and TUTH for that sexual edge. Lots of good reviews out there for MX292, as well.

Day 2: Pretty neat

2x mx203 (love this stuff, wish it was cheaper!)
2x p83

First application at 7:30am. Reapplied at 5:30pm same mix.

My goal is to test, so as a newb I’m going to keep the mixes simple until I understand what I’m playing with. I also want to do some quality reporting so others can learn from my successes, mistakes, experiences or whatever.

Normal day at work, with a few things. Now at my job there are few desirable women, and the attractive ones are married or engaged. I’ve noticed one was a bit more flirty, she’s engaged and a work buddy of mine while talking about stuff she’d touch my arm. She never did that, never. Seemingly innocent enough, and a very positive thing in my book.

I work with many black females and I’m quickly developing a theory. If mx203 is known as the -mone that attracts white females only they might be mistaking. Granted I lost some weight very quickly so I’m sure that plays a factor, but one of my black coworkers yesterday who I don’t normally talk with too much told me I’m looking “damn hot”. I said thanks then she said “If I told you what I was really thinking you might file sexual harassment charges against me”. Another black female coworker was very flirty yesterday, and I’ve barley talked to her in the two or so years she’s worked here with me. I don’t even remember her name! I’m bad with names. She was asking me about my personal life, if I had a girlfriend, told me she’s not usually attracted to white guys but there was just something about me. I had to help a department out that sits in a small room with four older females, and I really felt like a piece of meat. I’m really a humble person and not used to being called hot but they were all telling me how good looking I am and what not. Once again, could be the weight loss but either way I’ll take it.

Reapplied same mix at 5:30, went to the mall to get some new pants. Not a single hit, but it was pretty dead there. Met some friends at a wing place at 7:00. Waitress was cute blond but she didn’t hit. I ran into an old classmate I haven’t seen in a while, she’s a cute redhead who is engaged. Since she worked at the wing place she was busy but she stopped by several times to chat with me. Thought that was weird because we weren’t really too close in class, I figured a quick catch up and that’d be the end of it. At first I didn’t even notice but a friend at the table informed me she’s stopped by a lot to talk. Anyway she complimented my weight loss and told me I was looking good, and she got my number so she could contact me about my diet program since it worked so well. Got lots of light kino action from her. Not to mention she’s friends with some really cute girls in class so I’m hoping she mentions to them how I look now. She also mentioned we should all hang out sometime soon.

Went to the club and nothing really to report until 11:30. It was a semi-dead night which means it wasn’t packed crowded but there was a decent crowd. I only like this place when I’m drinking because it attracts the immature yet smoking hot 18-21 year old girls. Due to my diet, I’m not drinking at all. I’m leaned back against a support column talking to my friends when two girls settle and start talking to each other on the other side of the column, not far away from me at all. While they were hot they were also annoying because they were drunk younger girls being loud. Within five minutes (when the club changes from country to hiphop music as they go back and forth) these girls start dancing with each other. A minute after that I turn around because I had my back to them and they were in my space, and kept “accidentally” touching me. I just smiled at them both and turned back around to talk to my friends ignoring them on purpose. They were cute but I was not in the mood to play along by dancing, plus I have no idea how to “open” a set of girls dancing with each other. They were right there for a good five minutes until they left. My friends told me they both kept looking at me. Damn good hit, but my motivation isn’t a couple of retarded drunk college sophomores unless I’m drinking myself.

Another thing I noticed about the club is they had a bikini contest on stage so during the contest everyone gathered near the stage. Now it wasn’t that crowded there at all, plenty of room to walk around. I got bumped by four or five different girls and twice one would stand inches from me for a few moments watching the stage action before moving on. I found it strange because it wasn’t cramped at all.

I wonder if anyone reads all that!

Today it’s 2x p83 and 1x IS. I hate how the mx’s are so expensive for so little so I’m saving it. I wish I had some IJ or TUTH last night so I could of sprayed one to see how the dancing girls would of reacted.

Sounds like you got a lot of hits with MX203 and P83.

Women don’t generally want to initiate the conversations/interactions, and getting close to you without having a real reason to do so is a blatant invitation for you to chat her up. Sounds like there was something positively magnetic about you that night.

Day 3

2x IS (1x)
1x IO
2x p83 (10mcg)

Applied at 730am, reapplied same mix at 400pm

It was a slow day at work, didn’t get to do much socializing as I was behind the desk all day. One of the girls at work was a little more flirty than usual, and talked my ear off for a bit. She’s ok, probably one of the best females at the office (slim pickins there).

At school sat down in my class at 500pm an hour after reapplication. That girl behind me was coughing and sniffiling again, though I thought I smelled a bit strong myself. I really enjoy the smell of it but some people are sensitive to fragrances. They were both very chatty with each other though, almost to the point of pissing off the lecturer and I’ve heard some conversation in class between them but never like this. I decided I’m going to lay off this stuff for school.

Day 4 (Today Fri 10/9)

2x IS
1x IO

Applied at 730am, no reapplication.

Again I spent most of the day behind the desk. The office was pretty empty all day, usual for the Friday before a holiday. Another girl I normally chat with was very chatty this morning but it could of been because she had nothing better to do. Empty office means no management which means no motivation to work. I’m relaxing at the apartment this evening, I’m on a diet which means little to no drinking or eating bad foods until I’m down to my target weight. On a side note I’ll mention this diet I’m on is a Doctor supervised series of weekly injections, I’ve lost 25lbs in one month and I feel amazing. I’m rarely hungry, I have no more cravings. If anyone wants to know how it works PM me or ask here. It’s the only one I tried that worked.

Future Plans

I’m taking it easy on the -mones to really begin experimenting with what works for me. I believe my social ones aren’t really great for a work environment. I’m already a social person with a healthy glow and a good reputation. I’m planning to start going out more often to clubs/bars as I get closer to my weight goal and feel more confident in my new body. I swear, my ego has been constantly on the rise as coworkers tell me how sexy I am now and how much weight I’ve lost.

Yesterday I ordered:
A314 and togo bottles of IJ, TUTH, and IH. I wish the order would of shipped today to get here on Monday but it didn’t. Too bad, though I know they say 24-48 hours processing.

I believe I’m already a naturally approachable person with little intimidation factor. As I believe I said before, I’ve been described by many females as “teddy bear” like, cute and snugly. I’m well respected by my peers but I don’t give an alpha vibe. I’m that nice guy nobody can say anything bad about, and that’s a double edged sword. I believe a314 can help me with that, I’ll be giving off more of an alpha vibe while continuing to be the nice guy. I can’t wait to use a shot or IJ / TUTH while out at the club to see what changes if any I notice.

Gah I wish my order shipped today, I just got a text from a female friend who wants me to give her a massage tomorrow night. Sure would love to play with some TUTH.

Order Update

There was a delay in processing my order because of an unconfirmed PayPal address. What’s weird though is the first order I placed went through right away and I had my 2nd order shipped to the same address. It’s also my confirmed PayPal address as I use PayPal / eBay a bit. PayPal can be screwy sometimes, so instead of shipping Monday order shipped Tuesday.

Wednesday I was expecting my order and it never came, checked the tracking information via FedEx and it seems the package never hit the truck though the FedEx website shows data for that tracking number. No biggie, things happen so today I shot in a e-mail and 6 hours later I got a reply back. Androtics took responsibility for the missing package and will re-ship my order tomorrow for Friday delivery. I appreciate the quick response back from the support team and the fact they’re not pushing the issue off on me by making me call FedEx or making me wait a few days to see if it magically appears in the system. I dealt with one larger online retailer that had a policy of waiting 7 business days before taking any action. The true judge of customer service is how they act when something goes wrong and I’m impressed (final judgment coming Friday of course).

Ongoing Results

I’ve been wearing 2x IS daily and maybe a spray of mx203 because it’s there and I love the way it smells. I noticed my boss has been a lot more chatty. He’s an amazing boss already so I’ve never had a problem getting along with him.

Coworkers have been more playful, especially my black coworkers. I’m curious if pheromones effect black people on a different level than white people. Of course I’m not racist by any means but fact of the matter is there are physical differences between races besides obvious appearance differences, I’m sure there are some subtle differences when it comes to how the brain is wired. I’m about as white as white can be but I do have several close black friends and I’ve been to four or five different black nightclubs in different towns. One thing I’ve noticed is black people socially are way more direct than white people, especially the women. I’ve seen countless times black women approach my black male friends telling them how hot they are, asking for their number, rubbing all over them and so on. Rarely do white women do that sort of thing.

Newbie Advice

Looking back I wish I never got the mx203 and p83. While I’ve read good stuff about them here I simply don’t know enough yet to dive into it. No biggie, not too much money was spent on them but if I had to do it over again I’d of stuck to the instant line and experimented there first.

I’d say the best newbie advice would be to experiment lightly with the -none products like a314 or tuth because after reading the forums it seems those have the most obvious and immediate impacts for better or worse. Then after experimentation start adding some other instant line products into your mix and seeing how it works. I believe the mx/p series should be saved for those “bored” with the instant line. After reading if the instant line isn’t working anyway, than I don’t see how the experimental line will work.