meltee's journal

[meltee]

Hi to all who’s reading my journal!

I’m from Singapore. Really chilly weather this nov-dec, else it’s always warm!

I just received my order today. SUPER EXCITED TO TRY ON TG!
The parcel came just in the nick of time, hours before the meet up. hehe.

My order consists of: TOGO Instant Sexiness B, TOGO Instant Shine, TOGO Instant Honesty, Instant Openness 30ml.

I ripped open the DHL bag the moment they were in my hands, and I could smell a sweet fragrant, i suppose its the IS? I quickly checked my bottles to see if there were any leakages, and nope! It’s all good! The caps were tightly and neatly taped to the bottle. So i put it all aside, and went for dinner. Afterwhich I took a 2hour nap, and was awaken by this pain which i have nv experienced, at the back of my head. Not sure if it was due to my fever (which was already subsiding) or the IS.

I got up and try not to let the headache bug me, after 10minutes, it was gone. Then i started to prep myself! It was my first time using pheromones, i was really nervous about it. but thinking what the heck, I’ve been reading these forums on pheromones for weeks! so i went ahead…

my applications: (really afraid of OD as this is my first field trip and already its for going out with TG, also, my nose is so badly blocked, rather unsure if the smell was overpowering)
2 x IO, one on my hair and wrists/behind the ears.
2 x IH, same as above.
1 x IS/B, chest/neck

i really have to say they smell GREAT. they do smell like those branded commercial perfumes. and I really love it. already feeling so much better about everything just sniffing it.

i was all excited about my first field trip! my TG picked me up with another guy friend already in the front seat. when I entered the car, everything was as usual. nothing much. his car perfume was kinda strong, was worried it might cover my mones. but nope.. it didnt! so the three of us went for supper.

still remember there was probably even a few moments of awkward silence in the car… before my TG asked me if im free to join his friends for dinner sometime this week.

then we stopped somewhr to get a drink and continued chatting away. I could see that we 3 were all really relaxed. we stood facing each other, such that its a triangle, and the convo went on for like 30mins, before moving off to have real supper.

while ordering, i took the opportunity and stood close to TG. he didn’t mention anything about the way i smell the whole night. only asked me when am i cutting my hair as its really getting messy. but still i know these mones are working for me, why?

because my TG being him, whenever he’s tired, he’ll just be awfully quiet, looking real bored and then awhile later, will just head home. but tonight? he was complaining about how hes lacking sleep due to school and yet was cracking jokes and teasing me whenever he could for the whole night.

he has even mentioned things which FOR THE LIFE OF ME would never have expected him to say. he suddenly mentioned about how over all these years, the xmas gifts i have been getting him, and how he hasnt been able to give me anything. i was surprised but nonetheless, feeling awesomely elated that he has finally realized! i should thank IO, IH for this?? hmm.

His body language has a bit of changes.. we were seated at this sq table and each of us were on one side of the sq. but the way he was seated, he was facing me diagonally. not sure if it was the IS/B causing him to react like this unconsciously or what.. and I’ve also noticed he was sort of looking more at me and making convos.

all in all, i would consider my first field trip successful.. even though i didnt not manage to make any CLOSE PHYSICAL CONTACT at all.

cant wait for the next time i will be using these around him. I will probably apply each type by one more spray. pretty firm that tonight’s application isnt my sweet spot. fortunately, tonight’s field trip was kinda short and mild, so, hurray for me! duration was ok, application to me, was ok but could be more. results? just as i expected, great! but i was hoping for more sexual tension.

i have placed order for EoW, hope when it arrives, using it together with my TOGOs, will be a killer! i want him to be more initiative and flirty. hmm..

till then!

[meltee]

hiii! this is my 2nd day trying out the mones for the 2nd time!

today again, i am meeting my TG on a rather chilly day (it’s been raining the WHOLE DAY here in Singapore).. at about 1:30AM.. for supper, and also again with this other 3rd friend (a diff guy from yesterday’s)

My applications: (was thinking probably to just use ONE type first before getting all excited and mixing it up, then not sure which results belong to which)… so i have got:

3 sprays of Instant Sexiness B
1 on my wrists/behind the ears,
1 on my neck,
1 on my cleavage.

brought out the TOGO Instant Honesty. (not sure why.. but just felt like needed to bring one out)

exactly like the day before, we had stopped at some place to just stand and chat, at the same time trying to decide to head where for supper. so during the whole of this time, i was trying to get REALLY close to TG. and i did! we were looking at some online stuff on a mobile, thus have to stand really close. i breathed normally and i do smell the scent from IS/B.. and i am also quite sure he did.

awhile later he was like rubbing his nose a bit, saying its itchy. but nth much… so we continued to surf the net on the mobile and i believed i must have smell great to him, otherwise he would have asked me to stand further. TG is a guy who REALLY hates pple coming close to him, invading his personal space. but throughout the time when we were surfing the net, i sort of try to get even closer, when i tapped on smth, i would hold the base of the phone, touching his hand slightly, and nope he didnt budged.

and i would go really close, pretending i couldnt see clearly.. and really “forcing” him to sniff in those magical mones… which I THINK HE ENJOYED the smell a lot.

then when we’re done on the mobile.. (the third guy was about 2ft away, the 3 of us were constantly chatting), TG went to lit up a cigarette and suddenly walked like 5-6ft away for 2puffs before turning back. i found this rather strange… he has nt done this before.. im not sure if im thinking too much, but i would really want to believe that it’s because he’s turned on and so affected by the mones, he can’t believe hes actually feeling something for me… could be an attraction or just some strong sexual aura that has made him do that… seems to me like he got really confused at that point so he decided to stand further for awhile.

nothing much happened aft that. we went for supper, i had something spicy so i started to sweat. went into the ladies and gave a spray of IH on my hair. went out immediately. and i think the smell was kinda strong cos i went up to him, he was sort of taken aback??

nt exactly sure why. probably cos i have nv touched up aft a meal before so when he has sniffed smth, he felt strange as to why do i have to do that. (my TG is my BFF for 7years, he doesnt know im carrying a torch for him, also, i currently have a boyfriend to begin with…so it doesnt make sense if im acting all vain here to attract him)

its now about 3hours since i sprayed. i could see that the effects are kinda dying off. and might i add, during the first 1/3 of the car ride, he had the windows down, probably ‘drying up’ and blowing away my precious mones before i could do much with it. sigh. else i should actually see better results?

in the 4th hour, everything was normal. only one part where i observed… he seemed to wanna move closer to me, but still felt pretty ‘friendzone’ thus, i THINK i have seen a bit of these confusions and hesitations in his actions. i wanted to sort of lean on him, giving an excuse that my neck is turning stiff but i couldnt bring myself to do that. im so afraid that he might ‘refuse’ to lend me his shoulder. i really couldnt tell. should have brought along my Instant Sexiness B out so can ‘renergize’ for a bit. sighs…

in case u’re wondering what about the other guy? hmm, absolutely nothing!
he’s still that same chatty and nice. i didnt really get that close to him.. probably just a bit while walking side by side.. thats the closest. dont wanna waste any time trying to get my mones working on him either. haha :x

i will be meeting TG and him again with other friends for a dinner tomorrow night.
There will be this guy whom i’ve seen a couple of times, but SO DAMN HARD to talk to. i DONT UNDERSTAND why, we JUST DO NOT CLICK at all. unfortunately he’s the TG’s good friend, so he’ll be there. keeping my fingers crossed, i want my mones to sort of break that.

i plan to spray Instant Shine x2 and Instant Sexiness B x3.
i’ll be the only girl around, these boys are definitely gonna talk about some new games or stuff that i will never be interested in. i dont want to be left alone awkward, seated there quietly and listening to a strange convo. i want to be heard, be involved. need not be the limelight. hopefully Instant Shine can help me! any other ideas, dear forumers? do suggest! appreciate all comments!

look out for this space again! will be updating each time im out with the mones!
tata!

[Sarafina]

He might not react/purposeloy ignore reactions caused by the pheromones knowing that you have a Bf

[meltee]

alright… its been a few days, i should have already updated that night we had the dinner.

here it goes:

turns out to be just TG, one of his boring male friend and i, 3 of us for the dinner. the rest couldn’t make it (yay!! ) to me, that male friend isn’t an issue.. hehe.

i had a haircut just before the day we were supposed to have dinner. its kind of a drastic change, from hair thats waist length to now hair thats shoulder length.. didnt really turn out the way i wanted, was feeling “ugly” and down the whole time.. bothered me till next day when im about to meet TG.

my applications:
4 x IS/B
1 on neck
1 on wrists/behind the ears
1 on hair
1 on cleavage

2 x IO
1 on hair
1 on wrists/behind the ears.

stopped at 6sprays. afraid of OD.
IS/B made me slightly ditzy. and for some unknown reason, i had to ‘rest’ awhile at the 3rd spray before starting on the 4th as it made my heart raced a lil and my face flushed and my whole body felt warm.

felt better after few minutes, and gained some confidence to my ‘ugly haircut feel’.

the time we had that night was rather short.
i had reserved a table for us at 730 but we met a tad too early, around 6ish.
decided to walk around. didn’t notice as much stares as when I was alone waiting for him to arrive. prolly cos im too nervous with TG around, felt like i only want to see more of his reactions instead from the strangers.

always trying to stand really close to TG. while walking, am always by his side, and while on elevators, i try to always be infront of him so he can ‘sniff’ me. have noticed that we stood closer and closer with each elevator we took. hehe.

entered the restaurant, TG sat opposite me. it was a buffet restaurant, we stood up and ‘shopped’ for food together. the restaurant was quite packed that night, and there were narrow roads we had to take yet at the same time letting others cross. the whole time the other guy friend was alone, and he didnt mind.

TG kept following me around. and FOR THE FIRST TIME, he has finally acted like a gentleman! i was always in front of him, walking, hesitating what to take, and ended up with 2 full plates on my hands. he went back to our table to put his plates down before coming back for mine! AND then continued to make the 3rd trip back to ‘meet’ me and ‘shopped’ for more! the whole night felt fantastic, we were like a couple, he was just like a sweet boyfriend helping out his babygirl.

time to time i could smell myself and i felt great throughout. when we came back to our table, i went back to my original seat, suddenly realized “aw hes opposite me.. damn”. to my surprise, he walked right up and sat next to me. i was squealing inside so bad. we had a lot of fun chatting and sharing food! our arms were pressed together, so were our legs, and he didn’t mind. i have mentioned that TG is a guy who hates people coming close to him. so with that, i think the sweet sweet pheromones has helped me achieved something really difficult.

it was truly an unforgettable night, though nothing sexual, but we felt so relaxed and comfortable around each other. he has actually initiated and helped me peel prawns, get drinks, helped me searched for food that appears tempting on others’ plates.. these sounds very normal but its of a great deal that TG has done it for me.

there was one time, it was so crowded that he stood so near me, i didn’t notice, i turned around and gosh, even i got startled. however it didnt feel awkward, in fact i think right there and then, some sexual tension went on.

after dinner we took a train home. again, train was packed. stood pretty near. until awhile later we got ourselves seats. he was playing on his itouch, and i was watching.

i was leaning in SOO CLOSEEEEEEEEEE, i should have be daring enough to just lean on his shoulder!! but i did not. still afraid. the whole journey went on like this. my head was just like 2inches away from his shoulder. he didn’t budge despite feeling and knowing how close we were.

when its time for me to go, he actually made a joke and held my wrist to stop me from leaving. i was going crazy inside. it felt like the old times when we had much more physical contact playing, hitting one another, pinching and stuff. and for the first time, he has reached out to TOUCH MEEEE. i should see this as an initiative from his side.

we didn’t spend xmas together, nor the eve. no text msgs or calls were exchanged either. strange but oh well. probably like what Sarafina mentioned, it’s all because i’m attached.

all in all, mones did help me have one of the most enjoyable and most memorable day w TG.

till then~

[meltee]

been awhile since i last touched my mones!.. school for both of us started and its not easy to meet up..
i only use it when im out with TG.

so here i am again! at last, im meeting him!

met TG alone (like finally) last night, to help him with his essay.
I sprayed:
4 x IO (1 - wrists, 1 - neck, 1 - cleavage, 1 - hair)
3 x IS/B (1 - wrists, 1 - neck, 1 - cleavage)

We looked at the same monitor throughout the night,
heads were close, bodies were close.. not much physical contact as usual.
just a few bumps and touches.

TG seemed to be REALLY CHATTY even though he was extremely tired as he had a long day at school (we met at 10PM, he’s been up since 6am yesterday). Im guessing must be the IO. it’s working so well! hehe.

usually when its just two of us, the whole thing seems awkward, convos dont flow..
but last night, he was just so talkative, i really enjoyed it.

time to time i rested my arm on his shoulder.. and my inner arm resting on his legs.. he didnt seem to mind at all.

and have i mentioned, i honestly do think that HE IS LIKING THAT SCENT. very much!
he paid more attn to me (another friend joined us 2hours later). when he went out for a smoke again, that friend followed, leaving me alone helping w his essay, i quickly reapplied IS/B.

he came in and stifled his nose for abit before coming to sit beside me.
i’m very pleased with the results for last night.

very likely we’re meeting again for dinner on saturday, he said he’s buying!

update soon!

[meltee]

before i forget,

there was this day i needed to run errands for my mom.
i sprayed on my chest area a spray of Ishine.

immediately i felt refreshed and energized.
i headed out and entered the lift with a guy in his 40s (im 22).
he held the door opened for me.. so i thanked him and smiled.
then he breathed in deeply.. (must be the great scent).
before i left, he actually said “have a great day!” to me…
which i ignored and quickly walked off.

i never had strangers talking to me.. at least not like that.

i entered the grocery store and grabbed whatever’s on the list..
passed by this young guy, who was stocking up on the merchandises..
looked at me for awhile.. before he continued. i just happened to be in his aisle choosing things.

then when I moved off to another aisle, he actually came up to me and asked if i needed help..???
I rejected nicely and thanked him. it was strange. but it felt good.

not sure if it was the mones or me feeling more confident.. that theres this thing about me that makes people notice me more..

[meltee]

oh dear.. been so long since I last updated anything. anyways I didn’t get to meet TG that much either..everyday has been so crazy since sch started..

my collection of AD has increased! I now have p83, TAH and TAA. received mx438 and mx439 as freebies, haven got down to try them yet.

I met TG after a month yesterday… and had:

4 x 15mcg/spray of p83 on me.
( 2 wrist, 1cleavage, 1neck)
1 x shine

no self effects, I love how I smell though. I think neroli is awesome.

TG arrived an hour late, I was hanging around w two other male friends at one of their place. it was warm.. out of this two guy friends, one is attached for two years and since then we don’t get to see him much. when we met, he stifled his nose a little.

got really close to me.. nothing else. TG reached finally, very minimal real close interaction w him as it was a group thing. but noticed that he walked with me, initiated convos w me.. and must have been noticing me for abit before making the comment that I seemed to have gained a lil weight. haha.

it has been roughly four hours already, effects seemed to be gone. the neroli scent is no longer around. I stood close and rested on tg’s shoulder, he just stood there and let me lean. after awhile I broke away and remained as normal, continue chatting away.

whole night seems rather mundane to me.. no particular reactions from TG that has got my attention. maybe his willingness to share the Mars chocolate bar w me? haha.

I will be giving p83 another shot, since I read all the amazing things it can achieve.
hopefully I get into a closer range w TG the next time I see him..

[meltee]

managed to use give another try to p83.
had about 4sprays before meeting him last night.
1 on hair, 1 on neck, 1 on cleavage and 1 split btwn the wrists.

I had sat down in the restaurant with another friend as TG was late. this friend and I sat facing each other. TG arrived 15mins later with another friend and sat beside me.

throughout dinner, he was like talking more to me.. and was actually pretty close. he came close to me more often than I went invading into his space. nt sure if it was p83 working… if so shouldn’t it be like at least abit more aggressive? cos i haven really see any touches or flirting from him…

I m sure I was on the super friendly and sociable mode, yet still subtlely paying more attn to him through convos and some actions.

one thing I realize, p83 does nt have Any self effects on me… other than me loving the scent… I find that spraying it on me hasn’t really done much??

am really hoping for a day where I can truly find some closer time for interaction.

[1Alpha]

Have you used P83 around other guys that you’re close to or can gauge their reactions to you? Curious if you have used this in different venues and targets… with similar reactions…

He… he..he… love the cleavage application!

1Alpha

[meltee]

hi 1Alpha. hmm, i have mix a lil of p83 w ISH and IO just this one time when i met a platonic guy friend just for maybe an hour. first comment was that i smell great. hes always that close to me, like we would sit/stand close and its fine.. but that day he sort of stick around me much more and was helping me out for quite abit. hmm. no touchy touchy also…

any idea why? and if u r wondering if im being hostile, the ans is no. like i mentioned, we r close, we share stuff and would be quite impossible to be mean or quiet around him.

most of the time my application of mones come only when im meeting tg
havent really tried at workplace.

thanks for reading my journal!!