Nice start to your journal, remmy! 
Yes, it’s gonna take awhile for you and him to get used to the “new” you…lol. The combination you’re using is getting the reactions you want from him. Hands on, attentive and interested…a little jealous…all good. As it should be. 
Mx135 is especially touchy and with Instant Sexy B, TAH and EoW…Whoa. That combo is a man slayer. There are alot of men, especially alphas, who love TAH. Though I’ve been known to throw a spray or two of Instant Sexiness/A into the mix, to give it a bit more edge, depending on my mood…and sometimes his. You should eventually order the Instant Sexiness/A too. Then you can switch things up a bit.
But first about the TAH.
So, you’ve got Mx135 which contains TAH…Instant Sexiness/B which is TAH heavy and TAH. Hum. Whadaya think, maybe too much TAH? 
You may also need to get used to it and/or back off a little. You can spray it away from your face, as you said, but I would be inclined to use less…try one spray to the back of your head. More isn’t always bettah. 
Then try again. If you haven’t tested them one at a time, and I don’t know that you haven’t, you should. You’ll be able to figure it out better if you know how each works individually. That’s when you can combine to the best effects.
Tah can push you in that weepy direction…especially if you’re already kinda feelin’ that way…not that you were. Just a warning. Chaionlife has a post about this very topic and there’s some other useful info as well. It’s here…Can TAH be responsible?
Don’t be ashamed of getting emotional it’s part of life. A good part. There’s miscommunication and pent up feelings because of the lack of it in a lot of relationships. Better to get things out in the open. Don’t be ashamed, sweets. If more people would allow themselves to feel and express themselves things would get cleared up in a more timely manner…to say the least.
Sometimes, as much as we think we have a handle on we realize it. And often open our subconscious, and that of those around us, to suggestion.
Reps for a great report!
I know “I’m melting” too. Frankly, I haven’t been the same since that house fell on my sister.
Bella