Okay, you already asked him in the past, then I understand that you know consider it his responsibility.
How are things going, BombShell? Your visit still on schedule? Any progress reports worth sharing?
Of all the work I’ve done with the fallout concept, I’ve come full circle, P75 (or, recently, A314) + 4 - 6 sprays IO and IH seems to do it. I retested this (originally tested last year) since my thread post earlier. Used 314 B spray instead of 75. 2 sprays. Went with 50 mcg each pure alpha and beta nol. Added 12.5 of a “steering pheromone.” I find no difference between that and the 4 - 6 sprays IO and IH tested previously. It’s essentially the CTTM / Spaceland effect with a male pheromone driver. Hits hard out of the box. Think same thing works w/ Instant Sexiness (and/or cops) instead of 314. Simplicity reigns. Even 74 is superfluous. Recap: Men’s fallout mix - 2 sprays/doses A314, 4 - 6 sprays of I O and I H. Honesty gives you about 12.5 of the steering which Openness doesn’t have. 314 adds a bit more steering. I figure Sexiness does also. Puts it at 10-20 mcg steering pheromone. Women need to test the Sexiness and Cops dosing themselves. I refer to the steering in my journal as TAX. I think that’s all I should say.
‘Should’ is a pale, boring cousin of ‘want to’…as far as I know 
I’m all ears for any insights advisable or not, lol
Thanks so much. Your post came right on time as I just logged on this morning to place my order!
Always love your specificity.
Hey shark,
Yes. We’re on for the latter part of September or early October depending on my work schedule (just got called out of state myself on a gig so there’s juggling but this is definitely happening.)
Stoking the fires slowly. We’re texting semi regularly, he calls at least once per week, I’ve taken a turn for the sap and started sending him snail mail (a mix tape and a book so far). We used to write letters to eachother while he was abroad so it feels good + familiar. Nothing too hardcore going on.
He is sending me some delicious photos every now and then, trying to show restraint and mystery when returning the favor. Gotta leave it all to the memory (I would say imagination but um…)
Overall, a slow simmer. I’m good with it and can’t wait until I can try the 'mones. About to call up Mickalea and place my order today!
Whatever Lola Wants Fallout Tools: Draft 4
IH, P74, Betanol, IShine, P83, Is/a, P97
and EoW.
I will be staying in a hotel near him for about 5 days and plan to see him several, if not all of, those days. I’m trying to figure out a flight plan for how I’m going to use these.
I’d like for the progression over the days to be:
- So great to see you/God, you look great
- I’ve missed you. Let me open up/God, you are sexy.
- I want you so bad. What do I gotta do to have you.
- Meltdown.
Any suggestions or ideas how I should organize my dosing to achieve these effects?
Thinking start very light w the cops and then ramp them up over the days and lead hella strong on the IH and slowly reduce? Slight increases with the 74 + Betanol as the days pass?
So may options. Wondering what’s worked well for folks.
Wild applause for Mickaelia. She’s beyond the best!
She is one awesome lady! 
I’m right there wit ya, 1000%
1Alpha
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I think Instant Honesty is the most important tool for a woman who wants a LTR.
Triggering feelings in a man for him commit to a woman is the wrong approach. That is really not how men work. The most important thing for a woman who wants a LTR is to screen out the men who don’t want an LTR and many men well lie. Just wear the Instant Honesty and listen to his ramblings. If you deduce he is not the commitment type then drop him.
If you date a man who is the commitment type the most important thing is to show that you are not crazy, insane, or psycho. Beyond that, each individual man has what he is looking for. Personally I’m looking for a woman who doesn’t boss me around or tell me what to do. (You would be surprised how many women become bossy once they get comfortable with a guy.)
IH can be quite useful, provided there’s something with a male or female signature (Instant Sexiness) to drive it. So, a woman wearing heavy I S and a good bit of I H, I might really like it. I like I H and TAL both. I could conjecture T A L might be similar to estradiol? Some women would produce more than others. And there would be perhaps pheromonal metabolites. And while diol affects things like the endrometrium (essential to fertility), a small amount is also vital to the male chemistry. Just speculation. Heavy BNOL is a mind f*ck if there ever was one. I like it, and it turns out women who like it are the ones I like to like. It and IH are good for sniffing out those of mutual compatibility from the crowd. A woman who hates I H is probably not for me.
3-4 sprays IH with an additional 25 mcg BNOL along with your Instant Sexiness. Try just that to start. Bear in mind those doses are pushing what I can handle wearing without my mind going down the rabbit hole. I can handle about 7.5 mcg TAL.
Bombshell, any updates?
if u want to look your best have u thought of plastic surgery??
hey shark!
well, have the mones in hand. I’m going to give them a spin this weekend going out on the town!
In terms of the man in question, a few developments. The biggest change is in my perception of him. I adore the living shit out of that kid, but the more time we spend talking the more I begin to realize we may not be on the same page/in the same palce in life.
In looking at things after Afghanistan, he’s really deciding where he fits into the workforce and finding his passion. He’s got a day job of course for bills and stuff that pays well but he knows he’s not in love with it and is really looking for his calling or “that thing”. Traditionally, at least in my experience, this is suuuuuuch a bad sign for a relationship. I’ve never had success with a guy who was in flux. So, I’m treading very carefully because guys, especially younger guys, have a hell of a time when they’re doing the whats my purpose thing. That usually results in indecision with romance. Trying to brace myself.
Haven’t heard from him in a few days but the last time we talked on the phone he told me again how excited he was to see me. The length of the trip is shortened b/c of my work (I’m only spending a weekend as opposed to a week). If things go well and it’s worth it, I’ve carved out time in my schedule to get together with him again in October. We’ll see how it goes.
On the mones side, it’s hilarious…I was starting to be kind of skeptical (a little late considering ive already dropped a few hundred bucks into non-refundable putatives…but, I digress) when I saw the news about Syria. Digging into wikipedia to understand more about how chemical weapons effect the body I had such a lightbulb moment!
If sarin gas works, I’m comfortable betting that 'nol works lol. Invisible, highly effective and can have effects on the central nervous system.
In sum, guardedly optimistic. I am so so so so so excited to hug and be near him and just…see that smile. I’m tripping this week over finding just the right outfits and makeup etc. The bottom line though is my heart is so happy when he’s around and omg I can’t wait to just fill up on a dose of this boy.
Trying not to put any kind of mental pressure on the situation and realizing that I really just have to wait and see.
Not sure how to play it, though. I don’t plan on doing anything but looking good and letting the cops marinate but…before I leave should I ask him directly how he feels? Should I just bite my tongue and hope he opens the conversation? Not sure how to play that. Real talk, I’m very nervous that my feelings for him are stronger than his for me. But he’s worth dealing with myself to buck up and play it cool and just see what the outcome is.
A lot of variables but overall, we’re 9 days to showtime and I’m happy. Thanks for checking in w me.
@panky
I haven’t.
…have you?
I gotta say, it sounds like you have yourself put together nicely. Something a lot of girls like to think they have, but are rarely able to deliver when it’s go-time. You’re able to look past the emotions that are involved and have clearly identified the potential pitfalls.
Having these past few weeks to gain a better perspective will likely pay you dividends in the end, especially if you walk away from your visit with a less than favorable outcome… I hope for your sake the Guy comes to his senses and realizes that, whatever his life plan may be, you’ll be part of that plan. In the event that doesn’t happen, or you just get the feeling that you’re not on the same page, you’ve got a level head on you, and seem more than capable of walking away with a smile on your face. No regrets.
If it were me, and I only had a few days to set things in motion, I’d give it a little bit before opening up with the direct Q&A session. Let him relax with you, become comfortable in your presence again… just enjoy an evening or two. That will hopefully give you the opportunity to assess the situation and figure out how to approach the topic.
My best wishes to you. I hope it all goes as planned. If it doesn’t, I’ll buy you a drink…
Take care.
It’ll also give those cops time to kick in 
Try 3 sprays of IH and your tested dose of Instant Sexiness B (A will work but B is kitten vs cougar A) with the cops. Sexiness should perform better than TAH or TAL alone. This would be my tentative female fallout mix from the consumer line. I can’t tell you whether A or B would work better, because the formulas are subject to change and have occasionally been out of stock due to molecule shortages. I would test A and B, keeping always the IH in there. You’ve got that nice little tag for fallout and instant sexiness below to help you with tips and tricks in your seduction WMD.