Hello, i don’t post as much as i should but do read a lot of posts, that said i have to write up friday/sat experiences.
Background:
Me 46 her 44
She is old love from 20 yrs ago who broke my heart big time and last bumped into her 10yrs ago. Meet at reunion party few weeks back and both of knew we had unfinished business, have been out on couple of dates, lot txt and calling.
She is really up for this and says we are soul mates which i agree, that said she not going to just jump my bones straight away as need to get know each other again, i am happy with that as i have emotional defenses that need time to lower.
Friday night was to be my first stay over night, as said full sex was not on the cards, she being on her period would ensure this. The plan was to watch our fav film and chat, and have a drink. Now i am no longer a big drinker and don’t get drunk, she likes a drink.
I knew from other post that lot of -none is not good idea with ladies who are having period, i have been using lot of Instant Honesty around her and had just got new order that contained P78 MX292.
Have used MX292 before so knew about this one, research had drawn me to P78. A small test had shown me that P78 gave me feel good feeling and other ladies gave me a doe eyed look. I had been using A314 with her but decided a change was needed this time so swap this out for Instant Gentleman.
With all this in mind my mix was:
4x Instant Honesty - inner outer forearms
2x Instant Gentleman - back of head
2x Instant shine front of head
1x MX292 - front of neck
1x P78 - front of neck
1x MX292 - spread over forearms
1x P78 - spread over forearms
2x GIT cover
A togo mix
1ml P78
1ml MX292
2ml Instant honesty
1/2ml GIT
Apply 7pm
see her a 8.30
1 hr travel time
Reapply 1x togo 8.15 spread over wrists.
Stopped off to get some flowers but as late had to go to supermarket, waiting in que with my one bunch of flowers the fellow in front let me go before him as i only had one item, never had that before.
Self effects.
The MX292 and P78 was working well together, felt chilled, on top of the world, confident yet had this underlying gooey sensual feeling.
Up till now when we meet up we would both get serious emotional overload, butterflies, churning stomach etc. This time i had few butterflies on journey, this increased when arrived but way better than before.
On arrival i had none of the, ‘am doing the right thing’ anxiety i had been dealing with, i just felt like it was right thing and wanted to be nowhere else.
Now i know that we are falling for each other in a big way so there are loads feeling and emotion going on here, but the indicators i looking at are how we deal with these. This mix has really chilled me out and pushed all my fears into the background.
Should also say the two bottles of red wine awaited me and as she does not drink red wine i would know how much i drank.
Affects on her
As said i have been using IH around her and this have been working well, she more open then before anyway but now she starts talking about stuff, stops herself but then carries on.
With this mix that continues, she is very chatty and the openness continues, we are both in really good place, she even starts talking about the crap that happened in past, i find that i am not phased by this and we can both laugh about.
The wine is flowing and she soon sitting on my lap, for a woman who is on her period she is very flirty and sensuous, in fact we both are and there is no awkwardness.
We was supposed to watch our fav film but we was just so into each other and talking about everything that it was about 1am before we started to watch it. She became emotional as the film means a lot to us and is powerful film, this even though we was not really paying much attention to it as we were both just so into each other.
We spent till 5 am just making out and talking on sofa and talking, the feeling and atmosphere was just one of total connection with none of the underlying tension from previous meetings.
She was so relaxed and chilled that she told me she think she thinks she loved me, now that is a huge thing for her to say as she very guarded with her emotions, the ‘think’ bit being last residue of defense.
At 5am we headed to bed and thing just got even hotter, and she turned into a little minx. No full sex but things got real hot, the bed was wrecked and my mind blown.
We stayed in bed until late afternoon cuddled up and just enjoying being with each other, this even though her period was full on and so was feeling the effects.
Not sure what it was but all day she keep asking if i could smell that nice smell when she was cuddled up.
Will be using this mix again but maybe with bit of added -none, i believe that combination of P78 and MX292 really fires things up and added that close, sensual feelgood factor, whilst suppressing anxiety. Even when the subject of marriage came up in playful i felt no anxiety and the thought of it just so natural and right, no fear at all and that from someone who is 46 and has never been married.
Later found that i had finished both bottles of wine, plus we had both forgotten to eat as we had planned to get a pizza.
Am a happy lad ![]()