Hey CP, did you write those p96 or MX335 reports in the last 6 months? If so, would you mind linking them here for my reading pleasure?
MX335, part 2
My last few tests on MX335 were last spring, around May or June. I wrote a few notes to myself, but never ended up journaling on them. I also haven’t done any testing after that, because my life kinda blew up shortly after. I’m starting to wean my way back in a bit, and I might as well start by expounding on those notes.
MX335 (grapefruit)
5ml bottle
Dose: I’ve done it, I’ve broken the cardinal rule of reporting. I didn’t make note of exactly how much I was using the first day. I remember for the second and third days, but not the first. Shame, shame.
Day 1, Sunday:
Bestie invited me to a church that she’s started going to. I’d never been to this church before, and I’m usually rubbish around big groups of completely new people. Not to mention, I’ve been on a night schedule for so long that I am a zombie in the morning. I ended up not getting very much sleep. I predicted being quiet, out of my element, and tired. I spritzed on some MX335 just before walking in (I’m gonna take a stab and say I think it was 3 sprays?). I immediately felt a bit more pleasant and at ease. It seems like it took about a half hour to really ramp up to its full effectiveness. By time the service let out, which was maybe an hour later, I definitely wasn’t feeling like a fish out of water. I felt pretty self-contented. As bestie walked around saying “hi” to people she knew, I felt totally comfortable with introducing myself (she forgets to introduce me sometimes) and striking up some pleasant chit-chat with folks I didn’t know at all. That’s definitely not a natural state of being for me, I usually have to force it. I found myself easily laughing at offhanded jokes or lighthearted comments. It was almost like a walking-on-a-cloud feeling. Very nice.
Afterward, we headed over to a coffee shop that we like. We know a decent number of the employees, and there is usually somebody we know dropping by. Business was slow, so I was able to chat with the barista as she made my drink. She’s a real sweet girl. And guess what! “Music Dude” (age 36) walked in! If I suspected he might be interested in me before, MX335 definitely busted that wide open. He walked into my cloud to order, and so got at least a minute of exposure. When he was done ordering, I realized that something was very off. He didn’t acknowledge me, didn’t greet me, make eye contact, or even turn in my direction. It was like he was scared and ignoring me. So I broke the ice. I said, “Hey there, Music Dude!” He then forced himself to turn toward me, and greeted me back. Pretty soon, he got all giggly and nervous! We revisited a few inside-jokes from the last time I’d seen him, and he got a goofy, nervous grin plastered to his face. It was cute. Even though there were a few silent lulls in our conversation, he acted like he just wanted to keep standing there next to me. I eventually made us part ways, because I had studying to do. He then left, saying he had some errands to run.
By early evening, Bestie was supposed to meet up with a guy friend of hers, and invited me to come along. Let me tell you, this guy is the hottest man I have ever seen in my entire life. He makes my eyes hurt, he is so hot. When I’m around him, my mouth goes dry, my words get all tangled up and stupid, and my stomach does crazy flippy-flops. He probably thinks I’m a complete idiot, because I cannot ever manage to act normal around him. He’s super tall and lean, has wavy dark hair and a bit of facial scruff, wears the sexiest glasses, and has the classiest European sense of style. He’s half Greek and half German, so he has that chiseled Greek facial structure, but speaks in a sexy German accent. He is a super-smart engineer, but he’s also sarcastic. So he’s got that intelligent biting wit about him, and the facial expressions to match. And he’s pretty much the expert on any topic worth knowing about. Oh my glob, I want him to have all of my babies. He will henceforth be known as “German Fox”.
So, of course I was nervous again when we met up with him. The worst part is, we picked him up in my car. My car is a 14-year-old chevy malibu with its share of quirks. German Fox drives Audis. I think my muffler was falling off at the time. You could barely hear yourself think. Not a great way to kick things off. But at least he was confined with my cloud for a few minutes. He very politely carried my school bag into the coffee shop (different coffee shop this time), and marveled at how heavy it was. I had my textbooks and laptop in it. Here’s the awesome part: right away, we ran into a friend of mine. It was great to catch up with him, and I found out that he is now the Operations Director for that particular coffee business. I was so proud of him! We know each other from climbing the ladder in the coffee biz back in the day, so of course we got into technical coffee talk. I felt kinda awesome having German Fox hear me talk expertly about something. My coffee bud gave me a free cappuccino, and again I was happy that German Fox saw that I had connections.
Now, German Fox has never gone out of his way to have an actual conversation with me. We have made small-talk and chit-chat, and we’ve participated in group hangouts, but we’ve never had a one-on-one discussion. This time, as soon as my coffee bud walked away, German Fox started probing my mind about coffee-related topics, and then moved on to asking me things about what I’m studying. It had been around 6 hours since I had applied the MX335, so I misted another 2 squirts onto my wrists under the table. Bestie was in the bathroom, and when she came back I put in one earbud and started taking notes on a lecture on my computer. Even though I was obviously engaged in listening to a lecture and writing notes, German Fox kept directing the conversation back toward me! I was definitely at a disadvantage, because I didn’t get much context for what they were talking about. So I’m sure that many of my replies didn’t quite fit (he did get a puzzled look on his face a few times), and I probably reaffirmed the previous “idiot” impression. But at least it was the best interaction I’ve had with him yet!
Day 2, Monday:
Smallish gathering at a friend’s apartment, roughly 7 people.
I made a big pot of chicken curry for everyone. It was fantastically tasty. Fangirl helped. I applied 3 squirts of MX335 to my chest and neck shortly after getting there. I figure that it is probably best to try and apply the pheros on location, so that you don’t lose the benefit of droplets that get carried off in the air rather than landing on you.
Music Dude was there, and he absolutely followed me around like a puppy. He was probably no more than 2 feet away from me at any given time. Especially when I was in the kitchen finishing off the cooking, he was all up in my space! Even when we weren’t talking, he just leaned against the doorway watching me, with a smile on his face! Unfortunately, I accidentally gave him a false signal, and he took it to heart. I needed to exit the kitchen at one point, and so I quickly brushed past him, while awkwardly making eye contact. I think that little moment made him snap back to his senses, and he probably felt a little silly about the way he’d been acting. Had I taken a second to think first, I probably would have instead found a flirty way to pass him upon leaving the kitchen, thus saving him from feeling awkward. He acted a little more aloof the rest of the night.
Day 3, at home:
I tried the cat test. I put one spray on the cat, near the end of her back, so as to not overly offend her with the smell. She definitely hated it at first, but seemed to get used to it. I didn’t notice any particular behaviors from her. I did, however, notice a slight change in the way I perceived her. I seemed to think she had more of a sweetness about her. She wasn’t acting sweetly toward me, she was just laying around. But I certainly felt like she was a sweetie. And I felt lighthearted to be around her. It was an alluring feeling. I can definitely see how there would be an attraction component if it were being worn by a human.
Conclusions:
As I’ve said before, I think MX335 would be useful as a more stable substitute for IS. Definitely no crash, more steady effects, and it seems to have a more smooth, balanced feel. I suggested that guys try wearing it, and Celtic Prince was a trooper and tried it. With the slight attraction component to it, I predict that on a guy it would almost be like a combination of IS + IG, plus the “women like to be all up on me” component of IJ, without the jerk part. Any other guys want to test my theory?
Epilogue:
Soccer Dude really never comes around, but I managed to convince him to drop on by the group again, just for me. We finally got some time to sit down and have a little one-on-one. It was in the middle of a group hang-out time, so I did have that slight uncomfortable feeling that we were being observed, and it made me feel a bit sheepish. I really enjoyed the time, and we definitely had a few moments where we connected. Had it been a first date, I would have felt like it went well. But unfortunately, he must not have felt the same way, because he never came back, and made no effort to see me again. I sent him an “it was really cool talking with you” message, but got no response. Oh well. Some guys are just dingbats.
I knew that I could have Music Dude at any moment, if I just said the word, so I seriously considered it for a while. Unfortunately, I learned that a girl that I was starting to become dear friends with was madly in love with him. I value my friendship with the girl more than I was interested in the guy, so I let that fish go.
So your bottle says MX335 or MX135?
I have MX335. I don’t particularly like smelling like dessert.
MX335, part 3
Quick observation of MX335.
I was feeling a little bit stressed the other night, and was curious to see what selfies I’d get from MX335 in that sort of mood. I was home alone for the evening, and I spritzed on just one spray to the chest. It is definitely a social mix, because I kept having the feeling that I was about to see some people and mingle. I didn’t want to do that at the time, so it was a bit of an annoying conflict. It did enhance my mood, though.
It’s like this: first half hour, I could feel the effects, but it’s like it was being forced upon me. Like when a friend drags you to a party that you don’t want to go to. After that first half hour, it started to feel more natural. I was starting to feel like my mood was actually lifting. After the first hour, I was definitely in a good mood. The stress was still there, so this mix is definitely not a stress reliever, but it is definitely a gradual mood booster. I had been hoping that the mx335 would relax me so that I could get some sleep, but that didn’t happen. It wasn’t keeping me awake, but it wasn’t doing anything to help with sleep.
So here’s the new project I’m starting: my dad is now in an inpatient rehab center, after having been in the hospital for 2 months. The real scary danger stuff seems to be behind us, so my emotional state is starting to improve. My dad is pretty depressed, discouraged, and overwhelmed, though. So I’m planning to see if, in a hospital setting, I can use pheros to improve his condition and outlook. I already tried a bit of p130, which I will report on later. I will be using p130 again tomorrow, because that is the only thing I have on me, and I’m not sleeping at home tonight. Next time I’m home, I plan to pick up some IH and try those two in combo. If anyone has any suggestions or ideas, I’m open to hearing them. I’ll have to start out with stuff I have on hand, because I’m not ready to put in a new order yet. Nothing sexual or attraction based, please: it’s my dad, and this is a hospital.
Btw, if you haven’t noticed, I always award reps to anyone who posts on my thread! 
The MX335 link actually goes to MX135 so maybe an admin will fix it. It kind of confused me but yeah 135, 235 and 335 are three different frags. for the same mones. Some new people don’t know about the hover over text. So maybe a mod will catch it and fix it.
Hmm, that’s strange. Thanks for catching that. I’ll tell Brian.
For a hosp. I would pick TAC. TAA has its benefits. But TAC is not stimulating and therefore sparing for neuro function. No crash or burnout from TAC just a bit sleepy.
IH in a hospital sounds like no fun to me. Maybe paired with IShine.
My vote goes to P96. Happy/mellow… inducing good humor… Might help him to focus on the positive things.
Thanks for the suggestions. I do have p96, TAC, and IS. I might want to hold off on the IS, though, because a crash could really make him feel miserable. I might try to low-dose it at some point, tho.
TAC sleepiness might be a bit of an issue, since he’s super fatigued anyway. But it’s still worth a shot.
P96 seems like a great idea, and it might effectively buffer IH. I will give it a shot. I do feel that a bit of IH would be important, because he needs to feel like he has reliable, trustworthy people around him.
Tonight I’m trying 1spray IH with 5mcg p130.
Links fixed.
I just did something really stupid, and if feel like sharing.
About 3 months ago, I injured my right foot pretty badly. Among the damage was spraining it in 2 places, bone edema, and general soft tissue damage. No need for surgery, thank God!
Well, the healing has progressed to the point where I am starting to use a cane. Just now, as I was doing laundry, I accidentally kicked the cane with my bare foot. Yes, the one that was already injured. It hurts insanely bad, and I think I might have broken the toe.
Oh, and it gets better. Ever heard of ice pack burn? Yeah, I gave my foot ice burn 2 days ago. Good one. This is not my year.
Could the house be haunted? I mean, a little Holy Water couldn’t hurt?
Very generous 
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Lol! Unfortunately, each injury occurred at 3 different houses!
Hi Miss Dragon, if this on the pic are you, i really dont know for what you need pheros!! Good looking girls like you shine bright enough without…
Aww, thanks PheroB! That’s really sweet of you!
I like pheros because there are some things that I just can’t project on my own. I like making the pheros do the work for me so I don’t always have to put in the effort. Especially in difficult situations.
Hi Miss Dragon, Sorry, I just saw this. I did write up a few, and I have a couple that I havent written up yet, but I have notes. I will look them up and link them here for you.
Looking forward to it!