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P130 + ih

Ok, so as I’ve said, I’m testing out mones for visiting with a long-stay hospital patient. This can be tricky, because you don’t know what sort of influence there might be from the massive amounts of medications given to hospital inpatients. Also, a lot of different emotions are present: fear, anxiety, confusion, loneliness, depression, anger, vulnerability, etc.

So far, I’ve tried p130 (neroli, to-go size, 5mcg/spray) solo, and combined with IH (30 ml bottle, reg strength). The dosages for p130 solo have been between 5-15mcg. The p130 may have taken some of the edge off of the negative emotions, but I definitely didn’t see any major changes. I’m thinking that a broad-spectrum approach may be called for. I’ll probably keep p130 in the big picture, but likely as a minor player.

5 mcg p130 + 1 spray IH yielded better results. Nearly every time I visit, there is new news. Somebody wants to do a procedure, or a previous procedure didn’t work as expected, or somebody predicts a bad outcome, or complications have arisen somehow. It’s a very nerve-wracking way to live. Yesterday was one of those days. I hung out with him for a few minutes before remembering that I had been planning to wear mones, so then I sprayed them on without him noticing. The presence of IH seemed to be more effective than p130 alone. He seemed to get less fussy than he usually would. It seemed to lend a grounding presence. Didn’t do much for relaxation or comforting, so I’ll keep searching.

I’m going to be getting p74 in my next order, so let’s see what happens there. I also plan to test out TAC.

I had previously said that IS might not be a good idea because of the crash, but I think I’m going to amend that. If I use IS 2 hours before bedtime (sleep aids being administered), he might be falling asleep around the time that the crash would happen. He does need to experience the sort of happy feelings that IS can bring. I might eventually pick up some TAA and play around with it.

Still open to input and suggestions.

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MX335

I did a bit of visiting at the hospital today, and used TAC. But I’ll report on that later.

Afterward, I stopped over at a friend’s house for a bit of much-needed hangouts. I applied 15mcg MX335 in 3 sprays to the front and sides of my neck. I don’t know why I never realized this before, but it makes my tongue tingle. No, I didn’t get any of it on my tongue. I forgot how sharp the smell can be. I hope it doesn’t smell that sharp to other people, but I don’t know because nobody has ever commented or reacted. I wish it came in neroli.

5 of my friends were still there (3 girls, 2 guys), but not for very long. I only saw most of them for about an hour, and they were watching a movie, so not much opportunity for observation. One of the girls was the 19-year-old blonde who is sometimes super physical, but sometimes very guarded. I annoyed her into letting me sit next to her (by smacking her feet until she moved over), so she was a bit grumpy at first. But then she felt bad for yelling at me, and instead cuddled up to me. Could be the MX335, or maybe she just felt bad for me. When the movie was over, she and another girl left.

One of the guys claimed he needed to leave, but then he sat down only a few feet from me and kept talking. I could see from my peripheral vision that he kept watching me, and he did keep directing comments toward me. I only occasionally glanced at him or acknowledged things he said. Mostly I was talking to the guy and girl (“Fangirl”) across from me. The conversation eventually became about “Adventure Time”, and some of them were nay-saying the show. I love Adventure Time! So I started defending it, and then decided to make them watch one of my favorite episodes (Season 5, Episode 16, “Puhoy”). The dude near me (ok, he needs a name…henceforth, he is “Mr. Know-It-All”) decided that this was his cue to leave, but I forced him to watch the episode. He didn’t like it, but politely didn’t go on about it. That’s a bit uncharacteristic of him, he’d normally go ahead and criticize. Trust me, the nickname is accurate. I think the influence of the MX335 made him a bit more inclined to care about staying on my good side.

Fangirl jumped up to leave so that she could walk out the door with him. They had a weird situation for a few months where he was interested in her, then she started crushing on him hardcore. She scared him off a bit, and she went on a girly emotional rollercoaster. He ended up friend-zoning her (tragic when a guy is the one who does the friend-zoning, no?). She’s a real cutie, but she’s pretty much clueless when it comes to guys; her model for functionality was Anne of Green Gables. So I coached her a lot, and helped her navigate through her female crazies and preserve her friendship with the guy. She still has a hard time accepting the fact that they are just friends now, so sometimes she’ll still do desparate-looking things, like running off to walk out with him when he’s leaving. She’s even ditched me for him before, which is pretty shitty, and she took offense when I tried to teach her about “sisters before misters”. So anyway, since Mr. Know-It-All clearly friend-zoned Fangirl, and he’s now presenting himself as a viable test subject for me, I’m just going to go ahead and make him useful. Testing-wise, that is…I wouldn’t actually do anything with him that would be a smack in the face to Fangirl.

Mr. Know-It-All is 23, by the way. What is it with these young’uns? I learned my lesson from Ukulele Friend! Al Greene said it best: “You gotta leave young thing alone!” Funny enough, it was my experiences with Ukulele Friend that made Fangirl decide it would be ok for her to go for a younger guy (Mr. Know-It-All).

So, with the two of them gone, that left me and Uke Friend’s 20-year-old younger brother. He and I have never hung out alone before, and it definitely made me feel a bit awkward. He said he could stay for another hour, so he clearly intended to keep hanging out with me. I can only assume he’s heard enough about me from his brother, that he wants to see what all the fuss is about. He was very polite, trying to keep up conversation and joking. Definitely followed me around. I finally decided we should find a Zach Galifianakis movie to watch, but we ended up watching 2 episodes of Bob’s Burgers instead.

Now, when Uke Friend and I were closer, he had disclosed to me that his brother was writing a comedy musical. Apparently this was super top-secret, and I was to never mention it to anyone, especially the bro. Back to present day: as he was leaving, he stopped, and randomly admitted to me that he had written a comedy musical. He offered me an exclusive look at a video of him reading an excerpt from it. Woah, major insider stuff here. I don’t know where that came from. It seemed to be out of nowhere. And I wasn’t even wearing IH. I would definitely call it a hit, and it’s the most unique one I’ve seen from MX335.

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mx335 + IH

I discovered a wonderful new combo tonight! :smiley: It is…

3 sprays MX335
2 sprays IH (30ml)

It is wonderful! I sprayed it all on my neck, because I was pretty covered up else-wise. I went to a birthday party at a house, and sprayed this in the car moments before walking in. I had originally intended to wear just MX335, but I didn’t want to repeat the pungent citrus smell from the other day. So I thought I’d try layering it with IH, mostly to tone down the grapefruit. It worked so wonderfully! As soon as I walked in, I was mobbed by ladies who were obsessively hugging me, and fawning over how good I smelled! They kept hovering and saying, “OH my gosh, you smell SOOOOOO GOOD!!!”

I pretty much had no personal space all night long. People were crowding around me everywhere I sat, and there was a lot of engagement. Lots of laughter, joking, and fun. Lots of hugging and kino, too. Pretty fantastic.

My favorite part, though, was one of the guys that was there. I’d met him a few times before, but he had a girlfriend at the time, so he was off limits. But I know that he has since broken up with that girl. He was at a table playing a game with 4 other people, and I sat down to watch the game a bit. I sat right across from him, and there was a LOT of prolonged eye contact! We never even spoke directly to each other, but he was very attentive to the things I said, and watching me like I was a piece of chocolate cheesecake that he’d be willing to break his diet for! Heck yeah, that’s my cue. He was sitting next to a girl I’d never met before, but they practically never interacted, and the little interaction I did see was very platonic. Unfortunately, he had to leave as soon as the game ended, because he and the girl drove together, and she needed to leave. As he was saying his goodbyes, he offered me a hi-five, but then curled his fingers around and held my hand for a few seconds while looking into my eyes. Woah, that’s some fertile ground there!

After he left, I asked a mutual friend of ours about him, and easily came up with a gameplan to see him again and get this started. Then, just to double-check, I asked who the girl was. “Oh, she’s his girlfriend.” Umm…what??? You’re shitting me, right?? And it gets better. They live together in the same community house. So…what the hell was that? Is he stuck with her and feeling trapped or something? Whatever. As nice as it would be to explore that route, I am too old to hold out hope for someone who doesn’t have their shit together.

All the other guys were married or dating, except for Uke Friend’s younger bro, who I mentioned in the previous post. He followed me around all night again. He seemed happy when I was paying attention to him, but if I ever wasn’t paying attention to him, he got all nervous and fidgety. I see no harm in letting him shadow me, as long as he doesn’t cock-block me or anything.

Oh, and 19-year-old blonde girl…she was ALL over me, ALL night long. Sitting on my lap, crawling into my chair behind me and straddling me, sitting next to me and clinging onto me, playing with my hair, etc. We eventually sat down to watch a movie, and she sat on my lap with her face buried into my neck, and fell asleep. When the weight got uncomfortable, she woke up just enough to lay next to me on the couch and fall asleep again with her head in my lap.

I swear, if I were a lesbian, I would have it made.

Fangirl was pretty subject to my orbit, but I think the IH hit her a little strongly. In the middle of a joking and laughing environment, she tried to monopolize my attention and pour out her soul about some sober current events in her life. I did want to hear about these things, but this was totally the wrong time and place. Like, I was trying to be a part of 2 conversations at once. Hers, out of politeness, and another one that I started that was full off ridiculousness and inside-jokes.

All-in-all, very interesting combo. Definitely going to probe this one a little more.

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love it and love you.

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Place holder #1 (for when the MX466-470 embargo is lifted)

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Mx335 + is/a

MX335, 4 sprays
Instant Sexiness A, 2 sprays
Both layered on chest/neck

Dec. 26, 2014
At a party with roughly 20 people, mostly friends and acquaintances

Every year, I host a Boxing Day party at my friends’ house, because my teeny apartment simply wouldn’t have the space for it. I was under the impression that a particular guy from out of state would be showing up, and I was looking for a solution that would seduce him, while still allowing me to be sociable with the rest of my friends. I wanted something more blatant than MX335, yet not as single-minded as IS/A solo. The guy never showed up, so that figures. But I ABSOLUTELY enjoyed the effects it had on the other guys who were there!

Honestly, it’s not a perfect solution. I only know for sure one of the ingredients in one of the mixes, but I’m pretty certain I ODed on at least one component. Within a minute of spraying it on (while driving), my eyes became noticeably dilated. I didn’t even have to look in a mirror. It was already dark out, and every light source became brighter. I naturally widened my eyes, too. It was strange to realize that I was keeping my eyes as wide open as I was! My heart rate had noticeably sped up, too, and I had a jittery anxious feeling creeping in. I’m gonna take a stab that there is no (or barely any) p130 in these two.

It’s also not the best choice for being a party host, either. I did feel a personal sense of confidence, but also a prominent indifference toward others. Particularly toward other females! I had to fake warmth and friendliness toward all the girls! And I didn’t put much effort into faking it, either. It’s not that I felt spite at all, I just saw no real use for them. I even had to exercise a bit of self-control to not act a tad bitchy.

The guys were a different story! They were like flies to bait! They all seemed SO cheery around me, grinning and super happy to be in my presence! They would drift over to me and be a part of my world for a while, then they’d eventually have almost a “reality check” moment where they’d come to and realize they shouldn’t be hovering over me, and they’d deliberately go find something else to do. But they’d eventually come back! And even if they didn’t specifically come back, they definitely paid attention to the things I said, even if they were on the other side of the room and involved in a different conversation! I caught guys laughing at my jokes when I didn’t realize they could even hear them! It’s like they were all tuning into “The Miss Dragon Show”, even if they didn’t want to appear like they were!

Roughly 3 or 4 hours later, the negative effects seemed to have worn off, keeping the positive effects going strong. It became much easier for me to socialize and connect with females, and the stimulant effects had mellowed down. But the guys didn’t reduce their attentions by much. There seemed to be more of a shift toward bonding rather than electric attraction, but still gender-specific. Even 8 hours after initial application (yes, we partied like our lives depended on it; I went home after 10 hours total), I could still feel and observe lingering effects.

I don’t know what elements were all in play here, but I certainly enjoyed being a superstar in the male eye! I’d like it if I had an option that was a better balance between MX335 and IS/A, combining the ingredients that each has exclusive of the other, and not increasing the ingredients they share. Due to the mixed company and initial negative selfies, I might’ve done better to try something like IS/A + IO + p96, or something like that. Oh well. Maybe next time.

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Love it !!! I am so going to have to try this out :smiley: If I remember correctly mx 335 is a different scent of mx 135 ? I love all the detail you put in your posts girl!

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Yes, MX135 is chocolatini, while MX335 is grapefruit.

You can feel free to try this, but don’t be surprised if you feel like a bitch on crack for the first couple of hours!

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Mx335 + is/a

MX335, 3 sprays on neck/chest
IS/A, 2 sprays (to-go size)

Dec. 31, 2014
Low-key new year’s with roughly 12 friends.

I’m pretty sure I’m done with this combo. It doesn’t really benefit me very much. I thought the out-of-state guy might be showing up, so I thought I might take a stab at scrambling his brains a bit. But he didn’t show. And apparently he has a long-distance gf now. All the other guys who showed up were married, so this combo was completely wasted. I’m glad that these particular married guys are very faithful to their wives, but it did mean zero return on my pheros. Well…there was a bit more male engagement than usual, but they definitely kept a lid on it. I would’ve done much better to continue on with my other (currently embargoed) testing.

I started to scale back the dosage, to see if I could make it a bit friendlier. It wasn’t too successful, I think this is a very single-minded prowl mix. I think I discovered what the OD threshold is, because I didn’t pass it this time. No extreme selfies. It was a little easier to associate with other females, though I didn’t have a particular inclination to bond with them. I still had to fight through that, but it wasn’t as hard as last time. Due to the lack of pliable men, I was not the star of the show. But I was certainly no wallflower, so it was fine.

I ended up getting a headache from the wine I was drinking, and from that point on, I became increasingly repelled by the smell of my own mones. I took the edge off by drinking lots of iced tea, but I still had to wash my app points straight away when I got home.

I did discover that my previous experiment with this “male mind control” mix had some imprinting effects. There was a hangout on Monday that I didn’t go to (the education employees are really taking advantage of Christmas break!). Apparently some of the guys from my last test were complaining that I didn’t show up! So that’s something.

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P130, my old friend!

I am moving, and tonight I gathered up all my mones to figure out some sort of improved organization system. I also need to disguise them a little better, because otherwise they might be stumbled upon at my new place. I discovered one bottle of p130 that was nearly empty, and briefly debated the merits of combining it with a half-empty one. I decided that there was such a small amount left, it would be pointless to try transferring it. So…what the hell, I just sprayed it on. It was a to-go dosed at 5 mcg, and I think I got roughly 10 mcg out of it. I can’t tell for sure, because I got maybe one regular spray and a bunch of little farts out of it.

I tell you what, my friend. I haven’t used this little beauty in a long time, unless it happens to be in any of the MXs I’ve been testing. Seriously, within 5-10 minutes, I was singing soulfully at 4 am. I was just floating around the apartment feeling like I’d had 2 gin and tonics! I haven’t felt such a happy mellow in a long time, my gosh did I need it! I wasn’t even feeling anxious or stressed at all beforehand. Maybe a little down, but nothing significant.

The effects are starting to wear off, I think I’ll go put some more on! :smiley:

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I feel you in the need to organize and disguise lol. Mine are all the hidden pocket of my purse right now so that Mr.N doesn’t stumble across them. Unfortunately the princess dog is IN LOVE With mones so putting them with my perfume collection isn’t going to work … Anyways I hope you found a good solution doll!

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I think I did find a good solution. I found a little cardboard box of Chinese honey-ginger crystals that was almost empty. I emptied it, and the mones fit perfectly. I’ll be keeping it the crisper of the fridge. Hopefully nobody gets too curious!

It’s a good thing I didn’t combine the p130 bottles, because I later realized that the first bottle was neroli, but the second one was cookie scented! I don’t want to be stuck with the results of that mixture!

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I like reading your posts, Miss Dragon :slight_smile: I always learn something.

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Awesome! Thanks!