OK, now I’m trying 50mcg x 6 drops of WAGG diluted in 2.5ml of alcohol and edt, shaken thoroughly. 4 sprays. combined with some Scent of Eros I’ll update this post occasionally. I’m attempting to test out a hypothesis based on self-effects, maybe later I will try it out on other people some time this week.
0 Applied WAGG mixture
2 minutes. I feel very little effects, almost nothing,
5 minutes applied some Scent of Eros- mellow feeling is evident, I feel like I want to start moving slower (and no, I didn’t sniff my arm up close)
10 feeling fairly chilled out and mellow My head feels just a little fuzzy and I want to do things a little slower.
20 there’s a wierd feeling starting to creep up in my head, almost like my ears are ringing a little. My head feels a little bit more fuzzy. It’s easily dismissed but I notice my typing is slowed slightly.
34 minutes. I tried a few brief hypnosis relaxation videos on Youtube. Very interesting as I found myself being easily hypnotized and open to some verbal suggestions, such as feeling my shoulders or arms relax. When I came out of the hypnotic states after the second video, I noticed that my mental perception had been altered compared to where it was an minute 20- I didn’t notice the fuzzy headed feeling so much. I still feel incredibly slowed down. Was the fuzzy feeling up to minute 20 self suggestion? Who knows. The slowed, relaxed feeling feels real, though, and is the same before. My awareness seems heightened
50 minutes. I took Data 4 up on a suggestion and tried a very simple meditation just focusing on breathing in through my nose and out through my mouth, trying to focus just on my breathing and with my eyes closed. I have no idea what kind of meditation this is, but it does something- I felt like my whole body was getting heavier and my thoughts were getting a little slower and less focused on anything in particular. After about ten minutes or so, I stopped. I noticed an alert, but relaxed feeling. “Awake” was the first thing that popped into my head. I’ll try just doing something else for a while and seeing what feelings pop into my head… maybe some PC games.
52 minutes… before I go off for a while, I notice a wierd soft fuzzy sensation returning to my head, combined with an odd sensation in my left ear. That’s odd.
1 hour I tried playing a game for a few minutes, and since Data4’s around… I picked Deus Ex as the first thing that jumped into my head. I felt OK for a couple of minutes on the Liberty Island level (on realistic), I went around and got the sniper rifle from Paul Denton, smashed a few crates, shot at a security guard and drew his attention and ran back down the docks towards the bot (a cheap strategy of course). The security guard ran chasing me and the bot shredded him to pieces. But I definitely felt altered a bit, sort of like my TAK experience yesterday but I’m not sure it’s quite the same. I felt like I was sort of going through the motions and didn’t want to think too much about anything in particular. I stopped playing, saved my game just so I could long that. I’m going to go get some more coffee and try playing for a little while longer and see what happens.
1 hour 10 minutes… OK back to the game, just alt-tabbing out. I think the sniper rifle is a little wrong for this experience. I’m noticing that the patience to use the sniper rifle is a little annoying for some reason it’s a littel extra annoying. The game doesn’t modify the actual physical difficulty of using the sniper rifle at all on realistic, so that isn’t the issue. Rather, it seems I don’t want to concentrate on details too much. I’ll keep playing with this and see what happens.
1 hour 30 minutes… I got up to inside the Statue sneaking past alot of the guards. I had to do some tricky thinking bits, and I noticed my skills were lower (granted, I haven’t played the game in a year but I’ve probably put lots of lots of hours in this game since it came out in 2001- I can beat the game easily on Hard). I was out of ammo for the sniper rifle and I had to resort to some clever tricks, such as planting explosives and throwing bottles to get guards to pass the explosives. I kept screwing up and dying and I felt disoriented a bit. Also, on the approach to the Statue when I was sneaking past guards, I noticed a faint sense of jamais vu, the feeling that some of the things I’d done dozens of times before were a new or different; I felt ackward. I think I’ll retry this level and load up with expertise in the baton/riod prod and just go in sneaking and bashing, and see how I do.
1 hour 50 minutes… I replayed the first level on hard with the stealthy/baton approach and I noticed it was much easier just trying to sneak around or run up to a guy and stun them, though there was a moment where I accidentally got into a nasty firefight and took hit or two and it really felt like I was loosing my cool and I was running around a bit like a chicken with my head cut off trying to wait for the tranquilizer darts to have their effect- like I didn’t plan than encounter well at all like I usually do in this game.
OK, that’s enough for now. I really think the WAGG experience I have had is very similar to the TAK experience I had the other night, though I’m not sure TAK is quite identical to WAGG after all, perhaps there is a concentration difference in my mixture, or perhaps WAGG does indeed have some other pheromone in there, or perhaps the experiences are just uncannily similar via different means. In fact my ears are ringing a bit right now, esp. my left ear and there’s this wierd fuzzy/pressure sensation inside my head, it’s subtle but there. I think I’m going to go wash this stuff off and see what happens and make one final note.
On washing it off, I notice a new feeling, like an enhanced awareness. My “head” also feels a little different, less clouded. And going back, I can notice alot of spelling errors in my previous notes, too… some of them quite noticeable (long for log, for instance). Also some of the notes look a little sloppy and less readable.