Product and dosage:
Initially, I started with:
MX300 - 3 sprays, chest/neck, wrists, hair
IS/a - 3 sprays, chest/neck, wrists, hair
About an hour later I added:
MX274 - 3 sprays, chest/neck, wrists. hair
Environment:
At work, in a small hospital
Self effects:
I woke up this morning with the usual feeling of dread about going to my workplace, which is rife with slander and miscommunication. My mind raced with all of the wrongful things that had been said and done to and about me, and I wondered if I should take it all to the union, or to an attorney. I didn’t know how much more of it I could stand.
I was actually planning to test a putative today, but my feelings were such that I really needed some emotionally numbing stamina, so I decided to start my day with MX300 and IS/a.
Just a few minutes after application, the sense of hurt and anger began to recede. I stood taller, and took more purposeful strides. I was able to think more clearly about the work at hand, and not dwell on my angry emotions. I felt more confident and in control.
Although I was now more confident, solid and less sensitive, I was still a bit somber. Not depressed or sad, but not perky and cheerful either.
I needed to perk up my mix, and decided on MX274.
The self effects were almost instantaneous. I felt “brighter”. Not cheerful, per se, nor giddy/silly in any way (though I do have a tendency to be naturally silly, hence the name Sillykitty).
The confident resolve and absence of emotional sensitivity still remained in effect, but were now joined by a brighter sense of being.
Effects/Others:
That first hour of MX300 + IS/a, coworkers did indeed seem respectful, which could have been a result of my more “business-like”, lets-get-right-to-the-matter-at-hand attitude.
After the addition of the MX274, the effects on both patients and co-workers were obvious. The rays of brightness coming from me seemed to hit everyone I came into contact with. Like a mirror. Whatever I was, they became.
The secretary who came to my office to go over the schedule was brighter, and actaully smiled, whereas when I had met with her earlier, pre-MX274, she also reflected my more busnesslike demeanor.
Patients were brighter too, and also respectful. Often I joke lightly with the patients (and they laugh lightly), or try to brighten their day in some way. I like to make sure that all patients leave with a smile on their face.
Bright and crisp. Crisply bright. Crispy critters in the night.
No, I haven’t sprayed any Spaceland, lol.
Duration:
4-5 hours
Conclusion:
MX274 brightened my MX300 + IS/a mix, without detracting from it. Uh oh, I might need a big bottle of MX274.