Okay, first I need to say that I hardly got any sleep last night, as I got called in to work a couple times, but still had to be there at 7:00am.
Also, I have been experiencing anxiety due to unresolved issues with my supervisor which she refuses to sit down and discuss with me, so I really have no idea why she acts so angry towards me, when I know I’ve done nothing wrong.
Anyway, this morning I sprayed 3 sprays of MX387 - one neck/chest, one hair, one wrists. It was unscented, which I really liked.
Immediately upon application, the slightly nauseous anxiety I have been feeling lately right before and during work receded into almost nothing. I did not experience that big happy a-nol feeling, possibly because of my exhaustion combined with the malaise I have been carrying around. But the lifting of that sick, heavy feeling was huge and wonderful, a great relief.
My day went by decently, everyone I interacted with was happy and upbeat with me.
One co-worker commented that I smelled nice (and it was unscented!), she was happy and upbeat as well.
I believe MX387 contributed to the good spirits of those around me, but there were no over-the-top hits that I could see. My tiredness and anxiety might have contributed to this, and the tiredness may have negatively affected my observation skills.
I reapplied one spray from time to time, after I had been perspiring, or right before I had to go somewhere where there were people (my work area is pretty solitary unless I have patients or a co-worker stops by).
I will try this again tomorrow, after a (hopefully) good night’s sleep! ![]()