MX388 On the Outside:
Thursday evening, I found out a girl I know was dropping by for a quick visit since she passing through town and we had talked about hanging out a couple times before, but it never happened. At 4:30, about five minutes before she arrived, I applied two sprays of MX388, spread between my arms and neck. I didn’t feel an increase in aggression to the extent I felt in my self-test, although I did notice that I felt very confident and happy when I left my dorm to go find and meet her. When we finally found each other, I noticed right away that she was significantly more talkative than other times I’ve hung out with her. She’s usually fairly quiet and seems shy. However, this could also be because I’ve only ever hung out with her when she was either high on some strange drug or we were in a group of three or more. I think she may simply be more comfortable or talkative in one-on-one interactions. We shared a bit of banter, making fun of our respective school mascots and joking about a group of people we passed. When we got to my room, she made a comment on how nice it looked and how she had the same poster as me, but smaller, and differently colored, for some reason. However, the entire time she was in my room, she didn’t seem to be able to stop moving. She would walk back and forth, even though there’s not much space, and was continually looking at one thing or other in my room. She was very friendly and talkative the entire time. When she left, she said we should hang out again next time we’re in the same town, or I should visit her at her place.
At 6:00, I went to Quiz Bowl practice. Not many people were there when I arrived, except for the two guys who sort of run the club and another guy. I was going to just sit wherever, but the main guys insisted I sit closer to the head of the table. While both of these guys are quite knowledgeable, one in particular seems extremely intelligent and gives off somewhat of a ladies’ man vibe. He just seems very confident, both in his movement and in his speech, never an awkward moment. He has an alpha character, but polished, without being overbearing. For as long as I’ve known him, I’ve felt a very strong sense of mutual respect. As people started trickling in, he made a comment on how I was rocking a beard (I’ve recently only been trimming rather than completely shaving) and how he regretted whatever genetics denied him such a privilege. At this point, the other head guy chimed in with the same sentiment. They urged me not to shave it, because I should take advantage of that ability. A girl across the table also said I should keep it. So now, I had two confident, intelligent guys and a girl complimenting me on how manly I looked and the guys were bemoaning their inability to not grow beards. I’ve kept it at the same length for a few weeks now (as I feel I look too boyish clean-shaven) and have never gotten any comments.
I was very in the zone during practice. I didn’t feel aggressive at all, but I felt very confident. I knew the answer to a lot of questions. The girl across the table at some point insisted that I couldn’t possibly know the answer to something (testing me?), and I proved her wrong. She was also more talkative to me than normal, and didn’t talk to the other members as much as normal. The alpha guy also seemed quite impressed, and when I missed a question that turned out to be easier than I thought, he said don’t worry about it and referenced a question he had missed similarly, as if to make sure I knew he thought we were equals. Also, at some point, he started beatboxing spontaneously. Does extempore beatboxing count as a hit?
I think that was the extent of the day’s observations. If I remember anything else, I will add it in.