My first brush with None rage ? A314 + P107 + MX393 + P 83

Wore 3 drops of regular A314 to work in the morning 9 AM ?. Was testing out the new putative I got P107 (12.5 mcgs). its just my second day with this putative so no comments on it.. but I seem to get restless whenever I wear it.. work day went fine with me putting off my regular procrastination and actually getting some things done. still that was so hard :frowning:

Dunno what came over me in the evening.. but by 3 PM I applied one and half sprays of MX393 and 30 mcgs of P83.. now dont ask me what I were thinking… I didnt even have a specific result or target in mind also.

everyone was commenting about what strong perfume I applied.. anyways all of us were too busy with work so not much time to flirt… by 5 PM I hit the gym for an hour.

Who went in to the gym was one person.. and who came out was another…
Even at the gym, the instructor who likes to talk down to me a bit.. I am skinny and he is bulky.. so its like he tries to show off a bit which I dont really mind.. who cares anyways.. this day he was keeping a respectful distance and was quiet deferential throughout.(maybe in the world of muscle they understand Androstenonebetter than Androsterone) I was kinda focused on finishing my workout and was moving from one workout to another effortlessly as if the weights didnt bother me anymore.

I didnt notice it first but I was slowly getting in to a kind of subtle rage…mind was focused but in a different way, not the calm focused, but a predatory focus and I started getting very snappy, snapped impatiently at a good friend just cause he couldnt hear me on the mobile because of bad line..this continued for an hour where I was brushing off people aggressively and even on the road, totally unlike me.. I was so confidently rash. I think, once in the car, the self effects of none was too much.. by then I realized that it could be the notorious none rage that I am going through… thankfully managed to get home without incident. First thing was a good shower with lots of soap…

Man that’s like me on 3 sprays of IJ… whew. I’m a bad boy! And not in a good kind of way. What ends up happening is I stew over something trivial and it builds up and then I go off. 1 spray is fine and all I do now LOL