Monday, February 8th
Well, last night I got my first two orders in the mail - Instant Honesty and Instant Shine 2x. I found that the package had already been opened by someone, and since the only other person who lives with me is my dad, I knew he had to have been the one to do it. I’m a very private person and I get really miffed whenever someone goes through my things, but I knew he would just think my order was some girly perfumy stuff and leave it alone, never bringing up the fact that he had opened up my mail again.
Anyways, this morning I decided to go with 2 sprays of IS 2x to my wrists and neck, and one spray of IH to the back of my neck. I actually absolutely love the smell of the stuff, I must admit that if I smelled it on a guy I’d probably fall in love with him WITHOUT any help from the 'mones…but of course, since I didn’t want to go out smelling like one of the boys, I covered it with some perfume and was on my way.
The self effects of the IS were immediate, and I didn’t feel a burst of happiness so much as a content, satisfied feeling. I didn’t want to run around skipping and singing but I had a noticeable feeling of “everything is okay now, and is going to be okay today.” It was one of the most incredible feelings, because I am naturally a very anxious person and am rarely able to convince myself that everything is okay.
On the way to school my dad took a sniff and asked me if I was wearing new perfume, which is strange, because he’s usually oblivious to that sort of thing. Though the 'mones were covered with a scent that he’d already smelled on me before, I told him that yes, I was, figuring he’d be none the wiser. About a minute later he actually admitted to opening my mail and apologized, saying he’d done it “by accident” before realizing it was addressed to me. I’m still not sure if he actually opened it by accident (hoe do you accidentally open a FedEx package you aren’t expecting?) but I suspect that IH might have had SOMETHING to do with his admitting that he did anything at all.
Now, I’m not the most confident person in the world, so at school I try to blend in the background, and if people start looking at me I get nervous. Today, though, any looks I got seemed good, and I didn’t mind them. I still had that contentness and satisfaction, and I seemed to be able to focus more than usual. I don’t know if IS has anything that would increase focus, I know TAL is supposed to do that…looks like I have some forum searching to do.
After school I sprayed on some more IS and headed off to work. I was quite bubbly with the customers (something that is hard to do after a long Tuesday at school, usually) and got quite a few compliments on the littlest things - the necklace I was wearing, for example. One customer told me “you’re doing a good job!” I can’t tell if the Instant Shine made them happier, or if it made ME happier which made THEM happier, but either way I’m now convinced that this stuff is for real.
Tomorrow consists of hanging out with some friends and possibly my TG, so Instant Honesty might get some more attention then. My next order should be placed very, very soon - I’m definitely going with more Instant Shine (I want buckets of the stuff! I want to bathe in it! 
) and probably some Instant Sexiness B. Until then, stay posted and thanks for reading 
