Ok so I’ve had a few days without any decent internet, (The modem blew out and it took the isp a few days to send me a new one.) So here’s an update from the last few days.
6/9
picked up the package and sprayed on tac and tuth for fun. (1 spray each, tac to the throat and tuth to the wrists) (Wanted to see its effects.)
Was in an overcrowded bus for a little while and 1 girl (probably in her early twenties, and from suriname or curacao, mixed heritage.) She sat next to me and i think she got hit pretty bad after a while, as she started leaning in to me, while she sat. She was on the phone the whole time, speaking in a language I didn’t understand and did quite a bit of giggling/laughing. curious that she never really looked at my face. But just leaned on me, like I was someone close to her.
Then I got onto the train and had 1 girl keep looking at me, smiling, while she was with another guy. (sat accross from one another and kept talking alot) they were about 1.50m away from me.
And then there was poling class. 1 girl just tried to stay inside a 1.50m radius of me, or closer if she could get away with it. 2 girls had visibly stiff nipples while talking with me (And sometimes while in the pole for that matter, and this is quite new for me haha) and one of those girls was just leaning on/from the pole in a very relaxed way. after that she too tried staying a bit closer. Eventhough she has a boyfriend lol. and a few other girls took off their shirts this time, where last time they just rolled up the shirt and tucked the bottom underneath the sportsbra.
Anyway, fun stuff.
7/9
Put on some tac+tuth (tac to the throat and tuth to the wrists) on in the morning and went out to help with some video editing and taking a few photographs. I have to say that nothing really happened aside from 1 incident. I’d been getting hugs and a few kisses (on the cheek) all day as it was my birthday so those don’t really count, but 1 girl just kept looking at me, no matter where she went or who she was talking to. She also didn’t stay for long (5mins tops), while normally she lingers and talks a lot with everyone. Now, not so much, she seemed a bit.. distracted I guess. But she was really tired as well, as she’d been up all night partying and it was quite early. haha. But I’m sure to meet her again soon, so we’ll see what will happen then.
8/9
Put on some tac (to the throat) and ammo (to the wrists) today and went to pick up a package at a local store. On my way there I notice something quite.. curious. whenever I walked close to women, they started putting their bras straight. This happened like 6-7 times and in some groups there were multiple women. It could of course be happenstance, but it did get me curious. It didn’t matter if they walked towards me or in the same direction. Also this happened in about a 1-1.5m radius and mainly 25+ women (Oldest was about 40-50ish and the youngest looked like she was 18-20).
Then I went on to poling class, It was a small class, one of the girls from tuesday was there as well (The one who leaned against the pole in that very relaxed way.) And she kept trying to make eye contact from across the room (We were in such a small group today that we each had a pole to ourself.) And she started daring me to copy her moves or she’d copy mine (And make them prettier, if she could haha).
Had some decent eye contact with the other girls and one came over/walked by my pole to compliment me on some poletrick I was doing. I dont’know her, so it might be usual for her to do so, but the eye contact and the smile were there. but anyhow, we all had a great time in class.
So I’m also noticing that tac is even better for my anxiety than mx353 was. With mx353 I still had some feelings of anxiety at times, but with tac, I just didn’t. On another note though, tac does make me a little more careless. I forget things or can’t focus as good as I’m used to.
9/9
B’day party, I had family coming over. Used 1 spray tac to the throat, 1 spray mx297 shared over my wrists and a spray of a314 1.32a shared on the wrists as well (sprayed on about 10 mins after mx297) It made me a bit more spontaneous than I usually am in such gatherings, also everyone kept complimenting me on small stuff and the like, something they normally don’t do that profoundly. (Usually it’s more like a, well done and move on kinda thing. Now it was more like, Wow, you did that? it looks amazing! I don’t think a professional could’ve done it any better.. and so on and so forth.. lol..
So yeah. Pretty fun ^^
Tomorrow I’m gonna do some more poling, I’m going to at least wear tac to my throat for the self effect. Perhaps I won’t add anything to see the effect of tac on its own.