I’ve been playing around with this combo for a week or two now, and I’m really liking it. It’s created sweet, teenage-like, puppy dog devotion in guys I’ve spent quality time with (10 minutes and over, I’m estimating). I’ve mentioned it a couple of times, but here is what I’m happy with as far as producing the type of hits I described above:
EST @ 50mcg
P86 @ 25mcg
TAH @ 30mcg
betanol @ 60mcg
cops
Pink Sugar cover
I apply the cops first to my wrists and neck, and then spray the individual components to the back of my head/neck. If I need more than one spray to achieve the dosage listed above, I’ll put one spray on the backs of my hands (of everything except betanol. I keep that away from my front so it doesn’t affect me, because I can be a motormouth).
What I’ve gotten from guys who get a good ten minutes or more exposure is deep, dreamy-eyed looks straight into the eyes, with glances down to my mouth (and occasionally down further, but the horndog aspect of this mix doesn’t show up extremely often) that have turned into outright stares a few times. This isn’t like a DIHL, it’s that “I’m thinking about kissing you” look. I get a lot of extended eye contact from men across the room (10 feet or so, I’m guessing) in the restaurants and coffee shops I’ve been in, whether they are alone or with other women! Deep audible breathing. As expected with betanol, a lot of deep conversation, and if there are other people present, they all act as if they are in competition to talk, to tell me things, to make me laugh.
From my wannabe-TG, I also see increased nervousness which he also seems to be struggling to hide. I’ll do a bit of armchair psychology here and say this may be because he’s fighting with himself over whether he’s as into me as he’s feeling or not. He doesn’t want to be, at least according to the things he’s said before. Not that that’s a personal thing; he’s just not ready for a relationship (or said he wasn’t a couple of months ago. This fact has not come up since.) I know he likes me as a person, and pheros or not, we have been getting a lot closer. If things continued the way they are without the influence of pheros, I think we would be heading down the same exact path, the pheros are just making things move quicker and heavier, and I think he’s struggling with this. I may start backing off on this mix with him and just go with straight socials.
From about an hour ago: I was out to dinner with a group of friends, and a few acquaintances came along that I’ve only met a handful of times before. One of the latter is a musician in his mid 40’s who’s pretty sociable and outgoing, a little eccentric, with a hefty dose of male swagger (in other words, your basic rock musician.) He’s also a confirmed bachelor. Never been married, never wants to be. He sat directly across from me and gave me the googly eyes I described above off and on throughout dinner. At one point I put my purse on the table in front of me to fish something out of it, and he burst into the conversation to say “I’m sorry, but I have to tell you that I love your purse. I feel like I shouldn’t be saying this because I know how everyone will take it, but I think it’s just great. I don’t know why” and he sighed. (My purse is a standard no-frills black leather Fossil purse. Certainly not anything a man, gay or straight, would go out of his way to compliment.) Everyone else at the table had this face:
He later gave an extended soliloque on how he will get a cardboard standup of me to take on his next tour so he could put it on stage. This time, everyone (including me) was like this:
I mean, even I was puzzled by this news, and I knew what was up.
The funny thing I have encountered with this mix is that P83 seems to obliterate the dreamy love factor, and makes it into a horndog mix. The Tex Avery zoot suit wolf comes out instead of the knight professing his undying love. And that’s just adding 12.5mcg of the stuff. I tried that twice and decided to nix the idea of P83 altogether with this.