My Journal (With and Without the Pheromones)

I’m honestly curious about what the heck is going on with P78. Most molecules do the same thing to me that they do to everyone else. So what’s this emotional bit I keep getting? o.O
I really do try to sit still for a while and just try to focus on the effects and they I try to see any subtle hits. It just somehow makes me feel vulnerable.
More on this stuff later.

Thoughts on what pheromones to buy

I have thought a lot about what my next order should be. I’ve waited for too long! I NEED TO BUY!!!

So here are my ideas of what I will probably be getting..

P75 (2.5 mcg)
P83 (12.5 mcg)
rone (12.5 mcg)
Beta-nol (100 mcg)
MX135

Notice that 100 mcg of Beta-nol. I’m looking into getting some interesting effects from the 100+ sprays. I’m probably even gonna make that the first pheromone I use after my break from pheros so I can get the full effects. I’m excited :smiley:

LMAO! Looking back on this it was one of the most funniest things.
I forgot to add that they even were grabbing onto my legs and trying to pull me back in the room. Gah! :open_mouth:

If its in stock or you can get your paws on it p96 seems nice so far.

I’m gonna go research that. I vaguely remember it saving christmas for Tisha…maybe…but other than that I didn’t see any other posts that made it sound appealing. Doesn’t it have a happy vibe that goes with it?

Hope its not like P78… I didn’t get any happiness from that one..

Aww, I’m sorry the p78 didn’t work out for you doll.Maybe its a neuro-chemical difference I handle IS/b very very poorly myself and get a lot of negative hits wearing it.p96 doesn’t seem to be as much of a “happy” mone as it is amplifying in my case it worked something like p83 does for most people but also gave me a bit of an emotional buffer zone Maybe good for watching movies I.E date night even dull things seemed more interesting.My roomie wore a few sprays and had all the women in the store blushing and chatting him up closest I can come to explaining the vibe it puts out is its all good.Not overwhelmingly good but stable and relaxed and familiar.

in my case it helped with feelings of restlessness and anxiety in my roomies case it made people les standoffish around him and more friendly.

Interesting. I’m thinking this molecule probably works something like IFM and relaxes women. Hence why ur roomie had girls flocking to him.
It shall be something I will consider. Thank you :slight_smile:

Order Was Placed

P75 2.5 mcg
B-nol 100 mcg
P83 12.5 mcg
rone 12.5 mcg
Spaceland

I’m very excited about the B-nol at 100 mcg. Curious to see what even 100 mcg will do for me. Very excited!

Ahhh!

So ever since I started my break on Sunday I’ve been having dreams about pheromones and the to-go bottles. Wow I’m really obsessed! x.x
I really wanna test!

Good thing my order isn’t coming in till Thursday and I probably won’t be able to use it till Friday.

how do i get this stuff for free?

You do an intro and get a $25 GC. Then when you sign up in the store you get $5 which will allow you to get at least 2 products for free.
I would suggest either one of the Instant Sexiness products, IH, IO, or Instant Shine.

Ugh, so I kept smelling cops after that little spill. I had already taken several showers since so I was like “WTF, where is it coming from?”
And then I smelled my pants…sick. It’d gotten on my pants.
That would explain why TG gave me a kiss on my stomach and lingered for a bit.
Bleh.

Still going strong with not wearing pheromones. I will survive x.x Maybe.

Ugh! And I can still smell the cops! But I’m wearing my PJ’s now! Aaaahhh!!

LOL…you poor dear.
You may smell phantom cops for quite a while…

Eh, I smelled one of my bras that had previously gotten cops on it and I really have to smell to get any hint of it so I’m thinking the smell should be gone in 2 weeks. Should help a lil when I get the jeans washed. Febreeze works good too :slight_smile:

Feeling kinda blah and slightly sad-ish. It’s times like these when I wish I could wear IShine or Spaceland >:frowning:

Been noticing that I haven’t been “invisible” lately. It used to be that when I didn’t wear pheros I was literally invisible to people. I have a very weak personality, and it takes a bit for me to get comfortable in certain situations which equates to little to no talking. Especially in big groups. I’ve found that lately, since I’ve been giving off the “I can live alone. I don’t really care” vibe that people have been talking more to me and actually gone out of their way to talk to me. Guys from the fraternity my new TG is in are all being nice to me as well, which can probably be attributed to him and me dating, but I’ve found they’re a little more friendly than usual.

I think if I really wanted I could live without pheromones, but honestly I just don’t want to. Notice how even though I’m not using them I still post in my journal.

Well…I guess this journal does say (with and without pheromones) so I guess I gave myself a right to :stuck_out_tongue:

I must say tho. I really miss my MEO-EST :confused:

Sad to say I’ve been wearing Clary Sage (the scent of Spaceland) along with other perfumes to help me out with this break. I never thought I’d take it so harshly. x.x

Finally ended my break…

B-nol 100 mcg 1 spray to neck

Self-Effects: I noticed that it became easier to follow what new TG was saying even though I was tired. I think normally it would have been easy to talk too because the words just came to me so easily. But due to the fact that I was tired they came out a little slurred or didn’t come out quite right. FML.
Was feeling pretty happy. But also felt a little timid later when we parked because of the effects it gave to TG. I felt like a pretty nice person, smiling and happy.

Effects to Others: Can’t say that I noticed any effects to others besides TG. I think the car kinda “hot boxed” the phero and where he would generally be nice and polite he was actually cussing and acting more like a young, hot headed teenager. He seemed very annoyed by a lot of things, not by me, but several things were making him cus. Idk if I’ve ever heard him cus that much. And he had to stay very focused on what he was doing. Usually he is very chill and doesn’t let things get to him. I guess the B-nol was allowing him to show his true self and how he really wanted to act.
When we got into the theater I didn’t feel that physical/sexualness that I normally do with him. Maybe the B-nol was acting upon my indecisions in whether I wanted him or not as a bf. Anywho he had no problem with grabbing my leg and rubbing it. Almost like he was announcing to everyone there I was his. Erm…well at least he didn’t kiss me. At first I didn’t know what to do to the motion, then I sorta liked it and grabbed his hand to lace my fingers in his.

**P75 2.5 mcg 1 spray to neck (About 2 hours after the application of B-nol)

Self-effects: **There was a sense of not really caring. I was talking to TG about how he also asked about something and if I didn’t give him an answer he never develed deeper into the matter. It bothered me a little at first because it seemed like he didn’t care. But when he told me it didn’t necessarilly mean that I was able to brush it all off with a smile and change the subject. Felt a little arrogant and later at the party I literally kept gawking at every guy I saw. There were a lot of good looking guys there and most every single one I literally “eye-fucked”. You know that look…like I want you…I like what I see.
I kept catching myself doing that. Man, I was bad. I was like a horny teenage boy. Or Megan Fox or something XD
Anywho I ended up sitting by a guy and introducing myself and the guy by him kept looking at me and joined in the conversation a little. Another guy, my friend, also joined in a little. I was able to be very social and confident with this putative. Maybe even a bit arrogant, but not too much. I’ve felt this feeling before with pheros, but it’s a hard one to keep. I liked it though. Was playful in sort of a sexual way. My smile was happy, but also sexy. Kinda like I got what I wanted.

Effects to Others: Got a lot of people talking to me and looking at me. People I don’t normally talk to were talking to me. Later when I went to some of my old sorority sisters house they were both being nice to me despite me quiting and one of them kept offering to go to the library with me or offer my notes.
TG seemed actually kinda horny. Grabbed my butt. I actually grabbed his back (don’t judge). Then he wanted me to sit on his lap, which I did, but I kept trying to get up to run around with my bff. He was also putting his arm around me a lot. Idk why I really note this, because he does this at every party we go to, even without mones. But this time I think it was more significant because I felt a lil more independent of him and kinda like a horny teenager just looking for pray.

sprayed 1 more spray to neck (About 2-3 hrs later)

Effects: Felt slightly more confident…nothing too drastic. My guy friend kept talking to me and poked me. Went back to the apt and me and TG sat around, pretty much doing our own thing for about 30 mins. It was kinda weird since we usually don’t do other stuff while we’re together. He seemed a little offended when I was more interested in my computer then his pictures on fb. Eh…

All in all an interesting putative. Could be very sexual and animalistic if paired with maybe some cops or some P80. P83 might be interesting to try with it.
Not sure really what all the guys were thinking as I passed them or what they thought of me blatantly staring at them, but I didn’t see any objections.
Definitely a teenager who wants to go after “the kill” :stuck_out_tongue_winking_eye:

**rone 12.5 mcg

1 spray to neck

Cookie scent

Self-Effects: **I honestly felt like someone who was suppose to take care of people. And it was kinda easy for me to look people in the eyes, where it normally isn’t.

I also felt a lot more happy. Since it’s that time of the month I’ve been slightly grumpy, especially with my parents, but the rone helped me to feel happier. At least while around the kids anyways. When I got in the car with my parents later that day to go to lunch I just wasn’t gonna have it with their backseat driving. I was really frustrated and my dad decided it was best that he ride with my sister.
Idk why but I just didn’t wanna linger near my dad for too long.

Effects to others: Little sister was staring at me. My sisters friend was listening intently when I talked.
1 more spray to neck

Effects: Didn’t want to be near my dad during lunch. Was constantly moving around. The people whos house we went to for lunch had a new dog and she really liked me even though she was timid.

**Spaceland and P83 12.5 mcg

SL 2 sprays
P83 2 sprays

The scent of clary sage in the SL and cookie in the P83 made me smell like a mint cookie. Very tummy :slight_smile:

Effects: **My bff had freaked out on me right before the get together we were going to so I was really shaky and not really in the mood to talk. I think if I hadn’t of had the mones on then little to no people would have talked to me.
Lucky for me this combo = instant hello.
When I got to the get together/party/whatever I was greeted by 2 of my guy friends, one of which was really glad to see me. Me and him haven’t talked in a while. Problems with him liking me and me having another guy I like. Anywho he seemed really glad to see me. And I was surprised at how many people were actually saying hi. My bff’s bf said hi, another guy friend got up from the couch to give me a hug and asked how my trip home was, another guy friend said hi and grabbed and squeezed my shoulder as he did (we hardly ever talk and saying hello is always brief) and he also asked how I was. I also got to talk to some new guys and for the most part got attention from anyone I talked to.
Funny thing was most of the girls either walked away or didn’t talk to me. I felt like they were ignoring me. I’m having a hard time believing that it was the mones… maybe bff said something and they were shunning me? Huh…weird.
Then, after getting my food I went outside and was instantly greeted by two guys who yelled out my name.
My guy friend who likes me got really really close to me while he was trying to “freak me out” and kept teasing me.
Then my new TG randomly shows up on my porch with his roomie. This is another frats porch and TG was from a diff one. Normally they are cool with each other, but it worried me a little since they were kinda intruding on a certain frats get together for only that frat. But they ended up staying for a good 5 mins :slight_smile:
Everything else that night was pretty normal. One guy asked if I played a certain app, and one of my good friends lemme borrow a jacket.
Would have been a great night had it not been for bff freaking out.
Hmm…well back to testing.

**P75

1 spray to neck at 2.5 mcg

Effects: **Got a few heads turning and looks. I kept my gaze with guys for much longer than I usually do. When one of my guy friends came in my biology class he immediately grabbed my notebook playfully and kept taking it away from me, saying he needed to study, and grabbing my side and pushing me away. And then he took my pin away. He kept bugging me throughout the lecture like he always does.
My teacher actually interrupted his own lecture to ask if I was okay because I looked like I was about to fall asleep. I was actually going through a bad headache, but it really surprised me that he’d ask.

Note: I kinda wanna try this one with P74 just because they have close numbers and because of the playfulness I got from my friend, even if it was in a sexual way. I think P75 might be more playful in a sexual way and P74 is playful in a more loving way. Or at least from what I’ve experienced with cuddling and just lighthearted friendliness.