LOL. I have heard about effects on dogs, cats and horses. And now rats. I mean the four legged kind - not the ex-boyfriend kind. ![]()
Yeah, the four legged kind are 10x nicer and don’t break your heart ![]()
Just thought I’d add on to the list of animals affected by pheros. It was only a matter of time that rats would be added. After all, they are very similar to us in many ways.
That’s a cool idea ![]()
Thanks! ![]()
No testing as of late, but I’ve decided to take time out of my day…erm..night…morning? Uh.. to vent on something I kinda put at the back of my mind, tho it really annoys and sometimes infuriates me.
Stupid boys, or at least the one I’m dealing with. Ok, he’s not stupid, but I’m tired of not knowing what he’s feeling. I know there are trust issues (on his part), but I’m willing to show him I can be trusted. And here I go again, texting him back and acting as tho he’s a perfect angel. He’s not a bad guy, but he’s so critical that, if I hadn’t known him for this long, I’d be sad everyday. I’ve learned to have a thick skin tho. Don’t know if that’s crippled me in a way because sometimes my friends get upset because they think I don’t care. I do, but I just don’t react as emotionally as I used to. Is that so bad?
After knowing this guy for so long and still liking him (or is it love.. most likely) you’d think things would have fixed themselves. But now the tables have turned. I’m no longer the untrusting one, he is. And even tho I have to go thru him not trusting what I do I still stick with it cus somehow I know he’s worth it. I mean, I better know after over 3 yrs of knowing him.
But then there are those times when I feel like I just want to totally get him out of my life. Just take off to some random place and not have to ever deal with him. That might make me happy, but so does talking to him and being around him. I could live without him, but I’d rather not. I’d rather go through my life, knowing his alive and well and deal with this then to take off and never hear from him again. Ugh.. Why can’t I ever make up my mind?! I hate indecision.
Aww yes… my lovely MEO-EST. My favorite of all pheros.
I must say it’s one of the few that actually still works on me… I mean noticably still works on me..
I used some P85 on new years eve while I was very upset and it actually helped me to feel a lot better. I was so pissed, but it lightened the mood for me and made my dad act really goofy. Like really goofy. I think I still have the video where he’s using the crab leg as an antenae -_-
Used 3 sprays of 12.5 mcg Chocolatini
Now back to my lovely Meo-Est. If this phero was a person I’d want to cuddle with him forever. I’d be content to just lay in a hammock on the beach with him and stare out at the beach. Gah! I must get this in a higher mcg like I did B-nol. >.<
*It’s my favorite! *
Since it is the new year and a new semester, and I didn’t really use many pheros last semester I am going to work extra hard to remember them when I head off to class and report back… since my reporting has be scarce the last half of '09. x.x
I will work hard to keep my reporting status. Now… To find more products to test.
Likely candidates:
MX340 (Which I currently have. Nothing to great to note yet)
P119
MX215
P93
CTTM2
MX300
A314
Any other ideas would be greatly appreciated ![]()
I’m interested in hearing more about your experiences with MX340. What do you think about the scent? ![]()
Seems like they did a lot of work on the scent. Smells familiar. I like it tho. Vanilla with floral is a good combo. Smells… elegant?
IS/B 2 sprays (neck, forearms) 1+ 2 hrs later (neck)
Spaceland 3 sprays (neck, back of neck, forearms)
Effects to self: I felt very confident, which is saying a lot considering I was at a party with a bunch of my old high school friends. I use the word friends lightly. I was even very friendly with my bff’s friend and his gf. And I don’t even like my bff’s friend. I was also very talkative and super friendly to both girls and guys. It was weird because people I thought didn’t know I existed in high school or who had forgotten me told me they remembered me.
Even way later when I went to Taco Bell I was still very confident and talkative ![]()
Effects to Others: People were just awesome in general. We all ingaged in playful, fun conversation and by the time I headed off to the other party I was still in a confident, talkative mood and most everyone talked to me. I had a guy tell me I was really cute and that he loved the way my hair smelled. He even called me his future wife. Ummm… Naughty me, me and him ended up kissed a bit, and I kinda got into it at one point… just to keep him interested. Got his number and he texted me till 4am.. Apparently he was sober. Hmm, we’ll see later today, when and if he texts me.
Two guys at taco bell even started talking to me when I had my back to them. And I just hopped right in, and probably talked way too much. At this point my guy friend stepped in and pulled me aside… jealous? lol Then my other guy friend gave me one of his tacos. How nice of him ![]()
Summary: IS/B and SL just make an excellent party and hang out combo. Let’s just hope the guy I met last night is still craving me after he literally inhaled all my perfume XD
IS/B has been working well for my lately. I’ve been using it for the best two days with great results and gotten compliments on my hair smelling good so spraying it to my hair is a must lol.
Last night I had tons of guys talking to me. Making eye contact and being flirty. There were at least 5 guys who wanted me.
My old TG got back into town. He’s the guy I wasn’t sure about dating because I still liked my ex. Well… me and my ex havent been seeing eye to eye lately and I straight up told him I was moving on… made it convenient that my old TG just shows up. So I hung out with him and got the “your hair smells good” compliment.
The only bad thing about the night was that I poured my heart out to him about my loneliness I’d been feeling over the last week. I’d been keeping it all in till then, but when I saw him and seriously wanted to cry. It was weird… not because I missed him… or at least I had never thought I missed him after we broke it off… but maybe because he was one of the last people that I trusted, and had been intimate with, that I knew still cared about me and would listen.
But anywho… IS/B did one thing that amazed me. Made two guys, who had girlfriends, flirts with me and talk a lot to me. And they loved it when I was hugging on them and giving them attention.
For tonight I’m thinking a base of IS/B with an addition with another phero. I’m thinking either P86 or B-nol. I’ll have to look in my goodies and see how I wanna feel tonight.
Night #3 with IS/b (lol that rhymes)
IS/b 2 (neck, hair)
MX340 2 (neck, back of neck)
Place: Party
Got the best reaction I’ve ever had from IS/b. 18 people… counted em… 18 people at least… I got hits from. Strangely enough 2 girls seemed to be.. smitten? eh.. it was weird. I tried to be nice to one and I danced with the other and kept her warm outside. I’ve known her for a few months so it was more of a friend thing, but I didn’t know her that well…
Anywho, I kept introducing myself to different guys and girls and guys kept pulling me onto the dance floor… like literally dragging me.. I’d be talking to one guy and get pulled away x.x
Got a few numbers and had so many guys hugging and holding onto me. Yes they were all drinking, but I’ve never seen most of them hold me or drag me to dance. And most of these guys were guys I didn’t know. My abs are actually tired from dancing x.x. I was just glad to finally leave, get something in my stomach and go to bed.
Duration: 11pm-4am
I need to test out the MX340 again.. I’ve heard its a variation of IH 4x, but I can’t really say the complete honesty in people was due to my spray when there was alcohol involved.
Use IShine and IS/b these past two days and got stares and people talking to me in a happy way.
Really upset right now otherwise I’d go into more detail. I’m just so tired of certain people being so cold and relationships changing when I thought I was better friends with someone. Grr… sometimes I wish I could just throw my phone in the lake. I’m so pissed. So upset. I just wanna speak my mind, but at the same time I don’t wanna burn bridges. That’s never helped me in the long run. breathes
I just need to take a few days off from talking to this person. 4 yrs going with knowing this person. You’d think I could just deal or axe the crap by now. Freakin’ A!
Ahh!
Its good to vent and get out our frustrations. You’re a very cool chick and I’m not just saying that because you have great abs either
. Yeah I saw the pictures, LOL.
Seriously though happy, you take your name from the Happy Fox and yet it symbolizes a truth of who you are.
There are those in the world who take and those that give. It’s usually the givers who others try and take advantage of. As long as you realize this and are aware that some people are not up to the challenge to live life with higher values you’ll get through it. Whoever is bothering you isn’t yet up to the challenge and as someone who is you have to decide if its time to move on. Often times the most hurt is not from letting go of that person, yet it is more of letting go of the habits we have formed from spending time with that person. Habits, regardless of good or bad are patterns that are created (dug in, rutted, paths) and its not always easy to step off the beaten path.
I believe whatever ails our HAPPYkitsune will get better. You have our support and I know you’ll pull through. Stay Golden Pony Boy
Pics or it’s not true! He, he.
Thank for the compliments Steve ![]()
And I definitely believe you that it’ll be hard to part with old habits. After I did enjoy what I considered to be my most nerdiest, yet being myself weekends. It will be missed.
Thanks for the support
Lol I used to have amazing abs till christmas rolled around. Working out tho so they should be “cooked” to perfection hopefully by the time it gets warm
I’ll try to get a decent pic to use as a profile pic
Right back atcha! (Subscribed)
You go happy! Will be waiting for that pic!
No pheros today, but I was talking to a friend who has seasonal depression and after telling him I wasn’t sure if I even wanted to carry on with school or my weekends he told me I was depressed. I looked up depression in the DSM IV, but I only had 3 of the symptoms. You need at least 5. But he insisted thats what it was because he’s dealt with it all his life.
Honestly Idk what to think, but I’m not gonna let it get the better of me. I’m gonna try to stay positive.
It just gets really hard when the person you loved the most (besides your family) likes another girl, and you’re living alone with minimal interaction from other people, with no boyfriend.
A guy friend of mine offered to hang out at my place, but I think he wants more than just friendship so it’d be really awkward, us alone, at night. So Idk, I guess I’ll invite one of my best friends sometime this week so I don’t go totally mad. Just feel so empty and sad right now.
Not sure what to do…