I’ve been thinking about introducing myself all day, and what I might say and the emotions that brought me here. I can tell you my name is Ashley, and as I write the TV is on in the background. Something about a bunch of teenagers burning down a house. I don’t think im like them. I’m 21 and something is stirring inside of me. Do you ever feel like something is missing? Or you want something more. Is it too late to be something else? I want to be transformative. Undeniable and all those things. Life feels mundane, we want boosts of confidence, were bored or maybe were looking for a change. We’ll try out a new haircut and highlights, but that’s not enough. Shiny things dont make us happy. By definition pleasure is momentary, fleeting, leaving us wanting more. I want magnetism and polarity. I feel amorous and sometimes greedy and messy and eager for attention and that’s destructive. I’m here because people keep on looking past me. I’m here because i want something to bite into, because i believe in authentic irresistibility. I haven’t seen it yet, but ill let you know when i do.
Hello and welcome to the forum Ashley!
Glad you found the world of pheromones. Looking for a boost of confidence, look at instant shine and instant openness. they will help you with opening up, being confident. Also, instant sexiness b will help with your sex appeal.
How did you learn about pheromones?
I think was reading Elle online magazine, and they mentioned some perfume that had pheros or castorium in it lol and i was surprised I didn’t already know what they were. Now, I’ve never tried them but I enjoy reading about other peoples experiences here. I’m looking forward to creating a vibe and personalizing an appeal, I just don’t know what mine is yet. I like the sound of meo-EST on a cold winter night. What do you think?
I dont know too much about meo-EST, im sure others can help fill in on that. I also see its out of stock. Many items are hit or miss in the store these days.
Hi Ashley - Welcome to Pherotalk. 
Meo-Est is one of the more advanced, experimental pheros and as such, it is sold without the support and warranty of the Instant/consumer lines, so not really one to start out with.
If you are going to give this a serious go, you would be best to start with these, proven and more reliable pheros/mixes till you have built-up some experience in using and evaluating them. Then you will be in a far better position to get the best from the more advanced products.
Welcome to pherotalk Nola!
Well when you are young there is always an invisible fire lit under you and you just feel that you got to move and do something.
Remember youth only comes once and what you do now could impact the rest of your life so think of how you could use all that energy to do something and be someone into a positive avenue.
I suggest you start of with the social products to let you know just what pheromones can do and when you have tested them out share your experiences with us and you can take it from there.
Your gc was issued!
Thanks for all the warm suggestions. As its gotten colder and dark outside, i can feel the mundane aspects of life creeping in. Its as if im physically wanting warmth and i find that in perfume or in the idea itself, and the thought that pheromones would cause somebody to stand closer. This community makes sense to me, and i would love for someone to read this and think they could have wrote it themselves. i only hope to be distinguishable on these boards, though for just a little while i think I’m going to sit back a bit. I read somewhere, vital to know who you are before you wear your signature anything.
Love the musing’s, Nola!
I can see that you’re a thoughtful person by your posts and hope you will share with us your observations and experiences with the mones. I think they would be invaluable to the study of mones on these forums. This is, after all, a research forum!
If you haven’t already done so, I’d suggest you take a look at the stickies in the Women’s section or the links on my sig to get a better handle on the mones and how and why they will be able to comfort you and those around you.
I also suggest you take a look at the following thread to understand the how’s and why’s of mones by Androtics and the application directly to your skin…
Wish you well on your mone journey!! Start up a journal thread, I say!! 
lol I’ve been shamefully stalking the stickies. And i hope I’m not coming across as pretentious in any of my posts. An old boss said that i was. I write alot to myself about how i feel, and sometimes I’ll even the write the same thing over into submission. I’ve already learned, just by joining that i want to feel transported. I swear someone wrote that p78 maybe makes things feel like the first time. Love that.