I bought a few togo bottles a year ago and managed to lose them for half the year, and much seemed to evaporate. I kind of half-assed it and did not keep track of my experiments. I’m still skeptical, so I’m going to try this out. Either it works, or I get double my money back, so win-win, although I would prefer that it worked. Anyway, here is my journal thus far for the week. I did not receive my shipment until Tuesday morning, so my Monday experience is a bit of a baseline.
First, a bit about me. I’m an attorney, 36, and I take the bus to work and back unless I have to travel during the day, which is rare. I am in a happy, but open marriage.
Monday, October 27. No pheros. I went out of my way at work today to be outgoing to women to see how effective I could be without pheros and get a baseline. I observed the usual closed body language of the bus. Women are generally uncomfortable on public transportation. At work my 20 something gorgeous secretary seemed to have a case of the Mondays and was not receptive to even chatting. We have a weird relationship, though. We tend to get drinks from time to time as friends and text a lot, share secrets, etc, but at work, we are very reserved and professional.
In the morning, I ended up chatting in the office of an attorney cougar. I’m not sure she’s a cougar, per se, but she’s in that age range. She had me close the door to bitch about a co-worker. At noon she saw me in the hallway and asked if I wanted to grab a bite with her and a friend, so I went. She was raving about the desserts at this place when we got there but said she couldn’t have any and says she already has to go for a walk this afternoon to burn calories. We sit on the same side of the booth with a coworker on the other side. After our meals, I go to use the restroom and return and she has a dessert on the table between my seat and hers and insists I try it. She then insists I help her finish it and we’ll just walk it off in the afternoon. So we’re sharing a dessert and I start to wonder, am I on a date?
We go for a walk in the afternoon. Lots of kino and hair touching on her part. I’m not really interested, but I enjoy the attention. Flirted a bit with receptionist cougar in the afternoon.
Tuesday- no pheros in the AM. I break a sweat when I get on the bus. Shirt and tie, and it’s hotter on the bus than outside, plus the humidity is awful. I’m not in the best mood. I notice on the bus that no one is sitting by me. People seem to avoid sitting next to me, and when some fugly woman finely does, she is turned away from me the whole ride. A bit of sweat could not have caused an offensive smell because it has not been on me long enough to for the bacteria to make it all locker-roomish, for lack of a better term. I showered in the morning, so this is clean sweat. I start thinking about what I have read here about pheromones and wonder if I’m just high -none. I mean, I try to think I’m a nice guy, but the fact of the matter is, I intimidate a lot of people. I have to. It’s my job. But people describe me as intimidating who I don’t even mean to intimidate. This makes me wonder about my experiments about a year ago with pheromones. Someone here said that with my age, my -none is probably low, so I could use a spritz of ammo safely during the day. Now I wonder if -none is something I don’t need much of aside from club experiences. Hmmm?
At work, I turn on my light box in the office, which is a light that mimics natural light to combat winter blues/seasonal effective disorder. The lack of light can throw off the krebs cycles or some crap, and decrease serotonin levels, and low serotonin means depression. After awhile, I feel like a million bucks.
I get a text from my wife in the a.m. that my package has arrived. She wants to look at appliances at lunch, so she brings me the package at noon. Attorney cougar mentions a walk at noon, but I can’t go. Says to find her if I want to go in the afternoon. I am swamped, so it doesn’t happen.
At noon, I put on two drops of A314 and two sprays of IS. I now own those two and TUH. That’s it. I got a gift of IS, which I already ordered, so nothing new. After awhile I visit the restroom, and an attorney at the urinal turns and cranes his neck when I come in to see who walked in. He’s never done that before. Not the reaction I was looking for, but a definite, “who’s that guy look” before he sees me and says “hi.” We’re both obviously straight, so this was a little odd, but I’m wondering if he sensed my pheros when I came in. They don’t put the “urinal head turn” reaction in the A314 literature, but if you’re looking for that for some weird reason, I recommend A314. But, if so, you are a freak. Seek help.
I see receptionist cougar and flirt with her a bit in the afternoon. She’s old enough to be my mom, but hot, so it’s more like when a hot chick harmlessly flirts with a sweet old guy. But she looks so good for her age, and has a killer body. She asks how my dessert was the other day. She and attorney cougar are friends and apparently chatted. The day is relatively busy for me with paperwork, so I have no reaction from anyone in the afternoon. I did make a point of lingering at my secretary’s cubicle while signing some documents to give her a chance to catch the pheros, but I get no reaction. I catch a bus with few people on it, so not much of a chance to interact. I notice I am in a good mood all day. I wonder if its the pheros, the use of the light box throughout the day, or a combination of the two. The light box has undoubtedly improved my mood today, so it’s hard to say.
Wednesday: I put on two drops of A314 in the AM and two spritzes of IS. Within 10 minutes, I’m in a pretty good mood, which is unusual for this time of day. I meet a chick at the bus stop that I have chatted with once before. She is a student and way too cute, but in her very early 20s. I forgot her name and ask for it again, and we shake. Student hottie says she saw me in the grocery store earlier in week with my kids after we met last time, but I was a “ways away.” Seems like a good sign since we only met once. On the bus she is sitting on the outside of two seats, so I sit on a row of seats near her. I ask what classes she has, and she mentions two and some PE credit that she took because she needed one, and it seemed the most interesting. I crack a joke that she took the least lame class in PE, and she laughs at my stupid joke. At the next stop, she moves to the inside. By the time I realize she may have been non nonchalantly inviting me to sit with her, its her stop, but she makes a point of saying goodbye. Hmmm.
SIDE NOTE- Always chat with women at the bus stop if you use public transportation. Women are often uncomfortable on public and exhibit closed body language that is not present outside the bus, so it’s preferable to establish rapport before they board, IMHO.
At work, I run into hottie secretary on the way in. She is not in a good mood or bad mood and looks tired. She has not been texting me as much this week as last week, but she fluctuates with that, and I often wonder if we text a lot when she isn’t texting the guy she is seeing, who hasn’t hit that yet. Last week, she texted a lot about how she wishes the guy she was seeing would screw her already. Then she’s quiet and in a bad mood this week, and it dawns on me that she was ovulating last week. She has not texted this week complaining that her guy hasn’t hit it, and she would have told me if she got laid. Hmmm. I should keep track of these signs and prepare accordingly while she is ovulating, no? I wonder what else I can look for.
I go for a walk with attorney cougar at noon. Lots of kino from her and hair touching. At the end of the day, I drop some things off with my secretary. She is in a phenomenally better mood. I really need to step up my game with her. At first, I was reserved because she is my secretary, and I didn’t want to say something to cause a sit down with HR. She is also all over the place. We met for drinks once and had a good time, and then she was quiet for a couple weeks, not into returning texts, so I left her alone. Then the texts picked back up- this was all before the pheros. We then met at the bar again, but she was with her guy that hasn’t hit that. Anyway, that’s it for now.
I wouldn’t post any of this if this wasn’t a private forum. Too paranoid someone would recognize too much.
She’ll wonder whats up and it’s add to some mystery which they love. Just my 2 cents