This will probably be pretty boring, so its mostly for myself to keep track of what works and what doesnt. Im 23 years old white in college. Some of these are dating back, Im just remembering a few of the instances that I feel are representative of my experiences so far.
Night 1: 1 on 1, watching movies with an old flame (she 22 white extremely attractive, clearly chased by many guys).
1x Tuth chest under shirt
1x IG on neck
1x IO on face
1x IS on hair
2x IH back of neck
When I first got there she was really happy to see me (normal I suppose). When we went to the couch to start watching movies the vibe seemed good but she shit tested me twice. Playful, but clearly trying to get a vibe from me. I played it well. After that she was all over me just snuggling and stroking my thigh and such, having a good time. I was taking it slow because I hadnt seen or even talked to her in years. Things were fun, playful, with some deeper emotional connection/ reminiscing about the past.
But towards the end of the night after I made a move I got hammered with last minute resistance. Hard. She said she wanted to fuck me so bad, I basically said something along the lines of sounds good to me… but she said she couldnt, kept kissing but then stopped, had a deer in the headlights look and said she had to wake up early in the morning. We hung out for maybe 10 min after that her sitting on my lap and such, getting sensual but no escalating.
After that night she kept texting me, basically asking the normal questions, seeing if I was bf material. She ended up flaking twice though so I stopped talking to her.
Random day 2: College class/ science Lab.. playful environment
1x Summer Ammo to neck
Things were going normal in class, sitting next to a black girl maybe 18/19. Seemed like she didnt even notice me until I asked her a question. Then all the sudden she turned to me and just froze, gave me a huge deer in headlights look. After that she was very playful but seemed like she had a lack of respect for me even though she was interested.
summer ammo seems beta to me. It also makes me depressed sometimes. Not what Im looking for.
Day 3: College class.. serious lecture
1x IG to the neck
1x Tuth to go under shirt
2x IS to hair
Girl sitting next to me is pretty attractive. Not sure what she is, seems tan. Like maybe slightly italian or some sort of middle eastern. Very americanized though.
She seemed turned on yet uncomfortable. Lots of moving, stretching out her legs slowly. Body and legs pointed towards me. Shifted in her seat so her nose was close to me.. etc. Seemed like her face might have gotten a little red. She waited around after class to slowly put her things away, probably waiting for me to spark up a convo but I had to run and make up a test. Too bad.
Day 4: Walking around campus with old flame
Same girl from #1 just happened to run into her.
1x Summer Ammo to neck
1x P83 to left side of neck
2x IH to back of neck
She seemed glued to me. Extremely dialed down and subservient. Not her normal semi cocky self. Like she was some sort of damsel, very innocent like. Laughed at everything I said, follwed me. After a few min we were walking by some other girls and she protectively grabbed my arm. Lots of IOIs, dialated pupils, long looks, getting as close as possible, showing off her chest for “tanner”, etc. Unfortunately I was really off my game. Tried this stupid anti depressant for the first time for my anxiety. Made me very spacey and distant. I was very touchy and playful but she clearly wanted me to make it more sensual and I didnt.
Day 5: In Class, same serious lecture class
2x regular ammo
2x IS
Same girl sitting next to me. Im not sure if I used too much or what this time. Again she seemed turned on yet aggravated.
Stretching her legs slowly outwards, and mimicking everything I did. Every time I changed me sitting position she mirrored it exactly. Again shifted in her seat to be closer to me. Body directed towards me. But she seemed slightly pissed off. Left class early. No clue if she had to or she just got pissed and left lol.
After class ran into an acquaintance. He is usually friendly and confident. He seemed very intimidated. Kind of got red and wouldnt make eye contact with me. Friendly still, but clearly respectful and intimidated. Even moved out of the way and gestured his hands out for me to walk forward first, serious respect it was odd but cool. Not complaining about it at all as Im usually very fun and playful and cocky, but lack a certain amount of respect from friends/ peers.
Wondering if I used a bit too much for the environment… maybe Ill try 1 1/2 sprays next or just 1.