From Iron to Steel

Field Reports & Anecdotal Experience Men's Journals
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Okay I figure its about time I start my journal. Its been a few weeks since I posted on the forum; winter break has passed, and the semester has started. Rather slow, but it has started nonetheless. This is probably the perfect time for me to start a log; my pheromone usage runs parallels with how my life is going. Though this information is not essential to the log, my background is still important to how I am conducting my life and thus affects my pheromone usage. To help put things into perspective, let me give out some facts about myself to make things easier for you guys to understand where I’m coming from.

Yes it is long feel free to skip it of course :wink: I’m an English major so I like to write alot. :roll_eyes:

All throughout high school I was the loner; I had a few friends here and there, and did not have my own clique of people I would hang out with after school. Girl wise? I couldnt deal with girls during that time – I dated a few, but to my regret, I never ever had the experience of getting intimate with a female in high school.

Then I hit college.

I couldnt handle my first year at college. I was an only child used to my own room at home. Since the college was so close to my home, I was first debating on whether or not to commute, but decided on dorming. Imagine this; you sign up for college on campus residency late; since your college overbooked the dorm rooms, you, an only child, are suddenly thrust into a room with three, yes, three, other dudes. One night I’m sleeping in my room, the next I’m trying to sleep with beer pong being played five feet away (I kid you not). Looking back, funny stuff. I had to loosen up back then.

Through a close friends of mine, I eventually had grown to get my own group of friends, and my sophmore year of college I found myself finally accepted by a group of peers, which led to a big confidence boost. That year I had my first sexual encounter with a girl. In summary, sophomore year was about 3 years of high school growth squished into 1 year of college.

Junior year I began to see major changes in myself. I began to care more about how I looked, how I acted. I went on a major shopping spree to revamp my clothing. I started going to a hair stylist. I started going to the gym (and totally falling in love with it). I also started to clash with my friend and roommate. Personality wise, we were diverging; my old roomie was a much similar personality to my previous personality in HS. He was introverted while I was growing more and more extroverted. I began to start drinking, and started to “let loose”. I began to start – gasp – enjoying life. As he would describe later on, he saw something in me “click”. Junior year there was a huge growth in my outlook and attitude on life. At the end of junior year, I went overseas on a month long trip in Italy, which really helped me give the final push towards real confidence in myself.

Now we’re here – Senior year. The first semester was a whirlwind of learning, change, emotions, and hook ups. I experienced more hookups the first three months of this semester than in my entire life. (though most of the women werent all that great) I must have gotten a hook up every week. The group that I used to hang out with my sophmore year in college was changing, and so was I. Before the year started, I predicted that I would experience a falling out with them; like my old roomate, my interests were moving away from theirs. Well, flash forward to today, and the falling out is nearly complete. Though I’m on good terms with them, I will never be as close as I used to be with them. Not nearly.

So here I am today. Alas, as the old song goes, Cant get no satisfaction. I want more. I want more out of my friends, and more out of my women. I want friends that are more willing to go out and socialize instead of staying inside and doing nothing. I want women who I am actually attracted to, not women who I hook up with just for the sake of them being easy. I’m gonna make this my semester. MINE! I have the confidence and the phero’s to back it up. Sooooo without further ado.

Lets get to the fun shiz no?

Night; Sorority Party Banger

Last night me and a buddy of mine dragged our other friend out of the gutter to head over to a basement banger hosted by a sorority. Since this was my first time going out in awhile, I decided to let loose with the phero’s and throw in a mix. I know I’m still a relative newbie, so I probably shouldnt be doing this, but I figured eh what the hell besides I was buzzed. My setup was:

x2 CTTM2
x3 IS
x3 P83
x1 TUTH
x1 MX353 just for the hell of it.

Well we head out soon enough and I have to say, I was feeling good last night. In fact, I was feeling excellent. Mind you, I wore some mones boozed up before, but nothing like this. I just felt great. Now lets get a few things straight here – I’m not the best with basement bangers. I usually end up huddling into a corner somewhere because I am intimidated by the crowds – I do better at intimate house parties. But last night I figured I had enough. I had enough of sitting around in the corner not doing anything, and instead went in with all guns blazing and ended up having a blast. Well, maybe not all guns blazing per se, but I went in with a positive attitude, and things turned out well. I got a lot, and I mean a lot of eye contact, mostly from drunk college girls.

I’m no sure if the mones in this mix is supposed to give a confidence boost, but last night I was certainly the alpha male in some situations. I was the boss of beer pong and flip cup. Now I had a blonde girl in my sights when playing flip cup, and I introduced myself to her. I got a good conversation in, but for some reason she wasnt getting all that flirtatious with me, which was sort of frustrating. Then she moved to the dance floor with her friends. I saw her running around the place all night, so she seemed to have a loose attention span. The blonde eventually did get caught up talking with another guy though, which frustrated me. She told me that she and a few other friends of hers that I met just joined the sorority, and it was their bid party, for them.

However, there was another brunette girl at the table staring at me. I head over and the convo goes very smoothly. I can tell she digs me, shes looking into my eyes, twirling some of her hair. The downside is that OF COURSE she isnt all that great looking – so you could see who was the more enthusiastic of the two. I know I could have done anything I wanted with her, but I’m tired of hooking up with mediocre looking girls…its really not all that great. To my pleasant surprise, the blonde girl who I was talking with before now briefly glanced a couple of times at us, interested to see me flirting with another girl. Hardy har har.

Well eventually the party got broken up. While standing by the basement waiting for my friends, the brunette comes up to me out of nowhere and grabs me, briefly buries her head in my neck, (TUTH!) and pulls me in for a kiss :smiley: before getting pulled away by her friends. Ended up getting her number but I’m not gonna call.

Conclusion

Overall, though a little frustrating, last night was a major breakthrough because I’m finally conquering my toughest demons. It was a fun night. Getting comfortable in a basement banger has been one of my toughest challenges but I’m pulling it off. I had a great time. That phero mix was good; but not too effective. I got much eye contact but I didnt get any extra indications like hair flipping or skin rubbing. Another weird quirk is that I usually have to smile first in order to get a smile back -the girls usually wait for the smile and reciprocate it rather than initiate it. The mix definitely could have used a little more “umph” cause of all the competing signatures in the crowded room. I really shouldnt underestimate how crowded parties can get here, cause there was barely room to move at one point.

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Wow I think you my brother from another mother! I actually went thorough alot of what you are going thorough. I was a loner high school and I still am that is probably my problem I just don’t give a f**k about what people think.

  1. I’m proud that you conquered your demons they are hard to control and even harder to beat.

  2. I would not get too frustrated about the blond girl who ditched you. I honestly would not want a girl that has the attention span of a potato either. I think you might have just intimidated her TUTH is some powerful stuff and for guys in our age bracket it is dangerous. I personally would wait for TUTH until like a second date or something, I like to use AMMO at parties it an all in one package without being to overbearing.

  3. I think you did smart move by talking to the brunette, she might of not been that good looking but it defiantly made the blond jealous. I would also like to note I feel no shame in hooking up with mediocre girls. For me to be frankly honest I have had better hookups and relationships with mediocre girls than with hot girls. I think the reason is most hot girls have no substance all they have is their looks and the mediocre girls are really the alpha females us guys want.

  4. Have you found you sweet spots for your products yet?

  5. I have found out in my short time here that many of the IOI are not easy noticed. (unless your wearing npa) These things take time for you to notice your hits and to master your surroundings, but with time you will really enjoy seeing the hits roll in.

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Nice reporting style man, I’ll be looking forward to hearing more from you.

One of the toughest things to do is just that, go from introvert to a more extroverted person. Pheromones are just half the fun, and the great thing about them is that they make you want to also get better in that aspect. Kudos!

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Conclusion: Excellent … the best

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Wow, thanks for the support guys! Good stuff. It really does help writing about whats going on and getting replies through here. :slight_smile:

This post is indeed coming a little late, things have been pretty hectic. Ive had two tests in a row this week and i have another coming up on Friday, so I havent been able to do any more mone testing since thursday. Friday and Sat nights turned out to be real duds, especially due to my tests.

I’m gonna try again in finding my sweet spots in the coming weeks, but I’m not gonna hold back when the weekends come. Plus it will be a good way to contrast the mones during the day environment to the boozed up night scene.

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Night; Small party

Due to the snow the weekend here has been pretty mediocre in terms of parties. It has also snowed us all in, once again delaying my testing to my frustration. It seems once I get to testing mones it snows which makes the testing harder and slower.

I decided I’m gonna keep it simple with the mones as I havent yet determined my sweet spot for some of the products. I threw on

x2 Shine to hair
x1 TUTH to neck

Tonight was no different. We came to the party expecting it to be rather big, but instead it turned out to be the exact opposite; there were barely more than 15 people there, if any. People were definitely drunk though. I was sorta lucky I wasnt wearing more, if I was going to a large party I probably should have worn more sprays, but this turned out to be perfect. Perfectly suicidal!There were 2 available girls there, one of them alright looking and the other a total…ehhh… “difficult on the eyes” I’ll leave it at that. You know what, lets put it this way, she was pretty big, even me a 6’0 tall guy 190pds was cowering in fear in my chair as she pranced around in a drunken stupor hoping to dear god she doesnt crash on me. For a good part of the night me and a couple buddies stayed down in the basement where one of my buds started joking around with the large one. (I’ll just call her that).

This is how pheromones work against you! The girl kept on gravitating to my position, even when my other friend was the one making himself the focus of attention. I was sitting in my chair, and this large girl comes over to my lap and starts hugging me, burying her face into my hair where I applied Shine. “You have nice hair” she tells me happily in a drunken stupor, feeling my head up with her hands, while I’m frozen in complete fear. My other buddies know whats going on, and even egg her on, all the while I’m thinking “Dont smell the TUTH, dont smell it!!” weeeeeeell she did, and I evaded a sloppy kiss. Not wanting to get raped, I scrambled upstairs.

Now what about the other girl you guys ask? Honestly, she wasnt all that great, she was completely smashed, and she insulted my friend, which really turned me off. She was also a complete idiot. Now intelligence isnt something I require in my women, but this girl was a real empty box. :smiley: I could have gone after that, but I wasnt in the mood for a quick hook up. However, a friend of mine was, and we ended up hearing them getting it on the basement…all the way. Whatever. :roll_eyes:

Conclusion

Nothing much to say here. A funny quirky night in college to say the least. I was lucky I didnt apply more sprays, I had a feeling the party wasnt going to be big. There was really nothing much there, so I just let the shine work and thoroughly enjoyed myself. I have a feeling 3x of Shine may by my sweet spot.

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Quick update - I had some school work to do with a couple classmates from Spanish class so I decided to put on 2 drops of A314 for the hell of it. Went to the student center.

Wow! I dont know what happened, but I seem to experience the self effects of A314. Unlike other pheromones, Alpha hits me hard. I felt like I was on the top of the world, but in a definite cocky way. Alpha has done this to me before, but I thought it was just coincidence - but now I’m not so sure. Perhaps I do experience self effects?

While coordinating the Spanish project, my two classmates listened to what I had to say more, and I pretty much dictated what we would be doing in terms of logistics. Where I went they followed. When I said, “okay, lets go find a more quiet spot”, they just got up without speaking a word. Crazy! When entering the multipurpose room of the student center, I felt like I was leading my troops into another territory. Confronted by people setting up a presentation there, I was told I “wasnt allowed inside”. Then…I began to argue with them. I really almost lost myself there, I could really feel my chest popping out with pride and confidence. Wild! I had to take a step back and control myself.

That was definitely the mones. Now I know why Alpha is toted on these forums. 2 drops is definitely my sweet spot, though I’m tempted to try 3. The confidence vibe I got from Alpha was really borderline arrogant, but not entirely there. It was on the border between bold and arrogant - just what I want to feel. I wonder what Instant Jerk must feel like, especially if I can feel self effects of it.

Luckily, I have a bottle of IJ. Yeaaaa!

Its good to note that it was a sort of “Alpha high” - the confidence boost was intense, but it eventually leveled out in about an hour. I still have confidence, but not nearly the sort of recklessness that I previously had. I dont know if this is the pheromones natural cycle on my neurons, or if its my own self learning to handle Alpha. Will have to try it out more to see.

UPDATE: Just approached a girl that I have seen repeatedly around campus at the dining hall. I mustered up enough courage to…yes, thats right, SIT RIGHT IN FRONT OF HER!!! Wham bam! Thats some Steelarm action right there! I mean really this girl was sitting there all alone, its about time I gave her the treatment :smiley:

The conversation went well. At first she said it was kinda awkward being approached like that, but once I talked to her I believe I removed much of that. No, I decided not to ask for her number, it was too soon. I need to build tension first, and then reel her in.

Thats it. I’m done pussying out like I used to. Especially with Alpha at my back.

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  • Continue to set the bar high; I like it that you approach that girl in the dining hall.
  • Night Small party Feb 28, 2010…Also, by the way…I had to laugh for a moment, after you explained what happen downstairs. I’m sure your buddies also, had a good laugh because it sounds like you had an entertaining night.:slight_smile:
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Today I decided to go with my previous inclinations over IJ. When grabbing IJ to spray, one of my roomates knocked on my door, and I accidentally sprayed FOUR sprays of IJ instead of my intended Two. I dont know exactly what to make of this spray. I really wanted to feel the self effects of IJ’s arrogance, but I didnt feel any self effects whatsoever. However, in Spanish class I had to work with a girl, she’s cute; she got pretty giggly when working with me, almost intimidated. Working with her was pretty fun…I’m not sure if her giggliness (which was quite apparent) was due to the IJ or not. Either than that, I can’t really determine the effects of IJ…for today…

Either way, IJ needs alot more testing. Perhaps four sprays may be too much.

On a side note, a rather attractive girl I briefly met at the party from last post has found me on facebook and is now chatting me up on my wall. And I mean she’s posting paragraphs. Now I would have jumped on that on the party in an INSTANT if it wasnt for the fact that she has a boyfriend. I dont know what the hell is up with this, I only met her briefly at the party. Could it have been the mones? Interesting.

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Well well well.

I happily received my order of Ammo and IG yesterday, with a bottle of IH to go as a freebie. Thanks AD! :slight_smile:

Ive been gradually getting more and more excited to try out Ammo, hearing all of the publicity its getting on this forum. Me being my excited self, immediately sprayed 1 spray of Ammo on myself upon receiving it. Today I also tried out another spray of Ammo.

Once again with Jerk, I’m not sure about my sweet spot with this spray (obviously since I just got it). I can safely say however, that on AVERAGE, I have been getting slightly more looks from girls. Maybe I’m wrong.

Here is an interesting scenario that happened today: when walking home from class, I spot a girl that I havent had the courage to muster up to talk to. Well today, I decided to go for it. After all, I cant waste product, right?

Yes, once again I approached cold turkey. The conversation, overall went well. However, I have to say that the girl seemed a bit fidgety when talking to me. She wasnt scared of me, not in the least, but instead I got the feeling that if anything she was intimidated by me. I commonly have that affect on women, I’m not all that bad looking and I’m pretty tall (yes I’m living proof that even though your good looking doesnt mean you have an excellent social life). Ammo may have actually amplified that feeling; she seemed a bit overwhelmed by me, and I had to soften my voice to get her to calm down, lol.

Once again with Jerk, Ammo is gonna need alot more testing.

On another note, I talked for about an hour last night with the girl (We’ll call her “M”) who was writing on my wall; I’m supposed to meet her at this coffee house thing thats going on tonight. However, I met another girl (We will call her “A”). Ive had my eye on A for awhile and we talked before, and now we are supposed to have dinner together tonight. However, this directly conflicts with this coffeehouse gig.

I’m gonna go with A, on this one. Ive been wanting to go out with her for awhile, and this will be a good time to test out an IH + Ammo combo.

Decisions decisions.

And maybe some shine :smiley:

Okay mix time:

2x Ammo to wrist
2x shine to neck
2x IH to neck

Tonight didnt go as planned :frowning: A couldn’t make it. The coffeehouse was smaller than I expected, bt I did get good social interaction from this mix and quite a few IOI’s. Tired now so sleep time.

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I GOT REJECTED.

A is in the dumpster. Was bummed for a little bit but cant let it get me down.

Whatever, I’m going out tonight. Im totally ready to let loose, havent partied with these girls yet but I’m quite excited. This calls for my FIRST PHERO BOMB!

2x Ammo to neck, x1 to back of neck
1x TUTH to neck
2x Shine to wrist, 1x to hair
3x P83

Holy crap! I’m going all out tonight. Will report back.

Update: Nothing too groundbreaking. We went to one of the most popular bars here at our college; I’m sort of a bar newbie. My…sort of failure with the previous girl A really weighed me down. Granted, I am used to rejection, but I really, really felt a connection with this girl. Well apparently she just…well maybe shes with another guy, due to some facebook stalking lol. I guess I cant beat myself up too much. Either way, tonight wasnt much of anything. The bar was extremely crowded, though I’m not surprised; crowded meaning that it was hard to move in some areas. Yes, our bars get THAT crowded, so I think I will have to up the phero dosage a spray or two.

On another note, when I was pregaming with a good female friend of mine who was sitting next to me, she got qiute flirty with me (which doesnt happen like this) and commented on me smelling quite nice.

Of course thats no excuse for me to be here typing this report out without getting anything done. Tonight was a bunch of me walking around awkwardly in the bar sipping my bottle. I find it funny that I can approach girls cold turkey in the daylight but I cant approach girls at night asking them to dance.

I guess thats my next goal, thats all. My FIRST goal was to approach girls in broad daylight, cold turkey, which I have done. Now its to approach girls cold turkey dancing at bars and whatnot.

Time to prepare. Tomorrow night if there arent any houseparties I’ll be going out. Hell, you know what, I’ll be going out to the bars every weekend night. The only thing that prevented me from going out to the bars previously was the lack of friends; but tonight proved to me that having friends at these bars which are packed to the MAX doesnt mean anything.

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Midterms came so i hadnt had all that many chances to test out anything seriously as of late.

I did get to test out IG for the first time, however, and an interesting thing happened. I was sitting in a sort of cafe area in our student center, and I decided on a whim to apply a spray of IG, as I had the odd hunch that I would find people to talk to here. Well, my hunch was correct.

Wow! IG rocks! I went over and talked to a friend of mine who was sitting there studying with his friend; I sort of got a little boost of odd confidence, I didnt know where it came from, but I felt like I was generally well liked.

The real hit came from going over to the bar area. They sell really good speciality french fries with dips over there. There was a group of sorority girls there talking to one another. Well I waltzed over and proclaimed,

“So what fries should I get? Anyone have any suggestions?”

I looked around cooly as if I knew them. Immediately I was getting responses from them. I knew now that I was acting with what we call “congruency” on the forums; I was playing the role that IG enhances. I was getting responses from them as if they already knew me. The girl behind the counter, who knew them (it turned out they were in the same sorority) asked me if I was in a frat! :open_mouth: I never got that from anyone before. When I told her no, she was genuinely confused; she turned to her sorority friends and asked, “Wait, I thought you guys know him?”

“No, we dont.”

Wow, IG rocks. Now I know why its touted as one of the most useful products for people my age. The forums are definitely spot on, the “coolness” factor from IG is really what guys my age could really use.

Really good stuff. I need to try it more, though. As usual.

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As I write this my friend is puking in my toilet from the crazy night we just had. This is the last night of spring break and we went out with a bang.

There is alot to cover, but ever since the seasons have changed, at least pretty quickly, I came down with allergies, which has slowed my progress somewhat.

Last Night; Friend’s birthday party

Last night was my friend’s surprise birthday party, which sported me and my friend’s waiting for the birthday boy to come into the door for his 21st. It was a very casual party and I decided to wear a very light mix of

x3 CTMM2
x1 TUTH
x2 Shine

The mix turned out to be quite good; the party turned out to be quite enjoyable. People were casual and friendly in this house party which I expected, but the CTMM2 definitely gave a boost to the talking. I was getting very screwed up you could say, as I told the birthday boy I woudl go shot for shot for him. Now unfortunately I eventually grew beer goggles for a certain girl pursuing me. Of course, it turns out she is rather not good looking and took the freshman 15 more to the freshman 50 (urrrgh!!!) so I wasnt exactly proud of happened last night. However; I will say that I didnt have to try all that much, she was hanging around me the entire night and eventually I succumbed to the beer goggles. Oh welll, last night was fun anyway…

However…

Tonight; Last night of spring break, Go for it!

Me and a good friend of mine decide that even though we havent been invited to any parties tonight, we would do this old school style and head out anyway. We wanted the last night out spring break to go out in a BANG! Like I said before, many of my friends just dont want to go out; they are scared, theyre wussies, and they dont want to take chances. Well, we decide to hell with them! We are going out, taking advantage of the last night of spring break, and we will sneak into whatever party comes our way.

I tried to convince them before. However, only one of my friends, who has the guts to go out, finally agrees to come with me. We live on the campus, we might as well take advantage of the parties here right? Well, we do.

We head out blasted drunk. I threw on

2x P83
4x IG
x1 A314

I threw on my friend

x2 Ammo

Cause “I wanna smell good and what you put on before was great :wink:” quote on quote…

Well we head out blasted. We head up to a random party. I see the gate open. My friend starts babbling on about how if we get stopped how we are going to get out of it, but I tell him to chill and just head inside. He agrees. We walk through the gate UNOPPOSED. Keep in mind this is about 12:30 at night. Well, I immediately head up to the beer pong table as if I owned the place, and greet one of the players there as if I knew them.

I got no resistance what so ever. It was all, “Yeah man, you’re pretty cool, my name is blah blah blah, you can have the game after us” Truly crazy stuff. We got no resistance what so ever. Me and my friend were in the party uninvited, and soon we knew enough people to say we were. We found out it was some girls 21st bday party.

Heres the big hit of the night: as the night is wearing on, I’m standing on the dock next to one of the girls from a town or so away. Well she taps my arm, and pulls me down to her ear.

“I have a secret for you, come here.”

So i bend down, and I can feel her warm breath on my cheek, and her hand on my skin.

“You know what a ‘Kali’ is? A Kali is when girls like us who go to foreign schools like yours try to go and hook up with as many guys as possible before we leave.”

WTF! I was stunned. She looked me in the eyes and was clearly hitting on me like no tomorrow. But I honestly couldnt do anything; it was way to abrupt, and honestly way too aggressive. Wow! I had a feeling the P83 really had something to do with it, and I wasnt even working her all night. It was as if once she got a whiff of me and was comfortable in my presence, she felt like letting all guns loose. The party was thinning down as girls head out to the bar and we decided to leave.

Well we eventually left and went to a friend’s house briefly. Our friends were sitting there doing nothing, typical on a saturday night. We left, disgusted. I didnt know exactly what to do. My friend however, convinced me to head back to the party we were previously at. I was like, okay, fine.

I have to give him credit. We were sitting outside and the party wasnt crowded no, but we were meeting new people and thats what counted. As the night wore on however, the phero’s wore off; we waited for the girls to come back from the bars, and the bars close at 2, and i put the phero’s on at around 11; so it was about three and a half hours before the girls came back.

Heres where the night gets interesting. As I head inside, a really hot girl passes me. I try to start up a convo:

“So whats your name?”

“I dont know.”

“You mean you dont know your name?”

“Nope.”

To be honest, she was being bitchy. Especially with her boy toy at her heels. Bitch shield! Wtf! I heard she is in the “Rich Bitch” Sorority…in fact, one of the girls said out loud that she was being “Elitist”. Well she heads to a room and heads out again into the hallway.

So this time I try to flirt with her. I ask her once again whats her name, and she tells me that she wouldnt tell the likes of me. (for whatever reason why, I was dressed up in a collared shirt, so I was looking good)

So I decide to strike back.

“I guess I would expect that from a girl who is tripping over herself.” I said with a big grin on my face.

Well she flipped out! She went nuts.

“What! dont tell me that. You know what, get out of my house. I’m telling you to get out.”

Oh man. I struck a chord. Too bad it was indeed her house, and I had no one to back me up; my friend was there and he tried to help, but it was useless. Eventually, her bitching won over, and I had to leave. But I dont care! As I walked out I leaned over to her and whispered,

“I’ll talk to you when you’re sober, babe.”

I walked around the block and my friend got me back inside. By that time the party had died down, and i sat outside chatting it up. We had a great time. Eventually, the birthday girl game back and was almost as equally as bitchy; but I won this one over. We stayed outside to the wee hours of the morning, getting to know her. It was…excellent. I found out that these girls that lived in the house had a reputation for being “hot party girls.” We had finally gotten to know some hot party girls…ironically, they seemed quite bitchy. Not just the hot girl who kicked me out, but the whole bunch in general was just not approachable. If this is what these girls consider “being popular” as being snobs, then me and my friend outdid them tonight. We fought fire with fire.
Another one of the girls there completely came on to me, grabbing me by the chest and ass and trying to grind up against me, but i was way too fucked up and tired to deal with it at that point; plus another one of the guys there was going for her, and I just didnt really care.

And we won out. We did indeed got to know alot of the people there, and my friend completely fucked up told me,

“You know alot of people give you shit dude for being wayyy outgoing but you know what, youre doing the right thing. THEY are sitting inside and doing nothing while YOU go out and try. Thats what matters.”

It was a good night, tonight. The last night of spring break DID go out in a bang.

Conclusion:

Its interesting, because a piece of fear left me that night. I fought fire with fire. I knew I struck a chord with the hot bitch. I could see it in her face; she wasnt used to men striking back at her, not lipping at her heel. I’m not like that. Maybe other guys, but I will give her a flirt like she wouldnt believe. When I was sitting outside, I could see her face poke through the window, and look at mine for about five full seconds. Heheheh. I do wish that I had IG on me when talking with her though; its amazing what you can get away with that stuff on, especially when people are drunk. If I had IG on me maybe things would have gone different, but either way I am happy with tonight.

I was indeed told that if I played my cards right I may have gotten better results with the hot girl; he said that she naturally gets bitchy at times, and that I came across her at the wrong time. Whatever. If I see her again I’ll give her a piece of my mind, and I dont give two shits if shes hot or not. Thats not gonna stop me.

Bring on next weekend!