I really should document todays log before I forget it. I wore P102 30 mg in akuto . Within 10 min I noticed I was hearing things louder that I never picked up on before.
Things were looking good but I didn’t like the fact that I was in my own world.
Then I met my SO. The first thing she said is she feels tuned out in her mind. She is always alert. Then over dinner she tried to get my attention while I was laser like introverted focused on tv and sounds an it was annoying me, and it annoyed her that I could not break out of this single minded focus.
So I went to washroom washed it all off. Suddenly she says to me, when you went to the washroom my mind was clear again. Is it something your wearing? (She knows I experiment with mones). I told her I wiped off some residue of mones and she said she felt tuned out again. This time I went to the washrrom and used soap.
The problem was solved. Suddenly I wasn’t in my own world anymore. Suddenly I felt wide focus, humour etc and we had a normal conversation.
Later in the night I went home and tossed on 2 sprays of double strength IS before going out to brighten my mood after the p102 messed it up. Results were good. All the young 25 year old women were checking me out , smiling etc. It was a lot of fun.
Perhaps p102 is not for me, or perhaps I am using too much dosage. i did 30 mg or 3 sprays of 10 mg. The scent alone may of been too much and affected my mind and hers.
I’m kinda stuck here. I don’t want to repeat the same experiment. Any ideas how I should tailer the mix differently? Any other users report the same problem?
I like the hearing, I hate the introversion and narrow focus. Perhaps good if you just want to be left alone, which I definitely don’t need.
dsouza