Got up today and went off to the car dealer to have some work done.
Arrived at a breakfast diner at 7:00am and sprayed 25 mu P102 on my upper chest – just under my throat. After I finished breakfast I arrived at the dealer and checked in my car. I sat down in the waiting room and the news was on.
I felt anxiety, but I don’t think it was the P102 – but more likely that second cup of coffee that I had.
At 8:30 I applied another 25 mu to my forearms. The car was finished shortly thereafter and to I drove to work.
On the way, I was listening to a CD that I had heard many times before,
BUT when it came to a certain passage, I noticed a fifth instrument playing a melody that I had not heard before.
I was quite surprised!
At work I added 50 mu to my forearms. I had no anxiety. A meeting was scheduled for 10:30 – so I went to the meeting room early and was able to spray 10 chairs at 25 mu each (250 mu).
There was nothing really to note about the meeting other than the 3 known yawners, were not yawning and most of the workers were more frequently looking around the room at everyone else – not a lot of other body language that I could see - and there were not very many questions at the end of the meeting - which was unusual. Perhaps they all understood what was to be done. ?
At 11:20 I added 25 mu to my forearms and didn’t note anything.
At 2:00pm I applied 25 mu to my upper chest and went to lunch. I noticed that the burger was more delicious than usual and I enjoyed the bursts of dill pickles as I ate. It was as if taste was enhanced.
At 4:00pm I applied another 25 mu to my chest.
Around 5:00pm I visited Lady S’s cubie and found myself sitting down and talking with her for over half an hour over a wide variety of non-work related subjects, observations of life and personal adventures. I do not know if this was because of the P102 or if it is because we are starting to have a great rapport with each other. I certainly hope that it is the latter! Maybe P102 was helping?
So, I guess I ought to go P102 solo again soon and see what more I can see since it, for me at present, doesn’t do anything blatantly obvious. So far, I think that it is very subtle.
Jedi or anyone else, any other audio/hearing effects you noticed (see posts below)? What do you think this could be useful for?
Your experience with P102 and talking to lady S for over half an hour about a “large number of non-work related matters, observations of life and personal adventures” may be similar to toilofday’s “very much a take your time and soak it all in kind of deal”. Do you think this is the case and P102 leads to longer, slightly deeper conversations/thinking?
I applied 4 sprays to a paper towel and sniffed it for a bit. I found the smell to be rather pleasant as did my father. My dog was near by so I leaned down and held th paper towel out for him to smell. One whiff and he jumped back 2 feet. 30 seconds later he sneased and started rubbing his nose on the ground. lol
Still sniffing the paper, I feel calmed, a little up beat and slower in my actions. I noticed a pressure obove my eyes. I assume it was sinus related, but it seems to be in my left frontal lobe (I think that’s right). It’s a pressure in the same location I get migrain pain from. I have ocular stereoscopia. A vien constricts reducing blood flow to my eye and I lose some of my vision. It then expands and I have a migraine in that exact spot.
I throw out the towel and procede to get coffee. On my way I spray 3 sprays on my wrists and spread it to my neck. The pressure came back instantly and I felt like I just took a shot of esspresso. (still calm and slow in movement though)
My vision become more instense as if I was engrossed in a play.
I became much more aware of my surroundings and noticed more details in the environment.
I got coffee and the coffee girls seemed to be just as attentive as I was once I showed up.
I head out to walmart to find a tool. I walk around a look at a few thing. Get to the tools and the desired socket was not carried. This entire time i’m processing more environmental information than usual.
I wander throught the sporting goods and electronics and make it back out to the isle. I start to notice sounds much more at this point (+30-45 minutes after aplication). It’s not entirely pleasant either. Every sound i’m hearing is sharper. I became a little overwelmed and headed for the door.I get to the parking lot and I CAN HEAR EVERYTHING. I’m used to this because of a few pshycadelics (research chemicals) I experimented with at Pudue. (when you can hear footsteps 2 blocks away and hear people talking in there houses from the sidewalk outside you tend to get used to it, but those storries are for another time)
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Anyway, I could hear everything. There was the walmart guy behind me walking past with his keys jingling. The lady pushing her kids in a cart, the 3 cars playing music in different locations through the parkinglot, the train going by, the conversation of the people by there car, ect.
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The one thing shocked me a bit was that the music I could hear registered more as noise than music. Sounds were much more sharp, crips, clear, and edgy.
It seems to be an environmental processing enhancer.
If these effects continue down this path and it wasn’t just the shock of exposure to a new pheromone I think this could be benificial to a crime scene investigator, or a detective/Private eye.
I want to try this one at smaller doses. It seems to be very potent.”
Once again I noticed the pressure but it was less this time as I was more used to it’s effects.
I began to feel disconnected in a small way. I was in a trance of sorts. It’s hard to explain.
I went out on a drive to just observe the world if you will and listened to music. The audio was a little clearer but I had yet to notice profound auditor shifts as i had prior. I was a little concerned that I had mislead everybody with a false reading of the pheromone. **Looking back there were a few instances I could say were auditory shifts. I shut my stereo off to listen to everything around me and could pick out individual sounds and what they were coming from more readily.
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I sprayed on 2 more sprays straight to the face. I gaged because of the smell. It’s very sour and funky. I continued about my way and ended up at a RR crossing watching a train. I just stared off in one direction a the train and listened to all the sounds coming from it. At this point I still feel that I was reaching out for auditory awareness.
I went to get coffee after that. I walk in and order. The coffee girl who took my order and was making my coffee became less cheerful and seemed like she was in a trance as well.
Shortly after this it hit me. I don’t know what it is with this molecule. It seems to take forever to get the full effects. 30-45 minutes.
I was driving about again with my stereo off listening to all the sounds around me. I could process them all individually at the same time.
I began to realize that my reliance on my sense of sight had been decreased. I wasn’t to happy about this because I was driving, but it wasn’t a problem. I also noticed this in a small extent the first test run, but mistook it for a sensory overload.
This molecule at 15-25mcg seems to reduce visual perception and increase auditory. It not actually reduce visual directly. It me be that increasing ones auditory perception requires a decrease in visual perception.
On a final note, when I arrived home the crickets were LOUD! They were as loud as a TV at normal volume.
…From what I’ve seen so far, P101 has a meditative spaciness. P102 has more of a animalistic sensory increase. I was actually frightened by a street clock downtown that started to played a song when I was stopped at the light right beside it.”
http://www.pheromonetalk.com/mens-journals/denecs-journal-14206.html#post124302\\
denec (June 2008):
“well today i decided to try p102] - 4 sprays = 41 mcg
the self effect of this putative is very interesting
so far the best way to describe the effects is my sense is hearing is very focus. I feel like i have super hearing like superman! Well not really, but i am able to hear things a lot clearer. It is unlike any other pheromone i ever tried here.
So far I have not seen any other effect on any targets.”
This weekend I was at watering hole N and a woman sat down next to me as I was wearing 50 mu upwind. We started talking and it was as if we were old friends comparing notes on relationships and their issues. We came to some really matter-of-fact realizations and I think we both benefited greatly. (No sensual vibes at all).
Then today I was working and Lady S came by my cube and I called her in concerning a training course. Well, she sat down and discussed it and thought it would be good. Then we started talking about a dog she had to take to the vet. This lead to conversations about the Westminster dog show. Then our favorite breeds and looking up various puppies on the internet. It was a good long and enjoyable exchange.
After noon I applied 50 mu more. Later on I stopped by her cubie and we were again talking
For a good long time. It was about various internal relationships amongst the employees –which led to more observations of life and personal adventures.
Is this kind of like Instant Honesty? I think maybe so. Hmmmm, they might make an interesting combo.
I wasn’t aware of any increase in hearing today – but the mustard on the hamburger was pronounced.
I know this is a couple of months ago that you posted this. But I have to ask you, how on earth did you wear 50 mcg P102. I find this molecule very lovely, to be sure, but it is sedating and a bit hypnotic for me. Do you find it sedating?
I’m getting ready to order more, and I’m curious if it has any effects on men. Paired with meo-est and TAF this is one sexy molecule!
I did not find P102 sedating at all and when I hosed down a meeting room with it, three women who are usually yawners were paying attention and “with the program”.
Add a little TAF and you may see what I mean. I use P102 with Meo-Est and TAF for really yummy sensual body effects. This is one of my favorite molecules for ramping up physical sensations.
