P51Mustang's Journal

Ongoing report for today

TAK ~5mcgs

On top of 2 drops of A314

So far slight phero rush from new molecule, will report findings as the day progresses

Update: Well that was a weird feeling. It felt like my face was flushed and had congestion on my high cheeks and around my eyes. I wanna say sinus area but on the skin’s surface. I felt an immediate sleepy sensation at first which subsided. I do notice that when someone was trying to butt into my conversation I got slightly annoyed and I went in and reasserted control over the conversation. It wasn’t a bossy way butting in but more assertive.

Update 2: This girl I know came by, had more flirting than I normally do. Remember that I work in a professional environment, but the staff around here is laid back and there were really no one else in the place that could have misconstruted my actions as too inappropriate. She was loving every minute of it and actually had that look from her that was just like a DIHL but is has a “falling” effect but not fallout. It was weird, this was the first reaction I got from her like this.

As for self effects so far I like the straightforward anti-anxiety that I feel with this. If I didn’t have a meeting today with one of my associates and their boss, I wouldn’t have worn A314 with it, but I’m not sure where A314 stops and TAK begins, but I could see a difference with the TAK because alone with A314 I had to constantly keep aware of my situation. For the respect and alpha self effects, TAK is some sort of an anchor that helps you stay in that mindset. I can’t ever account for this since this is the first time I am using this, but I will keep testing tomorrow as well and record any changes. This is the easiest access I have to keeping my thoughts together so most of the updates will be on the fly as I experience them.