Generating real attraction with P96 is so much easier.
I just really like how it works. I’m going to go out and try it out later tonight.
I’ll do a P74, bnol, P96 and a touch of -none tonight and see where that gets me.
Oh wow.
A314 SBE 2x
P96 75mcg
P74 15mcg
Beta Nol 15mcg
P93 10mcg
This was my last shot with D. I was busting her chops about standing me up, we joked around and essentially told me, if I didn’t like it, go sit on IQ’s side of the bar. So I did, I played it cold (playfully) with her for most of the night. I had fun, most of my friends were there and we were having an awesome time.
I was spending most of my time with IQ, but it was sooooo out of character to her with opening up that I was shocked sometimes. She apologized for not being able to talk cause she was busy, I definitely understood cause that’s how it is when you’re working.
Anyways I warmed up to D later, after joking around with her standing me up in the afternoon. Long story short, I ended up making plans with her later this week, and we’ll see how that goes.
I am frigging amazed at how this mix works. For one, I was leaving and saying bye, I said you owe me a hug, and I said I’m not taking one from behind the bar, and she actually came around and hugged me from outside after walking all the way around. I was pretty plastered so she made sure I didn’t take my car home. It was a fun night all around, IQ was out of character in a good way, she was initiating conversations with me.
Definitely trying this mix out again.
Fallout plan, in effect.
Stay tuned.
You have a MASSIVE journal, kudos for contribution man. Can you point me towards your testing of of strictly P83? Or anyone’s really.
Not gonna be a dick, but there is a search feature for that purpose.
Click search thread.
But I’ve done testing with P83 by itself but it shines in mixes IME.
You’re still new, stay away from the putatives till you get a grasp of how the consumer (Instant Line, AMMO, A314) work before you get into putative testing. These molecules aren’t magic, if you don’t have a broad understanding of what they are, then its no good to you.
Up for today P106 25mcg
Reapplied 5 hours after initial application.
Same mcg content at 25mcgs
I really had to double check if I was wearing A314 today.
It was confident layered on with cocky attitude. I don’t know what it was but that’s how I’ve been feeling. But there were really no real protracted feelings of aggression. I was blunt, direct, and motivated today. I just got it done. Clients didn’t question me or second guessed me, and I closed pretty decent sized business today.
What I can describe P106 as is it gives you almost like a P75ish feeling but this seemed more pronounced and I acted on it more, as with P75 a lot of it is internalized for me.
Oh wow.
A314 SBE 2x
P96 75mcg
P74 15mcg
Beta Nol 15mcg
P93 10mcg
I was curious to see if MX353 had an impact on D the last time we saw each other. I figured, with bad timing, it could definitely have been the -none that was pushing her away, it was just uncharacteristic of her so I decided a different way to go about it tonight. Thanks to Olfact and Josie for the mix idea. We made plans for lunch the night before and she ended up passing out before work and got back to me when it was too late. So I was busting her chops about standing me up, we joked around and essentially told me, if I didn’t like her anymore then I should go sit on IQ’s side of the bar. So I did, I played it cold (playfully) with her for most of the night. She tried coming by a few times and saying hello, and I was dropping lines like “nice to meet you, what’s your name” and just shook my head everytime she smiled at me. Breaking the ice a bit, I decided to go and have shots with her. Cheers and down em, I get the comment of “that’s the most contact we’re going to have tonight” and I retorted, “that’s the last time, ever”. And she just got that shocked look as I was turning around and heading back to my friends. So at the end of the night, I was leaving with my buddy and we were talking about what happened earlier and said, you’re going to have to make it up to me. Made drunken plans (bad idea) for tuesday. I said well I want a hug at least to make it up. She reaches over the bar, and I’m like no, you’re going to have to come around and give me a real one. Which, she did.
I was spending most of my time with IQ, but it was sooooo out of character to her with opening up that I was shocked sometimes. She apologized for not being able to talk cause she was busy, I definitely understood cause that’s how it is when you’re working. I heard some shitty news about a good friend of mine, and everything is going to work itself out, it was just a shocker and a downer that one of your good friends comes to you and you feel helpless about it because you can’t do anything. Again it was out of nowhere that she was more open and more friendly. I can’t even call her IQ anymore, from now on its G. So G was taking shots, having fun, and I was really amazed of how well it opens people up. G isn’t the type to really drink or just do things out of the ordinary, but I don’t know what it was, her reactions were so different than I’m used to. G’s taken so I’m not going to do that, I really don’t like hitting on someone that’s taken. I’ll flirt, but that’s it.
Definitely trying this mix out again.
I just don’t understand how.
I sprayed on MX301 2x, and went to the bar. D and G were there, went well. I had to leave because I had prior engagements, told them I might be back.
Went off and came back about 4 hours later reapplied:
A314 2x, MX301 2x.
G was normal, again more sociable, I guess that’s how she’s just gonna start.
D was completely the same way again. Rounds of shots, had fun, but she was having a terrible night. Something happened with her work that she explained to me, I totally understood where she was coming from. She ended up leaving early for work, so she said she was leaving but came to our side to drink, she bought me and my friend a round of shots. I always thought she was distancing herself from me but I noticed her face lights up everytime I come by and I come see her.
Her cab came by, and I was like, why do that I’ll take you home. She canceled the cab and I took her home, it was only like 10 min from my house so it didn’t matter. It wasn’t awkward, nothing was forced and we can just have an awesome time together regardless. You know I was telling my friend how even on the shittiest days I have, she ends up putting a legitimate smile on my face, I don’t know how that is or why. I’ve known a decent amount of women in my life and its few and far between the way that I can get to that stage. It’s hard not to catch feelings, and letting myself get there, not knowing if its going to be reciprocated or not, is tough. I just have to follow my own advice I give sometimes and just say, heck, why not, be happy it happened and your life was better because of it. If it doesn’t lead to anything you still have an awesome friend.
I tried A314 x2 and MX301 x2 again last night just to watch the games. Respect and openness with everyone were there. I had people next to me talking my ear off.
D moved from attraction to comfort stage now, IMO. And we all know what’s next, just gotta make sure I don’t orbit in that stage and get locked into FZ completely. There was a weird comment last night from one of the guys there talking to me, to the point where he asked “is that your girlfriend”, I don’t know were that came from but it has to be some sort of vibe there.
Whatever, take it as it comes.
Also most likely no testing for the daytime, my NT’s are probably depleted from my activities this weekend.
Might test test out IJ and P96 tonight and see where that takes me
I think it’s funny that I am waiting anxiously to see how this goes. I am really in here with you hoping that things go as well as you want. You made a comment about not knowing if feelings will be reciprocated. I think you are are on the right track with this “heck, why not, be happy it happened and your life was better because of it.” It’s funny. Sometimes I think you just have to live life wide open. Think about it. Why are children so fun to be around? They don’t worry about being injured.
That is an awesome analogy.
We only start to worry and be more careful from experience and that’s where the fun is gone.
Great reply Josie, thanks for the encouragement
And the people mount that keeps telling me D likes me.
I went to visit G, her bday was coming up, but I had to go, I took work home and I really had to get back home, I just wanted to show face cause I said I would.
After I got done with work, I came by again, two of my friends I haven’t chilled with in a while. As soon as I got there, D tells me, jokingly, that she’s not talking to me, proceeds to not talk to me the rest of the night. It is when my friends were telling me, “bro I think she likes you”, damnit man, why the hell is this so damn complicated.
For for pheromone reference
I had on previously
Also on a side note, G seems better affected with this mix, but eh this time I’m just getting frustrated with this whole thing.
A314 x1
P96 75mcg
P74 15mcg
Beta Nol 15mcg
P86 30mcg
good luck, p51… you have a nice journal going… Also, although you annoy me at times, I still like having you around 
plus, even if i sound like i take everything matters, i don’t take things too seriously. ESPECIALLY forums, so…
Well, see you in forum, pal 
You can keep up with what is happening with me too, hehe
Any new breakthroughs I’ll make sure to let you guys know
Up for today
IG 2x
IS 2x
A good woman is like a new pair of shoes. They look amazing and you know in time they will feel amazing too. You just got to get used to all the blisters first. In other words take your time. As you already know, even if she turns out to be just a friend, a friend who makes you smile is a great friend and I’ll take that any day than a girlfriend who makes me mad.
Oh and I’m having crazy issues with my girl right now too. She has me so freaking confused I don’t know whether I’m coming or going and I feel like just tossing the towel in. She keeps breaking our plans, never has time for me, works all the time, blah, blah, blah.
So when I did break it off last time all her friends were like she is so into you! WTF! She’s quiet, her family gives her grief, she never talks about anyone else like she does about you, blah, blah, blah. I’ve been trying to go out to dinner with her for weeks. Never has the time. I actually posted that last time I went to dinner with a chick it was her best friend. That’s when she told me just how much V really loved me. Ummm again WTF?
It’s that way with me and D. It’s not to that point yet though Steve, but I can see it getting there. After finding out more what happened last night, I found out she didn’t hear me say bye to her, and she was upset at that. We did have plans but things keep coming up, and like you said, I don’t know whether I’m coming or going with her, signs point to something, and actions point in another direction. And most logic and advice I would give is just to drop it, but something inside me is telling me to pursue this. The things she does, albeit subtle, my female friends tell me all the time that I’m an idiot if I don’t think she likes me.
This was so out of nowhere and I didn’t expect it to get to this point. She got to know the real me, and it just really reinforced more and more of my belief that hey, you know what, you’re damn attractive to women, and women have been saying this to me over and over again. It’s time for me to man up, and like Josie said, live life wide open.
Again, thanks for the input, keep bring alpha, keep being myself and don’t sacrifice anything.
Before I met my wife I dated this other chic for 3 years. She was awesome to me. Waited on me hand and foot. Was easy to be with. Never any pressure or stress. Always did exactly what I wanted. I loved her yet I cheated over and over again, because deep inside I hated her. I hated how she never challanged me. The girl that put me through hell and made everything hard (shit test after shit test) I married. It’s funny how the chase goes. She challenges me everyday, and praises me behind my back. I’m still chasing her. And it’s worth it. Makes me climb heights that I didn’t even know existed before. The other girl, the one I didn’t marry she let me settle.
I’m going through something similar at the moment. At the risk of sounding selfish it’s comforting to know I’m not the only one lol.