P51Mustang's Journal

Brilliant!

So yeah finally there is a lull and I get to type some stuff out.

Things have been fun lately, I don’t know how much more testing I can really do since there isn’t anything new out there for me to buy and test out anyway. I’ve just been using IBF constantly and ICM 1.0 with some A314.

I realized lately that I’ve had girls hitting me up to hang out, aside from my complicated situation (which the girls don’t know about) practically no one really knows, I’ve been getting phone calls and texts asking to hang out. Maybe it’s my demeanor cause I’m talking to someone, but its no coincidence since I started using IBF it’s been pretty damn good. It really reminds me of ICM 2.0, looks like Steve came up with a way to give that fallout effect without the use of P96. But man, I am telling you guys, P96 with a status product like A314 is bar none the best best product combo out there. Granted I haven’t used other companies’ but I’ve read and read and read reviews out there.

AD needs to get on this, ASAP, if you want to dominate the market. I’ve used many MX’s/combos, but for ultimate deep attraction, this is definitely the way to go.

Venting.

Letting things go is always frigging tough. What I did learn is to get out and take my feelings and what’s going to be good for me into consideration. I hate that I had to do this but I know in the end it will be for the better. I refuse to be an option when I should have been the choice. Bold statements I know, but I know what I have to offer and I’m not going to settle for second best. Not to say that it doesn’t suck though.

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Powerful quote. Repped.

Stang P96 and A314 quantities I’m testing out A314 and this would be interesting.

Mustang can you tell me what IBF is? Your own mix maybe?

And right, P96 is a superb putative, a molecule that act like a complex mix.

IBF is

P83 30mcg
P96 37.5mcg (30mcg) I’ve used both.
P74 15mcg
TUTH 2x
A314 2-3x

How ‘necessary’ is the P96 in the IBF? Is there a stand in/alternative to P96? I’m curious now, as I have all of the components except for P96… :slight_smile:

Have a good weekend, P?

Thanks, interesting mix and very low none. In my experience is a 1:1 ratio NONE/P96 still too low. Do you see a difference without 2xTUTH?

I’ve tested other variants, but the key is P96. If I wasn’t getting low I would definitely sell you some at fair market value, but its tough to find this molecule nowadays.

And yes I had a pretty good weekend. Just dealing with having to distance myself from someone I really liked. It’s an up and down situation but it’s been really hard to deal with internally.

I’ve used it with P75 and the mix sings with this ratio. Extreme fallout effect, I believe that either I produce enough -none or that you really don’t need it when layered correctly.

Sometimes you have to go through the difficulty to get to the calmer waters of sanity on the other side! Hang in there, P! :slight_smile:

BTW, I tried the mix without P96… replacing it with P106 @ 20 mu. We’ll see! :smiley:

There is no reason you cannot be friends. There are two sides to this story and while you should never relegate yourself to second best, it doesn’t mean someone doesn’t very obviously care about you. As I wrote though, there are two sides to this and you also made the situation what it is. So don’t sell it short.

An old friend of mine dated a girl I knew for a very long time. When they went out I was a little pissed that she chose him, but it actually brought us closer. When it was over between them we started dating and here it is years later and we are still very close. That old friend of mine that dated her. Have no idea what he is doing, where he is, nor do I really care.

I hope you’re not going to throw away what appears a solid friendship. Ask yourself are you doing it because you got a taste of what you shouldn’t have? Why are you really doing it Mustang? I mean you were involved with taking it to the next level as much as she was.

I didn’t throw away the friendship, I did leave that part out. I just told her that moving forward and hanging out, we’re not going to be doing the things that cross that line that platonic friends don’t do. We still talk as much as we did before, and still have fun when we’re out which is pretty good. Just the physical aspect of it we don’t do anymore. The holding hands, cuddling, making out, and extras I told her I can’t do. I also told her that because of what we were doing, out of respect for her, I would hold off, for a short time with other girls, which could have been a mistake, but I wanted to show her I was serious about what I wanted.

Now the romantic aspect of our relationship isn’t going to happen but our friendship remains normal. When I mentioned that I was distancing myself, I wasn’t doing it physically, I was mentally trying to keep that romantic aspect as far away as possible. I don’t want to get hurt and that’s why I’ve been trying to keep things as platonic as possible, however effective that is after what we’ve gone through.

Glad to read. Would hate for someone who obviously cares about someone to go through what I did.

I would never, this is the one who drives all the way to my job and brings me iced tea just because.

This is gonna be hard not to fall for her more than I already have.

My God man. By all things Pink and Squishy she brings you Iced Tea and just because! Australian for keepa

Women want to be loved by men. Regardless of who they are. Don’t think theres anything wrong in loving someone else is there? It’s a healthy emotion.

Lust is another thing :slight_smile:

Took your advice Steve, and mine to other people.

I’m going to enjoy the present, whenever we’re together it’s just that, nothing more. Gonna live it up day to day. If it leads us somewhere then it does. If it leads to disappointment then it does. I’m not going to worry about what’s going to happen days/weeks/months from now.

I did wear IBF last night, we did very simple things. We just talked for hours and hours. She mentioned to me that time just flies when she’s with me. I haven’t been this comfortable around a girl in a long while, being myself completely and just sharing that emotional connection I haven’t felt in a long time. This isn’t just sexual with us, there is so much more in there. It’s hard not to cross that line between friends and more than friends and as hard as I try to keep it separate we just keep going back to that. Time to just let things happen the way they do.

Really don’t know what to do anymore, I forgot how much it hurts to let something good go =\

I was spraying on some P96 the other night and the hint of smell I noticed really reminded me as part of the nol test pack I used. My inkling is that it could really be a super refined version of Androstenol or a derivative of such. Tests have pointed out that it could be that and closer to beta Androstenol but heared towards the bonding side.