P74 (15mcgs) + P75 (15 mcgs) + P79 (15mcgs) + P91 (10mcgs)
Tonight, was an interesting night. Its been a while since I clubbed, and tonight was a break in the dry season. A couple of friends that I met while clubbing quite a while back decided to head down to a members only club and I was asked along. The night was still young and we decided to do a little drinking first at a nearby bar a few blocks down from the club, owing to the fact that alcohol was also much cheaper there.
To cut the long story short, a lady, about 30 years old was also in the group. She wasn’t really my friend, more of an acquaintance. We’d all gone out in the group before then but I never really talked to her.
She had lost weight, alot of weight. And when we were all sitting down and talking (no it wasn’t the alcohol talking) I accidentally let slip “Wow… You lost so much weight, you look really hot now”. The moment it came out of my mouth I felt REALLY EMBARRESSED. I don’t know what overcame me in terms of embarressment but I really felt very shy. I know P75 is supposed to give me balls (I’ve tried it solo but only twice, it doesn’t give me as much balls as TUTH does but it does give the extra ball or two) but what the heck, I felt as if I wanted a hole to appear and just dive in.
Older women aren’t really my thing, even if its just a couple of years more. She instantly brightened up and went “really?” and started to talk about her fitness regime. She kept on looking at me while talking and when she got up to go to the washroom, she came back and sat right next to me. Conversations flowed and continued but she kept on leaning in on me all the time. I found it really hard to talk to and look at her.
We headed to the club and it was really funny on the dance floor. We were all dancing and goofing around. After a few songs, she came over, pulled me to the side, turned around, leaned in on me, grabbed both my hands placed them on her waist and started dancing with me.
I kind of suspect that there was at least one guy in the group who was interested in her and I had no intentions of scoring with her, at all (even though she was considerably hotter now. just felt wrong, damn wrong). I felt really really shy and sheepish. It was R&B night and I was waiting for the song to end, to make the transition so I could just “walk off”. Right into the next song, I whispered in her ear, “let’s go back to the group”, she turned around and gave me a pouty look, I gave a semi-serious face (I had alot of difficulty looking her in the eyes), and said “let’s go” and she somewhat got the hint.
She kept stealing glances at me throughout the night. And everytime she looked over I just felt shy REALLY SHY. I was thinking “wtf is wrong with me, why do I feel so shy”
Something in this mix gave a really big hit, but at the same time screwed with my head. This was one freakishly wonky night