I put P91 on the shelf for a while and I decided to pull it back out and do some more testing of this molecule without adding any TAF.
I started with a clean palette, having been pheromone free for over a week.
I still like the clean smell of P91.
I applied, first 25, and then 50 mcg of P91. I haven’t started trying diluted amounts yet. That is next.
The first thing I noticed is that without the TAF I get a really heavy feel with this pheromone, almost drugged. TAF seems to have alleviated that quite a bit in my prior tests.
One thing I noticed in the hours following application is that I became clumsier and accident prone at this dosage, and a little scattered in my thinking.
P91 makes me very calm. It doesn’t get rid of irritation, but makes irritation more tolerable and less important, if that makes sense. It makes it less likely that I will focus on my irritation.
I rest better with P91. And I’m more inclined to be generous with it on.
The surprising thing about P91 with this test for me is that it seems to be suppressing my appetite, and I haven’t been hungry since I applied it last night. This definitely deserves further testing.
Today (after being next to me with 50.0 mcg P91 on all night) my husband was super. He was warm and calm, and I felt like he was a real partner today, without showing any sign of the little irritations that he sometimes feels. He was chipper and in a very good mood, and generous. Both of us were good with each other and there was a real easiness and calm to our interactions with each other.
I think the downsides of the molecule, the heavy drugged feel and clumsiness, is dose dependent and I think 25 mcg or more is way too much.
More to follow.
Diane