Today I am testing P91 (free gift from Steve, thank you, Baby!) for self-effect. Starting with 25.0 mcg to chest.
8:38 AM – spray 1 spray 25.0 mcg to chest. It smells almost sweet, fruity. Wow, nice instantaneous pleasurable loading sensation. Ooh, I like it. I’m getting firing sensations through my legs same reaction I get from any of the –caine derivatives, like lidocaine. Within 4 minutes I begin getting mildly energized and stimulated. I may not have to ramp this up with TAF, but I probably will anyway. ![]()
I’m smiling and making jokes with myself – and laughing at how funny I am. This is definitely a pick-me-up molecule. Feels like the D2 receptor is firing – definitely pleasurable. I’m wondering why this isn’t a more popular Putative? I can see how this would definitely add to a sex or sensuality mix. It is a happy, pleasurable molecule.
8:49 – adding in 20.0 mcg TAF. The happiness increases and I’m laughing out loud. The physical properties of P91 seem really transient, maybe just associated with initial receptor loading. Or maybe it is dose dependent. Not much else happening after adding the TAF.
8:55 – adding 25.0 mcg P91 – 2nd dose. The smell is really pleasant. I don’t get the D2 reaction this time. I notice a desire to chill out. I’m feeling very calm. I’m thinking P79 would be a really nice addition to this molecule, and P80. My thoughts are turning a little in the sexy direction, but it is mid cycle for me so just about everything turns my thought that way right now… LOL.
Still, I am seeing potential for this in a sex mix. It has quite a bit of drive towards desire to it, a physical activity seeking element that could easily be turned sexy. It also has more than just a touch of contentment to it, more like a “happy to be doing whatever I’m doing” feel.
Head space is calm, yet alert… no yack, yack at all. There is a drive to do something physical, but it’s not specific. Could work in a work mix or a work-out mix also, so maybe P93 would be a good addition here…. Just thinking of future tests.
9:06 – adding 25.0 mcg P91 – 3rd dose. Wow, the smell is really pleasant. Oh, now I’m getting intensification of pleasure firing through my body, similar to the 1st dose. This is very different from the fireworks pleasure I get from adding P80 on top of a mix. This is smoother, more wave like and more sustained. It is also very different from the butterflies excitement of adding P102 to a mix. That is more adrenaline-like. This is more endorphin-like. Yup, I’m grooving on this. Contentment reigns supreme.
There seems to be a bit of an emotional element to this molecule, happiness initially, and direction towards deeper emotional happiness. Could very well be a bonding molecule. It feels very similar to P74, except that this is an emotional triggering molecule, where P74 is more of a frontal lobe triggering molecule, more cerebral and not emotional. But the drive for connection and relationship harmony is the same – just different mechanisms, different directions. P74 seems to dampen down negative emotions and allows the higher brain functions to kick in, as well as giving the drive for harmony. This molecule, P91, increases positive emotions, without dampening the higher brain functions. The two together might work very well as an overall harmony mix. It depends on if the cascades they trigger are mutually compatible or not. I think P74 would work well with this molecule.
9:40 – yes, this molecule has a huge drive towards emotional connection and harmony. I feel like I really, really want to make sure my loved ones are happy and contented and I’m feeling a huge desire to do whatever it takes to enable that to be the case. This is definitely and “I care” molecule. This is a pleasure-rewarding molecule, a bonding molecule, a happy molecule – with drive.
But in this regard it also wants direction. I would not classify this as a leadership molecule at all. This molecule is akin to P93 in that it has some recruitment characteristics. It has a ton of drive but needs direction. If this was the only pheromone around I can see a hippy-type love fest, with loving good feelings all around and nothing much else getting done… LOL.
It’s characteristics are pretty blatant. To summarize, my initial thoughts on this molecule:
pleasurable
happy
loving
harmonizing
recruiting
bonding
endorphin-like pleasure/reward
non-sedating
relaxing
I think I’ll stop here. I’ll post more to this thread if there is anything new to add as time goes on.
Tomorrow I plan on testing at 100.0+ mcg.
Diane