Ok everyone I have been a member of this forum for about 6 months now. I have decided to make my own journal for a few reasons:
Advice
Organization
Helping the pheromone community though testing
Background info: Age 19, 5’7, 140lb, athletically built, blood type A, ethnicity white.
All my pheromone products will be listed in my signature.
I will read and respond so don’t be shy.
Well let’s get started
Ok so I have been recently talking with this girl (I’ll call her J). She was in my 3/5 classes during are first semester and since then we haven’t talked or meet up until now. So we talked doing that time but we weren’t close because I had a GF and she had a BF and we both share the same views on flirting while in a relationship (you don’t do it).
(Semi off topic) I myself I’m in a very strange situation because me and my GF are on a “break”, I quote break because I think its bullshit, with that being said my GF doesn’t hook up with anyone and I don’t because we both hope that we can get back together because we still love each other. We just needed time apart. I’m telling you all this because it will come up again.
So J asks for my # via Facebook so we could meat up and catch up. I give her the number and we text and eventually we meat up (week after). This is my first test I will report on.
Pheromone/Pheromones used:
Mx302, 1 spray to top of wrests (total 2 sprays)
IG, 1 spray to top of wrests (total 2 sprays) over the mx302
Setting used: Inside student center
Self affect: none noticed
Affect on others: I was giving off the vibe of a trustworthy cute guy who you can say anything to.
Notes:
fyi this report is about 2 weeks late and I apologize for the inconvenience but I feel that this report is kinda important to understand what I have dig myself into. After this report I will fast forward into present day.
Ok so me and J (yes I know it should be J and I but I don’t care) meet in the campus student center after class for the first time (yes there are plenty more to come). I walk in and she’s waiting by the door for me and we do the whole “omg it’s so nice to see you, how you been, blah blah blah. We sit down and we talk. I saw J everyday first semester and she sat next to me every class, I learned more from her in 2 hours of sitting with her then I did all first semester. Me as a person I am very brutally honest person (I’m like this because I feel that you should be able to express yourself know mater what the circumstance is). Now we talked about life, school and everything in between. Prior to this meet up she asked me if I was still with my GF to witch I replied no, but I didn’t tell her the situation. While we were talking I told her what my situation is, said I still love her I’m not looking to get with anyone nor will I if the opportunity presented itself (witch its has). I told her all this and she just laughed and said that she would “break me”… I invited the challenge but assured her it was a waste of time on her part. We leave together and walk to are cars.
Overall I believe that IG and MX302 allowed her to open up to me as much as she did. (She talked about her X and why it didn’t work out she told me about her sex life and about this girl she wants to fight and a bunch of other stuff I did not expect.)
So basically I forced myself into the friend zone. She has clearly given me strongggg signs suggesting on what she would want out of me (my body lol). But I told her that I’m just a friend.
Later that night: we text each other and before I go to bed I ask her, “so do you have any other questions before I go to bed”. She texts me back “would you hook up with me, not asking for you to but would you”. I replied “like I said today I love my GF very much and I’m not getting with anyone until I feel she doesn’t love me or I fall out of love. But fyi yes I would”. She replays “lol ok, n fyi I would hook up with you… goodnight”.
So yah… I’m typing all this 2 weeks later. We plan to see each other 3 times a week. Now however the situation is different. My GF is now referred to as my X because she has made no effort to come into my life. (2 days ago I asked her to meet me somewhere and she said yes and we talked about “dating” again. She has ignored my calls and texts since that.) So I’m done with her and her bullshit. Now I’m trying to causally move from the friend zone (witch I have tried so hard to force myself into) into the BF zone.
Well now that you know all that… I promise my next journal entry will not only be up to date but will focus more on pheromones then my life story.
Any suggestions on what I should use?
Pheromone/Pheromones used: Ammo togo 2 half sprays to left and right side of neck
Setting used: indoor deli
Self affect: talked a lot more then usual, felt good
Notes:
So after class J and I meet up at a deli by campus. She waited in her car until I arrived; witch was kinda strange to me because she expressed how hungry she was and she’s not the person to wait around. So I pull up and were both happy to se each other and I gave the old “I gota get something out of my car” bit. I sprayed 2 shots of ammo togo on the left and right side of my neck, but half the sprays weren’t hitting my skin (so I counted it as .5 shoot each). Anyway, I walk back in and we talk and I was given a bunch of IOI’s. Her body was constantly facing me, extended eye contact (no pupil dilation though), smiles that make her face crinkle and to top it off I got boobed (hard). We were talking and all of a sudden she starts stretching and crunching her boobs at me. I was so shocked I even joke and say, “Did you just boob me”. And we both laughed and she smiled and said “I didn’t mean to.” So with all those IOI you think I would be happy but sadly I’m not. I still feel very much in the friend zone. (Figured it wouldn’t end in a day, but its wishful thinking). I’m mainly trying to get her see that I am this sexual BF she’s looking for. (Even though by doing this I’m contradicting what I said to her when I had a GF, I said that I am friends with girls and my intentions are never to hook up with any of them, witch was true when I had a GF). Overall ammo worked well. I we are probably going to see each other Wednesday. On Saturday there is this party in my town and she asked if she could come to witch I said yes. (fyi she lives like 45 min away, so it’s a pain but she is doing it anyway). I want to make a move on her Saturday so I’m using this time when we talk and when I see her, to remind her that I’m a guy.
Any suggestions for Wednesday would be great.
Pheromone/Pheromones used: IG togo 2 sprays to the front of my neck, Got2Be Magnetic hair gel
Setting used: indoor deli
Self affect: relaxed and a little more reserved
Notes: During class I keep caching this girl staring at me (I’m sure it wasn’t pheromone related because I was no where near her). After class I meet up with J at the same deli as last time. This time however I used IG in place of ammo. The lunch went very smoothly nothing special happened, just the typical IOI’s except for pupil dilation witch I did not receive with ammo, with IG however I didn’t get boobed. Hummm boobs or eyes. I did not notice any affect from the Got2Be Magnetic. It seems to me that see responded more to the ammo then IG, this inset surprising to me though because she is a very sexual person. I can’t wait to try some ammo and p83 out on her. Unfortunately it will be a while before I test that mix out in the appropriate setting, she found out that her friends bday is the same day as the party so she is not going to be there.
This doesn’t mean I can’t have some ammo p83 fun.
Something worth notating: I was about to walk into work and I held the door open for this lady and she said to me, “why what a gentleman.” Witch is funny because that was still on me from the lunch (1 hour ago).
I gave up on J for now, she is talking to this other guy now and she seems very happy. She talks to me everyday still. I’m not going to be that guy to end something that makes her happy because of my feelings.
Went out last night and it wore:
5 IS 2 to each wrist 1 to the face, 2 IG to front of the neck, 4 CTTM2 to my hair
My good friend had a few people over for some drinks, nothing special. The most dramatic thing I have seen while using pheromones is this. My friend invited this kid over who I am familiar with but never meet him, this kid is a psychopath. This kid is always fighting someone, hates everyone he doesn’t know and looks for any reason to get into a fight (including his own family). Now he comes over and were all talking and drinking (this is how almost all this kids fights start), and out of the blue he tells us how he hates people. I go “you don’t know me well enough to hate me”. To witch he replies, “no I guess your right, plus your just to nice of a person for me to hate.” I laughed and didn’t think anything of it until my friend was like, “how did you do that”. I’m guessing it’s the IG and IS. That is all I could remember because then I got smashed.