This has been a two tube experiment… one tube has the classic Pulsating Pussy mix which by now should need no introduction… a totally root chakra kundalini snake activator… it isn’t subtle, nor is it particularly emo… full on ass-to-brain connection, skip all the stuff in the middle…
Tube 2 has been composed as a result of some, ah, informative experiences I had using strong estrogenic wo-mones by themselves in the sexuous environment… super connected, much more heart chakra, many layers of psychological communication… bigtime hold steady eye contact… younger women are MAD for this stuff… although they do like PP mix for its own virtues…
decided to go on a tweaking project for a high-connection juice… lots of P74, some of my sacred stash of Estratatraenol, about 60 mu of TAL (TAL CAN be especially magical as minor ingredient in a very touchy-feely lurve mix) and I think 200 mu of TAA (takes down the subtle second thought and regrets, TAA is like emotional Windex in that regard)… when p130 comes around, IF P130 comes around, it may be tailor made for this sauce… AND a large qty. of Ambroxan… Ambroxan, IME, is a para-pheromone par excellance, it IS mild pheromonal, giving a delicious sense of comfort and that impossible to define quality of “luxuriousness”… Ambroxan may well be the most luxuriant of all the possible ingredients… suggestive of some plushed out renaissance boudoir… there is something Venetian about it…
Sooo.. what is poor Tacitus to do ? he begins experimenting with concentrations and ratios in vivo… and finally gets it so there is a 1:1 parity between the two seemingly distinct agendae suggested by each formula…
Recently Tacitus pays a visit to a lovely young thing, the kind of interaction that might get you questioning stares in the more conservative parts of this great land… and puts down a goodly spritz of the 1:1 on the love altar…
Cut to scene two: wow… awesome… instead of cancelling each other out or confusing the two inner purposes, this hybrid allowed for the most powerful, excellent… and profoundly emotionally connected at the upper chakra level (all the little nagging subtextual anxieties evaporated) WHILE fully engaging the pulsative root chakra energies…
Or to put it in blunter terms: wife sex meets slut sex. I’ve had this effect before, but not in such a well modulated, harmonious, consistent way… this instinctive feeling of having known the person for a long time and having worked through significant relationship kinks.. the been through the chasm and come out intact on the other side of successful LTR energies combined with that hell for leather slamming it on all 12 cylinders at the top of the torque curve power balling… superlatively body-mind expanding without the subtly distracting holes and voids in the psychic energy field…
The real test is landing the 767 after putting it through the paces and making sure the wings don’t snap off in a power dive… we settled back to earth like a glider on a warm California updraft, none of that mildly disoriented WTF wuzzat dude ? thing … in retrospect the connoisseur’s sign of a truly great sexmix, a Mouton-Rothschild '49 event verus, say, Midori Jello Shotz, is in the way the three stages elegantly flow into one another… the takeoff should be so uplifting and subtle that you feel like you are ascending in a great silent helium balloon, the core should be as if you have been shifted in space and time, and the return like easily gliding back to earth… one should never be forced to pay attention to the neuro-mechanics, the stagecraft of it all, but only the action onstage…
Or like beautiful orchestration where one passage melts into another with such grace that the entire composition remains a harmonious whole while each passage conveys a mood and meaning all of its own…
I’m more and more believing that ambroxan is an important contributor to this silky, velvety feeling…
shakeup a phero cocktail for us lesser mortals please
