OK, I will start a journal. Mostly because I can’t remember what happened yesterday and … I forgot what I was talking about.
Ok so Day 1.
1 drop A314. split between back of ears
Self effect: Bit of a rush. Walked faster. Smells terrific
Setting: work and home
Effect on others:
Coworkers acted a little different. Pined for my attention a bit more.
Not much change in wife or kids.
Day 2
2 drops A314: 1 behind ears, 1 on wrist
Setting: home and shopping
Self effect: umm… Got slightly turned on. Definitely felt wider like my personal space grew.
Affect on others: Kids were all over me, but that may have been because they like me. Wife was slightly submissive to my will, after shit testing me.
My mother was definitely more submissive. The whole atmosphere was controlled by my emotions.
2 more drops of A314 about 8 hours later, plus 1 shot IJ to chest (this stuff gave me the liquid courage feeling. Definitely not a placebo) - Wife oddly became more passionate. (then again my mother had left lol). Went out on a few errands. Most notable was at a grocery store. Young guy working there that always speaks watched me walk up and spoke, but his voice cracked. When I walked by him he reminded me of an excited puppy. So I said a few things to him and it seemed to make him happy. I also talked to another girl there that has given me a fair share of IoI’s before even though she knows my wife. She was a little more shutdown. Went to Lowes and got a DIHL and pupil dilation from a cashier.
Day 3
2 drops A314: 1 behind ears, 1 on wrist
Self affect: Felt great, smelled great
Setting: home, church, restaurant
Affect on others: At church, wife was more affectionate. Wanted to be close to me the entire time. Children listened very well. Older waitress and the hostess at restaurant gave us all of their attention.
Day 4
2 drops A314: 1 behind ears, 1 on wrist
Self affect: Felt great, smelled great
Setting: work and home
Affect on others: Coworkers have definitely noticed something. My opinion has more weight. This is a subtle change, since I am always asked my opinion. Other notably Alpha males are watching me more and staying a step behind when walking with me.
One of the girls that I work with is hanging around a bit more. I get subtle IoI’s from her. She knows that I am happily married and she seems to have some self control, so it’s not much of an issue usually. Went to lunch in the office cafeteria with her and a few other coworkers. She didn’t know where to sit. I asked her why she doesn’t sit where she normally does, she responded that she couldn’t because I was with her. I thought that was hilarious. Also while eating, she sat across from me and the other 2 guys sat next to her. No one sat next to me. Still got the normal amount of joking going, however everyone was a little quieter. On the way back from lunch I got a stare down from an intern as I was walking past her. lol
So to really test this stuff out I wanted to see someones reactions when they couldn’t see me. There is a dark brunette HB8/9 that works as a security guard while she is in college for criminal justice. She has given IoI’s before mones, but they were definitely guarded, and it took some work to get her to loosen up. She is new. (Bear in mind I talk to all of the security guards. I know them all by name. I still didn’t know her name). I walked around the corner and stayed out of her line of site. I waited. I watched her body posture change slightly. Her body usually stiffens when I’m around. She started running her fingers through her hair. I walked up and she saw me and gave me a big smile, faced me directly, and started flipping her hair and running her fingers through it over and over. It was beautiful. I think if it were a different setting she would have gone all out. lol
Thoughts so far:
I’m still curious about the powers of A314. The self effects are more than worth the price. However it appears that A314 is a great lube for life in general. Things normally go my way anyway, but this takes out all of the friction. Everyone around me becomes more focused on me. Now honestly I expect life to be that way, and it happens to to be that way often. However, for some reason I’m not sure how easy I feel now that this knowledge is in my conscious. I have studied body language to get the upper hand and to communicate better, but that knowledge was shoved into subconscious and I just don’t think about it much. I realize that pheromones are a form of communication. I think I need to come to terms with this communication form. I also need to understand what my normal pheromone communication is.