Rise of an Alpha

Field Reports & Anecdotal Experience Men's Journals
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Morning application 2 drops A314 sides of neck , 2 IS forearms
Afternoon 2 shots IS back of head and throat
Night after shower 1 full shot of IJ

Setting: Home

So i get home after work yesterday around 5ish. My wife had been having a hard time with our young children all day. So I end up grilling some chicken, bathing the kids, and helping her put them to bed while she goes to the grocery store. She gets back from the store while I am getting the kids ready for bed. We get them settled and I hang out upstairs to see if the children will go straight to sleep or if there will be issues. My wife goes downstairs. Next thing I know I get a txt message from her saying that she is at the neighbors having a drink with my neighbors wife. They have a nice bar in their house. Well we were suppose to watch a movie I rented that night. Anyway, I take a shower and I decide to spray a full shot of IJ to the groin area afterwards. After I through on some pajama bottoms I head downstairs to use my laptop. About an hour later she comes in a bit tipsy. And now she wants to talk to me about her day and my day and just chat. Well I have been exposed to IJ slowly over the last hr and I’m not in a talking mood. So I’m kind of ignoring her and giving her smart answers when I do respond. At 11 I get up to go to bed and give her a few small kisses on her lips. I fall asleep. She comes upstairs at later and gets in bed around 11:30. She backs into me and bumps against me a few times saying that she is cold. So i ask her if she wants to “make love”. She says “that depends, are you awake?” I reply “I am now.”

So the thing is she wanted to be in control. She wanted to try and dominate me. She actually fought with me some to keep my hands where she wanted them. It was crazy and passionate. So now I’m thinking that it must have been my high -none sig that made her like this when we were younger. We haven’t been this passionate in a while.

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Friday
Initial application 1 drop A314, 2 shots IS, 2 CTTM 12pm

Setting: Home, coffee shop, Target,and grocery store

Self affects: This is my first time being exposed to alpha -nol. At first I didn’t like it at all. I got a little fidgety. I can see where there is a potential to lose some of the Alpha vibe with this molecule. After reapplying later I even got sort of a high feeling

Effects on others: Noticed a lot more people looking at me and it being easier to open a conversation.

Blond in target: I was going to buy this cheap watch that I found in Target. It’s a black sporty watch that has a red face. I am looking for accessories with red in it to increase attention and possibly attraction. So while in line a blond in her 30’s walks up behind me. I noticed there was another line that was shorter, but maybe she didnt’ see it. So I pick up the watch box, glance over my shoulder and ask her if she likes it. She seems a bit nervous but says yes. So I smile and look at her and asked her what she likes about it. She replies “I like the little silver figure eight in the middle.” I reply “That’s what you like? I was buying it for the red face. Red is suppose to increase attraction.” So she goes on about how I should buy it and she is plain and doesn’t wear much color and not to listen to her. I put it down and say that I’m not buying it. Then I point to her purse which happens to be the exact same shade of red, and ask her about the color. She blushes and says she didn’t even notice that. When I left I could tell she wanted to talk more.

So I think it was a good conversation. I have some good convo already the difference is that I really wanted to talk to her. Seemed easier to stay engaged.

I reapplied with 3 shots at around 5pm, and went to a grocery store with a coffee shop. There was a cute little barista there, so after grabbing a few groceries I stop at the coffee hut and order some stuff. I hit it off with her immediately. I could totally feel the CTTM working in this case. Lots of flirting and bantering back and forth. Somewhere in the convo I find out that she used to be a nanny. Well I have been looking for a babysitter and explain how we found out last week that our babysitter moved to Texas when we called to set up a date night. So then we joke about her watching my children and me checking to make sure she isn’t psycho. She tries to neg me back. She starts to become forgetful and forgets what she has put in my coffee. At the end of the convo I ask for her contact info for babysitting. She says “Maybe if you come back a few more times I will give you my number.” So I say “Way I think you have this backwards. I’m suppose to check you out first. What do you think that I don’t have kids or something? Do you think I’m just trying to pick you up?” Now she is all smiling and giggly. She says yes. So I tell her that I will send my wife by next time and leave with a smile. She then says, “well you don’t have to do that. You can just come back with your kids or something”

CTTM definitely affects me strongly. I can’t stop flirting. I want to talk to everyone men and women. I get some really smooth convo from both genders.

Saturday

application 3XCTTM/ 1/4 IJ

Setting: Grocery store

I swung into another grocery store tonight and tried out this TOGO mix of IJ and CTTM. Had a lot of fun playing with the cashiers. I pretty much know all of them. They know me, my wife, and my kids by name. One of the girls there is a very attractive 21 yr old Colombian. She is cleaning up the bread aisle when I walk up. I needed bread and needed to check prices so this was a good opportunity. She starts flirting immediately. Now be aware she flirts with me anyway. I have known her for a few years. But as we are talking, I see the mones begin to affect her. She becomes a little forgetful after I ask her to help me find minced garlic. Then I get a look at her eyes and her pupils are dilated. Nice. I left her in her poor aroused state to harass the rest of the girls there. Got lots of good convo, but not much out of the ordinary for that time of night.

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I’m no expert, but I CAN see patterns. Judging from your other posts, it looks like you found the threshold of tolerance for A314. In your previous posts, you never used 4 drops of A314 alone - it was always less than four. The only other time you used 4 drops you also tempered it with Realm.

All of those times you got favorable results. Using 4 drops of A314 and nothing else seems to be a bad deal for you and your unique body chemistry.

Perhaps you should keep the drops to 2 or 3. 4 looks like an OD, incurring undesirable behavior from people.

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Friday
Initial application 2 drop A314 , 2 shots IS, 4 CTTM 8am

Setting: Work

Self affects: Felt very confident and light. All of my worries seemed to melt away.

Effects on others: Noticed a lot more people agreeing with me and mirroring me. Was able to effectively communicate with others. Easily got into their style of communication and then able to lead them into my style.

I have tested A314+IH+IS before in professional settings, but the Alpha -nol in CTTM really completes it. I get to rapport and then into leading in like 1/3rd of the time. This past week has been great for testing. I have 4 new clients that I am working. I usually try to develop a relationship with every client to make communication flow. While using CTTM I haven’t had to think about it at all. People are opening up, but I am also finding it easier to have normal conversations with them. I see rapport building very rapidly.

One instance in particular was with a lady I met yesterday. I was trying to get a sense of her business, processes, and her needs. We basically fell into rapport as soon as I said hi. Mirroring happened with in 2 minutes subconsciously. I was able to take the lead soon afterwards. Soon she was using the exact same hand movements, the same words, and body posture. I was even able to test all 3 communication styles and she swapped from visual, to kinesthetic, and auditory right along with me. I have never had that happen before.

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WOOOOO!!! P83, P79, P74, and Ammo are on their way.

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Friday
Initial application 1 drop A314 to temples at 6:30 am,
P75 @2.5 mcg around 10am. ( I ordered p75 not p74)

Setting: Work, GNC, Target

Self affects: First let me say that I’m sick. My throat hurts and I have drainage, but no coughing. So I’m not sure if my affects were accurate. I did notice an increased ability to focus. I found myself locking into sounds or sights. I got an instant swagger in my step.

Effects on others: Let’s call this the head turning, gear changing, accelerator. It seems to have 2 distinct modes.

I got some cool hits with this from women. I’m not sure about the guys yet. I don’t think I saw much of a difference.

Hits:
Went to Target around 12:00pm. Didn’t see anything obvious at first. Had a few women seem to end up around me a few times and kind of get in my way. On the way out the door I was walking behind a very attractive mom. I remember noticing how bad her walk was. I know I pay attention to the oddest thing. Anyway when we got out to the parking lot I walked up beside her to go a different direction and she looked over her shoulder and gave me a once over. When I got to my car I looked over at her and noticed that she was watching me not so discreetly.

At around 3pm I went to GNC to get a smoothie. The smoothie chick K, that I mentioned in another post, was there. She watched me over her shoulder as I walked in. There was another young girl at the smoothie bar also. She was very friendly and giggly when I interacted with her, but as soon as I looked away she would get this lost look until I spoke to her again. She seemed to be a bit confused. K made my smoothie for me and began with the flirting. Leaning towards me. Fingers through hair. Hair flipping. I thought she was going to hurt herself. I definitely could have gotten her number even though I flashed my ring over and over again. She either didn’t notice or didn’t care. I think this mone may be a bit dangerous. :slight_smile: No obvious hits from my wife yet.

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OK Josie, as always a great pleasure to read all your reports. I really love this journal. Candid and fun to read. I changed your user status to reporting user :slight_smile:

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Initial application 1 drop A314 to temples and 1 spray of P75 2.5mcg at 9am
Reapplication of P75 2.5mcg at 5pm

Setting: Home

Self affects: Increased energy. A desire to get some things done. (I cleaned out my garage). And a loss of awareness for personal space.

Effects on others: Oddly enough no one whose space I invaded male or female seemed to mind. They were all willing to let me into their interpersonal space. Women give big smiles and lots of IOI 's even initiate kino. I get lots of long direct eye contact, hair touching, and looked up and down. The reapplication doesn’t seem to help much other than the fact that it managed to irritate my wife. My children seem to listen to me a lot quicker. They are also more affectionate.

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Thanks Steve. I appreciate that. I already had an addiction. A good friend would help me quit. lol!!

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I am tracking this testing in another thread, but I also want to keep it here as well. I’m pretty excited about P75 and I want to be able to find these post later.

Initial application 1 drop A314 to temples and 2 sprays of P75 2.5mcg
Setting: Work, Target ( I know I go there a lot), and grocery store
Self affects: I have changed my view of the increased energy. I don’t actually think my energy is increasing. I think it’s my alertness that is increased. I am definitely more aware. My fellow mone coworker also said I had a flippant attitude. I reminded her of the guy from office space. She was mone free yesterday. I also had this big cheesy smile.

Effects on others: So all of my IOI’s seem to have disappeared, which would coincide with testing from other people. At 5mcg’s I’m not getting much.

I don’t know if anyone else here has had issues returning items to Target before. I had to return a product yesterday 4 hours after application. The lady at the counter actually started to give me a hard time about not having a receipt. I almost never get this kind of crap when wearing even 1 drop of A314 alone. I just looked at her and smiled without responding. She looked away quickly. She gave me cash back, which they almost never do from my experience. Didn’t notice much with customers there. I did notice that I watched customers a lot more closely.

At around 5 hours after application I had a conversation with my mone coworker. She noticed a much more aggressive attitude. In some aspects more possessive. I actually had an image of me peeing on her pop into my mind to keep her ex-boyfriend from talking to her. She thought it was funny at first but then started to become annoyed with my attitude. The conversation happened over instant message and not in person. No other noticeable hits other than the respect hits I normally get when wearing A314.

I noticed another change at around 8 hours after application. (Ok I’m not entirely sure about this one. It could be that I was just happy to be off of work.) I became a lot more cheerful. Had a good conversation and some light flirting at the grocery store. When I got home my kids were happy to see me. I got some good hits from my wife too. (Now again this could be coincidence. My wife does like me after all.) She was very attentive. Definitely wanted all of my attention. However my young children again listened very well when I sent them out of the room so I could talk to my wife. She was very affectionate and even a little sexual. (Important note here. My wife is a stay at home mom. She always complains that I never notice what she does during the day and I don’t acknowledge it. I noticed everything as soon as I walked in the house.)
I also had a strong desire to play with my children. (I like playing with my kids. Quit reading into this stuff people. ) Anyway I played hard with them for a while. They were all over me. It was a great evening.

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Sounds like you might have OD a little on the P75

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@P51Mustang- Yea I was going for the OD. I went to 3 sprays yesterday. I wanted to test for myself and get a good understanding of the putative.

Initial application 1 drop A314 to temples and 3 sprays of P75 2.5mcg at 7:30am

Self effects:: Deepest voice ever. I also talked a lot quieter. Got a lot of noise sensitivity. Had to turn my treble all the way down in the car. Lots of visual scanning and target locking. (Think airplain heads up display and missle target locking.) After 5 hours a lot of aggression very similar to none rage. Became irritable.

Effects on others: With strangers I got some distancing. I went to Starbucks and while I was waiting for my coffee everyone else stood at least 4 feet away and in a line instead of milling around like usual. Someone else’s drink came up before mine and they wouldn’t come up and get it. :slight_smile: I had to move to the side first. Then she came up quickly and got back into line to wait for something else.

Got some uneasiness from acquaintances. Everyone moved very quickly to get work done. I didn’t fall back into the standoffishness (is that a word?) that normally comes with A314. People wanted to talk to me. I still got flirting, but it was mild.

The only blatant hit was around 12:30pm from my wife. I had to run home and help her with something. She gave me a huge kiss when she saw me and started to make out with me in front of my children. (that never happens) She was very affectionate and initiated more kissing and long hugs and body pressing when I was about to leave. I know what you are thinking. So what? Your wife likes you. But it’s not like that. This was out of character for her in front of our children. These were sexual advances from her. I had the feeling that I could have closed the door, since I couldn’t get into the house at first from her kissing me, then she would have let me have sex with her in the van. It was very very sexual.

Conclusion P75 is good stuff. Is it currently in A314 at a very low concentration? I am still wondering about the 4-5 hour slow burn. I really believe it may actually be a breakdown of the molecule that causes it to become more sexual and change the hits. I I consistently get a deeper voice. Low doses seem to work the best for overall use. Reapplying doesn’t seem to be a good idea. The best mix for me was 1 A314 and 1 spray p75 @2.5mcg.

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Having a hard time just testing one thing. The other day I put on A314 1 drop, Ammo 1 spray (first time), P83 @10mcg (first time), P130 2 sprays(second time), CTTM2 2 sprays, and 2 IS.

That was kind of crazy for me. I spent the whole day being the funny guy. Everyone wanted to hang out and laugh with me. I mean the big belly laughs. I was loud and had an issue with not blurting out inappropriate things. I also gave one of my coworkers a hard time for not getting any work done, in a fun way. It felt like I had butterflies in my stomach all day and I stared at every girl that moved. Seriously. I got lots of friendly flirting from women and good natured elbowing from guys. It was definitely a fun mix. I will have to wear it to a party sometime. I don’t think I will be wearing it to work again, because I also got a little ADHD which I am currently attributing to P130.

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Great observations.

What I used to do was go with my mix, and start taking away molecules as I get used to them. That’s how I found out how each one reacted, it would take a while though but well worth it so you know what’s going on and how it affects you

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Nice posts, got my A314 AJ and AMMO to my arsenal today.
Tested A314 and AJ
You are right about feeling fucking greate :smiley:
I think alsow i have lost a bit of the edge i used to have, but now im coming back too.
Looking forward for more posts :smiley:

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I have been testing P83 for the last few days. Haven’t noticed much, but I just got up to 30mcgs. Now I am stopping to test P130 by itself, because somehow John AMOGged us all and I am compelled to report accurately. Below is the report.

Initial application: 6:50am P130 @ 37.5mcg, plus however much A1 is on my hands from washing my hands with Dial Magnetik. (Sorry John. I’m so used to wearing certain products daily)

Self effects:: I sprayed this on in the car. 3 sprays. front and back of neck and hair. The first spray to my neck burned. Have not noticed that with the other products. Very distinct alcohol smell. Stopped to get gas. For some reason I immediately started thinking that this was a placebo. Seriously. I thought that it wasn’t working. Even though I have noticed effects before. When I drove away from the gas station, I started driving more aggressively, kind of like I do when I use IJ. Then I got a sour taste in my mouth. I have noticed this before. I can taste most of the mones I put on after a few minutes. A314 taste metallic, this is more like sour milk. I head to Starbucks. For some reason I’m starving all of a sudden. It’s 6:40am I never eat this early. I decide to go inside Starbucks. The little bakery next door doesn’t look open, but a young lady opens the door when I’m almost at the Starbucks door. She walks out carrying a sign of what is just baked. I ask her if they have made cinnamon rolls for the day. (BTW if you live near a Harvest Bread company and you haven’t tried their cinnamon rolls, shame on you.) They haven’t. She tries to interest me in some scones instead. I reply that I’m not interested and open the Starbucks door. Instant phase shift. I don’t know what caused it, but I as I stepped into the door my body posture changes and I become James Dean. No seriously James Dean stepped into my body and took over for a few seconds. Their is a skinny long brown haired girl with good facial features in line. Probably about a 7 or so. She’s cute. She immediately looks at me (is that a hit, no way mones got their that fast. Maybe the air rushing helped.) then she looks down and away quickly. I get this feeling that I should talk to her. (It was a hit) The hit was confirmed by the beautiful Asian barista that gives me a head down eyes up smoky look as I walk by. And when I say walk I mean glide without effort. I am now dripping with smoothness. I get into line and I start thinking “hey I’m James Dean”. And then I shift a bit more as I come to the counter to order. Wait wait wait. I have to back up. The 7 is in front of me. What do I notice about her? Her butt at first. Then I notice how great her pants fit her and the color. then I have a huge urge to go buy some Chinos. Anyway she gets away, because I have completely forgotten about her. I have this too cool lean going on. I do notice one more glance from her. I love how women can look at you without looking. I am so glad that I know that now. I get to the counter and…

Effects on others: The cashier asks me what I would like. I speak and the phase shift happens. Tom Cruise comes out. I order my usual. Tall White Chocolate Mocha and an apple fritter. But man my voice is beautiful. I mean seriously I sound goooood. For some reason he starts to get flustered. I pay him and he is talking about something. Something about receipts not printing correctly and apologizing. I go wait for my coffee leaving him in confusion. He gets my fritter and loses me somehow. He is completely confused about where I went. Kind of nervous or something. Me, I’m not nervous but I’m getting some good feelings as I begin to notice what is taking place. The barista, wow she’s pretty, is becoming nervous also as I stand near her. So now I’m smiling to myself. She finally gets me my coffee while I’m reading through the NY times. She gives me that smoky look again and says something about having a great day with this very sultry voice. I’ve heard her voice before. It does not sound like that. I take my coffee and walk out even cooler than I walk in. :slight_smile:

When I get to work all of this stuff is going through my head before I get out of my car. My chest is sticking out more as I’m headed into the building along with some Italian music. My mood is often marked by the type of music in my head. I definitely have cocky gait. I haven’t been this cocky since I had Sergeant chevrons on my lapel. As I walk in this lady walks by giving me solid eye contact and says “good morning” in a way that makes me think we just woke up in bed together and the things we did last night are almost unspeakable. I got all of that out of her Good morning. Crazy! When I get to the guards, I can tell again that the mones are working. The normal playfulness that I usually get with them has changed. I have a very friendly respect hit from the older lady and the young gentleman behind the counter. They start asking my advice about reserving airplane tickets and allude to me being the expert.

That’s all for now. I will update more later. I’m trying to get as much down for John, the local AMOG :slight_smile:, as possible. Stay tuned peoples.

PS. I definitely enjoy writing a lot more with this stuff on. I thought some of what I have been reading was BS, but now I’m not so sure. I mean I tested this stuff with other products, but I still didn’t see how strong it is.

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9:48am- This pheromone is definitely for writers or artist or something like that. I can’t believe how contemplative I am. How much I want to express myself or get my thoughts out. I understand now how this pheromone can be considered as one that increases focus, yet I originally thought of it as giving a more ADHD vibe. The truth is I spend a lot of my day mulit-tasking. I find it nearly impossible to multi-task with this pheromone. I can seriously only focus on one thing at a time, and if I try to focus on multiple items I can’t concentrate on anything. I couldn’t even write a list of tasks to complete while I was sitting on a conference call that required maybe 10% of my attention. I also have a great desire to interact with people. I have already had a very IH type conversation once today. So there is definitely some beta-androstenol like qualities in it.

Oh and music “feels” good to listen to.

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9:38pm- So the rest of the day was ok. I had a few phone meetings that went well. No hesitation. Easy clear instructions. At around 2 I reapplied 3 sprays. I went over to Barnes and Noble for a minute. Looking up a few books that some of the guys on here have recommended. I asked the clerk at the desk about Nook software and why my Blackberry wasn’t downloading a book. She jumped right on it and made a call. I went off to look for books. She found me and began to explain the issue. Every time I tried to ask a question she just rolled right over me. I thought that was interesting. It never happens with A314. But at the end she seemed like she was waiting on my approval. I swear I could see a tail wagging. So I thanked her and she went away happy.

I had a meeting later on with a lady that I have yet to get any hits off of. NO respect hits or anything. Today she opened up a bit more. Asked questions about my family. Told me about her husband leaving for a month. Told me as long as he sent checks it wouldn’t matter if she came back. hmm… ok

Anyway the big deal was when I finally got home. My children behaved so well. They were calm and patient. They listened when I told them to do something. It was awesome.

I kind of like this P130 stuff.

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Initial application: 7am 4 sprays of P130 that’s 50mcgs. Nothing else.
Self effects: Feeling good. Very calm confidence. Just very sure of myself. also feel young.

Effects on others: Honestly, I keep forgetting to pay attention to hits. For some reason my natural reaction to this putative is to just go with it. I’m so busy looking at peoples faces and enjoying interactions that I have to think back on what actually took place. Definitely some respect hits. People make room for me. What’s interesting is that I don’t even notice it at the time. Everything seems so right. Nothing like A314 though. No intimidation factor at all. Almost everyone I see speaks to me and smiles at me. Men and women.

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Everything bolded and in red above is what I’ve experienced with P130.