We had a big exam yesterday so a lot of people from my class went to the bar to celebrate. I’m out of IFM and my A1 isn’t here yet (comeon now LS, it’s been long enough) so I had to use my shocker remix with meo-est. Unfortunately, I have meo-est in 12.5mcg/spray so I used quite a bit of it for this run. I may have to pick up some more at a higher dose.
3 drops A314 - sides of neck, spread across jaw
7.5mcg TUTH - front of neck
3 sprays EoW - sides and back of neck
50mcg p83 - all around neck
150mcg Meo-Est - all around neck
Self Effects:
I had self tested meo-est at about 37.5mcg a couple weeks ago. Even at this low dose, I had pretty substantial self effects of being very relaxed and kind of out of it. I knew I should expect some craziness with 150mcg, but I was ready 
. I put on 75mcg and waited 10 minutes to let it dry down. I started feeling kind of…dizzy. Put on the rest and then the real effects kicked in. I was very out of it. I was still getting ready when I had put the mones on, so after applying the meo-est I had a few more things to get together before heading out.
I was putting on my chain and realized that I had picked it up, fastened it shut, and put it down on the table without even putting it on 
. I remember thinking “Wtf, why did I do that?”. Then I went to grab socks and I have a separate drawer for white and black socks. I opened the white socks drawer, not a big deal even though I know after a year and a half where the black socks are. Closed the drawer, then forgot for about 5 seconds why I was opening my sock drawers. Put my socks on then went to put on some hand lotion (hate the winter). I didn’t realize it until after, but I spent about 10 minutes rubbing lotion on my hands when it usually takes 30 seconds. I was just sitting there, daydreaming about random stuff, putting lotion on for 10 minutes. Looked in the mirror and noticed my pupils were really dilated. I didn’t want to space out while driving, so I told my friend to come pick me up.
The bar was 90% people from my class. The annoying thing is that because everyone is so worried what everyone else is thinking about them, the girls rarely act on any flirting they want to do. But I still had fun. I had a LOT of people come up to me and talk, which is a bit unusual because I’m cool with everyone, but I don’t really say too much more than Hi, How are you to most of them. I have a group of friends I’m really close to, but that’s it. Well, it seemed like every guy in my class wanted to be my best friend. One of the guys in my class brought his friend out, and apparently it was his birthday. This guy was drunk as hell. He would not leave me alone. All I said was happy birthday and this kid would not go away. Finally managed to ditch him and walked around a bit.
This bar closed early (midnight) so we went to another bar next door that was open until 2am. Not everyone went over there, but there was still a good turnout from the first bar. I was just hanging out by the bar, talking to some friends, and this girl from my class comes up to me and starts chatting me up. We ended up talking for like a half hour and everytime I tried to get back to the group, she would ask me something or do something, like move in front of me when I started walking. She really didn’t want me to leave lol. While we were talking another girl from my class walks by and says “Scott you’re such a player”. The girl I was talking to says “Yeah, you are a player” then starts giggling and does the playful hitting thing. I never even talk to these girls and have never given out any signs of my being a player, so EoW may have kicked in a bit for that one.
It started getting late so I decided to call it a night and me and my friend left. But as we were walking out I had like 20 people come up to me to tell me bye. They ran to me to make sure to tell me bye before I left 
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Conclusions:
Meo-est is freaky powerful stuff. Definitely not something I’d want to wear everyday, but still fun on occasion. Before ordering A1 I had hoped meo-est would be a good replacement for the IFM in my Shocker mix, and it seems that it fit the part very well. I may even combine the two to see how things go. The “player” comment is actually something I’ve heard many times before when wearing EoW. It’s usually from women I don’t know too.
I have a patient interview in a couple hours, I need to go scrub off these mones. To be continued…
. That girl was SICK lol. I’ve seen the about to puke face enough times (even on myself haha) to recognize it.
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. I decided to test how far I could take it, so I pushed my chair back to a point she would have to move hers to be aligned with me, and sure enough, she slowly inched her chair back towards mine. I took it to the other extreme and tucked myself in tightly to the table, and she followed within minutes. Also noticed a few DIHLs from her throughout the meeting.