As my welcome post mentioned, I go to school in central NY. This is the story of my pheromone experience.
Background on me: I’m a college senior on the road to self improvement. My goal is to enter a finance job after college. I work part time as a hotel desk clerk and in desktop/ server IT maintenance. Always very social and outgoing, but I’m a bit of an anxious guy which comes off as an endearing goofy guy. At work I’m very professional and the frame of mind I have there is too constricted to do well in a less structured environment. My demeanor contrary to my posts is very vibrate, enthusiastic, “giddy”. I like to have fun and don’t appreciate people who can’t do the same.
Needless to say, this hasn’t helped a lot with people taking me seriously. Dynamic individuals are far and few between. Hence my experimentation into pheromones.
I have pretty good game and have a natural knack at flirting. But frankly I don’t like initiating conversations. Not out of anxiety, but I suck at opening (working on this).
I lived in Los Angeles for 5 months so my scale of attractiveness is lower than normal. Being in central new york leaves me with a lot of unattractive women who think theyre more attractive then they really are. I miss the west coast so much!
Date: 12-20-11
Mix: a314 (3 drops)
Results: Received my first order of a314. I did a lot of reading before applying the pheromone about location, sweet spots, etc. I applied two drops to my wrists and spread it along the arteries on my neck, along my jaw line, and a dash below my nose.
Self effects: Whoa, 10 minutes in I had a crazy head rush. Not sure what it was but it was like pounding into the center calm of some hurricane. This frame of mind really was quite calming. Above all I found I did crouch as much and straightened my posture. I talked with a very calm and easy going demeanor. I still try and interject fun into my day.
First hit: in my theatre sound design class, we were talking before class about football. I made a comment sarcastically about how no one would notice if the yard turf was ripped up and metered turf installed instead. The best part of this all was they took me 100% seriously and started talking about how every.sign and non metric measurement wouldn’t be noticed if it was swapped with a metric one. Complete visible attention when I mentioned this. I never get 100% attention from a class when I speak.
2nd hit: walking down the hallway connecting the student union to some of the lecture halls I was walking behind 4 women. Very slim bodies probably 7-8 in looks between them all. I tend to walk softly and I noticed all four of them turned their heads and looked at me. Again uncomfortable but I was walking with a very relaxed pose.
Work was uneventful but my boss was more respectful to me. Probably not a hit but noticed it anyway.