1-27-12
The mix tonight was
3 sprays mx297
4 sprays Ammo
2 sprays Instant Shine
25 mcg A1
2 sprays MX406
Self effects: Chatty and uplfited, but there is a caveat. I’ve started noticing the “castration” effects that others have noted with Mx297. See attached story.
I dressed to go out to the bars, but it ended with me going to this party. So think “LA club attire” in central new york with a bunch of 18-19 year old girls.
I noticed a consistent problem with the women I was successfully opening with. They were all in the 6-7 range. Any of my attempts to go for better looking ones was met with a, “I like your tie!” but that was about it.
Basically landed all of the cute girls, but I wasn’t about to hook up with anything that wasn’t jiving with me.
One girl that I know, we’ll call her L has always been very flirty with me. She’s got some nice tits and is a piece of work overall. Came up to me, hugged, real flirty, pulls me in close for a the make out and just does that annoying “breathing” thing that is annoying seductive.
She’s a flirt and enjoys making men chase her. I didn’t want to waste my time with her and just said, “You madame are quite a tease and frankly, I’m not going to play games. So go over and find another little freshmen to dance with.” She responded way differently to a314 the one time I wore it with copulins.
I have a special IJ, copulins, and A1 mix I’m going to try eventually.
Not the best way to handle it and frankly I don’t care. I’m in a no BS mode.
Got a lot of nice make outs with some cute girls, but nothing really struck me as worth it. Most of the attractive women were either closed off with friends or dancing.
Typical college party, but it was fun nonetheless. I’d give it a B- night.
1-28-12
Same mix as before, but a lingerie party with a bunch of theater majors.
This mix was absolutely terrible with these people. I got a couple of “ass” grabs, but nothing substantial. Tried to do a set with one girl and was immediately cock blocked by some other girl.
There’s a strange hierarchy of “bigs and littles” in this theater department. She was tech design major and apparently a freshmen being “protected”. The guy I knew from class explained it to me and I was like, “seriously what the heck?”
He explained it, but I just was like “eh it’s cool” and moved on.
Dud of a weekend, still feeling awesome from the working out and being single. But spinning plates in this $hithole of a college town is just pathetic. I did better in LA without mones than I do here in town WITH mones 
1-31-12
Mix: A314 2 drops, p83 50mcgs (YES), 3 sprays Ammo, 2 spray IS.
Self effects: I am Mr Awesome. Mood very uplifted. I was speaking out of my ass which oddly enough everyone else around me tended to as well.
Story: Ran some errands on campus. I visited my adviser and noticed he was more “out there” and giving me more shit than normal. Granted, I like to banter with him but this time he gave me a run for my money and said some things along the effect of, “Yeah people are saying things about you.” I went cold and was like, “Hey are you serious?” And he stopped and said no. Had a fall out with another department on campus and burned a lot of my character at work so I try to be mindful of people who talk crap about me.
Dis-inhibitor effect definitely. Frankly getting people to spit the truth out is interesting, but I wonder if it is a dis inhibitor in the, “I’ll say what’s on my mind vs the truth.” A lot like alcohol, but sometimes the two get mixed in.
Went next door to my favorite secretary and again noticed the same thing. She had a cute girl in the room and of course I was on my arrogant spree from the past 5 minutes. Again said some things that I had mentioned to her previously and they came out in conversation.
Went to class, nothing noticeable in my finance class. Had one girl on the other side of the classroom stare at me for a bit, but didn’t think much of it.
Went to work, and noticed that one of the full time employees who’s an older woman in her 30s was very flirty with me. Her flirting style can easily be manipulated with different mones. Tuth made her very forward with the flirting. P83 did the same thing as before.
Last class of the day, I know the professor very well. This is a large class of about 45 kids and he was going over basic music theory. I’ve been playing for years, so I decided to take a, “Surf pherotalk day.” I was sitting in the 3d row on the aisle behind a relatively big guy.
Anyway, he was trying to explain dissonance to the crowd. Then all of a sudden he stopped talking and said, “Now where is he sitting… A-HA!” and points to me. I was completely caught off guard and he said, “Now keep your mouth shut mister and don’t make fun of this!” He said it jokingly, but I had not spoken up at all in class. I was just minding my own business.
Surprised, I let it slide and just relaxed. Towards the end of class I had another hit from this guy. We were listening to the opening of jurrassic park to describe dissonance to consonance of the music. He related it to the evolving of unformed protoplasm becoming multi celled organisms and then out of the blue goes, “Everyone except (okyoureabeast)”.
This time I said out loud," Geeze Dr. R. You threw me under the bus really hard this time."
He looked back a bit guilty and said, “Oh boy i’m sorry. I’m probably going to get some bad student evals now. There’s probably some students in this class that won’t appreciate that.”
I know him well so I don’t take it personally, but I say back, “Nah there’s a good handful of kids here who would love it. Bring it on Petey!”
Again, I had not said a SINGLE word in this class It was literally a wtf is going on moment.
Saw the Ex for a little bit in the hall, noticed nothing peculiar out of it. She still seems relatively miserable from her financial aid problems. Granted I was still walking on sunshine so I didn’t really care. Smiled, said good luck, and left.
Drove home and went to orchestra rehearsal. This was where I noticed the most sexual hits. Had a conversation during break and we were all talking in a group. My friend was mentioning how she was going to do some p90x and I looked at her and said, “But you’re going to find a girl and have some really nice what?”
To which she replies she was getting sex later.
I laughed and knowing this little country bumpkin I went all out and said, “darling I don’t think for a second you are getting any sex tonight.”
The hooliganism ensued. Basically just banter after banter after banter.
In conclusion P83 is an excellent dis-inhibitor. Personally I found it to cause extreme forms of banter from the receiving party. Not exactly what I want, but this can be steered in a certain way if I handle myself correctly. I need to get a grasp on the self effects first.
There was one girl though that just joined the cello section. Kinda cute and she caught my eye. She was eying me from afar and overall just checking me out. Didn’t grab her name, but she was definitely DIHLs. During the same break, she found herself in our group and heard my entire spiel about my friend and her p90x side story. I’ll watch her from a distance as she’s a real cutie 
I also got a lot of of those special MXs with the stealth diffusion! Thanks androtics, although I’m not sure what to look for. I think I need a week off to gauge a baseline and go back up. Will report back soon!