10/27/11
Trial 1
Used: ISEXB, IH, IO.
Spray area(s): forearms & chest (post shower)
General appearance: Slight makeup (mascara), drab clothing (jeans + gray t-shirt).
Notes:
On appearance: will try to switch up “looks” to control for appearance as a working factor in pheromones. Working theory is that appearance is what first attracts, pheromones is that “seal the deal”.
Clothes recombination’s to try:
a) nice clothes, nice makeup
b) nice clothes, no makeup
c) drab clothes, no makeup
d) drab clothes, nice makeup
First impressions: WOW.
Spray 1: Before class, roughly 11 am.
Feelings: as if I was on Ecstasy + couldn’t get enough of myself, very narcissistic, literally looked at myself in any sort of reflective surface. I assume this was from ISEXB. Upon taking a huge whiff of ISEXB my heart started to race, I seemed very excited about something.
Experiences:
a)Stopped by previous professor who I don’t think even knows my name. He stopped me. Chatted me up about my semester.
b) Marine seemed to be trailing me and coughing every couple of steps as if to get my attention. He was totally in my personal space even as I increased my walking pace. It was slightly uncomfortable.
c) Doors, opening, all the time for me, always. I didn’t touch a single door all day.
d)Time felt really slow. 1.5 hour class seemed like a day. 5 min convo seemed like an hour. Likewise, I seemed to be paying attention more to colors. It was quite enjoyable.
e)Random guy from 4 years back, chats me up and then trys to make plans.
f)Hang out with partner. During and post coitus, he is compelled to tell me everything from how he feels about me (in utter detail) to how I feel in his arms (he uses very interesting descriptor words ex; velvety= soft/smooth).
G) shower break + replication (at this point I am feeling very tired, I get a coffee/ more coffee shop male shenanigans)
H) When sleeping with partner, he is SUPER cuddly, affectionate/ almost pulling me onto him as a blanket while he is asleep. I assume this is due to his subconsciousness need to feel closeness and doing so nonverbaly while he sleeps.
Patterns:
Older men more receptive than younger men. Older men are more likely to pick up on something and hold your gaze/ stare at you/ follow you as you walk. Younger men pick up on it, however, seem to shy away a little. Seem intrigued but as if they don’t know what to do with it.
I know I’m using older and younger loosely here. I’ll define it as older= 25-35 and younger as 18-24, due to my location.
Overall:
Mind.blown.
