Field testing
I decided to start with a strip club wearing a full dose of the Sensuality mix (50mcg P86, etc…). This is the first time I have worn this out into the real world. Up until now I have been tweaking the mix based on self effects. When I arrived, I realized I had come on a good night. It seemed like all the dancers were 10s. Then I noticed that most of these 10s were girls I’d seen a couple of weeks ago when they were 5s, 6s and 7s. It appears the mix makes all potential targets look sensationally good. Then a woman I have been knowing for years comes over and sits with me and starts telling me how good it is to see me and how good I look. She says this over and over and over again like a broken record. Apparently this makes me look good to women as well?
After about an hour I added another half a dose (another 25mgc P86, etc…). Sometime later there was an incident where I was billed for a drink I didn’t order. This should have been no big deal. I have been going to this place for twenty years. They are not trying to mess with me. And they fixed it with no questions. But I still felt real bummed out over this little thing. One of the girls had mislead the waitress into believing I was buying her a drink when it should have been obvious I had no such intention. I left a little while later and felt bummed out all the way home.
I read somewhere that one of the putatives makes good things feel better, but yucky things seem yucker. Maybe it was P86 or maybe it was P88. I cannot find that post. Maybe Visionary remembers where that is. Anyway, I think that is what is happening with this mix. It increases the magnitude of one’s esthetic appreciation, but not the quality thereof. Now, I am a little more concerned aboout the possibility of an od or a bad trip. I think something needs to be added to steer this mix consistently in a positive direction. Maybe increase the TAA and add an equal amount of TAK for the in and out quality we discussed on the Molecule K thread – so one could emotionally step out of depressing situations and back into beautiful ones. Or maybe add some P100 for direct positivity. Or something else?
Second field test
After the previously ambivalent experience I am more cautious. I apply only half a dose (25mcg P86, etc…). This, by the way, is my original mix described in my first post (before adding the small amount of P81). I arrive at my friend’s place and she is beautiful. I have known her for years and she is always beautiful. But tonight she is stunning. I tell her she’s beautiful, again and again and again and again. I probably used the word “beautiful” twenty times. I know the Mystery Method would advise against this, but don’t laugh at me until you’ve tried the mix. The compulsively relentless gushing flattery didn’t seem to have any adverse effects. Maybe she needed the reassurance. She did compliment my suit and then my tie. They were worthy of compliments. And she liked my nicely trimmed pubic hair. She never mentioned that before. No, sereiously… She really never mentioned that before. Hard to believe, huh? And she kinda did this little striptease as she got undressed. She never did that before. Or maybe I just forgot. No, no, I wouldn’t have forgotten. She defintely never did that before! In retrospect, considering that we hadn’t seen each other for a while, we did seem to get to it rather quickly.
I may need to rename this my Shallow Hal formula. It seems to make all of one’s targets look sensational. So far, beyond that, however, it has been a bit of a disappointment. With P86 and P83 there are reports of 2nd base being fantastically sensuous and reports of intense orgasms. All of that was good for us, but none of it spectacular beyond expectations. I think this mix might benefit from increased P87 like Tater’s second base formula.
Later, I added P74, MX173 (A314 clone) and Instant Honesty and we went out to dinner. We stopped at five fine restaurants and looked a the menus before choosing one. The maitre d’s were amazingly helpful even to the point of suggesting other restaurants we might like. I’d never experienced anything quite like that. Part of it was the P74, but I think there was something more. We just seemed to be an extremely attractive couple that they’d like to be seen in the front of their restaurant. It was like Jack and Jaqueline Kennedy touring the restaurant district.
Instant Honesty anecdote
I wound up ordering the red snapper. When it arrived, she asked “How’s it compare to my snapper?” Immediately, she began apologizing profusly for being “crude”. I just started laughing. This girl makes a great (and successful) effort to be cultured and sophisticated. Her little outburst was hysterical. This was definitely the Instant Honesty! A classic “I don’t believe I said that” moment.