This Christmas I’m alone earlier this year in April the tax season and marriage seem to much for my wife. She basically snapped and ran away to her parents house. In January she went on antidepressants and anti psyc meds. Almost a month after taking these her personality went 180 in a bad way. She blamed me for her depression which was manly in part because she hated her job and her family.
I hid my dog from her that was an hour away and she went up and stole her from my parents place.
My therapist said she has some real emotional learning to do. She told me that she had the emotional maturity of an 8 year old.
Unlike my wife I know and admitted that I had problems and I tired to seeking help for them. I asked her to come with me and she said she has no problems.
It has been a long year I have looked back on what I have lost
An 8 year relationship
My dog
I have also looked at how blessed I am
I have a much better job then I did when I got divorced
I have got my family back because she never wanted anything to do with them.
A girlfriend who gets me
This holiday I feel more alive and less empty that I have felt in years.
I’m just enjoying the self effects of this stuff man it make me so laid back and chill I almost don’t want to do anything today. I went to the movies and noticed a 20-25 sitting in front of me she just kept strecjing and letting me
take a look at her it was pretty nice.
12-29-14
2 drops if A314 to neck
30 mcgs of. P86 to neck
Hb 7 20-25 entire lunch room was open and she sat next to me, but her left leg was crossed away from me. I didn’t read too much into it because her body language was opposite to her behavior.
Hb 6.5 25-30
I sat next to her and her legs crossed at me for long period of time
I could have swore that she was sneaking glances at me.
When I speak it feels like I have presence. I was talking to my coworker and the 3 other people looked at me at the same time.
I think this is one of my fav mixes yet. I notice when I wear A314 that I have the drive and confidence when I pair it with p86 it seems to lighten it. By lighten I mean that it reduces the seriousness of a314 but it heightens the approachability of the mix.
Hit#1 hb 7 20-25 their was this blonde girl who kept looking behind herself and sneaking looks today at me it was obivious. I saw her like 3 or four times look over her shoulder at me.
Hit#2 hb7 20-25 and hb6 40-45 their is this woman for the past week everytime I walk by she gives me a " wow who is this guy" it happend agian today. I was just walking up to the lunch room and she saw me and looked me up and down. The girl that was with her was wondering what she was looking at and turned around and did the same thing.
Hit#3 I went to lunch with my friend and refresh with 15 mcgs of p86 her eyes were super displayed by the end of the meal. I thought it was intresting because I usually get no reasponse with A314 alone.
Girl 28 blonde kept her leg right by my hand so every time i would move my hand would rub her hamstring. The thing is she was wearing a skirt and my hand would go up the back every time I would move.
She was also leaning forward the entire night. Multiple looks pupils fully dilated plus hair flips.
26 hb7 gave me a look up her skirt. Looked me up and down multiple times and also had dilates pupils. She kept rubbing her hand on her thigh and lifted up the end of her skirt multiple times to show more skin.. She also went from pale cheeks to blushing the rest of the night. She also licked and bit her lips quite a few times that I could see during the night.
Multiple hair flips from all females.
The biggest hits were from my girl she kept her hand on my inner thigh the whole night. We were talking to her friends and she took her hand and put it behind my back and started rubbing me, right out I the open.
We got back to her place and one thing led to another and I heard the one phrase every guy wants to hear. She said “I want you” she has never done that before.
** I did want to note when we were driving in the car to the party she kept putting herself down, she kept telling me she was boring and she was ok with that. I found that odd to say the least, because she never puts herself down around me.
I had an odd hit yesterday I wasn’t wearing mones. This hb7 20-25 nice body came and sat down right beside me even though every other seat was open. My coworkers came up and sat down. I told them what I had planned for my girls birthday. The girl beside me said that is so thoughtful she is lucky. Then got up and left it seems as soon as she heard I had a girl friend she got up and left. I’m still a firm believer of the lingering effects of mones.
Well my girl had really wide pupils but turned me down for anything tonight. I was surprised but I think that she was on her period. She wanted to cuddle when we were watching a movie.
1-4-15
1 spray of A314a to neck
Waitress said two things were going to be extra and didn’t charge us for them.
Self effects I don’t feel like I can rule the world. I feel calmer more chill and laid back. I feel like nothing can bother me.
There has been some misunderstanding about why I took down my 2.0 post in the men’s section. It was my doing I saw all the drama it was creating so I decided to leave the post on it in my journal only.
I personally did not know everything that has been happening with Steve, but for the response I have gotten he did some pretty bad things.
I believe in looking forward in life not looking to the past.
I will not apologize for posting my results because my results are always honest and if any one questions that, I will stand behind what I post 100%
It is my hope and wish that we can all start this new year on the right foot
I look forward to posting more results, I also look forward to hearing back from you all. If you have a mix suggestion throw it out and I will try it.
You’re free to journal as you like. Unregistered visitors don’t read the journal area nor do the search bots. We’re seeing 1400 or more newbie site visitors at present. It’s only an issue when Intro posts ask where to buy discontinued products, e.g. A1. The only sprays strictly not allowed are commercial spammer. Were we to remove a commercial spammer name, we’d make an announcement. Mr. O is not listed as spammer at this time, despite our obvious disappointments.
Went over to my friends house she was cooking me dinner. I wore two sprays of me 353 from a Togo.
I noticed that she started showing me picture of things she was passionate about and she kept showing me pictures. I don’t know what this mix bring but I will find out more because I should have a 30 ml coming soon.
I saw an effect on a girl 30-35 hb6 she opened a door for me and have me a 3 second dihl looked at me, smile and looked down.
I knew it was different when she looked at me I had butterflies in my stomach.
The same girl looked at me and gave me a huge smile when I got up and looked at her she stayed that way for 3 seconds.
A guy I work with we’re talking about shoes and I told him I wanted some shoes without the laces in them, he gave me a brand new pair of shoes never worn for free.
I went out to eat with a friend and she really opened up about her and how she is struggling with her family. This wouldn’t seem odd but she is not a person who opens up to many people.
I had the blonde 20-25 waitress kept bending all the way over when she was sweeping, not leaving much to the imagination. I saw her looked my way as she passed she came back to give me a second look at her legs and booty but I’m not really into college girls. I need a girl who has her shit togther I’m not looking to baby sit here. If I was single it would be a good ons but other than that not interested.
I had a brunette look at me when she was filling her drink up and she knocked her cup off of the stand, she was beet red when she had to clean it up.
I really like this mix it get me a lot of head turns like a “who is that guy” type of mix be aware this mix makes me more introverted so I struggle more with conversation. I feel once you get the ball rolling this mix is golden it take a while to work it, but once you do it makes conversations very easy.
I will have your Putatives Forum situation sorted shortly. We’d favor your results both the combination of A314 and also testing of alone P86 at all high and low doses. Each time we reach out to a new chemist and restock a molecule, differences in the synthesis and dosing are possible. So some times the old reports on this forum will be valid and sometimes not so. We see effects at over 10 mcg and also far lower.
There is a long lead time of years per batch P86. We need products with the lowest minimal effective dose.
I got my mx297 in today I find that akuto is amazing I keep smelling myself me girls birthday is tomorrow. I’m going to hit my self with two sprays I think that she will like it I might add in a spray of Togo tuth later inch the evening.
I went to Hardee’s for dinner and I honestly coil not smelling my hand. I had this laid back feeling like nothing could touch me, but in a non cock way. I felt like those cool kids in school I could talk to the jocks and the geeks and it didn’t matter to me.
I’m thinking this stuff has some P86 and some P83 in it.
I had this one couple stare at me as I got in my car to leave they just sat there and looked at me like wtf is this guy?
I also noticed out of all the chairs in this place that every one was around me it felt good to know that people like hanging around me.
I also tested out the A314 rev 32 the scent is a lot lighter and I don’t feel like I’m going to kick some ass when I wear this stuff. I feel like there is a protective vest. I want to say it feels smoother almost, like my fav rev Ultra 26. I would brach out to say that they are using a different method to make this stuff. I just feel so smooth.
I would like to know what the different process that they used to make ultra fine A314 so I could compare the two. I know that is a far reach but it would be nice to know.
1 spray 297 was respect I had a guy who. I know as a mans man hold the door open for me when I was a good 30 feet away he just stood there and held it open for me.
1-14-15
3 sprays of 297 2 to neck one to wrists
Last night went to a bar a hb7 23-27 was sitting beside me and he man was across from me.
She kept playing footsie with me I saw her eyes and they were really dilated.
She kept showing off an ample amount of boobage, she kept pushing her shoulders together so I could see more. I also noticed when I engaged her she just kept talking, she would not let me get a word in.
She looked me in the eye alot more than usual, I’m talking like 30-45 seconds of looking me in the eye it felt really odd. I know know how it feels when people stare at you when they talk to you.
I kept seeing the same waitress coming by hb7 25-30 brunette. The odd thing was none of the waitresses would come by multiple times.
Another girl hb7 20-25 kept eyeing me but she was coy about it. When I would look at her she looked to be submissive and would look down and away.
I was studying the lingerin effects of mx297. I was sittin at break and a girl hb7 40-50 come up and sits beside me. All of a sudden she starts talking and showing me pictures of her mom and dad. She told me how they died and how much they mean to he in her life. Then she showed me a pictures I her when she was little,'she said now you can tell everyone you have seen me in the bathtub.
I thought it was cute,'but on the other hand I was like wtf? I just met this girl and she is already talking about more personal stuff than I have with anyone in a longtime.
This mix brings comfort into deep levels. I also think this mix brings attraction. I feel it’s like a person can trust you. I also think this mix could be turned quite sexual if you wore this mix with some TUTH,NPA, or T/E it cause things to get down and dirty. I also think that mutiple exposures could really solify the result.
I truly think that this works in the opposite of way of what most mixes do I think it brings comfort 1st then attraction, this is just my opinion. I will post more later.
I went shopping today and i saw an hb8 18-24 stare at me from 10 feet away I just kept eye contact and she looked straight down. I kept shopping and when I checked out I went to her she couldn’t even look me in the eye. I have to say she was drop dead beautiful I think I will go back and talk to her again.
I also went out to a good place a hb 6 25-28 I caught her lookinnag me quite a few times. I noticed that her eyes were fully dilated when I was placing my order. I could t do much with it because I was with my mom at the time.
Well I got a new bottle if A314 in and as you know the first few drops always come out fast. The dosage might be closer to 4 drops of A314.
I was with my girl today she would not stop cuddling with me me. I felt as she wanted me to know that I was hers.
She told me quite a few time how I have corrupted her in the last few months. I said that is not a bad thing is it? She’s said do you hear me complaining?
We were in a food place and there was a server short brunette hb7 who kept looking at me. I noticed when she would past she almost brushed up against me on multiple occasions.
I think I od a little with the A314 because my girl was kind of distant, then she came around about 2hours into application. I think next time I will just try out ammo by itself.