A314 (3 drops)
p86 (30mcgs)
p75 (5mcgs)
TUTH 2.5 mcgs
ISx4 (2 sprays)
I sorta took this from Mustangs Idea but I don’t have IJ anymore so I used 2.5 of TUTH.
Did I ever tell you I love p75? I LOVE IT.
10 min after putting this on I was heading to a musical benefit. I run into someone I havent seen in a while on the street. Now I haven’t worn p75 in months, so self effects were high. sorta like nothing can faze or trip me up.
Once I got to the bar, not only did I not have any social anxiety, EDIT. I seeked out people to talk to, women mostly.
EDIT: I went to see an “up and coming” singer who’d going to be opening for Carlos Santana soon so I could pick her brain about the music business.
During the show she kept singing to a women in the audience. After the show, I went up to that women and asked “How do you know ______” She was kind “on guard” and said defensivly" I’m her girlfriend. …Okay, I say, good for you. Normally I might, subtly with body language shift at that mention, i think she thought I was “trying to get with” the singer…i really wasn’t…then i thought of something I read in Tao of Dating…if you go up to a women who’s about to get hit by a bicycle behind her, you have to issue with talking to her, it’s your mind set that matters
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something about this was like a social zen mental state. Things are “just happening” and you don’t really care.
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I finish picking the girls brain and head out. I gotta say i actually learned a bit about my self. If I “go out alone” and have a target in mind. like "I’m going to this benfit gonna give $20 to help autism, find the head liner so I can get some questions answered about the music business, and then leave. It’s as if the entire time, I never feel “out of place” …on the flip side just going out with no goal per say and just showing up somewhere to maybe socialze or “get a drink” …i don’t feel comfortable or at ease. I need a specific purpose to remain relaxed while I’m out…it also helps is that purpose is “giving” in nature and NOT sexual.
Now I’m gonna get this exact same mix and try it a few more times to be sure, but it did seem to help move along, what was already a good idea.
Go to Benefit, watch show, talk with Singer, to get there “expertise”, and along the way, socilize, talk with women, flirt etc…but that’s all secondary to ___________ whatever the agenda is for the night.
I’m gonna do this a few more times…but try to talk to some bigger musicians, if I can gain access.
Peace.
Happytaps.
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